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I Could Never... is a show about non-monogamy and the many ways it can look. Genevieve King from @chillpolyamory and her partner Ishik interview a variety of guests to create an anthology of stories demonstrating the myriad ways people practice non-monogamy. I Could Never... is the podcast that reminds us: just because you’ve never done something before, doesn’t mean you can’t do it.

Chill Polyamory


    • Feb 27, 2025 LATEST EPISODE
    • infrequent NEW EPISODES
    • 40m AVG DURATION
    • 14 EPISODES


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    Um Actually, Polyamorous People Are Hot

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 27, 2025 47:58


    Dropout's Ify Nwadiwe and Emily Louise talk D&D, cheating exes, and how scary it is when your partner falls in love with someone else.   FREE TOYS OR DISCOUNTS ON TOYS! Everyone who signs up to my giveaway with Bellesa gets something! https://www.bboutique.co/vibe/chillpolyamory-podcast "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Ify Nwadiwe on IG - @ifynwadiwe Ify Nwadiwe on BlueSky - @ifycomedy.com Emily Louise on IG - @ohmyemilylouise Emily Louise on OnlyFans- notthatprincesspeach Our Relationship Pod w/ Ify & Emmy - Apple Podcasts Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Lane 1992 by Beatopia Beats

    Bonus Episode: You Ask, We Deliver

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 17, 2024 48:40


    Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about if solo polyamory just means having commitment issues, bringing metamours into your home, and how to support a partner through a breakup.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory Too on YouTube - @chillpolyamorytoo Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

    Not Just "White People Sh*t" w/ Michelle Hy

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 26, 2024 49:41


    Michelle Hy explores her Chinese and Taiwanese heritage, getting outed to her dad and what it was like going to her partners' wedding.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Michelle Hy on IG - @polyamorouswhileasian Michelle Hy's Website - polyamorouswhileasian.com Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Hood Rat by John Bartmann

    In Too Deep w/ Zachary Zane

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 19, 2024 46:20


    The Boyslut, Zachary Zane, dishes on diving into the deep end with non-monogamy,  how he's scaled back romance responsibly and why he loves the label of bisexual slut.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Zachary Zane on IG - @zacharyzane_ Zachary Zane's Website - zacharyzane.com Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Lope and Shimmer by Podington Bear

    We're Gonna Need a Bigger Bed w/ Rufai Ajala

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 12, 2024 46:50


    Intimacy coordinator Rufai Ajala talks about living with a partner and her husband, queerplatonic love and how they handled 9 relationships at once.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Rufai Ajala on IG - @rufaiajala Intimacy with Roo on IG - @intimacywithroo Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Happy Trip by Yona Marie

    Let's Get This Show on the Road w/ Denyse Davis

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 5, 2024 47:29


    Couple to Throuple's Denyse Davis talks about her 20 person polycule, keeping things spicy over long distance and how she "won" the show.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Denyse Davis on IG - @denyserda Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Happy Trip by Yona Marie

    Dial M for Metamour w/ Meghana & Shreya

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 29, 2024 43:15


    Meghana and Shreya discuss teasing their shared partner, finding chosen family and how the colonization of India ruined everything.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Meghana Raveendra on IG - @thecurlyvagabond Shreya Satapathy on IG - @shreya_satapathy_ Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

    You Don't Know the Half of It!

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 22, 2024 2:21


    Midseason Announcement!

    When a House Becomes a Homie w/ Jacob & Robert

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 15, 2024 47:07


    Metamours Jacob and Robert talk about polyamorous community, their shared partner and why they moved in together without her.     "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Jacob Sandler on IG - @jacobsandler Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

    See You Next Tuesday w/ Josselyn Crane

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 8, 2024 46:01


    Solo polyamorous autism coach, Josselyn Crane, discusses how she manages non-monogamy as a mother, the ups and downs of friends with benefits, and how de-escalation has worked for her.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Josselyn Crane on IG - @josselync_coach Josselyn Crane on TikTok - @josselync.coach Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

    The Four Boyfriends of the Apocalypse w/ Kat Blaque

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 1, 2024 43:42 Transcription Available


    Youtuber Kat Blaque talks about bad polyamorous dates, bizarre swinger parties and navigating white spaces as a Black trans woman.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Kat Blaque on TikTok - @katblaque Kat Blaque on YouTube - @katblaque Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

    Macho Men Need Cuddles Too w/ Jaime Gama

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 25, 2024 43:53 Transcription Available


    Mexico City-based psychotherapist Jaime Gama discusses opening his relationship as a gay man, what masculinity can look like and loving Sailor Moon.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Jaime Gama on IG - @gotitasdepoliamor Jaime Gama on TikTok - @amemoseticamente Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

    Purity Culture Can Suck It w/ Cera Gibson

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 18, 2024 56:34 Transcription Available


    Polyamorous voice actor, musician and audio erotica storyteller, Cera Gibson, dives into her experience growing up in Mormonism, unlearning the shame of purity culture and navigating the challenges of early non-monogamy. For more info and full episode transcript visit https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

    Trailer: I Could Never...

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 9, 2024 1:19


    Check out the trailer for Season 1 of I Could Never..., and get a sneak preview of some of the anecdotes to come from our guests this season! Music: Submission by Beat Mekanik - Free Music Archive - CC BY 4.0

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