Bitch, I Dunno What I'm Doing

TW: self mutilation, suicidal ideation, phlegm. Coming to you from deep in my dark hole of sadness. We talk about why I'm all fucked up right now and what I think depression is for. Roll the credits already!

Welcome to season 2! We shall never mention season 1 henceforth, deal? DEAL! I had issues editing this so if it's um a bit weird, that would be why. In this ep, we talk about why hard work is bullshit, starting an onlyfans, and forever fighting with your father, like forever, like it will never effing end!

16. Ayyyyyyy this episode was recorded in late February after the ice storm in Texas. Let’s talk about why life is weird and death isn’t real. What else?!

15. Happy 2021 y’all! New year, same patterns! Olive catches up on why she ghosted this podcast for the last few months of 2020 and her plans moving forward. Talk a lot about shame and fear of vulnerability and pussies! Both kinds!

14. Remember when I was gonna release an episode every day?? How silly of me. ANYWHO, as the title suggests, today I answer some FAQ I get about dancing. So if you’re curious about stripping, here’s my hot take!

Wow. Yea. As the title suggests....some intense happenings have...happened.

Wow what an emo title! My kid and I have been listening to a lot of emo music mkay, and this is ep 13! How fitting. We (royal we again) talk about being alone in the world, and my single parenting struggles. But you know what, being alone is kinda the whole point. TW: suicide ideation, self harm, and the inability to form normal sentences.

Day 12! Tune in and find out where I heard that title cause I DID NOT make it up myself. In this episode we talk about how weird life is and how it always pans out for the best if you go with the flow.

Olive has calmed down and come to terms with the break up...this week anyways. She says like too much and so sorry about the wind as it was recorded in a field. Trigger warning as I talk about self mutilation a tiny bit. Like I constantly change the point of view?

Confessions of a dumb bitch! Olive goes over a mistake she made with *shocking* her twin flame. Will she ever stop talking about this illicit affair?! This ep gets pretty ragey

Float and stuff man. Olive gets weird with ascension symptoms

Day 8! Olive uses an extremely old, over played joke to explain a manifestation/timeline jumping technique she used and how it worked for her! Then she gets sleepy

New planetary rotation, same confused girl! We talk about how I’m stepping away from this painful twin flame and then get concerned about why my brain doesn’t remember anything...ever. Like did I already say most of the things on this podcast?! Nobody knows!

Wow. This ep was HARD to edit so bear with me. Listen to me have a full on breakdown in my car...we all do it, it’s fine.

Day 5! In this episode I talk about why I hate positive affirmations and then oddly end up giving myself affirmations (??) It is a beautiful artistic rendition of a young woman feeling incredibly uncomfortable in the middle of an emotion and talking it out...and singing it out. Yikes. Sorry for the heavy breathing

I’m in the bath in this one so the audio is kinda weird. We talk about exes...again?! Yes again...a nice deep dive into my current life situation and why feeling your feels is ideal!

Day 3, my friends! We talk about death. FUN! I know! Summer solstice is here, the world is buzzing with energy! Or is that just me? Join me, wont you? Oh! Here is the link to the song I referenced https://youtu.be/4wAODxZ0X94

Day 2! I talk about my personal understanding of twin flames and my recent heartbreak. I also (TW) briefly talk about sexual assault in a strip club

Day 1 of my public diary. An introduction and scattered look into my past.