This is my journal of what it's like to be invisible as me each week, each month, each year. To be so different that the way you think seems almost radical. And because you are so uniquely different you can't just be around anyone. And so making friends seems almost impossible and talking to those closest to you feels almost threatening to your survival. This is my raw honest journal what it's like to be Invisible as I Am, Invisible As Me!
Another late upload, but hey here it is!
This journal entry is late, but it still resonates with me today.
So I'm moving out and I don't know where I'm going yet. Everything has changed since the divorce.
Hey guys, so this journal is slightly shy of an hour, but I promise you it's good! I've been telling guys about my sleep or rather the lack there of (sleep) this week and how that, plus the divorce has been effecting my anxiety. Well, this morning, I was super close to having a panic attack and well--- go check out today's journal and get the details on how I changed my circumstances. Also, if you want to comment on the episode checkout my new blog page jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
Hey guys I'm back with another hour long journal. I guess it just took me a bit longer to realize the truth in this journal episode. Keep listening all the way to the end because it gets good. Sometimes I don't realize, how much I'm holding onto in my heart, because I just get tired of going backwards emotionally. I thought this journal was going to be about my poor sleep habits, but turns out this divorce/closure stuff ....well you'll find out when you listen!! It's worth listening to the whole thing! Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
Hey guys! I know this is a much longer journal, but it's worth listening to the whole thing! I give you guys an update on how I've been dealing with my anxiety since I learned that I was having panic attacks. Also, I talk about my relationship with my mother and how that really is the foundation for my loneliness, and why I'm made poor dating choices, along with my struggle for wanting a friend. I hope you guys enjoy it because this journal podcast is changing my life for sure. And I hope yours too! I love you guys! Be blessed! Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
I wrote a personal prayer that I hope you will find helpful for yourself if you are struggling with any of things I have been since Journal 1! I hope and pray that this helps you and blesses you in your journey. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
Really didn't want to talk about it, but here we are. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
I guess its about that time to start opening up about my anxiety struggles. There's levels to this darkness. Not everyone experiences it the same way. But, the one thing we all have in common when it comes to living with anxiety is the pain and turmoil it brings to us. I'm not an expert on anxiety. I don't know when or how it began in my life, but I'm going to figure this out with God. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
Hey guys! Didn't know Season 2 was already among us, but here we are! Welcome to Season 2 of Invisible As I Am podcast. This Season is all about the Next-Level and what that looks like for me. It's about not looking back, and keeping my eyes are the road ahead. Its about Hope! So, stick with me this season, because we're going places...Literally! Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
So, I didn't plan to do a journal today and definitely not one with my singing in tongues and playing my guitar. But, the Holy spirit impressed it upon to do it. So, I did. I am not some extravagant singer, but that's not the point of worship in tongues. I was not feeling at rest and needed to release. And music is my goto. So today let's get into my journey back to being social and what my first attempt looked like. (0:00-6:19mins of journal prayer tongues and some prophecy). Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
In this journal I go briefly go back over my moments of loneliness this past week. And what that was like for me. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
This week we dive into a 2 part journal of a family disagreement that I had with 3 family members that reflects a hybrid way of thinking that is not inline with my healing or the truth of the love of Christ. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
...part of the reality of living alone. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
Let's talk some more about this topic! Keep Your Eye out for Part 3, as we continue to go deeper into possible solutions to changing our Faulty Love lies. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
Keep Your Eye out for Part 2! As we dive deeper into possible solutions to changing a faulty love lie. Yes I said Love Lie. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
Updated coming soon in Part 2 Anxiety! Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
The Episode you all been waiting for... A Christian who wrestles with Pornography and Masturbation. How Vulnerable and Uncomfortable to write that. Check out this podcast episode with a surprise at the end! Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
Piggybacking off of last night's journal. I dive deeper into me and my story. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
In this episode, I pour out some of raw my frustrations and honest thoughts lately with being a separated wife, work, and loneliness during the quarantine and trying to readjust and adapt to all the new things in my life along with my inner turmoil keeping me from pursuing God. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
Another raw episode of what goes on in my head in my heart all day! Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
In this journal entry, I combine three power thoughts that I've had over the last three days involving forgiveness, racism, and power. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
Hey guys this is J.Riley.D bringing to you my most rawest and personal thoughts and struggles in a world where I practically feel alone, unwanted, and unloved. That doesn't mean there aren't people that love and care about me. They just don't "SEE" me. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
Hey guys this is J.Riley.D bringing to you my most rawest and personal thoughts and struggles in a world where I practically feel alone, unwanted, and unloved. That doesn't mean there aren't people that love and care about me. They just don't see me. Leave messages and comments at jrileydjournals.tumblr.com
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