Potential Breakup

On my trip to Florida I rekindled my faith and spent a few days listening to my thoughts without acting on them.

This afternoon I felt awkward being around T tonight I realize that the awkwardness was probably an emotional barrier being built. I talk to her about it and it does not go as planned.

Looking back in yesterday I realize that I took a lot of steps to start building a better personal foundation. I had my initial meeting with a financial advisor, continued the conversation with T, started to brainstorm with my business partners on the focus and direction of our company.

As reality is finally setting in and the shock wears off I am beginning to see everything without the “fuzz”. Forcing myself to maintain a morning routine and looking at the next few months as an opportunity and not a punishment.

It’s Monday, April 1 and I spend some time today talking about my weekend my plans to move forward and how I deal with all of the distractions running through my head.

Last night T and I had a long conversation in this episode documents the outcome of that conversation.

This is a follow-up to episode number two where I just kind of touch base on what steps I went through today and how I feel about that and I just wanted to share it while it was fresh.

Today the background story talks about our first weekend trip out of town and how amazing it was even though it was just a few short weeks after meeting. Her blind faith in introducing me to all of her coworkers and direct report even though we had only known each other a very short time. As for the current situation, I dive in a little deeper on my lack of transparency with her and reflect how keeping a secret longer created an even larger divide.