Alive Within

Want it if you got it. It's like Flaunt it if you got it. Today I want to play on that phrase and talk about Want. Do you want it if you got it? I hear it all the time. I'm so unhappy. I guess I'm not smart enough for this or that. I don't think I'll have that. That's just not gonna happen for me. My life isn't that great. Every time I slow them down and we start pointing out what they DO have the whole perspective shifts and life doesn't seem so bad. We think that something out there is going to bring us happiness. We may have this fleeting idea of our future and it looks awesome but what I have today isn't even close. The thoughts of bridging the gap seems impossible. We also find ourselves focusing on what other people are doing. What other peoples lives look like. It's all an unfair comparison that we need to stop doing. Well, how do we do that? How can we stop those beliefs and thoughts that we have? The truth is. You don't have to stop them. Just allow them to happen. When a thought comes you can acknowledge it and do very little about it after that. Don't reject it. Don't accept it. Just allow it. There's nothing broken with you or wrong with you if you have thoughts about what you don't have. There's nothing wrong with you if you want something more. You're just perfect if you wish you had something more. It's this beautiful desire that makes life fun. It would be so boring if we didn't want more. What would drive us and be fun about that? This all being said…there has to be a balance. Or rather…we need to do our best at creating the balance. It will be a life long journey. I think life has to have imbalances all the time so we are learning and growing all the time to balance them. As normal as it is to have thoughts of wanting more it's also normal to have thoughts of gratitude and wanting what you already have. It's important to give that equal air time. If I'm going to set goals I want to equally share some time in thinking about what's great in my life. What's amazing about what I've accomplished, what I have, what I've learned, who I've become, how awesome my relationships are. I had a client ask. How do I want what I have. At that time I gave them an example of my car. I've always had my current car on my dream list until a year ago. When I finally got my dream car I was so excited. Have you ever been so excited to have something, or go somewhere or be with someone and then the excitement wears off? That's called the honeymoon stage. If we don't continue to look at what we have and RE-realize the reasons we wanted it then it's just another mundane piece in our life. We need to put some effort into a rich life where we are living a little more alive within. Most of the time when I'm driving my dream car I take a minute to look around and enjoy what I've earned. I remember how I worked to get to this point. I smell the leather. I look at the colors throughout and love it. I'm sure my kids get annoyed when I put the car in reverse and it shows me what behind me and indicated if there are any moving objects oncoming and I say “I love my car. Thanks car, for keeping me extra safe.”...cont'd

Let's get right to today's podcast. Do you ever have people in your life that bring you down? Is there a person right now that you can think of that has something critical to say every time there's a topic? Do they really get to you and make you feel yucky? Well then you should cut them out of your life, right?! I hear people talk about cutting toxic people out of their lives and I cringe a little every time I see or hear that because I think that most people mean this and execute this in a way of running away from the problem. I've seen it a lot on social media when someone announces that they're going to go on a cleaning rampage where they clean out all their friends that are toxic. They declare that they just don't have room for toxic people anymore. The reason this makes me cringe is actually a few reasons. First, I don't think you have to “cut” toxic people out of your life. Second, I don't think there's a need to announce to everyone when you're making a change in you and are deciding to set boundaries. Rarely do you even have to notify the labeled offender. And third, If you really are cleaning up your intimate circle of friends, social media definitely isn't the place to do any of that management. Let me explain these reasons one at a time. Why do I think it's unnecessary to CUT people out of your life? I'm not saying you wouldn't want to cut ties with some people in your life. You may want to do that. I just don't think it's anything like it's being touted on social media. I see people recklessly and angrily cutting people out. This is done in a way as to make the other person pay for not being good to them. It's done in a way as to say I'm better than you and you don't fit. I just don't agree with those reasons. You can choose to not have someone in your life, choose not to communicate with a person or some people, or choose to put strict boundaries up for yourself but it all needs to be in a spirit of bettering yourself. This is what people are trying to attempt but they're misguided in thinking that the people they are cutting out are making them act or feel a certain way so they need to cut them out. That's not true. You may not be at your best around someone and that can happen very regularly but I can tell you that it's not them who is making you feel bad. They may know your triggers and regularly use them. But it's not all them. It's your thinking about what they're saying or doing. I'm not saying you don't want to reduce or eliminate time with that person or those people. You may want to but realizing that you are the creator of your thoughts and therefore your feelings is essential. I may decide that I don't behave very well around a certain person and spend less time around them because I don't want to spend the time and energy to manage my mind around them. However, it's important to know that that's what it is. Mind management. They can be the way they are and you can control the way you think, feel and behave. So instead of cutting people out…how about we peacefully walk away or move forward? Second. Why I don't think you have to announce that you are “cutting” toxic people out of your life. Because when you make a true change in your thinking or heart then you no longer feel the need to announce the changes. You just become. There will be people who fit into your life, likes and schedule and there will be some that don't. This does not mean they are less than and announcing anything about you leveling up in your life would indicate that you are raising yourself above others and therefore putting them below you because they don't fit. There's No need.....Cont'd

Goals are such an interesting topic to me. I work with peoples goals every single day. I eat, sleep and drink it, it seems. Everyone has a different relationship with goals. Some people don't set goals at all. They think they are not worth setting because they will just be broken or forgotten. They could be right…if that how you think of them. Those people also may think their life is good enough. There's no need to set goals. Some people set small goals based on the past. They may think something like, well…I've lost 5 lbs in the past so I know I can do that. I'm going to lose 5lbs. Probably not more than that though. Because I've never done it. Or they may think, I've been to a bar and not had a drink so I'll do that because I know I can do THAT. Nothing more because I've never been able to do that. Some people set “Impossible” goals and promptly forget them. They set them by thinking of what they'd like to see or have happen in their lives then stretch the goal a little or a lot farther. They may create collages. They may write all over their mirror. They may put pictures on their phone to remind them of their goal. The sky is the limit in every sense of the word. I've been in every scenario. I've thought all the things about goals. I've always had a weird relationship with goals. Like I wasn't quite sure how to deal with them. I wasn't quite sure how to manage having them and succeeding with them. The reason that was my reality is because I never stopped to think about the goal setter. It's not all about the goal itself… What about you? The goal setter. You are what matters the most in the equation. It really doesn't matter whether they are big or whether they are small. It just matters that you set goals you want. It matters that you set goals you know you can achieve and you get a little nervously excited to think of reaching them. But all the results will be in failure and self loathing if you don't come to realize that the relationship with yourself is the starting line to any goal. You can set all the goals big or small but it won't matter. You will always find yourself at the bottom wondering why you can't get to the top if you forgot to create a relationship with yourself. It's important to set aside some time to believe in yourself. Nothing great will come from someone who believes they will just give up on the goal in a few months. You want to evaluate whether you are starting already having broken the commitment. What do I mean by that??? I mean…how many times have you set down at the new year, at a new job or any time you've wanted to set goals and become anew but you knew somewhere within your subconscious that you weren't going to make it all the way. You knew you would stop being as fired up after a few days, weeks or months. This is what I'm talking about. Before you set your goals you need to set your SELF. Who am I when it gets hard? If you don't like that start changing your thinking to get closer to who you want to be. You may not be able to jump from “I don't ever stick to a goal longer than 3 days.” To “I'm the kind of person that won't give up until I reach my goal, no matter how long it takes.” If you really believed one or the other…what do you think your results would be?...cont'd

I'm listening to this awesome book called “Personality Isn't Permanent” by Benjamin Hardy. I was so excited to simply see the title because I've always thought that personality was something that you could change. I've taken 5 or more personality tests in my lifetime and I've never fully agreed with any of them. I've always thought they were somewhat true but I've thought they were pretty general. I've thought they were fun and I do think they can tell you about how a person thinks of themselves in that moment in time with their current circumstances and thinking. So I think they can be used as a tool, in fact, I use them with my business clients to get some insight but I don't think they should be used too heavily or relied on. It was so refreshing to hear that the author of the book dug up some debunking research and very solid principles as to why we shouldn't just assume we were born with a certain personality that is unchanging. I want to be growing and be different every day. I want to look back at a year ago and think I have really changed. I look back on 10 or 20 years ago and think…wow! I said that. I did that. I like to think that I would never act, say or even prefer the things I did years ago. I think we can really see major changes when we focus intentionally on a certain goal. Most people choose a few goals and don't really make sure those goals are focused on and followed through. They seem to give up easy or forget. I've been there myself. We listen to the evidence that tells us it's hard or impossible and we stop. How many times have you chosen 1 thing and decided that you were going to stay committed to that goal until you reached it? The power that you can create with intention and massive action is undeniable. I really believe we can accomplish anything this way. How much different would your life be if you were relentless with your goals? Or even just one. What would your life look like If you were relentless in becoming someone different. Someone you might like a little better. Someone you are proud of. I'm not to the end of the book yet and I plan to read it over a few times but I love the story of a prison inmate. I can't remember the name of the guy but I think it was Andre. That's what we'll call him for now. He said that his life changed the minute he gave up playing the trumpet. I think it was a trumpet. You can tell I'm super good with details here. Anywho! Andre really enjoyed playing the instrument but was being bullied by some class mates and he wanted to be cool so he stopped playing the trumpet at 14 and ended up doing all the things to fit in. He now says that if he wouldn't have quit he wouldn't have gone to prison. He says that quitters go to prison. Because he gave up on his love of music and his focus he followed the social norms at the time and joined a destructive group of kids. He increasingly did whatever it took to get what he wanted in the moment so eventually he was stealing and killing to get what he wanted. By age 18 his focus became being the highest ranking gangster. He did some really bad stuff and after a particularly bad set of decisions in prison he had a revelation. It's like something just came out of nowhere and hit him. He realized his focus was full of nothing. Nothing good anyway. He asked himself why. We can do the same. We'd be wise to constantly be checking in and asking ourselves why. Why do I do this? Why do I think that? Why do I want what I want?....Continued

When I was a kid I definitely did the cliche things like checking under my bed for monsters, thinking there was always one behind me in dark or low lit areas…wait I still do that… and I just knew there was a monster that lived in a cave down at the end of my street. I don't even think there are caves there. I think it's just houses but my imagination was a lot. Let's be honest. It still is and I'll bet we can find monsters we all still run away from or are scared of. Becoming and being an adult is about learning how to manage those monsters or even become friends with them. Most of the time to be able to do this we will have to tell a new story to believe a new belief. Is money your monster? What does your money monster look like? Mine has changed a lot since I've brought it into the light but when it was in the dark scaring me it was really ugly. It was green with envy. It was always hiding behind every corner trying to scare me. I believed that money was hard to get. I used to believe that money didn't grow on trees. Even though I knew that it actually grew on trees. Crazy, right! I used to think that there wasn't enough for everyone and that money was in high demand. I believed that money could make you a bad person if you were't careful and had too much. I also used to think that wanting money was a bad thing. I didn't want to be greedy. I did't want to be bad. I wanted to be a good person who worked hard for my money and that's exactly what I did. Until I changed my thinking about money I was always pinching pennies. Stressed out if I got close to any late payments or overdrafts. Yelling at the credit card lady because I paid my payment the day it was due and put my paycheck in the same day but my paycheck didn't clear until the next day so I got an overdraft fee. I thought that it was worth the stress to worry about those things. I used to stress if I paid more anywhere for anything because I worked so hard for my money. I was somewhat grouchy around money. Because I believed that it was a monster…I became a monster. I was not living with an abundant mindset. I thought I was doing it right because I made sure every penny was exactly where it was supposed to be at every moment. I'm not saying that you don't need to know what's coming in and going out. I do think you should know what's going on with your money and treat it with care. I just don't think there's any value…and I mean NONE…to being a stickler with your money. I don't enjoy living a life where I was when I was sure where everything was going and when it would be there and being sure that nothing was being under or over paid. It wasn't any fun when southing didn't go my way. Because no matter what you do. No matter how much you think you have it locked down there is room for error. And losing your mind over that or stressing yourself out over those sorts of things is worthless. I started to shake my old monster loose. I started to bring it into the light by starting to believe that money can be easy. Money can be fun. Money isn't very scary at all if you just start talking about it and start looking at it in it's face. It's not a monster at all. IT's just money. We have so many weird traditions in our culture about money. One of them is that you shouldn't talk about how much you make. I've always thought that was so silly. I'm not going to run around announcing it to everyone but I'm also not going to hide it. I love being able to talk about financial freedom. When I bought my new car a friend asked me how much it was. I told her it was $42,000. She said, I'll bet the payment on that is a bit of a change for your monthly bills. I said, no. We pay outright for our cars... Continued.

Have you ever been at the end of your day just to ask yourself. What happened today? You feel like you did most of what you needed to do but you have no idea how and you feel scattered while you carried on with your day? I have. I have also had days when I got to the end of it and realized that I didn't get things done that I planned to. I had plenty of time but found other things to do. This is because we haven't organized our minds. When we take the time to organize our minds we then can organize everything else in our lives. Show me someone's home and I can tell you about their brain. If you choose to organize your mind and manage your thoughts you will inevitably have an organized home and space. This also goes for a mismanaged mind. I will often see their space is mismanaged, disorganized and they run around with their hair on fire. Don't start judging yourself if you've done this, you do this or if you eventually find yourself doing this. It's does not make you a good or bad person. It doesn't mean you are a better human. It's just the difference between a managed mind or not. I love this concept of something I learned from the life coach school called Monday hour one. It's a training that helps you to get all of your scheduling done the first hour of Monday then you meet back up with your schedule on the last hour of Friday to find out what you accomplished. There are varying degrees of mastery of this concept and it's such a cleansing tool. However, I've noticed that when this tool is presented to people they will oftentimes use it to beat themselves up and make themselves bad or wrong. Setting aside an hour at the start of the week and assessing your progress at the end of the week is such a beautiful gift you can give yourself but when we don't do it like the person who has mastered it and taught us or we don't do it like we thought we would we punch ourselves in the face. To me it's like getting a gift delivered to your front door. When you unwrap and open the box there is a Big red boxing glove inside. It's to be used to punch the things out of your way throughout the day that aren't on your schedule. It's there to help you clear up your schedule and stay focused on what matters. As you pull it out of the box and put it on you think to yourself, “this is the thing that is going to make everything better. I hope it works.” Then your day comes at you and you start punching things away that aren't on your calendar. You begin by punching the Netflix out of the picture. Then you punch the laundry in the face. Then before you know it pretty soon you are punching more difficult things and end up punching your friends off your schedule or kids. Then you realize what you've done and use the punching glove to punch yourself in the face for doing it wrong. Or another scenario could be that you put the glove on, punch at something and miss then throw the glove in a dark corner never to be used again. Every time you walk by it you say to yourself, it didn't work. I tried and it didn't work. I say let's stop punching ourselves in the face altogether and don't use a good thing to punch ourselves in the face. We can try new things all the time. We will find ourselves trying more new things and seeing them succeed if we refuse to punch ourselves in the face. Some things work and some don't. Some things take work to make them work and some things just aren't for us. The next time you want to punch yourself in the face…because there's always a next time. Bring up your other hand and push the glove back down. Remind yourself that mistakes are a part of the process. Not being good at something is normal. Continued...

Have you ever begun to prepare for a test and wanted to be sure you knew everything that would be asked or get as close as possible? I have. I remember a time when I was studying VERY hard in college. It was a subject that I thought was pretty easy and I thought I was studying the right information. I believe I devoted about 4 hours studying for this test alone. As it turns out, I got a 63 or a 62%. I was not expecting that at all. I was expecting an 85 or higher. What happened? I studied the wrong concepts and I was telling myself the information wrong. I was assimilating the information incorrectly and didn't realize it. I got the grade that I got and in that case I just had to accept it and move forward. When we think of challenges we may think about trying to avoid them. A lot of people spend a lot of time preparing and setting things up as much as they can so they can avoid challenges. I'm not saying that preparing is not a good thing to do. We don't want to walk into everything unprepared but we also need to realize that life is 50/50. 50% will be positive and 50% will be negative or challenging. It's what's supposed to be. We can prepare in our lives and do the work to get the desired result that we want but we will still have a 50/50 experience. What do we do with the times that are challenging? We can do whatever we want. We can use them to give ourselves evidence that life sucks and always goes this way or we can use them to grow and overcome. We're in control of how we will move forward and what we will do with the challenge. I've been able to use my relationships as opportunities to grow through the tough stuff. I'm married for a second time now. Being divorced was not something I expected or wanted. It was very challenging to go through. I wanted to sink into a thought that I wasn't good enough on many occasions. If I'm being brutally honest, I bought in a few times to that idea. Not only did it challenge me because I believed that I wasn't good enough but it challenged me because I thought I had failed. I thought I had become a bad person. No one had to tell me any of this. I was filling my head with all of these things on my own. Many times our brains will offer us unkind things and others don't even have to pitch in. When I was going through that time I was trying to find a way to understand what I did wrong. What was going wrong? What was happening? I didn't realized at that time that I had the power to love me regardless of the circumstances. I would have skipped a ton of pain had I known this as deeply as I do now but I believe it was the pain that has allowed me to grasp tools of self mastery so tight. I think that the challenge is what has had me dig so deep. I feel so passionately about helping others because of the level of pain I felt from the circumstances in my life and the decisions I made during that time. Challenges changes us. I am now able to look at relationships and be very compassionately aware that there are two sides to every story. No one is innocent and everyone is amazing all at the same time. I know that because I was. I realized that I was amazing the whole way through and I also wasn't innocent. There were things in my relationship that challenged me and I got to decide what to do. I didn't do it perfect. I sucked sometimes. But I also did as good as I could each time. I tried harder than I thought possible. I learned how to say no to what I don't want and yes to what I do. I learned what I was made of. I hadn't taken the time before I got married to think about what I wanted in life on a deeper level. I had only thought through it on a superficial and basic level. Because of the challenge I learned what I wanted in life. I had to figure it out or I was going to sink deep. It was a challenging time and I was changed.

Contrary to popular belief….circumstances are neutral. Circumstances are the things outside our control. Why would this be so powerful to know? Have you ever had something happen in your life that you had no control over and it seemed like that was the reason you felt an emotion whether it was good or bad? I remember when I went to a carnival for the first time. I was so excited because everything was bright and fun and tasty. Now that I'm older that doesn't not appeal to me at all. I don't want to go to carnivals. I don't like to. I think everything is grungy, dim and the food is full of grease. It's not for me and I don't want to change that thought. That is a great example of the circumstance staying the same and my thinking about it or my thoughts about it changing. They are the same rides, stuffed animals, lights, people and food as it always was. I just changed my thinking around it. Some people say…if the circumstance is neutral doesn't that take the fun out of things? Not at all. I think it helps me to have a richer life. I know that my circumstance is neutral. So if I lose my job or if someone I love passes away that its a neutral circumstance. IT's something that happened and it is what it is. When I lose my job I want to feel disappointed by that. I know that I have all the control over my thinking and in return I have all the control over my feelings. So I can be thinking…that's a bummer…and I may want to think that for a while and feel a bit down. Then I have the control…when I'm ready…to think something like. I wonder how this might be better. I wonder what possibilities this will encourage me to dig into. This new thought may lead me to feel excited or curious instead. I know that I control my thinking and then I have control and an understanding around my emotions. I don't feel like I'm at the mercy of some random acts in life and some random thoughts that I can't manage and some emotions that I have no control over. I get to choose it all. When I lost a loved one. I was willing to and wanted to feel sad. Knowing that it was my choice to feel hurt and sadness helped me to embrace that emotion like it's supposed to be there. I didn't fight it and try to run away from the emotion like I had in the past. It was what I wanted to feel at that time. I knew I could feel anything else if I wanted to but I wanted to miss the person. I wanted to think that it was unfair that I don't get to see that person anymore. I wanted to hurt. When I was ready I got to the thought that this is exactly how it was supposed to happen. How do we know that? Because it did and there's no point in arguing with the past. I've learned that I lose every time I try to argue with what happened. Nothing in the past ever changes. So if I fight it I just struggle. The past is a circumstance. So when I am ready… I move to thoughts that I like. Some sound like “I'm sure they're in a better place.” “I will see them again someday.” I hope I'm driving home the point well enough. It's basic. If you want to know what is and isn't a circumstance then ask yourself. Is it fact? Is it boring? Is it in the past? Does it have to do with what someone else did or said? If there's emotion in the sentence when describing it then it's not a circumstance. It's a thought. We often think that the circumstances aren't neutral. Like they cause us to feel things. They don't.....

Have you ever heard of Better than Sex cake? I've heard it called Robert Redford cake, Candybar cake, better than anything cake or heath bar cake. I'm sure it goes by more names but these are what I've heard. It's a dark chocolate or devils chocolate cake with Carmel sauce and sweetened condensed milk poked throughout it. Topped with whipped cream and heath bar crumbles. It's pretty sinful and if you don't like temptation I'd stay away from this dessert completely. Today I'm going to reminisce on a story from my childhood and my thoughts around this cake. I think it's so fascinating how many opinions exist in general but I specifically thought it was fascinating around this cake and it's name. I heard it called better than sex cake right off the bat. I'm not sure which one of my aunts decided that no filter was required around this dessert. It could have been any of them. But it was so intriguing to me as a kid that they would name a cake this. My immediate thought was. “Really?” And of course, I was not at an age where I would even know what the comparison would be so I was only curious to know what this cake tasted like. It was seriously amazing. However, I thought a few bites in that it was too sweet. I thought. Hmmm. Is this what sex is like? Or is this really better than sex and how so? My thinking quickly went to another topic each time and I didn't really think about it much until I was married and had experience sex for myself. It wasn't like I was waiting for the day I had sex to compare it to this cake. It wasn't like that at all. It was after I had been married for a while that this famous cake made it's rounds in my life and I remember thinking. “Oh yeah! Better than sex cake. How does it compare?” “I definitely do not agree with that name.” I then thought. Maybe it's true for some people? As I grew older I had my share of conversations with sisters, cousins and girlfriends. I found out that it was VERY different for every person. It was such a different story each time there was a conversation. Some would say the cake was better than sex, some would say it's a tie and depends on the day and others would say that the cake does not compare. I wanted to talk about this because I think that people grow up thinking certain things about sex because of what they hear from their parents, possibly kids around school, social media and other places. The worst part is that I think a majority of our perception comes from places that aren't actually telling us truth. Often times I was hearing about sex on tv or reading magazines that tell me what a man wants. This is a terrible way to find out about sex and a shallow way to create a perception. The best way to find out is in a trusting, loving and respectful relationship. Our parents and loved ones may be able to offer advise but I've found that their experience is also very different from mine. It's not going to be what anyone has told you about. It's going to be an experience that is unique to you and the person you are sharing that experience with. It will be something you discover together. There will be likes, dislikes and needs that you both can discuss to create a truly intimate experience. When people go into relationships thinking intimacy will be how they were told it should be they may be misguided in what they were told or in their perception of what they were told. Create your own intimacy with your spouse. Avoid comparing it to anyone else. There's a podcast I sometimes listen to by a life coach named Amanda Louder. She's such a great intimacy coach. Go check her out if you struggle with intimacy. So whether you like better than sex cake or not doesn't matter. What does matter is your intimate relationship and the way you look at your sex life...

Do you ever find yourself in a negative thinking pattern and think you can pull yourself right out with a “happy thought” if you think it enough times? That maybe you can flood the negative out? I've tried this too many times. We've all done this and we may find ourselves attempting to do it in the future but it's not useful. So I'm going to talk about why we do it and some ways to work through it. Often times people dislike their thoughts, well…they actually think it's their feelings that they don't like and that may be true but I hope you know by now that our feelings are created by our thoughts. Not the other way around. So they dislike their thoughts and start trying to change them in an attempt to feel better. They think that feeling discomfort is unbearable and then they want to quickly change their thought to something happy or good. So they'll find a happy thought and make it work. The only problem with this is that they skipped a lot of the in-between transition that's useful. They've skipped feeling the negative emotion fully and the in-between emotions and now they're trying to make the happy stick. This will work for a time but it will eventually end up not working. It's a lot like the weather. When we wear shorts and step out to realize that the weather is much colder than we expected we don't jump right into wearing a parka. We go grab a pair of pants, a light jacket or a sweater first. If we jumped right into the parka we would step outside and not feel the cold but we may have overdone it with the level of warmth that was needed for the temperature. So then the parka becomes a problem and we end up going back to where we started. I'm not against getting to a happier place but I want to be sure, first, that I've found the thought that I'm thinking that is causing the negative emotion. Then I want to be sure I am experiencing the emotion fully so I can gauge what adjustment I might make to get to the next degree of thinking. Going right to the parka won't be useful just like going right to the happy thought won't serve you the most. It's like, when we're waiting for a spot in the grocery store parking lot and someone else comes and swoops it up we may be upset at first. We might jump to thinking that the person is so rude and they shouldn't do that. I would definitely think that. Then we want to realize that it's not the person going into that spot that's causing us anger. It's our thoughts about their behavior. Now… you may not be able to immediately think….It's ok that they took the spot I was waiting for and move merrily along. I personally want to dislike that behavior initially. But what I don't want to do is get out of my car and demand that they get out of that spot and explain to them that I have been waiting here for 3 minutes. I want to think. I don't like that. That's rude. Then I want to move to a thought like…”Oh well, I'm not going to let that ruin my day. There's so much more than a parking spot here.” Then I might move to something else like…”They must not have seen me.” Or “They must be in a bigger hurry.” I think sometimes thoughts are best done gradually. When we have a thought that's causing us pain or negative emotions we may not want to or be able to jump right to a happy thought and that's OK. It's important to feel the emotion fully. Be sure to identify the thought causing the emotion. Then decide what you'd like to do as a next step. This is where we start to move into emotional adulthood. We slow down, become mature with our thinking, take responsibility and learn to manage our thinking. Which in turn creates a person with managed emotions. This is worth the effort. It may not happen overnight.

The goal is to be happy. To be good. We are taught that negative emotion shouldn't exist. That it can be fixed. That it can be fixed by something external. Some of us may even use the goal to be happy against ourselves. For example: thinking something like I'm not happy so there must be something wrong with me. We socialize people to think this from such a young age. Here's and example. Mom says to her child that's crying “What's wrong?” Which indicates to the child that If you're crying, something is wrong. That sentence alone….if you do nothing more will create a cue in their brain moving forward that crying means something is wrong. Ok, Darbi…so what do I say? I would say ”What's going on?” This simple shift will keep your brain from assuming something has gone wrong and allow you to listen with less bias. It will also allow your child, or whomever is coming to you crying, to explain what's going on without thinking something has gone wrong because they are crying. Let's say the crying individual is a friend. I can say “What's wrong” or I can say “What's going on?”. Do you sense the difference between the two questions? Lets say that friend tells you their year long relationship just broke up. I'm not saying you don't sympathize with your friend but I would recommend that you don't jump right into…that's so sad and go through all the reasons that person who broke up with them is the worst. Sometimes we try to tear the other person down in an attempt to help our hurting friend. We start to attack the person we think is causing the pain. Which is misdirected because we know that we are the decider of our thoughts and therefore feelings. I would mourn with them and allow them to cry as long as they need to and want to. I would let them know that being sad is ok. Sometimes we choose to feel sad. It's not necessary to move to happiness right away. Let them stay in their own emotion without trying to pull them out in any direction. We also see situations where the supportive friend insists that they do something to make the sad person happy. We want to do something that helps them forget or take their mind off the problem that they perceive. You've heard it and seen it. “Oh man, you're sad, let's go out for ice cream, let's go get drinks, I'll help you run away from the pain.” I would argue that a true friend allows the pain and sits in the pain with them. I would say a healthy processing of those emotions would be to sit in them and allow them all the way through. I would suggest avoiding the grab for what we call a buffer. A buffer is anything we would use to numb an emotion and has a net negative effect. Just be there. Help them to allow the emotion. Let them know that being sad is totally fine here. Just get curious with them. I want to make this super clear and my hope is that this gives you a sense of relief. There is no good without bad and happy without sad. It's totally normal to be sad, dissatisfied, lonely, bored, etc. The world is not supposed to be good all the time. If you find yourself a depressed about how things turned out, that's ok. We all feel that at different times in our life. This does not meant that something has gone wrong. This is life. It's supposed to suck sometimes and good sometimes. Don't try to run away. Now…when you're ready to think differently you can go back to the knowledge that your thoughts create your feelings. If you can't think a thought that jumps right to happiness from sad, that's ok. It's a process. Have some grace for yourself and others. Let it be uncomfortable. It's ok....continued.

Here's a quick and easy way to think about Emotions. Liken them to Hot Rods! Or cars. I thought it was so fitting to liken emotions to Hot rods because emotions are what drives anything we do or don't do. Emotions or feelings are what get us to wake up at 5 in the morning for that fitness class. It's what gets us to work every day. It's what creates the relationships we have. We do or don't do things based on how we think it will make us feel. We want that sports car because of how we think it will make us feel by having it. We build that hot rod in the garage for years because of how we think it will make us feel to accomplish building it, driving it and showing it off to friends or fellow hot rod lovers. As I was growing up my uncle seemed to always be building something fun in his garage with his boys. For the majority of the time I remember that they were building a red, hot rod type of a car. Now….I'm not someone who should be talking about cars, especially old, cool, cars because I will slaughter terms and the like but I'm going to do it anyway. I think they were building a T-bucket, at least that's what we call it. Whatever it's proper term and class of car was….it was so fun to watch them build through the years. It was the most fun to watch them once it was ready to hit the streets. Apple red exterior with an open top and white leather seats. Big, hot, noisy exhaust. Everyone got to ride and it's still in the family so now our children get to take rides in the T bucket. So fun. I think that emotions are a lot like cars. They can look amazing on the outside but if they don't have a good engine and if we don't spend time doing the work on it they're just a pretty frame. People may be attracted to the outside of it but when you're asked to turn on the engine and it doesn't start or work very well then people really don't stay very interested. If we think of our emotional health like the engine of our frame or bodies then we will realized that the work needs to be done on the engine or our emotional health. If we ignore the regular maintenance then things start to screech, click, and making knocking noises. We will find ourselves on the side of the road overheated. We all know the saying. We repeat what we don't repair. I did a podcast on that a few episodes back. Ep. 9. Go check that one out. Sometimes the repair can be small other times the repair is large. Sometimes the repair is due to lack of maintenance. Other times it's because there was a hail storm or we have an accident. Are you getting how I'm likening this to emotions? We can also choose to pay for a more thorough maintenance to optimized performance. Right? That's coaching…if you're catching what I'm throwing here. Coaching is the full engine tune up. It's what will make everything run like new. There are also things you can add to the tune up to increase the performance above where you bought it. Coaching just makes everything so much cleaner and run smoother. Who's your coach? We can get a coach that teaches us amazing tools for our life and it's like getting a car with power steering. It just makes the whole driving experience much easier. Your body also has internal engine indicators. If you pay attention, keep an eye out and listen to your body you will be a able to sense when something isn't quite right and get the maintenance or help that you need before the issue is large and possibly damaging. Our bodies need care and attention. I'm talking about the inside right now. Our emotions are super important. They are what drives us. It's what gets us from point A to point B. It's what helps us to even decide what we want point B to be. Emotions are powerful and worth getting interested in.

We teach that homework in school is necessary and it seems there is more and more each year. Then we expect these same people to become adults who have a work/life balance. I go into why homework has its place and where I think it's unnecessary. You can think what you want after listening to my thoughts about it.. I hope young adults can take more initiative in their live and make the choices that they WANT to be making to create what they WANT to for their lives. Then I hope to inspire the willingness to make the most out of the circumstances that come. School, kids, teens, young adults, homework, math, science, english, social studies, rest time.

Going back to school in 2020 may not have been what you were expecting. Heck! It's not what anyone was expecting. How can we master our minds, emotions and actions around these new and unforeseen circumstances to create our best outcomes? I teach you how to take the thoughts that I currently have or you may currently have about the circumstances at hand and make sure that they work for you. I also help you recognize false pleasures so you are aware of what's working in your life for your benefit and what isn't. I really just want to help you become a little more "Alive Within". Check out DarbiBcoaching.com to hop on a consult with me so I can help you navigate decisions that can change the trajectory of your entire life.

Wouldn't you like to know a lot more about how to end suffering? I don't have the answer for that but I do have the answer to ending needless suffering. Listen to how most people choose to go through their lives needlessly suffering. The majority of us could use the management of our emotions to get rid of the useless pain. I give you a few steps that will help you to start practicing the management of emotions so you can stop suffering. Come get some 1 on 1 coaching with me at darbiBcoaching.com Check me out on instagram as well. @darbibcoaching.

What's the difference between an employee and an entrepreneur? I quickly cover the basics here and ask you to get curious with your career endeavors. I challenge you to look beyond what you are currently doing in your life. I know you can find happiness in you career and in return have a fulfillment and happiness in your life. You are worth the effort. Self exploration is important and can dramatically change your outcome for life.

Who is right and who is wrong? That's the question that we want to get to the bottom of. If you have heard yourself wondering about this then this episode is for you. I teach you how to consider different questions you can ask yourself regarding what is and who is right and wrong. You will learn a little more about diving deeper into your mind and learn how to slow down and manage your thoughts instead of fighting to be right. This is a practice that will bring peace to your life and a deeper love for those you communicate with. Work with me today at darbibcoaching.com

What do expectations and dishwashers have in common? I tell you what in this episode. This one is full of stories that help you understand what expectations you may have and what you may want to do with those expectations. If you want to be alive within, you'll want to start by cleaning up the extra baggage. You are in the drivers seat. Listen in to hear how that works.

What do you believe about money? If you want to have a different reality with money then this is the episode for you. We go into some cultural beliefs that we may have about money and start to question it. I give you a few tips at the end to begin to change your money beliefs. Come on in.

Do you ever feel stuck? Like the same awful things happen over and over? Do you ever wish the people around you could just communicate better, be nicer or just care more? I'm teaching you how to repair so you don't keep repeating. You'll learn how to start taking action from the right place. You'll never regret that you became a little more alive within.

Trying on new thoughts is like trying on new clothes. I'll explain a little more about why picking the right thoughts is important. We are capable of creating whatever we can think of. Our brains find evidence to validate what we are thinking. So give it something amazing to validate.

We're talking about Bath Bombs and Bubble Baths! Happiness is an inside job. Listen to how I walk you through a few examples that may help you understand the concept a little better so you can apply it to your life. Gratitude is magic and I'll teach you how to start small. Listen for ways that you can apply these concepts directly to your life. Visit me on Instagram DarbiBCoaching.

I sing a tiny bit in this one. I couldn't help myself. You'll hear why. The story that we tell about our lives can be whatever we want it to be. I share some stories and give you examples of why that's true. Go check out DarbiBCoaching.com and find me on Instagram.

Do you really want to be normal? That seems kind of boring. When we go beyond normal… people may think we're weird or not doing it right but that's ok. What is going beyond normal? I'll tell you all about what I mean and give you examples in relationships, career and more.

Feeling blah about school? Feeling resistance to something you have to do? How often do we feel like we "have" to do something? Are you taking complete ownership of your life? When it comes to High School, college, studying, preparing for the interview or whatever that case, you get to choose whatever you want. Our lives are so much richer when we take control and choose our lives on purpose.

I'll walk you through my story of transformation so you can learn from my mistakes. I know I did!

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I will share my version of spilling the T and show you how it can change your life. Real change happens when we ask the right questions. When we do the work. But you can't do the work if you don't know where to start or have the tools. This will give you a small taste of what tools I use to get the results in my life.