Coffee with Kendyll

In this short episode I talk of something that has happened to all of us at one time or another. We let an offense throw us off and take us to a place of anger, bitterness and unforgiveness. We have to press forward in prayer and reading scripture. It is not easy but God is faithful and will bring you thru it!

In this short episode I talk about a tough couple weeks and the correlation between my being complacent in my time with God.

In this episode I speak about the power in our words and how it can impact our lives so drastically. It is so important to consider what we are going to say before we say it. Does it bless them? Does it encourage them? Does it edify them? If not, probably don’t say it.

In this episode I talk about what good could possibly come from a devastating fire. There is beauty from the ashes, new growth, new life. Sometimes God needs to purify us so to speak and brings us trials and “fires” in our lives to do that!

In this the kick off episode of Grace is for the Journey, I talk briefly about my own struggle with unforgiveness and the brokenness in my life. And not realizing the blessings and opportunities I missed because of my own unforgiveness. When we need God the most is when we are at our worst. When we feel the shame and embarrassment of our sins and choices we have made in life, that’s when we need God the most. We get tired from carrying burdens we were not meant to carry.

Back after a hiatus and a lot of self reflection, a time when I was almost once again lost the battle. Whatever you are going thru, it does get better. We don’t see that all the time, but it does! Stay strong!

In this first episode, I start our journey on having a more child like faith in our prayers. We begin to remove the onus of prayer. Like so many things we over-complicate it, all God wants is us to come before him and spend time with him.

In this the first episode of several on prayer and how to truly come before God and not be intimidated or legalistic. There is power in prayer! And I will share my prayers I am currently sharing with the Lord waiting on an answer.

Life is full of detours and rabbit trails. Rarely do we go directly from point A to point B. But no matter what path you are on, no matter what detour you took. God is there and waiting to show you how to get back on the right path. And no matter how many detours you take, he is there and he loves you the same as he always has.

We all have fences in our lives and so often we will keep God out or confined to only the area we want Him in. We have to soften our hearts and allow God to transform our hearts and minds.

In this episode I talk about the verse 1 Samuel 16:7. Where it talks about man looks at the outer appearance and God looks upon our heart! This verse really blesses me and I hope it blesses you!

In this short podcast, I talk briefly about negative self talk and allowing the negativity of others to label you so to speak. Do not fall into that trap! You are amazing! You are wonderful!

In this episode I speak to a few things that can really set the tempo for your day and lay the groundwork for the next day!

In this return to my podcast episode I have finally stopped fighting God and am starting to do what I know God is leading me to do. I am excited, I am nervous, I am still trying to tell God no. See how that is going to work out for me.

In this episode I speak to why I don’t like this time of year, and I guess hell call me old fashioned, but we have lost the true meaning of this time of year.

In this podcast I talk a bit about priorities and being thankful. We are at the time of year so many of us reflect on the past year, and look forward to the upcoming year. I’ve grown personally and professionally this last year and I am so blessed.

I talk about some of my holiday traditions growing up and ones I have today. Can’t help but get a little nostalgic this time of year.

This episode I just talk a bit about Taz, how bad he will destroy my Christmas Tree and reflecting on the death of Gizmo and holiday depression.

Why do we do what we do everyday? What is your happiness based on? What keeps you going to work everyday?

Talk about mental health and my most recent struggle, and how do I try to deal with it?

This episode I talk about the changes going on in my life, and having to actually be willing to wait for an amazing love to blossom.

In this episode I get real and personal about not just dating but intimacy and self exploration to find out what we like, what turns us on etc.

Just talk a bit about the last month I have been MIA. I am back and settled in the new store and ready to start recording again!!

In this episode I talk with my pal Jason, who is a recovering alcoholic. His insights and experiences battling the addiction have inspired me and I know many others. There is some NSFW language on this episode, but I keep it real

In this short podcast I talk about my new small group starting soon, my growing involvement with The Servants Heart Ministry and a little about my recent struggles.

I share my view from both a secular view as well as a biblical view of the 2nd Walmart shooting in a week. So much to understand and seek answers for.

Talk a bit about the Walmart shooting today in Mississippi and how fragile life is and how fast it can be taken away.

In this episode I talk about my last 7 days and how my mind was working overtime to lead me to another breakdown. I am getting thru it, not very easily tho.

Been on vacation this week, going thru some medical things. But also have had time to reflect on my life, where I am going and what’s next for me...

I talk about my role with The Servants Heart Ministry, and anniversary of my dads passing and things I do not want to ever see at a pizza parlor again!

I talk a bit about my faith, what drives me and just casual talking

In this episode I just ramble about my weekend, faith and the LGBT community!

I talk more in this episode about wood, and good smoke vs bad smoke, sauces and rubs... great episode! Recipes soon on my CoffeewithKendyll FB page!

Talking about BBQ and kinda how I got started in it, things I like and share a few thoughts on the diff type of smokers out there. Building a base for further BBQ talk!

This episode is me just talking trying to get myself back to a good place. I am struggling today and this sure helped. Have a great day!

I talk about a local gal who took her life and the effect it had on me. And I did not even know her. Mental Health is not something to take lightly!

I talk about my conflicted relationship with the LGBT community and PRIDE and Father’s Day.

I am nearing 100 plays in less than a week, and it is so exciting! I am blessed to have this opportunity for this podcast! Thank you all!

I talk a little about the trans community and the challenges we face, as well as upcoming interviews. Super excited for this months content.

In this ramble I just talk about dating as a Trans person but also just in general.

I touch briefly on my transition story and my thoughts on the LGBT community. I am going to focus on PRIDE month in the coming weeks, so stay tuned!

On this episode I talk about what I do that has helped me start to climb out of the dark times and depression.

I continue the conversation about my past and touched a bit on what takes me to depressive states and the perpetual cycle I found myself in

Putting this demo/pilot out there and would love feedback, ideas, suggestions etc. I will work on the quality and content as we go.