The Journey

I had a late night session and decided to vent so...here it is. Thank you all for sticking with me for this long. There's more to come. Enjoy. :)

The last episode of 2022! I can't believe you guys have made it with me this far! I just want to thank everyone for keeping up with me, checking in on me, and listening to my episodes about my crazy life. I have so many more ideas for 2023 and I can't wait to share them with you all. In this episode, since I've been gone since September, I talk about what's been going on in my crazy life. I also do a little bit of reflecting on this past year. Goodbye 2022...2023, I can't wait to see what's in store for me!

Lately, I have been getting more in tune with myself. Doing things that I love, finding ways to spend time with myself, etc. All while still dealing with postpartum depression. It's not easy y'all. They don't prepare you for this shit. But in this episode, I finally coughed up the courage to speak on my ex just a little bit. I didn't wanna get into our relationship too much because it doesn't tie into my purpose of this podcast but he definitely helped me realize my worth. This journey has been hard but well worth it. My daughter will be ONE YEARS OLD on the 8th! A full year of being a mother! Thank y'all for keeping up with me. Thank y'all for listening. There's so much more to come.

I know it's been a little minute but I have my reasons! I will do my best to continue keeping you guys updated on my life. Thank you to those very little amount of supporters who continue to listen and give me great feedback. Shoutout to the ones who check on me as well, I see y'all. In this episode, I had a breakdown that same morning and I felt the need to express myself but didn't know how. So here's how I'm feeling, real and raw - y'all know that's how I always serve it.

I tried so hard not to cry during this episode but being that I cried most of the day, I was all cried out. A glimpse of PPD at its finest. I'm here to tell y'all that it doesn't necessarily get easier.

Hey y'all, thank you so much for keeping up with me on my podcast! This episode will be the last segment (for now) in postpartum dating. Until the next idiot returns in my life. Enjoy!

This episode is continuing the postpartum dating segment. Enjoy.

Y'all already know what this episode is about! This is a continuation of my failed dating chronicles.

In this episode, I talk about my second encounter with a man I met off of a dating app.

Finally! The segment you all have been waiting for. During these few episodes on my postpartum dating, I will be talking about the different men I have experienced. Honestly, I had fun and I learned a lot about myself during this time. In life, these phases are needed.

I recorded this episode at one of my lowest moments. No one talks about this part of motherhood. I'm here to talk about it.

In this episode, I am going to talk about my time in Connecticut with my daughter's grandfather. This is when my suicidal thoughts really began to come to the surface.

Thank you guys for coming back and listening to yet another episode of my crazy life. I appreciate all who listen and all who give me great feedback. At this point in my life, I am in great pain. Living in the past and living in regret. Forgiveness is the key to all healing and I am struggling with that. It first starts with forgiving myself which I can't bring myself to do. Living in the past and repeating cycles is actually starting to becoming tiring. I am trying my hardest to turn a new leaf and transform my life for the better - but it all starts with me. Healing starts now.

This is a special request episode. In this episode, I talk about what led up to my diagnosis of chronic depression.

This episode is a little bit different. There's no topic. There's no plot. Just me in my most vulnerable state on a cloudy night. Enjoy.

This episode is a sneak peak of how my depression is currently going.

In this episode, I will be talking about the continuing instances in my relationship and how it all lead to my depression.

In this episode, I talk about how the honeymoon phase quickly ends and the hell begins.

In this episode, I will be talking about how I met my child's father and the love we shared for each other