Forever Changed by Annie

Survivors of suicide lose and their aftermath --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/foreverchanged/support

This episode is how I was raped and emotionally and psychologically mentally mind fucked after --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/foreverchanged/support

This episode is about mental health, ptsd, survivors of suicide lost qnd a system that isn't working and has failed the people. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/foreverchanged/support

PTSD and Survivor of Suicide feeling during Pandemic Covid 2019

I discuss the Pandemic and give tips and tricks to help with the anxiety, stress and/ or PTSD you might be feeling. On Dec 31, 2018, 1 year, 3 months and 27 days ago is when my Pandemic begin. On that day, New Year’s Eve 2018, my father died by a self- inflicted gun shot wound to his heart. I woke up to a nightmare and the absolute unimaginable happened. I understand how your world can be flipped upside down in the blink of an eye, when a life occurrence happens and there is nothing you can do to control it. I have spent the past year learning coping skills to heal from that trauma I have from the details surrounding my Father’s Day.

My name is Annie and I am from New Orleans. I am a Survivor of Suicide loss, Hurricane Katrina and CoronaVirus 2019. I lost my father 1 year, 2 months and 22 days ago to a self-inflicted gunshot wound to his heart. Before my father I had never had a mental illness & since he died, I have now been diagnosed with PTSD and major depressive disorder. The unimaginable happen and I woke up to a living nightmare. As the world goes through this Pandemic together, I want to be the voice for those who don’t have one about mental illness and social change. We are living in an unimaginable time in our lives. I am advocate about Mental Health and seeking help when needed. It’s ok if you feel worried, scared, and or perhaps have anxiety or depression. It’s important to develop coping skills. I believe we can make changes during this time on how things are done with our governments, corporations, and humanity around the world. Let’s be the voice and make changes for a better world. Imagine…

This episode is about PTSD and what some people go through that have experienced trauma. I hope to create awareness so people can understand how the most successful people can drops to their knees after experiencing trauma. My trauma happened on Dec 31, 2018 when my father died by a self- inflicted gun shot wound to his heart. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

This episode is about PTSD and triggers from trauma and the loss of a loved one to Suicide. I had an acquaintance ambush me about my journey and her opinion of me, how she felt I should be dealing with my journey and healing. I share my story of what she did and said because I know lots of survivors experience this and I want people to be mindful and self-aware when speaking to anyone about such a sensitive subject. #mindfulness #self-aware --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

I am a survivor of a loved one to Suicide and Rape. This week is the first time I told anyone I was raped by my best friend, partner in crime, the one who has been her for me since the day by dad died by a self inflicted gunshot wound. And I finally realized the person I loved and thought was sorry for what he did was selfish, and cruel and it broke me and I got to a point where I lost all hope and I have never ever thought that way before. I had never thought about taking my own life but when the one person who had been by my side through this journey acted liked it was no big deal he raped me and that the NFL team he cared so dearly about lost the game Sunday and his human suffering was more important than my ptsd and trauma I lost all hope in humanity. This is my story and this is my journey. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

Today I have a very good friend of mine on the show. Her name is Christa and she is an attorney in the southern part of the United States. This episode is about the LGBTQ community and the stigma and shame they face in our nation. Suicide is a high risk among the LGBTQ community due to shame and stigma and Christa is going to share her story so we can create awareness and start talking about issues our nation is facing. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

This episode is my battle and journey after my father took his life. I discuss how my company stigmatized me, violates my rights, and labeled me worsening my PTSD systems which caused multiple triggers. Eventually I spiraled out of control and ended up in a very dark place. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

This episode is my about my journey during the first year after I lost my father to Suicide. I want to share my journey. This podcast is raw and unedited. I want to be real with the struggles I have and many other survivors experience with the aftermath. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

My name is Annie and I lost my father less than 11 months ago on December 31st 2018. I am a survivor of a loved one to Suicide. This is my journey. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app