Personal experiences in short personal ramblings.
I kept thinking if I may have been curse or if fate doesn't want me to be happy. Or I may have been being punished. I don't know. I cannot think of any other reasons why.
I am starting to change my focus and not a train wreck anymore.
Well this is sort of the introduction of who I was, and I am. Situations that would point to the present. Believing that I might have been cursed in Love.
Apologies for a lot of it is inaudible. I was pouring my heart into it and let the dam out.
Describing my present situation and then starting with the story. This would take long.
I wanted to have an outlet of all the pain that I am suffering. I am in between stages of Bargaining and Depression of Grief. Trying to deal with it on my own. So perhaps somebody will listen of a woman's whines and cries.