Late at night. Random thoughts might be appearing out of nowhere in the back of your mind, keeping you up for over an hour. Well these texts are based of mine. Be prepared of some weird deep random stuff. Their might even be a few short strories coming your way.
Wy does the reason matter if all it does make me look perfect in societys eyes --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
What it feels like for me to be traped in a flashback, or memorie. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
what I want from somenone special. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
I'm jealous a lot. So here is why. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Here is what I do whenever I can't fall asleep. Maybe you do it too. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
If we never see each other again, there are a few things you should know about --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
A letter to my grandma and what I wish I could tell her. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
I once heared someone compare mental illness to cancer. Here is why I think that fit's. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
I watch him from a distance, hating myself for hurting him. If only there was something I could do. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Based on the Quote: "sometimes we don't realize how people treat us until we try to explain it to somebody else." --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
We all know that the stories we dreamed ourself into as kids aren't real. However it would break me if they were and I'm just not a part of it. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
I need to get these voices out of my head. They keep ruining everything. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Instead of setting goals for the new year, how about reflecting about the last year. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Here is what goes on in my mind while spending time with my family and a lot of the times with my friends. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Just a few questions I ask myself again and again. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
I'm sorry I can't be more or better. I'm sorry that you will leave too. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
The worst way to die is when you don't do it physically. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
As a tiny human being how can I ever feel important. It isn't until you shift your view away from the whole universe and towards the lifes you have changed. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Some stories should better stay fiction. However when we realize that it's usually to late. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Even when I feel like giving up is the only way. I won't do it. Not yet. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
I want my life to pause. And if death is the only way... We'll see how this goes. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
This is the point where my journey began. Let's start of at a happy little place. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
So you are the one thinking that you hurt me. Well... --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Why am I not worth for someone to hurt when they lose me? --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
...or maybe I'm just scared of what it will do to me when I loose you. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
A sometimes describe myself as the floater friend. Here is what I mean by that and why it hurts so much. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
"I can't lose control" not over the way you see me, even if it is just that perfect picture Wich isn't real. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
I'm not the main character or the villain but here is who I think I am. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Let me tell you about the self harm I do to myself. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
These days I am not feeling to well, except for a few short minutes. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
When you're tired of everything and just want your live to stop. Same here --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
My opinion about relationships. Or more specific why I sometimes dream about having one even though I know it is never going to happen. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
A little motivation for someone who might needs it. Or maybe just the kind of words I once needed. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Why is it so hard to heal? Why do we have to get worse in order to get better. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Sometimes I feel like a liar when I say "I was busy". And here is why --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Yes, it's true I wish you would be there for me. But the point is I don't need you. I'll be well on my own... --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Why can they forget me so easily. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Some words of mine to those of you who aren't doing so well. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Maybe I would feel better if no one remembers I ever did exist. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Why can something so scary feel so safe too? --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
"Let's be honest. We are better of as friends." We both know it, I think. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
If I disappeared of the grid there wouldn't be more than 10 people that care. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Sometimes people hurt you a lot by trying to help you. Today's example: "you are wasting your childhood. Getting on your phone living in this imaginary world. It's so not worth it." --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
It's you who has to to it. Because no one will tell you to. If you want to succeed you need to put in the work. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Sorry I called so late. I just really need your help --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
My reasons to make it to the next sunrise. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Today I saw a person from my past again. Here is what went on in my head afterwards. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
I'm sorry if I push you away. I'm just trying to do what's best for you --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
I thought we could become more but I guess you just don't care. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Some of the things I learned living without. So if I act like I don't need you. I probably don't. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
Why do I always end up feeling like this type of friend? --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/monty42/message
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