Ankh’s Room

I started living for myself … that's it that's the quote .

Today I really missed Nip… it pained me to go over detail of his death today .. because it never fails , it always brings you back to the day you found out .. how you felt when heard it .. I know the love he felt and the legacy he left .. some say we lost everything , but it's simply not true , we gained an angel an opportunity to see truth for what it is . we love you and miss you big dawg TMC

Take gems where they are needed .. this was a reading for myself but I feel the collective will benefit from it . I love you

A simple visual info my current transition to my next stage ..

An unfinished product from the start .. pieces I had to place together gently .. still am

My Cousin BB has been a huge part of my spiritual development.. she's helped me in ways she'll never know or understand.. the adoration I have for this woman is uncanny.. she has my respect my love my heart and soul until we evolve into different beings I love you BB

We all have had many loves in our lives .. so many ways to fall in and out of such a beautiful thing . Yet we risk it all just for it's beauty

I've felt like I've lost who I was on this journey as Kytana … my heart has been heavy so scared of judgement or what people think of me and my art .. I made anchor as a safe space for others because i know what if feels like to be left out , let down , abandoned or taken advantage of .. the twin flame love comes with all that so you learn to be your own hero and understand you our your own savior. But you can always get help . And make safe spaces wherever you are .

The constant battle of runner and chaser in the twin flame journey , it's painful it's raw . It's PHYSICAL AGONY lol sometimes, but we evolve and heal and learn to forgive ourselves and eachother . We are all here for a purpose . As twin flames we forget what our mission is constantly and I feel seeing the darker sides remind us of how light things are and always can be ✨ peace and love

Alignment has been me and my twins strong suit , we pride ourselves on our light bodies and how we share them here on earth … I thought I'd admire his way of hovering through this life so effortlessly even on his worse days .

I combined two of my poems from my poetry page @ankh_poetry on Instagram these two poems were for myself and my cousin Jade who also podcasts on this app she means so much to me and I always have to show her that she has impacted me in some way or another … the poem itself is about my twin of course but she inspires me everyday .

I drift when I day dream of you … I truly don't want to wake ..

Jan 17th 2021 I turned 26 years old ... a pivotal moment in my life ... officially coming into adulthood, from my standards at-least, I took a trip to Oahu and let the island energy take my breath away .. I learned so much about myself over the course of a week ... the pain I felt when I left ... I know I belong there.

Extraordinary twin flame love at its finest

This poem is messages made up of what my twin flame sent to me over the course of our relationship and I’d thought I’d collect a few and show him how beautiful his vernacular truly is . Everything he says is like poetry to me and I thought the world should experience what I do on a daily basis . Thank you for listening Namaste

Cosmic influence at its purest , I could try to explain this feeling in laymen’s terms but poetry and spoken word would be the only thing that comes out . When someone is such a big part of your emotional development, you can’t help but to show gratitude anyway you possibly can

There’s not much I can explain about a twin flame connection . It feels like fire in your veins , then cool water coming to snuff out the flames . It’s all your pain coming to the surface then watching your entire world crumble in front of you and not being afraid to pick up the pieces because you have a God right beside you reminding you of the God qualities in yourself . I truly didn’t believe I could but love into descriptive words but this connection told me no write down all the imagery all the sunflower Rose pedal feelings ! Speak about it . These podcasts aren’t really for the audience but for me to see what love makes me feel like on paper , on canvas , on a recording. Each aspect of my mind traveling to places I never thought imaginable. Namaste

I don’t title my poems or spoken words because it binds me to one thought . I’m not able to freely write when I have a title . So the base around this piece is connection , knowing that there is an energy made specifically for you . Someone had been tailored and mirrored to your existence. If you believe it for yourself so it will be . Namaste

About 15 of these episodes will be short poems or spoken word I designed around my twin flame connection . I never really realized how much of a life preserver people could be , keeping us a float not noticing we’re slowly drifting back to safety . This poem was a wake up call for my heart . Knowing I can’t fight how I feel or want to feel about something or someone . The pain I put myself through because I thought I was undeserving of something so special . I am gradually waking up

I decided to start things off a little different... with a poem from deep in my heart . I feel it will resonate with a lot of people and I feel most comfortable expressing it here . I originally wrote this poem in a dark place in my mind about my twin flame and how I pushed him away. I didn’t know how to reach out and ask for help . Not understanding I had help all along . I was supported and lifted up at all points of time . I was blind to my own love around me and I hurt many that loved me in the process . Now is a time to make right and be patient with our hearts and ourselves. Don’t rush your journey or process . Everything is working in Devine Timing . Namaste

Beautiful segments coming soon