Leni's Podcast

join me on a midnight walk through the city while i do my best to stay sane despite the fact that i am sleepy and cold. hope you enjoy this one! love, leni (find me on instagram: @leni_wilde)

My dreams? I dream, a lot. I dream about freedom, about nature, about adventure, about love. About contentment, about happiness, about loving myself. About fearless days, about worriless nights, about stars and sunsets, and wind in my hair. And times come that I fall out of love with my dreams. Because they seem so far, far away. Unreachable. It hurts. It hurts to see perfection whenever I close my eyes. To see goals I can’t chase, places I can’t go, people I can’t meet. I can’t. Because my dreams fly off where I can’t follow. So high. So fast. And I am left, my feet clued to the ground, staring helpless as they disappear into the sunlight. They blind me. Stop me from seeing the world as it is, my life as it is. The beauty, the love, the happiness. Things I should be grateful for, things I should appreciate. But I am blind. Blind for this. Blind for the ordinary, for the normal, for my life. I chase and chase and chase and I know I can’t ever reach it. But how does one stop? How does one stop chasing their dreams? They say to never give up. That everything is possible. That all dreams come true. Can dreams be toxic? Can they ruin you? Because I think mine are doing just that…

happy new year! since 2019 is going to be amazing for us all i thought it would be great to start the year of with something about resolutions and my big project for 2019. if you want to know why this will be my last year and how i plan on spending it listen to this weeks podcast! i hope all of you will have a beautiful time! Leni

merry christmas! this beautiful episode was recorded after a fun night filled with red wine and two hours of sleep. just a few thoughts about christmas and family life! i wish you all a wonderful, festive time! love, leni

hello there :) after months of waiting i finally got my shit together and made another one of these beauties. this is going to be a new start for the podcast, so hop along!