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Empath Activation Cards: Discover Your Cosmic Purpose with Rev. Stephanie Red Feather, Ph.D. Presenting high-vibration activational messages, this oracle deck and book set is designed to help you remember your true nature as a being of light, access your cosmic mission, and raise your vibratory frequency. Rev. Stephanie Red Feather hand-painted the art on each of the 44 full-color cards, imbued with sacred geometric symbols and patterns from nature and the cosmos, to serve as a tool of transmission, engaging you on multiple levels of consciousness and allowing you to receive whatever activation, message, or inspiration from Source you need in the moment. The art is also intentionally embedded with activational frequencies to help you “turn on” your light codes, retrieve ancient wisdom stored in your soul's memory from enlightened times, and transmit signals from Source, which land like seeds in the mind and flower into higher knowledge. Rev. Stephanie Red Feather, Ph.D., is the founder and director of Blue Star Temple. An ordained shamanic minister, she holds a bachelor's degree in applied mathematics and master's and doctorate degrees in shamanic studies from Venus Rising University. The author of The Evolutionary Empath For more information visit: www.bluestartemple.org *************************************************** For more information about BITEradio products and services visit: http://www.biteradio.me/index.html To view the photography of Robert at: rpsharpe.picfair.com
Tracey and Laura do what they do best, which is talk (ofcourse)! They share themes that have been present in their own lives this year, and also reflect on personal favourite TOSP episodes from 2021.Do you TOSP? Are you a TOSPIE?Have a Story to share, or a question to ask?What are you waiting for? Get in touch!Be honest, we can handle it ;-)tospsychic@gmail.comFollow us on Instagram #turnsout_shespsychicFaceboook @TOSPpodcasthttps://www.turnsoutshespsychic.com/Presented by Tracey Dimech & Laura Turner.Produced, edited, & music by Matt Turner.Visit Tracey's website hereAustralian Medium, Psychic & Spiritual Alignment Mentorhttps://www.traceydimech.com.au
On today's episode, Brandon decides to jump into the time machine and re-share an episode from 2018. In it, he discusses annoyance and irritation, and how it only really brings out what was there inside of us to begin with and that every time we fret against unpleasant events and people it's because everything is a reflection of our own inner state. He also shares and comments on an Abraham-Hicks clip that speaks very clearly to this whole idea. Download The Golden Key audio or e-book at GoldenKey.Gift with the Code: POSITIVEHEAD Care to play a game with the youniverse? positivehead.com/youniverse Text Brandon to receive regular golden nuggets of wisdom at 310.564.0750
It takes a lot of courage to go into the unknown with discovery rather than fear. You have to believe that you can trust yourself and that life is happening how it needs to - both in the collapse of what will no longer be and the arrival of what now will. You have to be willing to let go of the stories you tell yourself about how you thought it all was going to be when, it isn't. You can do it.
Sarah Leverett facilitated another Past Life Regression for me nearly a month ago. So many juicy bits in this recording. Listen and let me know what you think or how you can relate!Recourses:Ep 3 / Anatomy of a Past Life RegressionAt-Home Past Life Journey. . . . . .Support this Podcast! Leave a 5-star review on Apple Podcasts.Share this episode with a friend who would be interested in this conversation.Thank you for listening, your emails sharing parts of your stories, and for the reviews. I am so thankful for these conversations and for you!About Jina Seavall / / Jina has been helping people feel more in tune with their true nature and vitality since 2002. Using hypnosis and regression, Jina guides clients to experience and learn from Past Lives and their Spirit Guides so they can make the most of this life. More resources for you below! Grab Your At-Home Past Life Journey (Free!): https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/past-life-journey-at-homeVirtual Sessions // work 1-on-1 with me: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/schedulePeruse the shop! Hypnosis at home: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/shopHave a Question? Submit it anonymously here, and I will work to answer it in a future episode! https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/ask-a-questionFollow Jina on Instagram: @pastlives.tourguideCheck the Hypnosis Shop!I've made the hypnosis shop more inclusive and aligned with my beliefs and values. This process of making things in my business more inclusive is ongoing and this is the latest.For those who identify as BIPOC, L.G.B.T.Q.I.A.+, or are experiencing financial hardship, you can use coupon code PEACEFUL for a discount on the hypnosis tracks in the shop. Tell your friends! :)
DOES THE THUG VIBRATION REALLY CARRY A FEMALE ENERGY? WHY DOES IT CARRY THAT ENERGY? WHERE DOES IT COME FROM? ARE THEY AWARE THEY CARRY IT? WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO THIS FEMALE ENERGY IN THE FUTURE? FIND OUT THE ANSWERS TO ALL OF THESE QUESTIONS TONIGHT AT 10PM ON MENTELECT RADIOO(BLOGTALK) FEAT THE INTEL.NUBEN MENKARAYZZ/MFA/144000
A simple episode guiding you on how to access gratitude even when you don't have desired circumstances. Connect with Sandy: www.sandyvo.com Music Credit: The music in this episode was created by composer and musician Jeffrey Parks. You can find Jeffrey's work here: https://www.jeffreyparksmusic.com Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7hrnrpZ0EEPrI6nb9GudwX
WHY DO BLACK PEOPLE ATTACH TO THE LOWER 3DIMENSIONAL VIBRATION OF THE HUMANS? WHAT IS THE LOWER 3D VIBRATION? WHO CREATD THIS VIBRATION? WHAT VIBRATION ARE WE SUPPOSE TO BE ON? WHAT VIBRATION IS THE ELECT SUPPOS TO BBE ON? FIND OUT TH ANSWER TO ALL OF THESE QUUESTIONS TONIGHT AT 10PM ON MENTELLECT RADIO(BLLOGTALK) FEAT THE INTEL.NUBEN MENKARAYZZ/MFA/144000
Welcome to the Conscious Millionaire Show for entrepreneurs, who want to create an abundant future for themselves and humanity. Heard by millions in 190 countries. Do you want to put more money in the bank, create a powerful impact, and enjoy a purposeful life? This is the podcast for you! Join host, JV Crum III, as he goes inside the minds of Millionaire Entrepreneurs and World-Class Business Experts. Today's featured episode... Marie Diamond: The Secret to Manifestation is Vibration Marie Diamond is one of the world's top transformational leaders, speakers, and bestselling authors. She is the only European star featured in the worldwide phenomenon The Secret. She merges her intuitive knowledge of the Law of Attraction, with her studies of Quantum Physics, Meditation, Feng Shui, and Dowsing to transform the success of individuals, and corporations. Her clients include billionaires, A-list celebrities, writers, speakers, CEOs, Fortune 500 Companies, governments and more than 300,000 students online. Like this Podcast? Get every episode delivered to you free! Subscribe in iTunes Download Your Free Money-Making Gift Now... "Born to Make Millions" Hypnotic Audio - Click Here Now! Please help spread the word. Subscribing and leaving a review helps others find our podcast. Thanks so much! Inc Magazine "Top 13 Business Podcasts." Conscious Millionaire Network has over 3,000 episodes and millions of listeners in 190 countries. Join us as a regular listener to get money-making secrets on how you can grow your business and profits faster!
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Welcome to the Conscious Millionaire Show for entrepreneurs, who want to create an abundant future for themselves and humanity. Heard by millions in 190 countries. Do you want to put more money in the bank, create a powerful impact, and enjoy a purposeful life? This is the podcast for you! Join host, JV Crum III, as he goes inside the minds of Millionaire Entrepreneurs and World-Class Business Experts. Today's featured episode... Marie Diamond: The Secret to Manifestation is Vibration Marie Diamond is one of the world's top transformational leaders, speakers, and bestselling authors. She is the only European star featured in the worldwide phenomenon The Secret. She merges her intuitive knowledge of the Law of Attraction, with her studies of Quantum Physics, Meditation, Feng Shui, and Dowsing to transform the success of individuals, and corporations. Her clients include billionaires, A-list celebrities, writers, speakers, CEOs, Fortune 500 Companies, governments and more than 300,000 students online. Like this Podcast? Get every episode delivered to you free! Subscribe in iTunes Download Your Free Money-Making Gift Now... "Born to Make Millions" Hypnotic Audio - Click Here Now! Please help spread the word. Subscribing and leaving a review helps others find our podcast. Thanks so much! Inc Magazine "Top 13 Business Podcasts." Conscious Millionaire Network has over 3,000 episodes and millions of listeners in 190 countries. Join us as a regular listener to get money-making secrets on how you can grow your business and profits faster!
This conversation meanders through the different symbolism both of us see when we think of the lantern. For Sarah, it's time alone and going within. For me it's a reminder about how intuition really works like a lantern. And we freak out because it's not like an overhead light you can switch on whenever you want to see everything going on. What does it mean to you?? Join us!Sarah is an oracle reader, an intuitive coach, and a certified hypnotherapist. She founded Intuitive Empowerment to remind others of their power by claiming and living the power of their own unique intuitive gifts. More about Sarah and her gifts:Website: Intuitive EmpowermentPodcast: Lit For SpiritInstagram: Intuitive EmpowermentSarah's first PLD episode - #47Sarah's first PLD Oracle episode - #58. . . . . .You can support the podcast if you're feeling giving or thankful:Leave a 5-star review on Apple Podcasts.Share this episode with a friend who would be interested in this conversation.Thank you for listening, your emails sharing parts of your stories, and for the reviews. I am so thankful for these conversations and for you!About Jina Seavall / / Jina has been helping people feel more in tune with their true nature and vitality since 2002. Using hypnosis and regression, Jina guides clients to experience and learn from Past Lives and their Spirit Guides so they can make the most of this life. More resources for you below! Grab Your At-Home Past Life Journey (Free!): https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/past-life-journey-at-homeVirtual Sessions // work 1-on-1 with me: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/schedulePeruse the shop! Hypnosis at home: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/shopHave a Question? Submit it anonymously here, and I will work to answer it in a future episode! https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/ask-a-questionFollow Jina on Instagram: @pastlives.tourguideCheck the Hypnosis Shop!I've made the hypnosis shop more inclusive and aligned with my beliefs and values. This process of making things in my business more inclusive is ongoing and this is the latest.For those who identify as BIPOC, L.G.B.T.Q.I.A.+, or are experiencing financial hardship, you can use coupon code PEACEFUL for a discount on the hypnosis tracks in the shop. Tell your friends! :)
Manifestation- Allowing Your Vibration In- This is EVERYTHING! Are you connected to a dark pathway where all you can create is more of what you already have? In this episode, Michelle asks you to stop blocking your vibration of abundance and shift your mindset to a vibration of allowance. Listen in as she shares her methods to move past fear and doubt, and away from low vibrational states. So stop talking about the things that haven't happened yet and start projecting onto the things that you're ready to receive Are you ready to manifest the life of your dreams and level up in ALL areas of your reality? Reach out to Michelle via any of the following to manifest even the deepest of your desires with her today! Website | michellejlamont.com IG | instagram.com/michellejlamont/ Email | info@michellejlamont.com KEY POINTS: It's where you're going that really matters You are limitless How to shift your focus to abundance The vibration of allowing QUOTABLES: “If you can't have the vision of the future, you can't create it.” “Sitting in the reality that's already happened is one of the most intense ways to bring something into this vibration in equal form.” PRODUCTS / RESOURCES: Learn to create your own reality through clarity calls or one-on-one coaching with Michelle J. Lamont at michellejlamont.com/services Follow Michelle on Instagram @michellejlamont - instagram.com/michellejlamont Visit her website at michellejlamont.com Any questions? Reach out to Michelle at info@michellejlamont.com Manifesting Miracles is edited by Instapodcasts (visit at instapodcasts.com)
Join Kinship for 2022! LINKS TO ALL THE FUN:~ Learn more about Kinship ~~ Get a discount on Kinship ~~ Sign up for the workshop Getting To Know Your Spirit Guides ~Listening after Dec 2, 2021? Get on my email list so you don't miss fun things like this in the future - here!. . . . . .Support this Podcast! Leave a 5-star review on Apple Podcasts.Share this episode with a friend who would be interested in this conversation.Thank you for listening, your emails sharing parts of your stories, and for the reviews. I am so thankful for these conversations and for you!About Jina Seavall / / Jina has been helping people feel more in tune with their true nature and vitality since 2002. Using hypnosis and regression, Jina guides clients to experience and learn from Past Lives and their Spirit Guides so they can make the most of this life. More resources for you below! Grab Your At-Home Past Life Journey (Free!): https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/past-life-journey-at-homeVirtual Sessions // work 1-on-1 with me: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/schedulePeruse the shop! Hypnosis at home: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/shopHave a Question? Submit it anonymously here, and I will work to answer it in a future episode! https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/ask-a-questionFollow Jina on Instagram: @pastlives.tourguideCheck the Hypnosis Shop!I've made the hypnosis shop more inclusive and aligned with my beliefs and values. This process of making things in my business more inclusive is ongoing and this is the latest.For those who identify as BIPOC, L.G.B.T.Q.I.A.+, or are experiencing financial hardship, you can use coupon code PEACEFUL for a discount on the hypnosis tracks in the shop. Tell your friends! :)
It's back, by popular demand. In this episode, host Rick Richey separates fact from fiction on vibration platforms. He details their intended purpose, cites a collection of professionally recoded data in their effective, share a few personal experiences with the device, and many more helpful tips. The “NASM-CPT Podcast” will give you the good vibrations knowledge base to help further your training career! Did you hear? The most trusted name in fitness is now the most trusted name in sports performance nutrition. Become an NASM Certified Sports Nutrition Coach and optimize performance and recovery. https://bit.ly/30JVxep
Today we're going to talk about three common reasons to justify complaining—and what you want to do instead. This episode is perfect for anyone who wants to learn… Whether I think complaining is the end of the world when it comes to Law of Attraction What happens when you start out complaining about your long commute The connection between complaining and receiving what you've been asking for Three common reasons someone might justify complaining What complaints about weather, traffic, the government, and your partner bring back to you See the show notes Get the transcript
It's all about love! Today I am joined by Marie Fay, Author of The Dream and Soul Coach. Together we talk about the vibration of love, how to tune into this vibration and how working with this energy will change your life. Throughout this episode, Marie takes us through a beautiful meditation on how to connect with stillness, we talk about conscious living and much more. This episode really is a hug for the heart. You can find more information about Marie and her work on Instagram @Marie_fay_inspiration Enjoy!
No matter where SAGITTARIUS falls on your birth chart, we all feel the energy.I'm sharing this podcast episode with Meredith from Earthling Astrology and Ashley Sondergaard from the Yoga Magic podcast. We're talking about this energy and how we can use it to our advantage. And, of course, we cover some other topics too! Tune in to see how to use the energetics of the season!Say Hi! to Meredith & Ashley & Sarah:Earthing Astrology instagramAshley's InstagramSarah Lou WhoMentioned:Live Your Purpose hypnotic track: right here!Grab your free Birth Chart: https://chaninicholas.comThank you for listening, your emails sharing parts of your stories, and for the reviews. I am so thankful for these conversations and for you!You can support the podcast if you're feeling giving or thankful!You can do this in 2 ways:Leave a 5-star review on Apple podcasts.Share this episode with a friend who would be interested in this conversation.Thank you for listening & sharing!About Jina Seavall / / Jina has been helping people feel more in tune with their true nature and vitality since 2002. Using hypnosis and regression, Jina guides clients to experience and learn from Past Lives and their Spirit Guides so they can make the most of this life. More resources for you below! Grab Your At-Home Past Life Journey (Free!): https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/past-life-journey-at-homeVirtual Sessions // work 1-on-1 with me: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/schedulePeruse the shop! Hypnosis at home: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/shopHave a Question? Submit it anonymously here, and I will work to answer it in a future episode! https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/ask-a-questionFollow Jina on Instagram: @pastlives.tourguideCheck the Hypnosis Shop!I've made the hypnosis shop more inclusive and aligned with my beliefs and values. This process of making things in my business more inclusive is ongoing and this is the latest.For those who identify as BIPOC, L.G.B.T.Q.I.A.+, or are experiencing financial hardship, you can use coupon code PEACEFUL for a discount on the hypnosis tracks in the shop. Tell your friends! :)
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Vibration of Gratitude Yoga Nidra with Singing Bowl Sound Bath Recorded live at steamhousenh.com by Melissa Abbott melissaabbott.com Nov 15, 2021 Yoga Nidra Immersion is a style of guided meditation best done after a Hatha yoga session. Done in a supine position the student is guided to a yogic sleep which allows the physical body and brain to fully relax and restores the nervous system helping the student to fully absorb the physical Asanas. did ne at the end of a Hath Yoga Session. It is known to be healing for stress, anxiety, insomnia, chronic pain, healing grief and anger, lowering levels of cortisol, cholesterol, endocrine imbalances, and blood pressure. Melissa Abbott conducts a deeper Inner Yogic Meditative Experience using Crystal Singing Bowls and Gongs as a vibrational sound immersion increasing relaxation restructuring the entire body within. Calming, Detoxifying, and Healing along with a Guided Meditation using 1000 year old Shaiva Tantra techniques and mantras from the Practices of the Vijnana Bhairava Tantra, Keshmahraj's Revognition Sutras and Abinavagupta's Tantrasara. A integrative and blissful experience clearing the subconscious and relieving muscular, emotional, and mental tension.
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Jeanine couldn't join us today, but Bridget and Walt had plenty to talk about. Jeanine will be back next week. Walt told a manifestation story that involved repeatedly manifesting scams to be busted coming into his life within minutes of each other after doing a show yesterday that talked about scams. Bridget told how Friday's episode with Debbie G. inspired her to put post-it notes around her house to remind herself to appreciate instead of complaining.
Michael Massey and I discuss what we experienced with the 11-11 gateway, which as of the recording of this episode was (surprisingly) still flowing! - Energetic influx running a spectrum from enhanced/expanded awareness to sense of displacement. - The importance of surrender. - How relationships can be impacted by planetary/cosmic energy influxes. - The masculine/feminine dynamic getting stirred up right now. - Workshop: https://www.karagoodwin.com/workshop1/p/eleven11-connecting-consciousness-workshop
Jewels brings back Tom Paladino of ScalarLight.com who is on a quest to make the planet a healthier place to live. Originally designed by Nikola Tesla, Tom developed the machine that can read a person's energy via a photograph and send the body what it needs to heal. It's such a unique concept and exactly where modern medicine is suppose to be. It's so wonderful that he is giving everyone a free 15 day trial so you can see for yourself how effective it is. Go to ScalarLight.com and get the free 15 day trial!!! Read the testimonials!!!
042—Have you ever wanted something really badly, and it just didn't happen? Maybe there's something you want now—a new relationship, a dream job, expanding your family, a thriving business. No one wants to be stuck in a place of not having. This episode sheds light on why we get stuck and a trusted way to break the logjam so you can turn what you want into something you have. It's simple. And it works. Fast.---To learn more about Mary Obana, visit her website:maryobana.comTo learn more about having Mary connect you directly to your own spiritual guidance, visit:maryobana.com/private-readingFor more information about Mary's book "Shine: A Simple Guide to Finding Your Light and Letting It Shine on the World," visit:maryobana.com/amazonTo contact Mary directly or get added to receive her newsletter, please email her at:mary@maryobana.comFollow her:Facebook @maryobana.shineInstagram @obanamaryLinkedIn @maryobanaClubhouse @maryobana
This episode starts off with me describing a few things that were confusing to me about this session - thankfully I figured it out -haha! Then we get into the recording and I added in a slice of the post trance part of the session where we debriefed just a little. Definitely one of those sessions that shakes us and over time the knowledge drops in, bubbles up, or however it settles in!THANK YOU to this client for letting us listen to this journey!A true joy and resource for healing and wisdom in my life come from my clients and their experiences in session. I'm so happy to be sharing the experience with you!Have you had a session with me and would be willing to share your experience with me? Let me know! Hop on my email list and hit reply to one of my emails and we'll get it rolling. Let me know what you think!Recourses:Ep 3 / Anatomy of a Past Life RegressionAt-Home Past Life Journey. . . . . .Support this Podcast! Leave a 5-star review on Apple Podcasts.Share this episode with a friend who would be interested in this conversation.Thank you for listening, your emails sharing parts of your stories, and for the reviews. I am so thankful for these conversations and for you!About Jina Seavall / / Jina has been helping people feel more in tune with their true nature and vitality since 2002. Using hypnosis and regression, Jina guides clients to experience and learn from Past Lives and their Spirit Guides so they can make the most of this life. More resources for you below! Grab Your At-Home Past Life Journey (Free!): https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/past-life-journey-at-homeVirtual Sessions // work 1-on-1 with me: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/schedulePeruse the shop! Hypnosis at home: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/shopHave a Question? Submit it anonymously here, and I will work to answer it in a future episode! https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/ask-a-questionFollow Jina on Instagram: @pastlives.tourguideCheck the Hypnosis Shop!I've made the hypnosis shop more inclusive and aligned with my beliefs and values. This process of making things in my business more inclusive is ongoing and this is the latest.For those who identify as BIPOC, L.G.B.T.Q.I.A.+, or are experiencing financial hardship, you can use coupon code PEACEFUL for a discount on the hypnosis tracks in the shop. Tell your friends! :)
The Kimberley Wenya Podcast | Manifestation + Mindset Mentor
In this episode, we chat about:How to be on the vibration of moneyPractical modern girl tools or rituals energetically to reach into receiving more moneyHow to make receiving money easy ♡ // Check out The Ease of Attracting Money HERE!♡ // Be part of our FREE Act As If Challenge starting next week! Join us HERE!♡ // Join The Manifestation Collective HERE!♡ // Instagram @kimberleywenya♡ // TikTok @kimberleywenya♡ // Join Manifestation Monthly HERE!♡ // FREE Manifestation Masterclass (worth $55) HERE!♡ // Subscribe for Manifestation Secrets to your inbox from KW HERE!
This is Part 2 to episode 140, where Michael Massey shares energetic changes he has been feeling within himself. In this episode Kara talks about a massive experience of transcendence she recently experienced, where she found herself outside of time and form. She tries to express what is difficult to convey with the limitations of language.
In another highly requested episode, I share my own journey with my health and fitness choices and how I make these decisions based on VIBRATION. We discuss the "77 Aligned" challenge, Dry January, my decision to eliminate gluten, my workout regimen, and more in a fun, open discussion that is in NO way prescriptive but rather, intended for your own contemplation on what can make you *FEEL* your best!
Triangles is a simple meditation/visualization practice that can be fit into the busiest of schedules. Three people form a group and agree to link each day in thought. They visualize a triangle of light and goodwill being formed between each of the group members. The network as a whole, provides a real planetary service, anchoring the light, love, and goodwill of divinity into human consciousness. www.triangles.org Each Monday at 3:00 pm (New York), 8:00 pm (London), and 9:00 pm (Geneva) Triangles offers a webinar in cooperation with the global Triangles Meditation Group. The webinar aims to provide a platform for Triangles members and those who are new to Triangles to come together with others from around the world to give subjective support to the strengthening and expansion of the Triangles network. The webinar includes a short introductory talk about Triangles, a Triangles meditative visualization and a group sharing of ideas and impressions. To register for the webinar: https://www.lucistrust.org/triangles/webinar For transcripts of webinars follow the Triangles blog: https://www.lucistrust.org/blog_triangles
Raising your Vibration: What exactly does that mean? And what is the difference between Vibration and Frequency? Tune in as Mayume and Manjeet not only discuss what it is, but how we can maintain that vibration throughout your life. As we move through life experiences that can lower our vibration, meaning the lower energies such as stress, anger, fear, guilt, grief or shame, to name a few... there are way to turn it around and get back into that high vibe of feeling good again. Yes, it takes time and maybe even a lot of time, but that's how we practice getting back into alignment of who we are and how we want to show up in the world. Acknowledging and then honoring your individual process to move through life's obstacles, struggles and even suffering, is step one.... and realizing that there are ways to mindfully get you back on track with the love and support of others, (along with gratitude and laughter, of course) are the next steps to get back into that high vibration so that you not only feel good again, but you begin to attract all good things. Don't forget to subscribe, rate and review!! and follow the ladies on instagram @mayumenmanjeet
We rejoin our Vega Rising story where we left off...a cliffhanger most foul! Our heroes Sol Titan White Knight and Muse stand in shock and horror as their mentor Burnout has been shot right before their eyes. Is this the end for Halcyon’s flame of freedom or can our team intervene before this legend’s light is snuffed out? Find out right now on this episode of Vega Rising Issue 5: A Living Legend Lost? This episode of Delinquent Comics starredAshton Lorelle as SolJustin Allen as TitanConnor Casteel as White KnightShawn Delp as MuseAnd Ben Wallis as the Game Master.Masks: A New Generation is the award-winning tabletop roleplaying game by Brendan Conway and published by Magpie Games.This episode featured the songs: Tension is Rising and Vibration both by The Insider and can be found on the album: Alls Fair in Love of Wax. It also featured Dolomieu by R.E.W. and can be found on the album: Tephra. It also featured the songs: The Modern Divide, Telluric Undercurrent, Accelerated Lifestyle, and Someone Else’s Memories all by Revolution Void and can be found on the albums: Increase the Dosage, and The Politics of Desire.This episode was edited and produced by Ben Wallis and Shawn Delp.
Deep Energy 2.0 - Music for Sleep, Meditation, Relaxation, Massage and Yoga
Background Music for Sleep, Meditation, Relaxation, Massage, Yoga, Studying and TherapyHi everyone, this is Jim Butler and welcome to the Deep Energy Podcast 772 - Vibration of Stars - Part 3 Hope everyone is doing ok out there. Hope everyone is staying healthy and safe!I have a brand new album/cd/download, whatever they call them. It's called Crossing the Rainbow Bridge and it's dedicated to my amazing dog Bennie who passed away in 2021. I'm really proud of it and hope you will enjoy listening to it. You can find the links to all of the places you can buy or stream it here:https://jimbutler.hearnow.comThanks!!!If you would like to find out more about me and my music, head on over to www.jimbutlermusic.com or you can e-mail me at jimbutlermusic@gmail.com. On the website you will find links to all of my social media including FB, FB fan page, IG and Twitter and any live appearances I am making in the Keene, NH area. My YouTube page has all of the podcasts if you like listening that way, plus various other videos. There is also a 24/7 streaming channel on my YouTube page. Please like and subscribe. Thanks!https://www.youtube.com/user/JimButlerMusicI now have a merchandise store with a collection of mugs, t-shirts, tote bags, hoodie's and a ton more… you can find it at www.deepenergy.threadless.com This podcast is ad supported, if you would like to listen to the podcast without ads or speaking, please go to my Bandcamp page and most of the podcasts are there. If you would like a podcast and you don't see it, just send me an e-mail and I will get it uploaded ASAP.www.jimbutler.bandcamp.com Please share, subscribe, rate and review (helps more people find the podcast) through however you listen to the podcast including:Spreaker, Stitcher, Apple Podcast App, Castbox, Pandora, Spotify, Soundcloud, Luminary, iHeart Radio, Radio.com, Deezer, YouTube, Alexa and Siri and many other podcast providers.Thank you for listening. Until the next time, please be kind to one another, peace, bye…Image by: @hon_hon_zaza via Twenty20https://www.twenty20.com/photos/d9659925-aed0-48a9-9eda-fb05f5c6f9d9
When we're feeling stressed it's a sign that we're out of alignment with our authentic self. In today's episode we talk all about the mystic power of 'TE' from Lao Tzu and the Tao Te Ching, what it means, and how we can use it to align with our highest self. We'll cover the 3 sacred treasures that allow us to realign with ourselves, from covering kindness, simplicity, and humility. Make sure to tune into the entire episode as we give some real time examples of how you can apply these 3 sacred treasures in your life. To find out more visit: https://www.fireitupwithcj.com/ https://amzn.to/3qULECz - Order Michael Sandler's new book, "AWE, the Automatic Writing Experience" www.automaticwriting.com ……. Follow Michael and Jessica's exciting journey and get even more great tools, tips, and behind-the-scenes access. Go to https://www.patreon.com/inspirenation For free meditations, weekly tips, stories, and similar shows visit: https://inspirenationshow.com/ We've got NEW Merch! - https://teespring.com/stores/inspire-nation-store Follow Inspire Nation, and the lives of Michael and Jessica, on Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/InspireNationLive/ Find us on TikTok - https://www.tiktok.com/@inspirenationshow
Kelly Smith from the Mindful in Minutes podcast and the Meditation Mama podcast is sharing the recording from her first Past Life Regression. Kelly was on the pod many moons ago talking about this PLR session with me. See that episode here. In the episode I said it was episode 12 but I was wrong - it's ep 15!MASSIVE THANKS to this Kelly for letting us listen to this journey through a past life.A true joy and resource for healing and wisdom in my life come from my clients and their experiences in session. I'm so happy to be sharing the experience with you!Have you had a session with me and would be willing to share your experience with me? Let me know! Hop on my email list and hit reply to one of my emails and we'll get it rolling. Let me know what you think!Recourses:Kelly's previous PLD episodeEp 3 / Anatomy of a Past Life RegressionAt-Home Past Life Journey. . . . . .Support this Podcast! Leave a 5-star review on Apple Podcasts.Share this episode with a friend who would be interested in this conversation.Thank you for listening, your emails sharing parts of your stories, and for the reviews. I am so thankful for these conversations and for you!About Jina Seavall / / Jina has been helping people feel more in tune with their true nature and vitality since 2002. Using hypnosis and regression, Jina guides clients to experience and learn from Past Lives and their Spirit Guides so they can make the most of this life. More resources for you below! Grab Your At-Home Past Life Journey (Free!): https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/past-life-journey-at-homeVirtual Sessions // work 1-on-1 with me: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/schedulePeruse the shop! Hypnosis at home: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/shopHave a Question? Submit it anonymously here, and I will work to answer it in a future episode! https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/ask-a-questionFollow Jina on Instagram: @pastlives.tourguideCheck the Hypnosis Shop!I've made the hypnosis shop more inclusive and aligned with my beliefs and values. This process of making things in my business more inclusive is ongoing and this is the latest.For those who identify as BIPOC, L.G.B.T.Q.I.A.+, or are experiencing financial hardship, you can use coupon code PEACEFUL for a discount on the hypnosis tracks in the shop. Tell your friends! :)
You can head into a disruption of what you've known so far with either discovery or fear. Either way, it's happening - a new way of being is unfolding. Trusting yourself will allow you to see that it's all entirely in your favor.
Deep Energy 2.0 - Music for Sleep, Meditation, Relaxation, Massage and Yoga
Background Music for Sleep, Meditation, Relaxation, Massage, Yoga, Studying and TherapyHi everyone, this is Jim Butler and welcome to the Deep Energy Podcast 771 - Vibration of Stars - Part 2 Hope everyone is doing ok out there. Hope everyone is staying healthy and safe!I have a brand new album/cd/download, whatever they call them. It's called Crossing the Rainbow Bridge and it's dedicated to my amazing dog Bennie who passed away in 2021. I'm really proud of it and hope you will enjoy listening to it. You can find the links to all of the places you can buy or stream it here:https://jimbutler.hearnow.comThanks!!!If you would like to find out more about me and my music, head on over to www.jimbutlermusic.com or you can e-mail me at jimbutlermusic@gmail.com. On the website you will find links to all of my social media including FB, FB fan page, IG and Twitter and any live appearances I am making in the Keene, NH area. My YouTube page has all of the podcasts if you like listening that way, plus various other videos. There is also a 24/7 streaming channel on my YouTube page. Please like and subscribe. Thanks!https://www.youtube.com/user/JimButlerMusicI now have a merchandise store with a collection of mugs, t-shirts, tote bags, hoodie's and a ton more… you can find it at www.deepenergy.threadless.com This podcast is ad supported, if you would like to listen to the podcast without ads or speaking, please go to my Bandcamp page and most of the podcasts are there. If you would like a podcast and you don't see it, just send me an e-mail and I will get it uploaded ASAP.www.jimbutler.bandcamp.com Please share, subscribe, rate and review (helps more people find the podcast) through however you listen to the podcast including:Spreaker, Stitcher, Apple Podcast App, Castbox, Pandora, Spotify, Soundcloud, Luminary, iHeart Radio, Radio.com, Deezer, YouTube, Alexa and Siri and many other podcast providers.Thank you for listening. Until the next time, please be kind to one another, peace, bye…Image by: @hon_hon_zaza via Twenty20https://www.twenty20.com/photos/d9659925-aed0-48a9-9eda-fb05f5c6f9d9
This week, Ashley and her guest, Dee Woolridge are talking all about the vibration of shame. Dee lived in a vibration of shame for a long time before diving into her spiritual journey which allowed her to step out of that vibration and into a higher one. This journey also led her to overhaul her life from career, relationships, and beyond. Dee is a specialist in effective communication, success, mindset, and resilience and is a best selling author and writer of several self-health books. She is the founder of two training and development companies, one of which helps young adults on the autism spectrum. She is a 30 year U.S. Navy Veteran covering three wars and has led at the executive officer level. She is a breast cancer survivor, mother, wife, sister to 12 siblings, and a believer in miracles.Ashley and Dee discuss shame, guilt, and self-loathing and how they compare to love, joy, and enlightenment. They also discuss where Dee experienced shame in her life and how it showed up for her both physically and energetically, how to overcome shame and other low vibrational feelings, finding her path to her true calling, the stressors that come with being the parent of a child with special needs, and the other many hats she wears!Dee's journey of transformation began when her daughter was born severely premature. She knew she had to grow mentally, emotionally, and spiritually and become a better version of herself, and fast! For over two decades it has been her mission and privilege to teach to learn, and learn to teach, as A Course in Miracles says. She is a guide for others to find victory over any challenge. Resources Mentioned:The Four Questions: For Henny Penny and Anybody with Stressful Thoughts by Byron KatieThe Work of Byron Katie Learn more:Learn More about Dee: https://www.deewoolridge.com/Connect with Dee on LinkedInFollow Dee on Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/deewoolridge/Follow along on Instagram: @yogamagicpodcast and @ashleysondergaard.yogaLearn more about Ashley and Yoga Magic at www.ashleysondergaard.com Sponsors:BetterHelp | Receive 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/yogamagic. Work with Ashley:Book a 1:1 Cosmic Self-Care Session with Ashley | Learn how to use your astrological birth chart to personalize your self-care routines, rituals and practices. Use code ‘yogamagic' to get $10 off a 1:1 session. Upcoming Yoga Magic EventsCosmic Self-Care: Using Sagittarius Energy | 11/22 4:00 PM CT | Learn It Live
On this Pod-snack I share 3 Tips and 5 Tools to help raise our frequency, even when we are grieving the loss of a loved one. J.A.M.M.S is something I use frequently and I share with you what the letters mean.**Don't forgot to subscribe to the show**----------------Book your Free Discovery Call----------------- Website: WWW.AYMBEYONDTHEPHYSICAL.COMEmail: Iamready@aymbeyondthephysical.comGuest Inquiries: Shanta@authentictalks2.comPodcast website: AuthenticTalks2.comYour Spiritual Mindset Coach Shanta, Sending you tons of positive energy, much love and success! Remember, we are spiritual beings having a human experience. Aym beyond the physical, by healing, growing, and walking in your true power!
Leggs and Buffalo Rambler of False Reality Check podcast had me on to play in their dojo. These two are total fam. Subscribe to FRC on Rokfin: https://www.rokfin.com/falseRealityCheckWebsite: https://falserealitycheck.com/31-raw-doggin-oxygen-vibration-light-with-chance-garton/***THIS EPISODE***Chance Garton is the host of Innerverse and Vibe Rant, two shows we look forward to every week. His insights, healing work and oracle readings give us a better idea of how we flow through our lives. Join us as he discusses all this and the flow state of consciousness.***OUR SHOW***Welcome to False Reality Check, a podcast hosted by a husband and wife. Featured in this podcast are episodes diving into deep topics like consciousness, spirituality, the nature of reality, society, culture, personal growth and others. If you're interested in unique perspectives and raw, uncensored discussion with real free-thinking individuals, this is the right podcast for you. We don't tell you what you want to hear, we tell you what you need to hear. See acast.com/privacy for privacy and opt-out information.
Deep Energy 2.0 - Music for Sleep, Meditation, Relaxation, Massage and Yoga
Background Music for Sleep, Meditation, Relaxation, Massage, Yoga, Studying and TherapyHi everyone, this is Jim Butler and welcome to the Deep Energy Podcast 770 - Vibration of Stars - Part 1 Took a few days to recharge the creative batteries so that's why I went a few days without a podcast, but we are back to a daily schedule. Enjoy…Hope everyone is doing ok out there. Hope everyone is staying healthy and safe!I have a brand new album/cd/download, whatever they call them. It's called Crossing the Rainbow Bridge and it's dedicated to my amazing dog Bennie who passed away in 2021. I'm really proud of it and hope you will enjoy listening to it. You can find the links to all of the places you can buy or stream it here:https://jimbutler.hearnow.comThanks!!!If you would like to find out more about me and my music, head on over to www.jimbutlermusic.com or you can e-mail me at jimbutlermusic@gmail.com. On the website you will find links to all of my social media including FB, FB fan page, IG and Twitter and any live appearances I am making in the Keene, NH area. My YouTube page has all of the podcasts if you like listening that way, plus various other videos. There is also a 24/7 streaming channel on my YouTube page. Please like and subscribe. Thanks!https://www.youtube.com/user/JimButlerMusicI now have a merchandise store with a collection of mugs, t-shirts, tote bags, hoodie's and a ton more… you can find it at www.deepenergy.threadless.com This podcast is ad supported, if you would like to listen to the podcast without ads or speaking, please go to my Bandcamp page and most of the podcasts are there. If you would like a podcast and you don't see it, just send me an e-mail and I will get it uploaded ASAP.www.jimbutler.bandcamp.com Please share, subscribe, rate and review (helps more people find the podcast) through however you listen to the podcast including:Spreaker, Stitcher, Apple Podcast App, Castbox, Pandora, Spotify, Soundcloud, Luminary, iHeart Radio, Radio.com, Deezer, YouTube, Alexa and Siri and many other podcast providers.Thank you for listening. Until the next time, please be kind to one another, peace, bye…Image by: @hon_hon_zaza via Twenty20https://www.twenty20.com/photos/d9659925-aed0-48a9-9eda-fb05f5c6f9d9
How can we start to understand that healing lies within us? How can you come into your purpose? What role does love play in illness and injury? Gül Sonmez joins from Luxembourg to discuss these topics and more! Gül helps people around the world with their healing using her unique gifts which allow her to hear the root cause of the issue. In this episode she talks about how her mainstream life in Turkey evolved into a much more multidimensional one as she discovered and grew into her unique healing gifts. - How a mysterious hand injury opened her up to her natural healing gifts. - How do we overcomplicate our healing journeys? - How may deeper healing be facilitated through distance sessions rather than being in the same room? - Gül explains what the healing sessions are like for her, from the multidimensional perspective. - When we are triggered, it is actually about us, not the person triggering us. - What are some ways to serve in these trying times? - How can you find and come into your purpose? - Online Course Awaken & Rise : a transformational, 3 month journey back to rediscover yourself https://www.purposefulvibes.com/3-month-healing-journey Website: www.purposefulvibes.com
Vickie Werner has been on a spiritual path most of her life. She asked the bigger questions regarding life purpose, healing, and connecting to the divine by seeking to understand the power of our vibrational frequency, which is created by our thoughts and emotions. Therefore, she sought out great healers and mystics. In this way, she learned key principles in the healing journey. Moreover, she learned why illness appears in our life in the first place. In doing so, she learned incredible principles that apply to each of us. Vickie's mission is to help in the healing of humanity and assist in aligning to your own purpose. She believes that we carry within us the innate wisdom in achieving these dreams. Her goal is to activate this wisdom and support others in the application of significant, yet simple skills in maintaining the momentum in forward movement. Vickie is deeply passionate about pushing beyond our own limitations and expanding our possibilities of what we can create in our lives. She maintains a passionate spiritual connection and continues to ask “How can I serve in my best and highest capacity”? Previously, after experiencing a near death experience in 2012 and enduring a grueling eight months in bed, she delved deeper into the cause of dis-ease. Therefore, she studied emotional healing techniques, including EFT “Tapping,” essential oils, and meditation to release negativity and support healing. In her book, “The Secret to Healing and Recovery” she combines ancient wisdom and modern science to optimize the healing experience. Her purpose in writing this powerful book is to offer a helping hand to anyone that is on a healing journey and for caregivers alike. https://vickiwerner.com/healing-support-tools/ - Website https://www.facebook.com/IAMentoring/ - Facebook https://www.amazon.com/Secret-Healing-Recovery-Vicki-Werner/dp/1941420389/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=vicki+werner&qid=1567185121&s=books&sr=1-1 - The secret to healing and recovery
Hello, soul family! Welcome to my new series: Economics & Prosperity on the New Earth! I'm so excited to talk to you all about finances, manifesting, abundance, energy exchange, careers, and more on this series—all through the lens of higher consciousness! Let's hold space for this amazing new earth and abundance, as well as more balanced energy exchanges for all! We can change things one at a time, just by changing our old programming and embracing a heart-centered approach to finances. In this episode I talk about how to incorporate the Divine Feminine as we connect to abundance, making sure we are creating all the channels for prosperity we need to in order for the universe to deliver, and I end the episode with a short activation to connect with the energy of abundance and prosperity. Love and light, JJ https://activationswithjj.com/
This episode is so packed and I am overly excited to bring it to you! Here's how we're doing it: I open with an intro telling you about the recorded journey, the group, and a little sneak peak of what is coming for you in 2022 from Past Lives & the Divine.Episode Layout:00:00 Intro14:55 hypnotic journey47:00 pause for extended quiet to log the answers to the questions47:12 group discussionHypnotic Journey Questions:From our perspective there seems to be light and dark or benevolent and malevolent energies around us. What is the best way for us to protect ourselves when we are out in the world or around other people or energies?What is the best way to protect or clear our homes, our selves, or our loved ones?Are we always protected? How can we influence this? Is it different for each person and situation?What is happening when we "protect" ourselves. I just have this feeling we're saying something that isn't completely accurate. Is there a better word or description for what we're doing when we sage, cleanse, seal, protect?What are ghosts?What are other entities that humans are aware of (aliens, ghost, vortexes...?)Is there anything we can help them with? For example its many people's understanding that we can help a ghost or earthbound spirit cross over - is this true? Are there other things we could do with them or other entities that could help?What makes an entity attach to a human?9. What is the best way to release an attached entity from ourselves or our loved ones?10. What else do we need to know or remember when in close contact with them?. . . .Thank you for listening, your emails sharing parts of your stories, and for the reviews. I am so thankful for these conversations and for you!You can support the podcast if you're feeling giving or thankful!You can do this in 2 ways:Leave a 5-star review on Apple Podcasts.Share this episode with a friend who would be interested in this conversation.Thank you for listening & sharing!About Jina Seavall / / Jina has been helping people feel more in tune with their true nature and vitality since 2002. Using hypnosis and regression, Jina guides clients to experience and learn from Past Lives and their Spirit Guides so they can make the most of this life. More resources for you below! Grab Your At-Home Past Life Journey (Free!): https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/past-life-journey-at-homeVirtual Sessions // work 1-on-1 with me: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/schedulePeruse the shop! Hypnosis at home: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/shopHave a Question? Submit it anonymously here, and I will work to answer it in a future episode! https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/ask-a-questionFollow Jina on Instagram: @pastlives.tourguideCheck the Hypnosis Shop!I've made the hypnosis shop more inclusive and aligned with my beliefs and values. This process of making things in my business more inclusive is ongoing and this is the latest.For those who identify as BIPOC, L.G.B.T.Q.I.A.+, or are experiencing financial hardship, you can use coupon code PEACEFUL for a discount on the hypnosis tracks in the shop. Tell your friends! :)
Please join us this week for a self live conversation and a full body scan meditation.
Dealing with the (completely normal!) human shit that comes up in the body around selling and launching? This is the delicious, mood-changing, body-shifting, launch prep quickie that you need!! Join me today for a simple & powerful body-based practice you can use to shift your mood around selling and launching so you can show up in more pleasure for your audience - and yourself. Come join me in my FREE private Facebook group, Visible AF: https://www.facebook.com/groups/VisibleAF/ Send me a DM on Instagram! https://www.instagram.com/juliamothereffingwells/
Intro: Gina ordered her theatre school transcriptsLet Me Run This By You: knowing when to let go, moments of clarityInterview: We talk to Ammar Daraiseh about being an MFA, homesickness, Joe Slowik and Bella Itkin, Joe Mantegna, type casting, being a middle eastern actor, Sweet Smell of Success, film noir. www.ammardaraiseh.com - there is where you can watch Ammar's acting reel and my short films he produced www.karenkanas.com - Ammar's wife's website FULL TRANSCRIPT (unedited):2 (10s):And I'm Gina . We went to theater school1 (12s):Together. We survived it, but we didn't quite understand it. 20 years later,2 (16s):We're digging deep talking to our guests about their experiences and trying to make sense of it all1 (21s):Theater school. And you will too. Are we famous yet?2 (34s):Frog into my, my morning frog out of my throat yet. How you doing? I am. Wow. I have a lot to talk to you about, oh, I1 (45s):Half expected you to have red hair this morning.2 (49s):Oh, do you think I should. I okay. But like, did you see the picture? I put a run Lola run. I mean, that might be a little hard to maintain.1 (59s):It's super hard to make, like you'll, you'll have to be the salon and read six weeks at least, or four weeks for root touch-up. But I mean, I personally think the routes coming in would look cool, but wow. Yeah,2 (1m 13s):The whole rally thing. Well, I'll keep you posted cause I, I definitely want to do something different, much different what's going on. Okay. So first thing I'll just get out of the way is for fun, because we're always trying to remember our classes and who taught and what gear we did, everything I ordered my transcript, which unfortunately does not have the names of your professors. Just, yeah, it just has the name of the class and my grades were fair, not great. Like I had a 3.5 or something like that, which I would have, I thought in my memory that I got really good grades in college, but they were really just pretty average.2 (2m 1s):But guess what my lowest grade was in1 (2m 8s):Was it, was it, well, the easy choice is add Colleen,2 (2m 13s):My C my, my one and only see mine was an intro to psychology. I was talking to my husband about it and he goes, yeah, I got a low grade too. He's like, we were just basically saying, this is all too real. We're not ready yet. I think1 (2m 40s):That's a great observation by him.2 (2m 44s):See my whole areas. It's just hilarious. And then in other classes where I was sure, you know, I was hated like an alcohol use class in that I got A's so my God isn't that it's also subjective, like our, our experiences, something as subjective and then our memory about something totally changing. Only subjective as the years go by. Right.1 (3m 7s):It's not just subjective. It's yeah. It's very like mutating subjects, right? Yeah. That's crazy. Oh my God. So you ordered your transcript. Okay. Now you have a transcript2 (3m 21s):And guess what? Anybody can, it's 25 cents. Like if you have, if you haven't ordered, like you have a certain number, you can get in a certain period of time. And so your first one is 25 cents. You,1 (3m 33s):Anybody else want to have a transcript? You2 (3m 36s):Could relive your, your grades. Oh my gosh. Might find some surprises. Do you think you would find some surprises in your1 (3m 42s):I'm? Sure. I mean, I know for a fact that I, that I, I was supposed to drop a class, a, a non, obviously non theater school class, and I never dropped it. So if you don't drop it, you get an F. So I got an F in, like, I want to say it was like sociology or something like that. And I almost didn't graduate because they thought, yeah. And so you can't, I knew it was like, I remember my last year, my senior year, I had to like, do all kinds of regular role. And the other thing is that I didn't do was one year, one quarter or something you had to like re up your financial aid and I didn't do that.1 (4m 24s):So I didn't pay for like a quarter. And they were like, yeah, you're, I'm so shocked. I graduated. I don't know what was happening. They were like, yeah, you have to pay.2 (4m 35s):I had to do some real tap dancing to my parents graduate.1 (4m 39s):Yeah, I remember that, but I don't. Yeah. I I'm sort of scared to look at the grades. I don't.2 (4m 46s):Yeah. I mean, whatever, it's like a grade and acting school is just kind of funny. It should probably be, and maybe at some schools it is pass, fail. It just should be pass, fail. Like you either got it. Or you didn't get it. You either write forth effort or you didn't. Right. So that's kind of, wow. Okay. And update on surprises. Because last week I was saying like, I'm open to surprise. And it worked, which is to say, I think pretty much not that like some big surprise came falling out of the sky, like is what, the thing that I was really after. But instead I did, I took my own advice and like pursued, doing something differently.2 (5m 27s):And on Saturday we ended up, I just on Friday night when Aaron came home, I said, I want to have fun tomorrow, but I've got to get out of this house. I've got to get out of this town. And so he searched up like fun things to do. And he found something which actually was terrible, but it didn't matter because it was different. And we, it was a car. It was, it, it was promoting itself as some like amazing fall festival with all this kind of stuff. And it was literally a carnival, like the Carney trucks. It's amazing.1 (6m 7s):Like, yeah. Right. Oh, well they had some good marketing.2 (6m 11s):Yeah, they sure did. Cause it was listed as the number one thing to do in my state this weekend, the state and the state and the state. But even, maybe it was a slow weekend and we had fun. Anyway, we had fun. We went to a town we've never been to, we spent time together. You know, it, it was fine. It was good. And more importantly, I feel like it, it just doing something like that and genders like, okay, what else can you do? What else? You know? So I think that, that was the important thing is that it opened me up to1 (6m 43s):Novelty. Did anyone else, did anyone get hurt on a ride?2 (6m 48s):No, but the whole time I was like, I bet this is going to be one of those times where one, we're one of these things just going to go flying off into the, so if you really want to call it,1 (6m 58s):If you really want to go down a crazy dark rabbit hole, like, okay, well I'm obsessed with fail videos fails. You know, if you watch carnival fails. Oh my God. And most of them are deadly. Thank God. But they're just like, where thing flies off. Or like, like a lot of times what you have is cell phones going crazy or birds like birds attacking people on rollercoasters is one of my favorite things to watch. It's not that the bird is attacking. It's at the bird is just trying to fucking fly. And it runs smack into a person on rollercoaster, the best thing you've ever seen.1 (7m 38s):But the sad thing is 90% of the time the bird dies, you know? But like, because the velocity, the force is so great, but it's pretty freaking funny. People are filming themselves usually like right then all of a sudden, a huge pigeon like common. So carnival fails is, is one thing where like someone's standing there like videotaping their friend on the tilt, a whirl or whatever the hell it is and a bolt or something goes with. And they're like, oh, that was a part of the ride. So2 (8m 13s):You're standing there as an adult. I mean, as a kid, you're just like, this is the most amazing thing ever. But as you're sitting there as an adult, you just can see like the hinges where things fold up into the, you know, and you're just like, this is just, we're just all hoping that nothing bad happens, right. Best you can do is cross your fingers and hope for the best. Right.1 (8m 33s):And the other thing is that I I'm obsessed with watching is those Slingshot videos. So some people pass out, pass out or like people's weaves fall, fly off and like, or, well, yeah, like people pass out, but I like when things fly off or when just people say really weird stuff or like, yeah. But those2 (8m 55s):Slingshots are horrible. They look horrible ever. I would never, of course, of course, where I'm sure many people have been slung right off into an alligator pit ever at the museum again. Oh, that's crazy. Okay. So the, the big O thing that changed for me since I last talked to you and I'm fighting the urge since yesterday to call you for the podcast, I haven't heard the podcast. Well, I wrote down the headline is I'm going to do this in a politic way organization on the brink of collapse, ALEKS new leadership to ensure its future spends next two years, undermining their, every effort says leadership.2 (9m 40s):We quit. I have quit the organization organization that I have dedicated a lot of hours to serving. And it happened. Yeah. It happened after a meeting last night that went left and it didn't even honestly, as these things, are, it didn't even go as left as it's gone. There's been times where it's gone so much further skew, but all of us just had it. And actually after our interview today, I have, we have an emergency meeting to talk about it, but my decision is made, I quit.2 (10m 25s):I fully quit. Like I'm, I'm happy to help transition or whatever. And yeah, that happened inside. Like how did you come to the, like what happened in, what have you? Yeah. So this is kind of like a combination, just like what I wanted to talk to you about. And then also what I want to run by you because, you know, I just wrote that blog post about like how I meant examining myself in relationships and how I sometimes in the past have just, you know, one day just up and left. And the first time I did that, that felt the way that actually this thing felt last night was when I broke up with my first boyfriend in high school, it was literally like I was asleep.2 (11m 10s):I shot up out of bed, like in a movie. And I said, I've got to break up with this guy. And I got my clothes on and I got in my car and I drove over to his house and I walked into his house. I didn't knock the door. I walked in the house, he was in the bathroom getting ready. I, I had a little box of his shit. I go here by, I walked, he's following help cheetah. What's the matter, what's the matter. And I left. I mean, we, we did speak after that. And actually I had a couple of really crazy incidents with him even like later in life when I ran into him as an adult. But, and you know, that was terrible of me to do that was terrible.2 (11m 51s):But now I understand that it was because I lacked the ability to say along the way I don't like this. And I don't like that. And just kind of kept putting up with it and putting up with it. And I think my big takeaway from how I conducted myself in this organization is that I put up with stuff and put up with stuff that I really should have found more backbone along the way to say, I don't like the way you're talking to me. I don't like the way you're treating me. And in fact, I had the group of people that I work with. It I'm basically the leader of, you know, they were constantly expressing to me that they felt really abused by this group. And I would validate that and listen to them and agree with them.2 (12m 36s):But then when it came time to going back to the group, I fell short of saying, this will not stand. You know what I mean? I never did that. I never put my foot down and said, this that's enough because I was trying to do it in this way that I feel you're kind of supposed to do as a leader of something you're supposed to keep a level head. And it's really, frankly, it's a lot like being a therapist, you take people's projections and you take their shit and you, and you're able to see, okay, this thing is about me. This thing is not about me. This is just you projecting your shit onto me and you try to like, keep it moving for.2 (13m 17s):Good. Great. And it's not that we never responded with, like, this is not a feedback. Yeah. But it, I mean, obviously it didn't work. It didn't get us to where we needed to go. So we ended the meeting yesterday. I stayed on and talked to my cohort. I said, you guys, I'm, I'm done. And there was seven of us and only four of us were, were talking after cause or five of us. So there was two people who had no idea, but, but four of us said, we're ready to, oh.2 (13m 58s):And I spent three hours last night writing a letter that just basically told the whole history and laid it out. Exactly why, you know? And I wrote it as like, we came to this decision. I don't know if we're coming to this decision because we have to have our meeting later and I just laid it all out. And I just said, you know, basically we're at cross purposes here. Like you asked us to do something that we are doing and you don't like the way we're doing it. So it's fundamentally not going to work out. Wow. I was all revved up. I stayed awake until two 30.2 (14m 38s):Sure. Yeah. I've been there got three hours of sleep. Holy shit. Feeling great. 1 (15m 0s):Good for you. I mean, I think the other thing is like, yeah. I mean, I think that when things, something isn't working, yeah. I've always struggled with knowing when to, when to leave something and like when to, I never knew, okay. Like even stupid shit, like staying home, sick from school. So like, my mom always taught us, like, you never do that unless your like hand is falling off and even then you try to go. But so then in my adult life, when I never knew when was the time to listen to yourself?1 (15m 43s):Yeah. Or to call it quits. Yes. Right, right. To listen to myself or like, was that, and I always second guessed myself for a long time. And even like, like I remember having like a date, you know, with, with a friend or she was really like a mentor, like an authority figure. That's always when it gets really kicked up. And I didn't know, like if I was sick or just wasn't feeling off, should I cancel? Would they be mad at me? Would I, could I take care of myself? What did taking care of myself look like? Because sometimes, and people would say like, people would, I would ask for advice and they say, sometimes taking care of yourself means staying home. Sometimes it means pushed through a little bit.1 (16m 25s):I never knew what, how to do that. So I never had a gauge. So it sounds like you're learning finally to like, or like you're coming to the thing of like this, this is not right. This is not working for me. And, and, and I'm going to make a bold move and then I'm going to stick by that bold move. And also knowing that like, you know, it's, it's a, it's a, it's a move that right. That you can back up that you feel done and that you don't need to ask for reassurance or like try to, but that you're done.1 (17m 9s):I mean, I think that's really great. I mean, I think it's part of being a self-actualized adult to know when something's over and, and why it's over and how to do it. Right. How to end it right by you for you versus like the right thing that people want you to do. Oh,2 (17m 27s):100% that, and that thing that you're describing about the way that we need to be able to differentiate when I'm just feeling avoidant versus when I really need to, that is such a crucial part of a person's development. And I can say, as a parent, it's pretty hard to teach because you're like, I don't know. Do you really feel sick or really just not want to go to school? Like it's, it's tricky.1 (17m 56s):I, I mean, I can't imagine doing that with someone else because I literally am just now learning at 46, how to do it with myself. So like, like I can't imagine being, because the second guessing it's so interesting. It's like, it's like my, my growing up, it was, yeah, it was literally like, you, you didn't ever, you always muscled through, but I guess the, the, the, and it's like, how do you know that muscling through is too much? What is the answer? Like, you're dead. Like, that's going to be how you found out. Like, I remember this and it wasn't just my parents.1 (18m 38s):Like I remember my aunts, my aunts had a cleaning business. Okay. My mom's sister and her and her wife, or at the time her girlfriend, they had a cleaning business. So they cleaned people's houses. And at the end of, I think it was, I don't know which some play I was in at the rescue. And it must have been, I think it had to be it wasn't yellow boat. So it had to be this other search for delicious. Anyway, I was really sick. And, you know, obviously we, we still do performances when we're sick. That's another thing that needs to change. Right. And they're trying to change people's trenches anyway, I'm sick as a dog and I I'm sick as a dog. And I, I had to schlep my shit from the Myrtle Ruskin.1 (19m 19s):And the next day I was supposed to clean houses with my aunt. Like I was helping her. She gave me like a part-time job, but I'm so sick. And the night before I call, I'm literally like, like I'm hacking up blood. It turned out I had pneumonia and I had to go to the, it, it was, it was crazy. But my aunt was so mad at me that I had to bail. She shamed me. She was like, I can't believe you let me down. I literally can't talk. And she's she? And you know, she was the adult and I was a young adult, but she was anyway, the point is it, wasn't just my parents. It's a whole thing of like, how could you leave us?2 (19m 54s):We're going to have to talk about this with Molly Smith, Metzler, who we're going to be talking to in like maybe next week or the week after who's the creator and showrunner of a major television series. That's based on a book because this theme comes up in that series. And it's, it's something related also to, I don't know. I don't really remember if you told me that your mom's family grew up with money or without money, but1 (20m 21s):Without with, with, and then without, so they, they had it in Columbia and they didn't have it here.2 (20m 27s):Yeah. So people without money, I mean, it's, it's true. The, the decision about muscling through it is really, usually one about survival. Like you don't have the option, but for people who are, you know, in our situation now, I mean, I think the only way you really learn that for yourself, whether you should stay in through or not is with experience of, well this time when I didn't feel like doing something, and then I did it, I felt better this time when I didn't feel like something doing something. And I did it, I felt worse. Like, and just trying to build up the data as to say, this is an example of a time, like just, just the ability to be able to at, at our age, we've had enough experience that we can think through almost any set of, you know, like, okay, well, if I go to this thing, like, I think you were talking about you, miles was at the hospital getting checked out for a possible recurrence of his cancer and you were doing a reading.2 (21m 32s):Oh, oh,1 (21m 33s):It was the worst. It was insane. I was in the chapel at the hospital trying to memorize lines for a fucking 10 minute play reading that was supposed to be on book. And then they told me it was off book. And then2 (21m 46s):You weren't getting paid for that. Wasn't going to advance your career in any way. Yeah. That's what I'm talking about. This is, and so the, the thing I really want to run by you is about like moments of clarity and really you can't force a moment of clarity it to me, or maybe you can, I can't, it just comes to you, you know, it just, it just comes to you for me, it comes to me in a moment and it just feels like on ambivalent, there's no question. This is what I have to do. This is what I can't do. This is what I can do. And I think the only way you get there is with time.1 (22m 25s):Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I think it's time and I think you're right. I think it's like trying it out. Like I tried this, it went horribly wrong or I tried this and yeah. And also, yeah, I think right there was this thing too, of like, there's also this thing I feel, and maybe this also goes back to the, the working class. I don't know what it is, but it's like people wanting to end things the quote right. Way. So like my, my mom was always big on like, you know, and my dad about like, having a conversation, like having to sit down with people and say, Hey, this is how I feel.1 (23m 11s):And like, it was a cop-out to like send an email or a cop-out to, but that's also kind of, garbagy like, people am things the way they can end them in the moment. And they, I don't know, I don't hold it against people for ending things the way. Look, it, would it be great if we could have closure and like, stuff like that. But like, what if, I don't know, I'm just like all for now, people doing things the way that they feel like in the moment they need to do them. Like, I don't, like I used to get into, like, I remember like leaving a sponsor relationship and she was so she was not well in my view.1 (23m 53s):And she was, and I've sent her an email and she really wanted to have a sit down. And yes, there's two things are true. Like, I was really scared to sit down with her and tell her, like, I think you're fucked up and this isn't working for me or whatever, but I also didn't feel safe enough to do that.2 (24m 10s):Yeah. Yes. That's. The other thing is if we lived in a world where it was a given that everybody was being forthright and honest and was themselves in constant dialogue about their strengths and weaknesses, and was B you know, if we lived in a world where everybody was operating from a basic level of like honesty and good intentions, then this problem would be much easier to these types of problems would be much easier to resolve because you'd say, well, I mean, it just would be a given, like, of course nobody would want to see me suffering to do.2 (24m 51s):Of course, they'd rather, you know, but you can't, that's not the situation in most cases. So you literally can only rely on your own understanding of yourself. Right.1 (25m 1s):Different context. Right. And I know that there's, there's the there that looking back, I wish I had ended things differently in a lot of different ways, but I did what I, I did what I could, you know, I did really could, but I just remember it being like my, my dad being like, you know, you should really sit down with them and talk to them and being like, you know, why like, okay, I, I hear what you're saying. So when people, yeah. I think, I think being willing to have conversations and having hard will being willing and open and available to having hard conversations with people is so much more difficult than people make it out to be.1 (25m 41s):Because like you're saying, it takes, it has all it takes. It's all these things come into play. It's not just like, I'm going to be a mature adult and do this the right way. It's like, what am I willing to have? What can I handle? You know,2 (25m 55s):W what can I handle? And, you know, in some cases, if an issue is really contentious, it becomes, you know, if I sit down with this person and really try to, they might actually further harm me. Like, I I've already had that experience with some people in this group that where I've decided, okay, the approach is I have to call this person. Right. I have to say, Hey, we're, you know, not seeing eye to eye. And a couple of times when I did that, it turned out fine. Right. And a couple of times when I did that, I thought,1 (26m 26s):Why did I do that? Yeah.2 (26m 28s):Like, not just, that was bad for me, but that was bad for them. And I feel like, I, I feel like I took us several steps backwards just because this person's mentally unwell and I'm able to have like a reasonable back and forth in a conflict.1 (26m 42s):Right. So it's, it's, it's a lot more complicated, I think, than people people think. And also right when you're done, you're done. And when you're done, it's like, how can I extricate myself and not try to cause further harm to other people, but also not trying to cause further harm to myself.2 (27m 3s):Yeah. Yeah. Which is literally, you're the1 (27m 6s):Only person who can do that. Right. That's nobody else's job. Right. Somebody else's job. Holy shit. Well, congratulations.2 (27m 14s):Thank you. So how are you doing1 (27m 16s):Well, this is, I'm pretty good. I'm on, I'm so weird. I don't even know. I don't think I told you this last Wednesday. I had a zoom look. I haven't had any auditions in a long time. Last Wednesday. I had a zoom audition for a film being shot in Chicago. And of course, and now I'm on, I'm on hold for it. I'm on check avail for films in Chicago. And it's a big film. And it's, I'm like, what2 (27m 43s):If it's going to start filming, like on one, the one-year anniversary of the day you guys went there and then had to stay,1 (27m 50s):Well, the thing is, it starts filming Monday, but I oh yeah. For a month. But I, I, my part is super, super small. So I doubt I I'm thinking it's a one or two days shoot. If I book it and you know, the difference of, I mean, I feel like petrified of getting it because I'm, I'm just, I I'm, we're really, you know, that's my first go-to, but I also felt like it was the first time in an audition where I was like, you know, like, how can we talk about this on here? But like, how willing am I to treat myself? Like, shit, I'm not anymore as much. So like, no matter what happens if I, if I, you know, I'm not even sure I want to be an actor.1 (28m 36s):Right. So, so I, I have to get clear about that. I, so if I'm not really sure that this is my life's path, then, then, then the reason that I'm scared is definitely old stuff of being approved of and making a fool of myself and feeling like all is lost if I screw up, like, so that's what I'm working with. It's not so much that this is my dream. And I want so badly to be in this film that I'm so nervous. It is old stuff, which doesn't mean that it makes it easier, but it's just clear. So I'm getting clear. So I was like, all right, if that's the case, then how can I work with that? And I just, I just had, I was like, you know what?1 (29m 17s):I'm not going to pretend that I don't care because I do, but I'm also not going to, I just put my foot down in terms of beating, being, being cruel to myself, I put my foot down. I said, I am not, I am not willing to berate, belittle and hurt myself if I screw this up. Or if I don't get it, or if I do get it, I am not no longer willing. I'm just going to have to set some boundary with myself about my, my, how far am I willing to go with my, with my weirdness craziness and, and self abuse. And I just, so I didn't go there and now I'm on top of avail.1 (29m 59s):I mean, you know, it's like, it, I'm not saying they're totally related, but I'm just saying like, it makes sense to me.2 (30m 5s):Yeah. It makes sense. Because every time you go further and that's been the case like over the last year or the, we talked about this every time you you're like, I don't, I, you let it go. And all of a sudden,1 (30m 17s):Yeah. And like, no matter, I think the, for me, the freedom lies in no matter how badly I do or think I do, no matter how awful rotten, I may screw this up in my head, or even in real life screwed up because it happened, I am not willing to treat myself like a piece of shit. Like that's where I got to, because I thought that is the only thing I have control over really, really the evidence shows that I have control. And even that is questionable sometimes. But if I'm going to have control or ownership over anything, let it be about how I treat myself as I go through this experience or I'll still do it, or else not stop auditioning because this doesn't, this is not.1 (31m 7s):And so I thought, okay, okay, can I, can I, and I, and I, I really was like, I was like, breathe. You know, it's a zoom audition, it's weird breathe. And it was just me in casting. And then I just went right to check avail, but which is great, but two scenes and w and we'll see, but I think it just, it's all fodder for like, can I put, can I stop treating myself terribly well,2 (31m 32s):Well, you know, one thing for certain, you can never go wrong when that's your guiding principle, you can go wrong when your guiding principle is, will they like me? And is it okay at, am I good enough? You know, but you'll never go wrong with when you're trying to set when you're just trying to do something intentionally. I mean, that's kind of what we're talking about is like being extremely intentional, right. Instead of reactive about right. How do I want to wind my way through the situation? What do I want my, this is just a concept that I really am new to, what do I want out of the situation? How do I want to reflect back on how I conducted myself, forget about what I want them to do.2 (32m 13s):Right. Because that's what I've been focused on my whole life, the other person to do.1 (32m 17s):Right. I, I, how can I make, how can I, how can I yeah. Make this easier for them, better for them read their mind, do what they want me to do. And I'm like, oh my God, that, that, that not only forget, it's not, it can't happen because in my make-believe mind that that, that doesn't come into play, but it, it, it feels terrible. And it, and it increases my anxiety and depression because it's so, it's so unattainable. So at least if I, if, like you said, like, if I'm the, if I'm the problem, right. If I'm the problem, that means that I'm also inside of me is also the, when the solution, the success, you know, that, thank God.2 (33m 7s):Yeah. Yeah. Thank God. Yeah. That's the best news. So I have, I actually was just a couple of days ago thinking about you and your career paths and, and, and like the things that you have described to me, like you, you basically pursued acting because of your relationship with this other person who you wanted to emulate. And then you basically, you know, got the job as the, as the Hollywood assistant when somebody else came. I mean, it was all kind of, you know, not, maybe not that intentional.2 (33m 50s):And I remember having like, kind of a aha thought about it. I should have written it down because it's not occurring to me right now, but it was something about like, maybe it was just that the further she goes in figuring out the basic questions about what she really likes and what she really wants, this is going to be less and less of a thing. Like, you're the thing that you you've said a lot. Like maybe I should work at seven 11. Maybe I should work at this bakery. I don't know. There's something to it that I feel maybe it's that I feel you're really changing for yourself right now.2 (34m 35s):I see you approaching things with a lot more intentionality1 (34m 38s):And you know, what was so crazy is that I think this podcast for us is a way of actually looking at all that stuff. So like, even if the POC, I mean, I hope it goes, goes a global. And, but even if it's just for you and I to look at what the hell am I doing? Who am I, how, how can I make things better for myself? And thus be a better like kinder human probably for everybody else. Then that was all worth it. Because it's like, I could not keep going the way I was going and expect to be happy, or even at peace or even do something fun. Like I had to look at like, wait, wait, wait, what is underneath all this?1 (35m 20s):Like, I should just work at seven 11. And, and I, you know, and we say, this we've said this before, but like, I want to be clear, seven 11 is not the problem. I am the problem. Right? So like you work at seven 11. That's not what I'm saying. What I'm saying is that, like, for me, what using that is as an excuse and our tool to try to figure out like, okay, where do I belong? That's what it is like, where do I belong? Where do I want to belong? Where can I contribute? But also, like you say, like, what do I want, where do I want to belong?2 (35m 54s):It's actually the, are you my mother phenomenon? You know? But in this case regarding like, where's your place in the world instead of wandering around wondering like who's in charge of you or whatever, it's that it's, which actually they're both the same thing. They're both about belonging. Right. But instead of you making it about, I guess that's what it is just like, instead of you making about another person or another institution or another entity, you're figuring out where you're guiding your own self1 (36m 21s):And myself and like, yeah, that's just it. Where do I belong? And I don't know yet, but I I'm pretty sure it's not at the am PM. Do you know what I mean? I just don't know that that's going to do it for me.2 (36m 35s):No matter how good those hot dogs are, future, how,1 (36m 41s):How good the deal is, two for one veggie chips. You know what I mean? Like,2 (36m 48s):So then when I went to that amp, it was so like, it, no, it was like1 (36m 55s):Vibration whole. They it's like a club. It's like a club on the weekend.2 (37m 1s):That's what I felt like. I felt like I walked into a club with no music and the lights were really bright.1 (37m 8s):It's crazy. It's put the same vibe. Like, you're like, this is a whole scene here. There's a lot of back and forth.2 (37m 19s):Yeah. About that all the time at gas stations, by the way, because the people who work at gas stations, I think tend to be people who are in transition. And I just observed so much, like, I love the idea that at any place I am visiting in a transitory fashion, there's a whole entrenched, you know, rich, layered history and culture. And that I just don't have any idea about because how could I, it's fascinating to think about,1 (37m 54s):Well, that's why you're a good writer too. It's like you get in there and you can like observe and like create w like it's a whole world. That's there2 (38m 3s):To be curious. Fun to be1 (38m 4s):Curious about. Yeah.2 (38m 17s):Today on the podcast we talked to Amar derisory Amar is originally from Jordan, grew up in Michigan, got his BFA and his MFA, and is a fan of Shakespeare, has some great Shakespeare series that you can check out through his website. And we enjoy talking with him about what his lasting impressions are of attending theater school. So please enjoy. So Amar, congratulations. You survived theater3 (38m 54s):School. Thank you. Yes, I did. You2 (38m 57s):Survived it twice cause you got your BFA in Michigan, right? And then your MFA at DePaul. That's correct. So you must've been very committed to being an actor from high school or earlier.3 (39m 9s):Yes, that is correct. I think high school is where I got the bug. Some teacher encouraged me to be in the school play and I'm like, ah, no, no, no, you have a great personality. You can do a kid. You can do it. I'm like, all right. And as soon as I got on that stage, it was like, right there. It was2 (39m 30s):The feeling that you had.3 (39m 32s):It's it's, it's, it's it's excitement. And you get these, you know, these vibes like, oh my God, I'm doing something. This is fun. It's like an addiction. It really is. It's like anything else? I just, I just went crazy. I started eating the scenery because it was like, I'm enjoying, this could be another role. At one point I wanted to play like 5, 6, 7 roles, you know, because I just said, I want to do everything. It was that much excitement. So that's when I decided to really pursue this,2 (40m 4s):I think to do with, I don't know something about the way you just said that made me think you were set. You were keying into people are listening to me here. Was that something3 (40m 15s):People were looking at me, people were watching me. People were doing that. Yes. There to a certain degree. Yes. But you know, not to the point where I want attention, you know, like, look at me, look at me. But I wanted, I wanted to make people happy, laugh, cry, you know, do something. That was the thing. I think, I think what got me was when people reacted to your performance, people that then it's like, oh my God, I did that. I did that. And that is something that is just, you can't, you can't describe that feeling is, is, it's just, it's like a forest.1 (40m 52s):Something that you said that really sparked a memory of you for me was like that your you are, and look, this is not everyone. We're not a one-sided, but you are a people person. Like I remember that about you. Like, there are some people who just like people, I'm a people person too. But, and I, so I recognize that. And other people where I feel like from seeing you around in school and in plays, like you really had the ability to connect with a wide variety of different kinds of people. Do you know where that came from? If that's true, if you,3 (41m 31s):I identify with that. I, I make friends with people on the street, just I'll just say hi to anybody. You know, I that's just my nature, my personality. I believe if you say hi to someone, you, it just makes them feel better. I think, hi, how you doing? Oh, hi. Oh, kind of surprises them that, you know, I don't have any money to leave me alone. I think some people get, get pretty weird about it. When somebody like myself says hi, where it comes from. I can't tell you. I think it's just, I've always been an outgoing person since I was a kid. I remember my parents telling me that, you know, this kid is going to be something he likes to talk to people.3 (42m 16s):Just, I would just talk to people. Hi,2 (42m 20s):Do you have artists in your family?3 (42m 23s):No, I am the only artist. My brother, my brother's a doctor. My sister is a, is a teacher and an administrator at a school in Abu Dhabi and the Emirates. So I am the only performance.2 (42m 39s):It's always so interesting to think about. Like, of course, going back throughout your family's lineage, you're not the only artist you may have been. The only one who had the opportunity. Like this is the case for me, had the opportunity to pursue it. You know? Cause what I found after I decided that I really wanted to pursue this. It's like, oh, but then my aunt can kind of paint and this one can kind of write a little bit. It just feels like it's not something that they pursued for their, you know, for their regular career. But there it's a privilege, I guess that we, you know, got a chance in school and after to pursue it. And you had some great, you were in some great plays, Romeo and Juliet landscape of the body during the3 (43m 21s):That's right. Oh my God. I still have that picture of me and the golden matress that John Bridges, I'm going to send it to you. I got a whole bunch of pictures of sent to you today. So I was rummaging through the old photo albums and I found a whole bunch of DePaul pictures, but yeah. Yeah, that was, that was an interesting play. I landscape with the body. It was just a, a fun, a fun play, a fun.1 (43m 45s):Now did you, you said that you got the bug early on because the teacher sort of encouraged you then how did that grow into? Because I'm always interested in like, okay, so when you're in a play and I'm sure that, you know, you were magnificent and they, but how did it people loved you and you loved it, but how did that transform into like, I'm going to go to a conservatory because that place was, you know, DePaul, the conservatories are crazy. So how does,3 (44m 13s):Okay, this is a good story. I'm glad you asked this. No, I was, I was doing a play in Flint, Michigan and the lead actress, her and I were backstage and we were just chit chatting before our next it was, I think it was during intermission, but anyway, it doesn't matter. She actually, she goes, well, are you going to go to grad school? Are you going to continue your journey? And I said, I'm not sure. I thought I'd just stick around. Maybe do some theater around here. She goes, no, no, no, you should really go. There's this place called DePaul university. It's a great school. You should go and check it out. I said, really? I said, where's that Chicago? Okay. Well, you know, sure. I go to my, my professors that my undergrad school and they paid for the application fee.3 (44m 56s):I mailed it in. And I think within, I think within a few weeks I got my appointment to audition for the school. And it was in January, in the dead of winter, in Michigan, Nine feet of snow as we're driving to Chicago, I'm my friend and I, but yeah,2 (45m 20s):You applied. It was the only place you applied for grad school.3 (45m 24s):I applied at Purdue university as well. I got accepted at both, both places. The, and it was Purdue or Chicago, DePaul. But I think with Purdue, you're in the middle of nowhere. It's God's country out there. There's just the school. And that's it. Where you had the theater school in Chicago and a vibrant city. It was very infectious and scary at the same time. But that's when I met the infamous John Bridges. I thought I blew it to be totally honest with you. I thought I blew it. I did a, I did a classical and I did a contemporary, obviously Joe Slovak, John Bridges.3 (46m 4s):And I believe Betsy Hamilton where my, my auditioners, if you will. And I thought I did okay with the classical, the contemporary was kind of thing. I got an, I, you know, green to the business, didn't know how to actually present a monologue or, you know, my teachers back and undergraduate say, look, just put them together. Just stop and blah, blah, blah, or just, you know, they, you know, they told me what, what I had to do, but I just remember saying goodbye and thank you for the time. And Joe slow. It was, you know, okay, you got a good job, good job. You know, you have a great journey back home. And I said, okay. And my friend goes, how did it go?3 (46m 46s):And I'm like, ah, forget it. I'm going to Purdue. I'm going to Purdue. And then, and then shoot, I auditioned on a Saturday in January. I get the letter on a Tuesday. And I remember my friend goes, Hey, you got this letter from DePaul. Why don't you open it? I said, oh, it's BS. They're just telling me they're not going to accept me. Look, I'm going to open it. I was about to rip it. And I said, oh, but it just opened it. And I'm like, oh yeah, let me read it to you. You know, I'm going to decline. You have been formally accepted.2 (47m 20s):Oh my God, that's amazing. That's a side note. Do you guys know that in today's day and age, when kids get their acceptance, it's email obviously. And then a lot of schools or maybe even most schools when they open the email, if they got accepted, it's a confetti graphic. So like they know as soon as they open it, if there's confetti, that is so it's so wild, right? Like the things that they could never imagine having to wait in a letter to come in the mail,3 (47m 52s):But2 (47m 52s):You did BFA. So why, why are you saying you kind of were green? You knew about,3 (48m 0s):I mean, I knew about acting it's I, I didn't know the, the, what we call the business affairs of acting the mechanics of acting, I guess I think, you know, we all experienced this. I'm sure guilty is charged. You know, when you're young or you're an actor, you really don't pay attention to a lot of things. You just want to, you know, you want to act, you want to do a performance. You want to do the best you can, of course. But then you also want to party afterwards and do all the things that young people do. And I, and I think I was talking to one of my fellow actors the other day and he asked me if you were to go back to grad school, what would you change? Or what would you, what would have helped you? And I said, have a class that teaches the business of acting and okay, these actors are going into Hollywood.3 (48m 47s):They're going to New York. They're going, whatever, teach them the basics of what the business of acting is. They got to know what a contract looks like. They got to know what business affairs mean. They got to know all this terminology. They got to know all that stuff. If I had known that that would have been a great tool for me coming to LA, coming to LA, I was green as green as a Shamrock, you know, just green. And I had to learn the hard way1 (49m 10s):And we'll get back to the LA part, but I'm not so curious about, okay, so you get into DePaul and then when, and usually being zest this, but I'll ask this, like when you get there, how did it match up to what you were thinking? Were you like, what the hell is going on? Why am I rolling on the floor to music or what?3 (49m 29s):I had no idea what was going on. And that I think scared, you know, on a side note, Chicago scared me. I was homesick for quite a bit of time before school started, I got to, I moved to Chicago, I think three weeks before school started. So there was three weeks where I did not know anybody did not know. I didn't know. Oh, I was in bad shape. And thank God for friends and family. Of course, you know, they call and man, you sound depressed, which is that dude. I'm by myself in Chicago. I don't know anybody. I don't know the city. It's a big city. It's like Flint times 20.3 (50m 9s):It's huge. But, but I think I, to answer your question about the school when the first day of school, wow. What up Betsy Hamilton's class. I'm like buoyancy. And I'm like, what the hell is she doing this buoyancy famously I ever done? And then it clicked it. Then I'm like, okay, I know what she's doing. All right. Okay. Joel, slow acting class. Woo. You can't do that. Okay. You got to do it this way. Okay. This little guy is running around this class and he inspired me.3 (50m 55s):I'm like, this is beautiful. This man in his seventies is running around like his, a guy in his twenties. He loves acting grub. Kowski all that stuff. And he was amazing, but4 (51m 8s):We didn't have him. So he's he was real. Hands-on3 (51m 11s):Like hands-on he was, I mean, I, I won the lottery with Joe slower. N not, not to say anything negative about Jim ocelot or anything like that, but he was just, he was on hands. And he really gave you when he gave you a note, he gave you a note. Okay. You know, he's like Amar, okay. Your legs. I don't know why your feet are doing that on the chair. It's like, it's not, it's not, that's an ism of yours. We gotta, you gotta, yeah. That's kinda like your feet, your feet, your body, your, your, your body is your instrument. And, you know, got to learn all this stuff.3 (51m 52s):And it's just woo. Graduate school. This is graduate school. So, yeah, that was a, a couple of experiences. I'm trying to think.1 (52m 2s):Did you feel like you fit in? Did you, did you, what was your, what was your vibe like there?3 (52m 10s):Unfortunately, my violet started to change in year two. That's when I started to feel, not that things weren't clicking for me or anything like that, but it just seemed like favorites started to appear. Oh, okay. You know, it's like, it happens. It's not something that, you know, it's done intentionally. It just happens. But if I, if you guys remember Eric Hayes, Eric, Michael Hayes,4 (52m 43s):Isabel. I haven't3 (52m 44s):Thought he was in Trojan women. I think he1 (52m 50s):Was like, yes, yes, yes, yes. So3 (52m 52s):He became a seminar. Yeah. Him and I don't know him and I beat we're we're unofficially the outcasts of the graduate class more or less. We weren't, we were not that, not that we were mistreated or anything. I'm not saying that we were mistreated by it just, it just seemed like we were known as the two actors that really didn't take things seriously. And I think that's a fallacy because I think I was taking it very seriously. I was just bored at times. I wanted to act, I didn't want to sit in a classroom all day and just sit. I wanted perform. I think, I think I understand the classroom format where you sit down, you watch your colleagues do their scenes, but I was getting fidgety, fidgeting, bored, bored.3 (53m 39s):And to the point where you dread going to school, it was like, oh, I've got to go to acting class and sit there for two and a half hours. And watch people act, you know, which I get. And again, that didn't sound right coming out. But I mean, it's just, I loved, I loved all my classmates. I loved all my classmates. I think from Derek smart to Eric Hayes, the niece Odom, Heather Ireland to name a few, you know, they, they were fantastic. Pat. Tiedemann Kendra. I mean, and one of my, let me aside. No, one of my favorite, favorite times on DePaul was with you. Gina.3 (54m 19s):Do you remember you? And I started a film. I, I did.2 (54m 23s):Oh, say what3 (54m 27s):You guys remember bill Burnett. The voice in nucleus. Okay. So for our, for my final exam, I wanted to film a short film about quitting smoking. And2 (54m 38s):Coming back to me, wait a minute,3 (54m 40s):You were asking me, I had to, I rented a camera from the video department on the campus and I walked into the lobby of the theater school and you were there and it's like, I need to shoot a scene. It's like, oh, let me be in it. And I said, okay, we'll just improv. We'll just talk about quitting. So we set the camera and you and I sat in the lobby and we filmed it and we did it. I think I still have it. I'll find it for you in 1994.2 (55m 7s):I have to tell you something, because I know you haven't been able to listen to the podcast because our website had a broken link. Okay. But what, what I should tell you is that boss and I have huge memory gaps about our time. There are many things we do not remember.3 (55m 28s):What2 (55m 29s):What's kind of weird is I sort of remembered this film that you really are hearing about it. Yeah. I mean, I believe you, I believe both of you. Okay. How exciting, you know, why I would really love that is because just last week I was saying to boss, wouldn't you like the opera? Because nothing was recorded. Really? Not even our showcase or if it was, it's not something I ever saw. No. Wouldn't you like to go back and just watch yourself? Because now we've spent basically a year and a half fully immersed. We have talked to 55 people about what their theater school experiences.2 (56m 9s):So we, we are getting back on board with what it was and we're slipping, you know, different people fill in like little bit of blanks. But now I like, now I'm just so curious about, you know, what, what, what was the experience of what was I like at that time? And a lot of people don't remember us, so we haven't really gotten this feedback from3 (56m 29s):Yeah. I mean, I remember boss. I remember all you guys. I do remember a lot of, and there's a lot of people I don't remember. I mean, I think when I was on your website the other day, you know, trying to figure out what you're like and it, which is congratulations to the both of you. I think it's awesome. I saw Tate Smith. I saw a picture of Pete Smith and I completely Like that. It was stuff like that. You know, you running into people that wow, amazing. I'm sorry. Go ahead. I interrupted you.1 (56m 59s):No, no, no. I was just going to ask, like, what was your, okay, so, so year two, you started getting itchy and like, but how did you feel? We talk a lot about like casting. How did you feel about your casting in shows? Which most people do? Like, there's been like one person that we've talked to. That was like, I loved my casting, but everyone else is like, I fucking hate it.3 (57m 23s):Nope. I haven't hated it. I hated it. And again, like I said, it happens. I think, I think a lot of the directors, the professors who are directing and all that stuff were just picking their favorites. They're not, if we're going to be in a learning environment, then you, you should take a risk with me, with somebody else with, with Heather. I think nobody was taking any risks. And everyone's like, Hey, I gotta put on a show and it's gotta be the best show I possibly can. And I'm going to use the best actors or that, you know, my opinion, the best actors. And it's like, you know, you know, if you're, you're not preparing us for the real world, you know, if you're going to do this, you know, this blind casting, whatever I thought I thought, Hey, it's a learning. I'm sure. I'm sure one of them, I'm sure Jim Ossoff will cast me.3 (58m 3s):Never did Joe slow cast me, you know, and his journey of the fifth horse. It was a great experience for me. That's when you learn, I didn't want to be the lead role. I want to learn. I want to learn, teach me, teach me what it like to perform on a stage that would typically be a stage from new in New York or a main stage in Chicago. That's where we got to learn. Right? Yeah.2 (58m 29s):That's another thing that we've really uncovered here and it, by the way, it makes perfect sense. I'm really not maligning anybody, but that the professors, you know they, they were also trying to express their own artistic desires through the projects that they were casting. And I'm sure nine times out of 10, they got carried away with their own ego about what they wanted to like, actually, we just heard this story from the episode that's airing today with Stephen Davis.3 (58m 58s):Oh, wow. Yeah.2 (59m 1s):That's a great episode. You listened to it. He re he begged the theater school to do Shakespeare. He begged them to do Romeo and Juliet, which they did. Yep. He, he really wanted to be Romeo. He didn't get cast. And he was told if I had cast you, I would had to gone with my fourth choice for Juliet of the height, because Karen mold is very tall. That's a perfect example of something that should be okay in theater school. I understand you don't want to do it when you're charging $400 a ticket on Broadway.1 (59m 38s):We're in a film where the camera's going to be jacked up, but like, but just cast. And sometimes, and sometimes I would think that, and maybe they do it now. Like sometimes you would say, why not? No. Cause it's obvious when someone wants a rule, right? So whoever wants this rule so badly, for whatever reason, they've never been cast and whatever, give them the role, let them do the role. Like maybe it's, maybe it's not, it's a long shot, but that's what school's about is long shots and learning. Right? It's like, let, let the person do this. You know, they're dying to play Romeo. Just let them play Romeo.1 (1h 0m 19s):Yeah.3 (1h 0m 19s):Yeah. Okay. And excuse me, the, if, if, if you don't mind, you know, now that you guys have you, of course, but I'm just saying the play was set in the middle east.2 (1h 0m 31s):Right. Very3 (1h 0m 32s):Last time I checked I'm Jordanian.2 (1h 0m 35s):Right?3 (1h 0m 36s):The play Romeo Lord Capulet he was Jewish. I'm sorry. He was the Jewish character, but yeah, I get it. I totally get it. I totally get it. And I agree with Steven on this one, because it just seemed like, it seemed like we are in a learning environment and let's learn. And if you're going to, if you're going to just cast people because whatever, then, then what's the point of going to the, to the fricking school and spending, spending $16,000 a year. I don't know what it is today, but1 (1h 1m 10s):It's like 48 or some craziness3 (1h 1m 13s):For paying student loans for three years, three years of, you know, every now and then some BS. Okay. Other than that, you know, the two best teachers that I had over there, arguably as Dr. Bella and Joe slower. And I think because they come from, you know, such interesting backgrounds, you know, Joe slug being Polish, you know, Bella, it can be in a Russian Jewish woman. Oh, I got a lot of stories while her, oh my God.1 (1h 1m 43s):She did she help you? Do you feel like she helped you as a teacher?3 (1h 1m 47s):Oh, she was. She, she, she, I am in her debt, you know, when it comes to acting and stuff like that. I think, I think she finally, I think she was the one that I finally, I realized what it's like to feel the, you know, like with the apple and, you know, I didn't know. It's like the Pandora box thing that she was talking about. And then it just like a light bulb over my head. It's like, oh my God, the feel what it's like to be in winter, you know, even though you're on the stage and it's hot, you gotta like, as if it's 40 below zero, she really, that, that, that, that technique, that acting technique was just incredible.3 (1h 2m 28s):I am forever in her dad and she is awesome. She's an automation rest in peace. And I, a couple of great stories about her is one that when she would like to meet her students before class, so we will walk into her office and talk and I'm sitting there in the office, she's looking at the hair. She goes, okay. Oh yeah, that doesn't sound English. And I said, oh, well, it's, it's Jordanian. I'm from the police. It's Jordanian. She goes, oh, well, you know, I'm Jewish. And I remember talking to my dad, I said, dad, I, I have to talk to this Jewish professor.3 (1h 3m 9s):You just say we're cousins. Okay. Because we are just say that don't rock the boat. Okay. So when she said they're doing, you know, I'm Jewish. And I said, well, well, yeah, I do. I do. But you know, being Jordanian and you being Jewish, you know, we're, we're practically cousins. So, you know, it's great, right. Without a drop of a dime, she goes, well, we might be cousins over, not exactly kissing cousins.2 (1h 3m 38s):Oh, that's hilarious. By the way, in case you don't know, I might have mentioned this on the podcast. Once before there exists on the internet, a Hastick interview with Joseph Loic and Bella it kin, okay. Was it conducted by studs, Terkel? It might've been, or some radio project. And the two of them talking about their approaches to acting and to teaching acting is really, really good. Yeah. You got to check it out. Right. So she really helped me. W we didn't, neither one of us had either one of those teachers, unfortunately, but we love,3 (1h 4m 13s):She, she was great. And I would give her ride home, poor thing. You know, she, you know, her husband, Frank was very ill at the time and she was like, oh, muck. And you're giving me a ride home. And I'm like, yes. Yes. Ma'am. And I was like, oh, you'll cause kind of a mess there. What'd you just get in the car.2 (1h 4m 34s):We know you had a car. That's K that's it wasn't that useful for people in school? Did you, and you messed up, I guess all the MFA's probably lived in apartments or was there any dorm living for MFS?3 (1h 4m 45s):No, no, no. Don't limit for MFA. So we had to live in apartments and my first apartment was a studio. And then I think the second year I moved in with, with Eric, from school and then we had a former student. I don't know if you remember John Soldani by any chance familiar. He was first year grad. And then I think he was cut from the program after the first year, but he came back to Chicago. So we were roomies. And then I met my girlfriend who was also a student at DePaul, Alicia hall. Right. So we, we were together. So we moved in together, I think, mid third year, something like that.3 (1h 5m 29s):I'm not sure, but yeah. And then I stayed in Chicago after graduation. I just decided to stay in Chicago and did get quite a bit of theater in Chicago and then decided to do the LA thing. And,1 (1h 5m 41s):Okay. So, so I just have a question about what was your experience like of the warning system and the cutting system where you weren't?3 (1h 5m 49s):Oh, good question. Good question. Oh, I'm glad you brought that up. I think it's, I think it took the attention away from the program because I think all the students were more concerned about the warning, getting warned and getting caught than anything, and that affected their performance in class and it affected their performance on stage my opinion. I remember some friends of mine who were just scared and I admit I was very, very nervous, but when I didn't get warned, then all of a sudden I was able to concentrate on school. I was like classes where the people that were warned, all they can think about what I can do to not get kicked out of the class.3 (1h 6m 31s):And then next thing you know, it just, it just really, really was detrimental to their performance in my opinion.2 (1h 6m 38s):But it took the focus3 (1h 6m 40s):Away. Oh yeah. Never worn. I was the only, I was the only male that wasn't warrant. All the male actors were warned except for me. And we ended up having eight graduate students, three men and five women, which I mean Derek smart, Eric Hayes and myself, and then the five women, Denise home, Heather Ireland, pat Tiedemann Kendra. I forgot her last name. Thank you. And Alicia, Alicia, Alicia was in the other class. Lisa was in the other, but I remembered you guys remember a teacher named Susan Lee.2 (1h 7m 24s):Her name has come up at times on this podcast. Yes,3 (1h 7m 30s):She was my advisor. She was the one that told me whether I was warned or not, or kicked out or not. And she said the most procurator thing. And I'm not sure if it was from the professors, but she said, well, you're not cut. You're not warned. We just don't know what to do with you. I just looked at her. What do you mean by that? Well, I mean, you're, you're, you know, I don't remember the conversation.1 (1h 7m 55s):Did she say that she raised, she say something about being a, from the middle east or3 (1h 8m 3s):Yeah, something like that. And I said, well, why don't you, why don't you and your professors just ask me and find out what you can do. Right? I mean, just I'm middle Eastern doesn't mean, I don't know how to act girl. You there.1 (1h 8m 23s):Wait a minute. So wait a minute.3 (1h 8m 25s):There's more than one professor that kind of, oh, I'm sure. I'm sure I'm not going to mention any names, but2 (1h 8m 32s):There was quite a few.1 (1h 8m 35s):Yeah. Right? To say that, that, that being from the middle east, my guesses, people were assholes about it. Like right. Like racist, racist, assholes.3 (1h 8m 50s):I mean, and that's what was going to be NASA, regardless of what race you are. So, you know, you're going to be an asshole. You're going to be an asshole. If you are a mean person, you are a mean person. It has nothing to do with your gender, your culture, where you come from, you're you, if you're a mean person, you're a mean person having said that there was quite a few people that said some things to me while I was in school, which was very offensive. But what do you want me to do? Fight every person. That's some kind of, you know, I was called many things. I was called camel jockey. I was called by students. Oh, somebody students. Yeah. Mostly by students. You know, I was called no, no, no. It's okay.3 (1h 9m 31s):Hey, that's you know, you, you grow from it. There was, there was one person that called me a word. I don't think I can say it on this podcast, but it's a, it's like, whoa.2 (1h 9m 42s):Well, well, we've heard so much about from every alum of color that we've talked to, is this thing that you're describing of maybe they even got selected for the program with the idea, oh, you know, we don't have anybody who looks like this in our program, but then it became, we can,1 (1h 10m 2s):We don't have any money.2 (1h 10m 3s):We can only find a role for that person. If it's clearly identified in the text that that person is that ethnicity. Meanwhile, all the white actors could be up for any role. Right. That, that was sort of the default. Like if you're white, then you can play anything. But if you're not white, then you, then you have to play a role that's written for whatever your ethnicity is.3 (1h 10m 27s):I agree with that. And yeah. And I think, I think Christina dare kind of broke the window on that with Romeo and Juliet, by casting Leonard Roberts as Romeo, you know, an African-American man. And he was great in the role. He was great. Absolutely. You know, she passed me as, you know, as a Jewish man, you know, even though I'm there, I like that. I I'm playing against type. This is, these are the rules that I would like to be challenged with. And unfortunately I wasn't challenged with over there. And I think the school to your saying, Gina, I think the school was just kinda like, eh, let's just bring this middle Eastern guy. See what happens. Let's get this African-American person. Let's see what happens. Let's get this Indian person. Let's see what happens. And nothing happened, nothing happened.3 (1h 11m 8s):And, and by the third year, by the third year, I was just, I was done. I was done. After, after Shakespeare, Susan Lee, I was done. I was done. She, she was a hard teacher. She was a hard teacher to deal with both academically. And you know, personally it's just, just was hard. It was hard to deal with her. I'm not, I know Bobby, some students have some harsher words for her, but again, I was going back to what I said earlier, Eric and I were pretty much marked by her that we were not serious about Shakespeare.3 (1h 11m 48s):And I was very serious about it. I just wanted, I remember students coming up to me, they tried to avoid being partners with us. And then I had one partner telling me, Hey, you better not fool around or do this. You know, you gotta be serious. I said, what the hell is wrong with you? And then when they find out the real me, and then it's like, wow, that's totally different than what I'm hearing about you. And I'm like,2 (1h 12m 11s):Yeah, this is serious. Is my lasting impression of you. I would never have said that you were anything but very serious.3 (1h 12m 21s):I appreciate that. I really do. I appreciate that. I
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Episode #465: I Attract Success Here is a quote I personally love and am I'm using inside my life… YOU Must Become Better First Jim Rohn said, “Success is not to be pursued. It is to be attracted by the person you become.” I love that! Why? Because I've utilized this in my own life. You see, I've always pushed hard for everything I've achieved. I've worked hard for everything I had my life. I work hard because I felt that if I worked hard, I would get the things and the lifestyle that would make me happy and help to fulfill me. What I learned later in life is that “things” don't really make you happy. Then, as I grew and became more and more successful, I decided that I'm going to start living a life on purpose. I decided to live life doing the things that will make me happy. I started to do more things that were short term gratification (that I felt would create that sense of fulfillment), but also things that would help me to be happy. But still, there was something missing. I finally learned the ultimate lesson … that you need to be able to work hard and take massive action…But you also need to learn to ATTRACT the life, the success, and the prosperity. LEARN THIS LESSON NOW…Use the Law of Attraction You have to leverage the Law of Attraction in order to attract what is best for you and your life. You'll attract everything you desire, as you become a better and better person. You'll benefit from this proven law of the universe… TAKE MASSIVE ACTION, THEN ALLOW SPACE FOR ATTRACTION Now you've probably seen or read The Secret which covers the Law of Attraction. The principal, however, has been around since the beginning of time. There are many resources you can master about the Law of Attraction, even inside of The Daily Mastermind app. I truly believe that most don't ultimately understand this universal law. This is a universal law of prosperity. Bob Proctor does an amazing job teaching a lot about the Law of Attraction because he talks about it a little differently. He explains it is actually two distinct laws: the Law of Vibration (primary) and the Law of Attraction (secondary). These two laws work together in harmony and the more you understand them, the more you can use them to create your life. So, what do you need to do in order to ATTRACT more success into your life? Well, you have to grow “yourself” …you have to grow personally. For example: learn to increase your confidence. increase your energy so you're operating at a higher frequency develop your mindset shift your paradigm, the view you have of the world create focus with specific intentions of where you want your life to go There are many strategies and things you can do in order to personally develop and attract more success in your life. We talk about them each and every day on this podcast. But here are just a few reminders, so you can have context for this Pillar today… DAILY RITUALS Daily rituals will help you increase your confidence and your energy level—two for one. DAILY AFFIRMATIONS To grow your mindset and change your paradigm, have daily affirmations. This will allow your subconscious and conscious mind to go to a whole new level. Write out your affirmations and repeat those morning and night or writing them down and having them in front of you is a very solid strategy. LIFELONG LEARNING Next, lifelong learning that we just talked about that a few days ago. Lifelong learning will definitely help you to be able to attract success in your life as you personally grow your knowledge and skills. SUCCESSFUL COMMUNITY Also, surround yourself with successful people. Surrounding yourself with more successful, prosperous, happy, and fulfilled individuals will expand your life. That frequency and that attraction is going to happen even at a higher degree for you with the higher vibe of those around you. INCREASE YOUR FAITH Lastly, the strategy that I really want to emphasize today is faith. Yes, faith. Faith is a decision to have confidence and trust that you will create the life you desire and attract it toward you. This is different than belief. Belief will come as you grow your actions. Create new experiences, and your belief will begin to change. But faith is a decision. Choose To Believe…You can choose to believe that success is going to be attracted into your life. Albert Einstein said, “Everything is energy and that's all there is to it. Match the frequency of the reality you want, and you cannot help but get that reality. It can be no other way. This is not philosophy, this is physics." Do you part to work with and leverage these amazing universal laws, and the energies of your life will bring the success you desire. I know that you have greatness inside of you. Now let's get it! George Wright III
What options are there to alter our minds beyond the use of substances like drugs and alcohol? How are we continuously being conditioned by society and corporations to limit our potential? Will happiness come by continuing to add new things to our lives, or is the secret to remove what is not supporting our evolution? Dennis Berry discusses these lines of inquiry on this episode, plus so much more! Dennis turned his life around in 2003, embracing sobriety after years of hard partying. He is now a best-selling author and life coach who helps others to find the inner peace he was able to find within himself. He also hosts The Funky Brain podcast, which is focused on addiction recovery and life mastery. - Shares his background on how he went from a life as a chef-skier-party guy to sobriety and personal and business success. - The answers come in the stillness and silence, and the conditioning that says we need to keep adding things to improve our lives. The true improvement can come from removing things and simplifying. - How do the benefits of a meditation practice stack up to the benefits of vacation? - How are corporations carefully designing their products (processed food, social media, etc) so dopamine is released in our brains, giving us quick reward hits which bring us into a cycle of desire/dependency of their products? - What benefits does sobriety offer even for those who don't necessarily have a drinking “problem”? - Dennis explains the “HOW approach”: being Honesty, Open-mindedness, and Willingness. - The importance of awareness and bringing yourself back to center throughout the day. Find Dennis' Life Mastery School, books, coaching info, and more on his website: https://dennisberry.com/ Subscribe to the podcast: https://www.youtube.com/c/DennisBerryfunkybrain
No matter where SCORPIO falls on your birth chart, we all feel the energy.I'm sharing this podcast episode with Meredith from Earthling Astrology and Ashley Sondergaard from the Yoga Magic podcast. We're talking about this energy and how we can use it to our advantage. And, of course, we cover some other topics too! Tune in to see how to use the energetics of the season!Say Hi! to Meredith & Ashley:Earthing Astrology instagramAshley's InstagramMentioned:Psychic Protection hypnotic track: right here!Grab your free Birth Chart: https://chaninicholas.comThank you for listening, your emails sharing parts of your stories, and for the reviews. I am so thankful for these conversations and for you!You can support the podcast if you're feeling giving or thankful!You can do this in 2 ways:Leave a 5-star review on Apple podcasts.Share this episode with a friend who would be interested in this conversation.Thank you for listening & sharing!About Jina Seavall / / Jina has been helping people feel more in tune with their true nature and vitality since 2002. Using hypnosis and regression, Jina guides clients to experience and learn from Past Lives and their Spirit Guides so they can make the most of this life. More resources for you below! Grab Your At-Home Past Life Journey (Free!): https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/past-life-journey-at-homeVirtual Sessions // work 1-on-1 with me: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/schedulePeruse the shop! Hypnosis at home: https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/shopHave a Question? Submit it anonymously here, and I will work to answer it in a future episode! https://www.pastlivesandthedivine.com/ask-a-questionFollow Jina on Instagram: @pastlives.tourguideCheck the Hypnosis Shop!I've made the hypnosis shop more inclusive and aligned with my beliefs and values. This process of making things in my business more inclusive is ongoing and this is the latest.For those who identify as BIPOC, L.G.B.T.Q.I.A.+, or are experiencing financial hardship, you can use coupon code PEACEFUL for a discount on the hypnosis tracks in the shop. Tell your friends! :)
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