ME, MYSELF, AND WE. THE EYES OF Dissociative Identity Disorder

I fig we would throw an oldie out every now and again . This is the very first episode of my podcast. I just found out I had DID and was withdrawing from the meds and was physically sick so we were dissociating heavy. You are mainly listening to key-ali and Flaca but I’m in there somewhere. ( all flashbacks are labeled season 0 ) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

It’s been 3 years as of yesterday april 5th that I was diagnosed properly. I am so grateful for this new life and journey. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

My take on the role the news media plays in division --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Found a Jehovah Witness cassette tape. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

The Clinical and non clinical explanation of Dissociative Identity Disorder, the spiritual or religious explanation of D.I.D --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

So there’s talk about a Zombie Apocalypse. The CDC put a Zombie Preparedness Guide on their website.

Tell me your thoughts on how you feel about the COVID Vaccine. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Be selfish and forgive --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

The woman who glued her wig down with gorilla glue, is either slow or really trying to scam everyone with this LIE. You be the judge, I'm not sure,but from the evidence I've see she's lying.. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

People need this money. So why is is taking so long to help people in need? So fed up. People are in need --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Our poor kids hardly have anything as it is... --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

So if you haven’t heard.... --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

This past year has taught me a lot. The question is what is what is fact and what is fiction. Can conspiracy’s be dangerous? --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

This is the beginning of my new non meat eating journey, ima drop a video every now and again to let you walk with me through all of these new exciting happenings. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Make a note book of your accomplishments --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

My story in short. If I can do it, you can do it. Failing is NOT an option. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Did you notice any Jehovah Witness you meet seem to be a tad strange? --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Throw back episode of my personal experience on this topic --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

The madness of this world can make you lose yourself. Hope the tips to de compress can help. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

With all that's going on in the world you can lose yourself. Hope the tools to de compress can help. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Tell me if you can relate --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Loneliness with this diagnosis can be challenging --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

The fact that the organization is so small compared to the world’s population and the deaths of the members are elevated disturbs me. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

We are now seeing the world as we know it change since this pandemic started, people are tired. It seems that since this pandemic started its just been open season for racism and police brutality. People are done,and they feel like their not being heard. This is what happens when you tired of not being listened to. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Anxiety of not being in control. Tired of people not listening. Tired of having to take so many precautions. Don't be fooled because the nice weather is around the corner. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

This topic doesent get spoke upon often, and I felt that if I tell my story mabie it would help other woman or girls to know that they aren't alone. We are strong together. Check out my YouTube channel "the eyes of dissociative Identity ". --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

I finally held my bully accountable for the trauma she caused me. I have spine and hip trauma from 2 bullies from middle school. I wrote her a letter in fb messenger and let it go. Now I can heal from that trauma from that part of my life. *I am sharing what I wrote to her in this episode. Hope you like. Thank you for taking the time to tune in. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

People need to take this coronavirus Pandemic Seriously. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

I have been wanting to try seamoss for awhile. But could never find it. But I got it, now it's on and poppin. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

How I use to handle disasters when I was a JEHOVAH WITNESS vs. Now with all of coronavirus stuff going on. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

I thought you were done being a mother when your kids turned 18, but in all fairness, I didn't have such a good role model --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

I am giving you tips I used when I was sick with the lap band gastric slip, that I believed help me survive when my body turned on me. I hope it helps --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Today is Dissociative Identity Disorder Day. With my tough week of switching I completely forgot. Exactly a month from today in 2018 I was diagnosed with D.I.D. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

The sucky thing about getting better and growing with accurate new disorder, is that the people from the past won't let you grow, it's a trigger for me, getting reminded of the things I did in the past. The things I couldn't control and don't remember, because my alters were in control. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

When you see someone from your past that caused a flashback, but you used the training that was taught to you, to ground you from beating a bitches ass.

I have been hearing so much about this Dwyane Wade situation when it comes to his child becoming transgender,And I want to give my opinion from a dissociative identity disorder perspective. There are a lot of factors to this life , and its not always black and white like everyone thinks. so maybe I can open your mind a little on another way of looking at it. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

(Flashback 2018)the beginning of my new journey... Mentally all over the place, searching for answers --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

This was the beginning of my journey (Flashback 2018) still had the lap band in my stomach, which was killing me. Thankfully now it's out we are dying great. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Switching causes me to have a lack of (flash back 2018) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Alters still appearing. This now makes 23(flashback 2018) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

D.i.d. Can get in the way of making decisions... Having to come to an agreement wit us can be challenging (flashback 2018) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Mood swings, and switching does not go well with dating. Not knowing who your going to be when your meeting someone new and knowing who you had turned into when in the relationship or friendship has ended is devastating, shocking, and weird for you and the other person to say the least. This has been tough to handle since I have been off the meds. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

I wanted to finish our discussion on spirituality. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

It's so hard to concentrate with this disorder. Getting projects done is a pain in the ass. It's like ADHD on steroids. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Some youtubers want to commercialize this disorder and make it fun, by dressing up in different clothing or purposely speaking with different accents, and while I'm not knocking them for that, I also want to show the other sides of it. My side of it. There are levels to Dissociative Identity Disorder. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

With dissociative identity disorder it’s hard to commit to a lot of things especially if it’s p.s.d related. Like religion like belief systems . My opinions change from one to the next.... --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Smoking Marijuana, Drinking Alcohol, and taking Medication, and how it affected my Dissociative Identity Disorder... I was at my crasiest when I was medicated....detailed stories to come.. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

My brothers girlfriend and I were talking about how I was when she met me, just before I was taking off the meds. She's Says I was crazy

I just saw on Instagram G easy and Megan thee stallion kissing. So I wanted to share a personal light of my personal experience with haters who may have a problem with it. So Black men can do it, but it's different when a black woman does it. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

So now yiu can't even have an opinion now or you will be ostracized for it. U will m beade yo feel that there's something wrong with you for having an opinion... The very person you are arguing against,you are being like.. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message

Let me introduce you to the whole system so far the collective 21 --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/dissociativeidentity/message