My life. My experiences. My struggles. Anorexic to recovery to relapse to complications to abusive pasts.
In this segment I talk about faith and hope and belief in the sense of wants verses needs. I also give a brief explanation of my whereabouts the past while. I explain how in my life I have a nonfunctional relationship with my mother whom I love but don’t get. She is the one who I care about the most and hate to hurt but find myself hurting the most. I go about saying how I am trying to do my best but I have a mom who I FEEL does NOT believe in me. And if she does not believe in me, why should I believe in myself? It’s about about needs and safe space that I WISH existed.
This is my first podcast and is literally just the beginning history of where everything started and some explanation and evidence to back up and further exploration done in relation to my eating disorder, mental health, or medical issues.