Thapelo's Diary.

In the season finale host Thapelo takes a look at the year that was and all lessons learnt and what it took to come back to themselves.

In this diary entry I sit with a dear friend of mine and great conversationalist Azithesoulster, we touched based from Chloe Bailey and her new ventures and what challenges come with trying to make it especially in this day and age, random chats and giggles here and there. We touch on important conversations we feel like are missing in on our daily lives especially regarding queerness and queer relationships, I genuinely can't wait to continue this conversation and more like them on here! Enjoyyy!!

In this diary entry I discuss facing my biggest fear of finally after 7years of running away from some difficult conversations, somethings I've had to shed in this period, re-learn, un-learn but most importantly having to come back to myself. I've made peace with the fact for the time being I will not be able to articulate exactly what it is I feel but this is me trying. Enjoy!!!!

Hope you've been well and that you've had a better week than the last!! In this Diary Entry I reflect on the past 10 months and how far I've come and honestly how damn proud I am of myself because there was a point where I thought I wouldn't be in this far, yet here we are. Thank you so much for listening, enjoy!!!!

In this episode I just go into all my frustrations and limitations I've experienced being an openly queer person. It gets messy and angry at some stage but it's a diary after all, right?

The best decision I've ever made myself was treating myself like a damn job but this is the best fucking job I've had cause I truly I'm doing it for myself and no one else and the rewards I'm about to reap are fucking crazy all because I decided that my story doesn't end here and that I deserve to be everything I think I am. Enjoy!!!

"And they satrted living the life they imagined." I have for the longest time always been a big believer in the fact that there is always a silver lining no matter how dark the clouds. Same with my dreams once I decided what I wanted to do with my life and what purpose is I've never looked back and it truly does take a bit of insanity and stupidity to truly chase your dreams and life that is meant for you. Enjoy!!!

The most difficult part for me anyway is remaining faithful when things don't go my way. Is believing in myself even when others don't. However this time around we're not playing that game. We're trusting the journey and remaming faithful let's see how that turns out, ye? I hope you enjoy!!!

Welcome to a boozy diary entry. Knowing my worth and not being prepared to sacrifice any of it for any type of relationship but mainly in romantic relationships. I hope you enjoy!!!

I don't want to offend anyone but in the same breath the church has offended my mere existence and so many others for centuries now. There's no other way to put it but "I dislike the church a lot but love God."

After what feels like forever I'm finally learning and putting in the work of treating my mind like I would my body when I'm not feeling well. An honest reflection on that experience. Hope you enjoy, till next time byyyye.

I'm a big believer in the fact that all of us must die truly happy and that means aligning yourself with what's meant for you in all its aspects it quite literally means saying "fuck the world" and having to be brave enough to have the consequences that follow. It also means you're getting a step closer to truly living in the moment while at least for me it is. I hope you enjoy this week's entry!!!

Honestly I'm just tired of hoping for a better world. Because the blueprints are right there. The people in power need to be kinder and remember that at the end of the day we're all just people trying to survive this crazy world. I can speak till I'm blue in the face but this isn't a utopia, however it feels good to share the thoughts and hope that someone out there is also living on this strong of hope that I am.

"I just want a kinder world than this." This entry really is a deeper look into how we can change the world and how I wish things weren't the way they are. I hope you enjoy and hopefully it gets you think a bit.

It's my first time being 22 so let's see what I learnt while I was 21 why don't we? I hope you enjoy this week's enrty!!!!

Laxatives, the sun and Gold Reef City!! The first of many story times. I thought I'd kick it off with a banger. I hope you enjoy and I'll catch you in the next one.

All about growth and the smack in the face that the change we so want might not always be the one we need. A WHOLE different ball game when you're actually living it. Enjoy this rant.

Finally posting my very first podcast, legit just a place to come chill, forget about your life problems, have a good laugh. Enjoy me discovering I'm black oooh and queer. Thank you for listening!!