Ten things I want to Change

Hello again, I’m just going to start this up… Out of the blue. There’s a little explanation, but I’m mostly just giving myself the grace to make mistakes.

Reading from Isaiah... the description of Jesus is so relatable! A message of God’s heart about us. About me. Part of it made me feel ashamed, but lead to some realizations.

I return, 16 days after I “determined to podcast every day”. Not with an apology, not with an excuse, but I continue to share a little about me. Fear of judgement, my character, core beliefs, and hoping for this next season to learn how to walk through the world “in love” learned for God. And Merry Christmas!!!

Just another step on the journey

It was a struggle-bus day. Sorry I missed yesterday.

Michael has more Christmas gifts purchased than me. So I started shopping and making decisions. It took way too long into the night.

Almost kinda missed a day, but it’ll be ok! I’ll post something more thoughtful tonight. Love ya!

I have a friend who is moving away, so I’m reminiscing on what makes her such a wonderful friend. She listens, and I want to be more like her.

Apologies, and lessons.

Falling asleep. Love.

So, it’s another day of not doing what I planned... but I have a promise of success for tomorrow!!! (Well, today. #lateposter

While I did not live up to my promise to avoid Instagram, I did find some real inspiration.

What do you do when you thing the weekend is about to start... and have the realization everything is still a full day away? I’m just gonna... start small.

I gotta figure out what exactly I’m doing here....

Is “fine” good enough?

The day that I share with my world I’m “Doing A Podcast”and the day I just didn’t want to. Thank you for your encouragement and being my accountability regardless.

I’m late! I fell asleep after recording last night and lost all my work... but this is a moment to love the gap. Be kind and gracious to myself in the process.

First on my list is : my legacy. To be honest, my impact on the world to come is not a priority right now. So, I’m sharing what does drive my decisions and what I’m thinking about it. #thatcomfortlife #tenthingsiwanttochange #aboutme #selfawareness #selfdiscovery #change #growth #discipline #deardiary

I’m just trying to be honest here. I want to change what’s going on but I struggle with helplessness and hopelessness. Maybe a project like this, a journey to BE something, a journey doggedly pursuing my truth-that-comes-with-fear, a journey with an arrival but not an end, will help me help someone else. Rachel Ermatinger, and the Ten things I want to Change about me.