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A podcast about a personal journey through the trials and torments of narcissistic abuse - and how to come out alive at the other end. Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

Awen Rees

  • Feb 15, 2020 LATEST EPISODE
  • infrequent NEW EPISODES
  • 22m AVG DURATION
  • 35 EPISODES


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34 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Empathy Pit

Play Episode Listen Later Feb 15, 2020 19:50


Sometimes it's hard to let another suffer the consequences of their own actions, especially when that person is a narcissist who has their hooks in your mind, body, and soul. Brighter days are coming though, just a few more storms on the horizon first! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel xssm62IsxwPwlO9S89Pj --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

33 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Pretty Peachy Please

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 13, 2020 18:17


In this episode, Mike suddenly needs a place to stay and thinks my apartment is his best bet! He discovers that I have a new beau and is anything but pleased. Will he just move on quietly or put up a fight? If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

BONUS - Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Blanket

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 5, 2020 5:22


Published on: January 05, 2020 at 3:33 PM A Bonus Episode for the New Year! Herein I tell the tale of Mike and his magic blanket of doom. If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

32 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Pit In The Peach

Play Episode Listen Later Jan 5, 2020 20:35


It finally happened. Mike is really gone. I'm moving on. There's a lot to heal, but there's a lot of hope and a new bright spark on the horizon! As with all things narcissist though, the end is never really the end, is it? If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

31 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Beginning Of The End

Play Episode Listen Later Dec 8, 2019 20:04


Mike has been back for a few days but it's not going well. Something inside my brain finally clicks and the end draws near! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

30 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Peach of Damocles

Play Episode Listen Later Nov 2, 2019 21:27


Mike comes 'home' once again. Can we make it work this time or is it true that a narcissist never changes? I'm willing to give it another shot, but I'm not sure my heart is really in it. Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

29 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peach Fluff

Play Episode Listen Later Oct 26, 2019 18:54


We're back!!! Today we pick back up with the story as Mike returns for yet another attempt at salvaging our relationship. There is marshmallow fluff involved. How could it go wrong?? Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel Music from https://filmmusic.io: "Run Amok" by Kevin MacLeod (https://incompetech.com) Licence: CC BY (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

28 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Special Episode - Narcissism Gone Wrong, Sarah Jones

Play Episode Listen Later Oct 5, 2019 19:56


This is a special off-narrative episode discussing a case that's happening in Florida right now, the Michael Wayne Jones Jr. case. I'm talking about this here as narcissistic abuse is front and center of this case and it's an important look at what happens when narcissistic abuse turns fatal. Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

27 - Toxic Bliss - Special Episode - Interview with Eddie!

Play Episode Listen Later Sep 22, 2019 5:29


This is a clip of an interview I did just today with Eddie! He was a good sport and agreed to come on and talk a little about his experience dealing with Mike and the craziness that ensued. Have a listen and see what you think! :) Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

26 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Llanfairpwllgwyngyllwhat now?

Play Episode Listen Later Sep 21, 2019 22:36


Still more therapy! Will it ever end? And just as I'm starting to come to terms with some harsh realizations about Mike and his behavior, he calls again and wants to come home. Someone make the merry go round stop. I want to get off! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

25 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - A Peachy Parasite

Play Episode Listen Later Sep 11, 2019 21:59


In this episode I discover a peach-flavored parasite has taken up residence in my brain. I work hard with my therapist to try to exorcise it to no avail. Can I overcome this? Probably not, but I will give it a good try! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

24 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - I Got Nothin'

Play Episode Listen Later Sep 7, 2019 21:35


I bet my therapist needed therapy after talking to me. Join me as I relive the conversations I had with my therapist in trying to recover my brain from the toxic cesspool of Mike's gravitational pull. Spoiler - it wasn't as easy as I thought it would be! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

23 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Mike Gets ImPEACHED

Play Episode Listen Later Aug 21, 2019 23:49


How fast can a narcissist destroy the very thing the say they want? Less than 24 hours! Come relive this astounding day with me as I reflect on the many lessons it taught me. Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel Music from https://filmmusic.io: "The House of Leaves" by Kevin MacLeod (https://incompetech.com) Licence: CC BY (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) Enchanted Night Elves music all rights to: ©2016 Blizzard Entertainment, Inc. All rights reserved. World of Warcraft: Legion is a trademark, and World of Warcraft, Warcraft and Blizzard Entertainment are trademarks or registered trademarks of Blizzard Entertainment, Inc. in the U.S. and/or other countries. Composers: Neal Acree, Russell Brower, Sam Cardon,Edo Guidotti, Glenn Stafford. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

22 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Another Little Peach Of My Heart

Play Episode Listen Later Aug 16, 2019 24:09


Therapy is going sort of well but my focus is off! Mac and I watch Sesame Street and The Easter Bunny appears in the middle of winter? Oh wait..... Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel Music from https://filmmusic.io: "Come Play With Me" by Kevin MacLeod (https://incompetech.com) Licence: CC BY (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

21 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peach out!

Play Episode Listen Later Aug 12, 2019 24:20


Uh oh! Mike got busted for the secrets I discovered and then he picks a fight with.. the Fire Department? I never said he was the brightest bulb on the string! Find out what happens in today's episode! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ My Patreon Page Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel Music from https://filmmusic.io: "Open Those Bright Eyes" by Kevin MacLeod (https://incompetech.com) Licence: CC BY (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

20 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - A Peach In The Face!

Play Episode Listen Later Aug 9, 2019 25:33


Can Mike and I have our happy family once and for all? Maggie shows signs of distress. I discover Mike's "special friends" and it doesn't end well. Surprise! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Toxic Bliss Merchandise! NEW! Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel Music from https://filmmusic.io: "Vadodora Chill Mix" by Kevin MacLeod (https://incompetech.com) Licence: CC BY (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

19 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - For Unto Us A Child Is Born!

Play Episode Listen Later Aug 5, 2019 30:08


In this episode, super happy wonderful news! My son is born and he is perfect! Also, Mike calls and tries to ruin everything because.. narcissist! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

18 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Divine Intervention

Play Episode Listen Later Aug 1, 2019 24:35


Spring has sprung! Join me as I ponder the meaning of life, experience a Divine Intervention and make up new words like "unfunctional!" Oh and yeah, stuff about that narcissist, Mike. Ew. Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel Music from https://filmmusic.io "Prelude in C (BWV 846)" by Kevin MacLeod (https://incompetech.com) License: CC BY (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

17 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - A Partridge In A Peach Tree

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 30, 2019 27:42


Christmas is in the air and I am filled with the holiday spirit! Mike is filled with some other kind of spirit - does he ruin our holiday or does he find peace with the world? Tune in to find out! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Awen Rees Facebook Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel Music from https://filmmusic.io "Oh, Christmas Tree" "We Wish You A Merry Christmas" "At Rest" by Kevin MacLeod (https://incompetech.com) License: CC BY (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

16 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Prodigal Peach Returns

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 27, 2019 26:54


Mike moves in with me, Mom and I go to some tag sales, and I try very hard to pretend life is normal! Will I succeed? Also, if anyone knows Tori Amos, I need to talk to her!

15 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peaches and Butternuts

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 25, 2019 25:16


I break Mike out of prison! (Sort of!) A long train ride home to my mother and my pregnancy causes some issues! Tune in to find out what shenanigans Mike gets up to next! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel Music from https://filmmusic.io: "Clear Waters" by Kevin MacLeod (https://incompetech.com) Licence: CC BY (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

14 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - A Peach of my Heart

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 23, 2019 25:16


Bombs! Bombs exploding everywhere! Pregnant and tossed out of the house - Mike gets arrested (again) and Tina flies the coop? Listen in to see how this all plays out and who comes out of it alive! (We all come out alive, it's just a saying!) Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

13 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Vampires Love Peaches!

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 20, 2019 27:54


Eddie meets Vampirella - or does he?? A baby is born! And Mike wants to go skinny dipping. All I want is 5 minutes of silence. Do I end up getting it? Tune in to find out! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

12 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - The Pits of Despair

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 18, 2019 41:42


A break from the narrative to discuss a narcissistic mother in law and the havoc she loved to inflict on my life. Cops, spies, kidnapping attempts, lawsuits - you name it, we've got it all! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

11 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peaches and Baloney?

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 16, 2019 27:19


Fire ants attack! Locked out of the car? Oops! Baloney is gross and so is Hamburger Helper, at least when Mike cooks it.. Ahh, life with a narcissist is a neverending funhouse ride of horror! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel Diablo(tm) music credit to Blizzard Entertainment --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

10 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees Peach Pie. Lots of Pie

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 14, 2019 22:33


Special note - I'm adding a trigger warning for the second half of this episode. If you are sensitive to the topics of pregnancy or miscarriage, please skip this one - or at least the second half. Thanks! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

9 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Give Peach A Chance

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 12, 2019 21:48


Handcuffs, police, crab legs, warrants, and the chicken dance! What more could you ask from a podcast episode?? Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! Reporting Live From My Sofa - The Podcast! If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees My YouTube Channel --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

8 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Running Out Of Peach Puns

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 11, 2019 27:18


July 4th! Independence Day! We celebrate with a cookout and fireworks and a trip to the beach! All seems relatively perfect and blissful until the next day when we take a trip to the pool... Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! https://anchor.fm/reportinglivefrommysofa If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLPqe3Ct3m1O0mAMxIfSNuQ --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

7 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peach on Earth

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 10, 2019 22:05


In this episode, I start to deal with the fallout from Mike's big secret. We all have to find a way to adjust to the new situation and try to find brief moments of peace wherever we can. Is Mike keeping more secrets? And what on earth is in all of those shopping bags, anyway?? Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! https://anchor.fm/reportinglivefrommysofa If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

6 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - A Fruitful Discussion

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 9, 2019 22:33


Monumental lies, more love bombing, bad decisions, hopelessness and a memory blackout! Gee, could my life get any more blissful? Check out today's episode to see what happens when Mike and I finally arrive in Florida. Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! https://anchor.fm/reportinglivefrommysofa If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

5 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Awen and the Giant Peach

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 6, 2019 24:02


In today's installment, Mike and I head off on a trip to Florida - with a few complications along the way, of course! This episode focuses on the intensity of Mike's 'love bombing' and how I am quickly becoming ensnared in his web of deceit and manipulation. Please also follow the link below to my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! https://anchor.fm/Reportinglivefrommysofa Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @AwenRees --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

4 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Peachy Keen

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 5, 2019 20:42


A new plan is hatched, I made my decision about whether or not to take Mike back and something about moving across the country?? Come along with me on this journey as my world begins to split into multiple facets of reality. Can I keep them all woven together? Let's find out! Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! https://anchor.fm/reportinglivefrommysofa If you need help, please contact the National Domestic Violence hotline! https://www.thehotline.org/ Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

3 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - Fuzzy on the Details

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 4, 2019 25:43


In this installment we find out what happens with the first real life meet up! Does Earthpeach make it to my home? Do we fall madly in love and live happily ever after? Alas, we already know that this isn't that kind of fairytale! Tune in to see what unfolds as we go deeper down the rabbit hole of narcissism. Please check out my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! https://anchor.fm/reportinglivefrommysofa Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

2 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees. - Earthpeaches and Cream

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 3, 2019 21:50


In this episode Mike and I face a few uphill battles - will our plans to finally meet in person fall apart? The gaslighting, crazy-making and manipulation are becoming overt and pronounced, but I still can't see the forest through the trees. At one point I'm faced with a decision to consciously chose which reality I would prefer - will I make the right choice? NAH! Because that would mean the series would be over already! Join me on this journey as we peel back the layers of narcissistic abuse. Please take a moment to listen to and follow my partner podcast - Reporting Live From My Sofa where Paul and I discuss all things criminal! https://anchor.fm/reportinglivefrommysofa Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

1 Toxic Bliss - Surviving Narcissism with Awen Rees - It's the Pits!

Play Episode Listen Later Jul 2, 2019 22:52


Welcome to the first episode of Toxic Bliss! This podcast series is about a journey through the perils and heartaches of surviving a narcissistic relationship. In the first season, I will tell my own story of narcissistic abuse and how I finally escaped from it. I hope that shedding light on the personal stories of survivors can help, empower and enlighten others who may be facing similar situations. There is light at the end of the tunnel but getting there first requires an understanding of how it all came to pass. Come take this journey with me, whether you're a survivor yourself or simply curious about the topic! Please also follow the link below to my partner podcast with Paul from Reporting Live From My Sofa! https://anchor.fm/Reportinglivefrommysofa Email me: awenreespodcast@gmail.com Music from https://filmmusic.io: "Achaidh Cheide" by Kevin MacLeod (https://incompetech.com) Licence: CC BY (http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/awen-rees/support

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