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Life isn't the easiest for most in today's time. It's hard to follow your dreams when you have bills to pay. Join Polly, a young woman married at the age of 19, diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and trying to follow her dreams as a writer, as she le


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    Roundtable Discussion 3: What The KKK Wish You DIdn't Know

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 17, 2020 51:19


    Search The Battle of Hayes Pond/Maxton Riot. Let me know if you knew about this before hearing this episode. Listen to the First Shot Podcast on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/0lKxXM8mJj80Io8gwcgYCo?si=hqfIu_LmSz6T-ItoX4mmGQ - https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ - Support me on Anchor: https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support -

    Roundtable Discussion: Cancel Culture

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 14, 2020 61:37


    Listen to the First Shot Podcast on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/0lKxXM8mJj80Io8gwcgYCo?si=hqfIu_LmSz6T-ItoX4mmGQ - https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ - Beautifully Chaotic's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - Ko-Fi page: https://ko-fi.com/callmepollypls - Support me on Anchor: https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support - StoryFire: https://storyfire.com/profile

    Roundtable Discussion 2: First Shot Podcast

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 11, 2020 73:47


    Listen to the First Shot Podcast on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/0lKxXM8mJj80Io8gwcgYCo?si=hqfIu_LmSz6T-ItoX4mmGQ - https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ - Beautifully Chaotic's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - Ko-Fi page: https://ko-fi.com/callmepollypls - Support me on Anchor: https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support - StoryFire: https://storyfire.com/profile

    Roundtable Discussion: First Shot Podcast

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 28, 2020 71:55


    Listen to the First Shot Podcast on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/0lKxXM8mJj80Io8gwcgYCo?si=hqfIu_LmSz6T-ItoX4mmGQ - https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ - Beautifully Chaotic's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - Ko-Fi page: https://ko-fi.com/callmepollypls - Support me on Anchor: https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support - StoryFire: https://storyfire.com/profile --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    S2E10: Infertility & Weight Gain

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 17, 2020 52:29


    https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ - pink's youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw - pink/adam's SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/adxxxm - Beautifully Chaotic's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - Ko-Fi page: https://ko-fi.com/callmepollypls - Support me on Anchor: https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support - StoryFire: https://storyfire.com/profile --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    S2E9: Marriage & Entanglements ft My Husband

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 12, 2020 58:06


    https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ - pink's youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw - pink/adam's SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/adxxxm - Beautifully Chaotic's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - Ko-Fi page: https://ko-fi.com/callmepollypls - Support me on Anchor: https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Episode 8: This Is America: RACISM Part Three

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 9, 2020 44:51


    https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co/ - https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/toronto/regis-korchinski-paquet-toronto-1.5593718 - pink's youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw - The First Shot Podcast: https://firstshotpodcast.buzzsprout.com/ - Beautifully Chaotic's Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - Ko-Fi page: https://ko-fi.com/callmepollypls - Support me on Anchor: https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Episode 7: This Is America: RACISM Part Two

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 1, 2020 51:19


    Sign the petitions: https://www.change.org/p/mayor-jacob-frey-justice-for-george-floyd?utm_content=cl_sharecopy_22414602_en-US%3Av7&recruiter=1057876290&recruited_by_id=292d8d60-6b23-11ea-9f22-3fbf11908cfe&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_abi&utm_term=psf_combo_share_initial - http://chng.it/ZSVMZ9Qmh8 - https://act.colorofchange.org/sign/justiceforbre-breonna-taylor-officers-fired?source=coc_main_website - https://www.change.org/p/us-senate-hands-up-act?signed=true - Donate: https://www.gofundme.com/f/georgefloyd - https://www.gofundme.com/f/i-run-with-maud - National Bail Fund Network: https://www.communityjusticeexchange.org/nbfn-directory - pink's youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw - The First Shot Podcast: https://firstshotpodcast.buzzsprout.com/ - --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Episode 6: This Is America: RACISM Part One

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 19, 2020 63:30


    Sign the petitions: https://www.change.org/p/mayor-jacob-frey-justice-for-george-floyd?utm_content=cl_sharecopy_22414602_en-US%3Av7&recruiter=1057876290&recruited_by_id=292d8d60-6b23-11ea-9f22-3fbf11908cfe&utm_source=share_petition&utm_medium=copylink&utm_campaign=psf_combo_share_abi&utm_term=psf_combo_share_initial - http://chng.it/ZSVMZ9Qmh8 - https://act.colorofchange.org/sign/justiceforbre-breonna-taylor-officers-fired?source=coc_main_website - https://www.change.org/p/us-senate-hands-up-act?signed=true - Donate: https://www.gofundme.com/f/georgefloyd - https://www.gofundme.com/f/i-run-with-maud - National Bail Fund Network: https://www.communityjusticeexchange.org/nbfn-directory - pink's youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw - The First Shot Podcast: https://firstshotpodcast.buzzsprout.com/ - --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Episode 5: WRITING UPDATE

    Play Episode Listen Later May 6, 2020 41:56


    I just wanted to give you all an update on my writing and plans for it. I hope you enjoyed, thank you for listening! - Adam/pink's YouTube and Soundcloud links: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw - https://soundcloud.com/adxxxm - My Wattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/user/AdultingSunflower - If you would like to support my podcast and YouTube channel, you can donate to my Patreon, Buy Me A Coffee, or Anchor links. Links are below: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - https://www.buymeacoffee.com/IamPolly - https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support - Follow me on my socials: https://www.instagram.com/callmepollypls/ - https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Thank you again for listening in! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Episode 4: QUARANTINE

    Play Episode Listen Later May 3, 2020 43:29


    Honestly, I'm kind of going crazy being in my house. - Adam/pink's YouTube and Soundcloud links: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw - https://soundcloud.com/adxxxm - Buy "Archer" by Mira Jeffreys here: https://www.amazon.com/Archer-Mira-Jeffreys-ebook/dp/B085FTYKNP/ref=sr_1_1?crid=19J5CTM62E1CU&dchild=1&keywords=archer+mira+jeffreys&qid=1588528252&sprefix=archer+mira%2Caps%2C283&sr=8-1 - If you would like to support my podcast and YouTube channel, you can donate to my Patreon, Buy Me A Coffee, or Anchor links. Links are below: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - https://www.buymeacoffee.com/IamPolly - https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support - Follow me on my socials: https://www.instagram.com/callmepollypls/ - https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Thank you so much for listening in, I really hoped you enjoyed it! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Episode 3: FRIENDSHIPS

    Play Episode Listen Later May 2, 2020 41:35


    Pick your friends wisely and always listen to your instincts. - Adam's (pink) YouTube and Soundcloud links: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw - https://soundcloud.com/adxxxm - PapiiSmoooth TV YouTube video: https://youtu.be/vfOad2FrxCA - My socials: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - https://www.instagram.com/callmepollypls/ - If you would like to support the podcast and Youtube channel, you can donate here: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - https://www.buymeacoffee.com/IamPolly - https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support Thank you so much for listening in! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Episode 2: RELATIONSHIPS ft My Husband

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 28, 2020 34:40


    Today my husband and I answer a few questions about our relationship and younger self. I hope you enjoy hearing us discuss our answers and joke around a bit. - Please go subscribe and check out Adam's (pink) YouTube channel and SoundCloud: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw - https://soundcloud.com/adxxxm - If you would like to support my podcast and YouTube channel, you can donate to my Patreon, Buy Me A Coffee, or Anchor links. Links are below: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - https://www.buymeacoffee.com/IamPolly - https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support - Follow me on my socials: https://www.instagram.com/callmepollypls/ - https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Thank you so much for listening in, I really hoped you enjoyed it! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Episode 1: Embrace GROWTH

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 27, 2020 35:31


    People change every day. Allow for people to grow and stop judging them from their past. - Please go subscribe and check out Adam's (pink) YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWMFDIJOnk5CeOarRmRI6Rw - Support is always welcomed! You can donate to my Patreon, Buy Me A Coffee, or Anchor. Links are below: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - https://www.buymeacoffee.com/IamPolly - https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support - Follow me on my socials: https://www.instagram.com/callmepollypls/ - https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Thank you so much for listening! I hope you enjoyed! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    My Favorite Books

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 15, 2020 38:06


    https://www.amazon.com/Sea-Breeze-9-Book-Series/dp/B00VZHZOSA - https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/breathe-abbi-glines/1102214046- https://www.rainbowrowell.com/fangirl - https://www.amazon.com/dp/B076NTZFNZ/ref=dp-kindle-redirect?_encoding=UTF8&btkr=1 - https://www.amazon.com/dp/B075QC5X3C/ref=dp-kindle-redirect?_encoding=UTF8&btkr=1 - https://www.amazon.com/dp/B081Z7HYTL/ref=dp-kindle-redirect?_encoding=UTF8&btkr=1- https://www.amazon.com/dp/B000FA670W/ref=dp-kindle-redirect?_encoding=UTF8&btkr=1 - Bad For You book by Abbi Glines has a song that you should check out! - https://youtu.be/SfQjDbsEMhc Also, if you like what I do on Beautifully Chaotic and would like to support me, here is the link - https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - My BuyMeACoffee page: buymeacoff.ee/IamPolly - Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Music from https://filmmusic.io "Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway() License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Negative Body Image

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 8, 2020 41:32


    The article that I got some of the information from https://www.betterhealth.vic.gov.au/health/healthyliving/body-image-women - Remember, as long as you're healthy and feel healthy then your weight shouldn't matter. We're all beautiful and perfect. Also, if you like what I do on Beautifully Chaotic and would like to support me, here is the link - https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - My BuyMeACoffee page: buymeacoff.ee/IamPolly - Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Music from https://filmmusic.io "Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway() License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Follow Your Dreams

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 5, 2020 30:40


    Invest in you and your dreams! It's more possible than you think. I'm here to support you all! Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - My BuyMeACoffee page: buymeacoff.ee/IamPolly - Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Music from https://filmmusic.io "Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway() License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Obsessive Love Disorder

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 28, 2020 60:45


    I'm not a psychiatrist or therapist so I can't diagnose anyone, but I can point out symptoms that I have and Janet has. I hope you all don't mind such a long episode. Also, sorry for the rant about the movies at the end. Sources/Articles: https://sunrisehouse.com/obsessive-compulsive-disorder/comparing-behavior/ https://www.healthline.com/health/obsessive-love-disorder https://www.healthline.com/health/personality-disorders https://www.medicinenet.com/confusing_love_with_obsession/views.htm Bad For You book by Abbi Glines has a song that you should check out! - https://youtu.be/SfQjDbsEMhc Also, if you like what I do on Beautifully Chaotic and would like to support me, here is the link - https://anchor.fm/beautifullychaotic/support Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - My BuyMeACoffee page: buymeacoff.ee/IamPolly - Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Music from https://filmmusic.io "Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway() License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Young Marriage is Okay

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 19, 2020 27:50


    I will never regret getting married at 19 years old. Happy Anniversary to my husband and me. Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - My BuyMeACoffee page: buymeacoff.ee/IamPolly - Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Music from https://filmmusic.io "Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway() License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Let's Talk Love

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 17, 2020 48:57


    Hi everyone! I am so sorry I got this special Valentine's episode up so late and I'm sorry about the audio quality. I hope you can still enjoy what I'm saying. Happy Belated Valentine's! - Ashley Willoughby's blog: https://amwilloughby.wixsite.com/confrontcomplexity - Bustle's article: https://www.bustle.com/p/7-things-that-happen-when-youre-a-hopeful-romantic-vs-a-hopeless-romantic-15899665 - Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - My BuyMeACoffee page: buymeacoff.ee/IamPolly - Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Music from https://filmmusic.io "Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway() License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Insecurities Are Normal

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 12, 2020 31:08


    Insecurities are a normal part of life, especially when you're young and trying to figure out what path you're going down in life. Listen to me talk about my insecurities in today's episode. - https://thriveglobal.com/stories/insecure-feelings/ - https://www.buzzfeed.com/annaborges/am-i-the-only-one The live stream will be at 8 pm EST! I said the wrong time in the episode! Here's the link: https://youtu.be/0KgH69LCccA - Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Music from https://filmmusic.io "Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway() License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Why I Chose To Write Under A Pen Name

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 6, 2020 20:02


    Hey everyone! Here's episode three of Beautifully Chaotic: Why I Chose To Write Under A Pen Name. I really just want to have my writing life and personal life separated. I really hope everyone can respect that. - Here is the link to my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - I will be posting the link for the live stream tomorrow. The live stream will be Saturday at 5 p.m EST. - I have not updated my website because I'm having technical difficulties with it and I will be unpublishing it until I can fix it. Thank you for being patient with me. - Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Music from https://filmmusic.io "Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway() License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Coping With Anxiety

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 30, 2020 29:21


    The blog post for this episode will be posted later today on https://callmepollytheblog.wixsite.com/beautifullychaotic - Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Here is my Patreon link, https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - Tomorrow there will be a free livestream to discuss and live chat about this episode. - Music from https://filmmusic.io "Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway() License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    How Toxic People Made Me Toxic

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 22, 2020 31:00


    The blog post for this episode will be posted later today on https://callmepollytheblog.wixsite.com/beautifullychaotic - Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls - Here is my Patreon link, https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic - Tomorrow there will be a free livestream to discuss and live chat about this episode. - Music from https://filmmusic.io "Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway() License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

    Beautifully Chaotic Welcomes You

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 21, 2020 2:36


    Follow me on Twitter: https://twitter.com/callmepollypls Website for Beautifully Chaotic: https://callmepollytheblog.wixsite.com/beautifullychaotic Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beautifullychaotic The live streams on patreon will be completely free. If you want to become a patron it's very much appreciated but it isn't mandatory. Music from https://filmmusic.io/ "Spirit Is Willing" by Otis Galloway() License: CC BY (https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/) --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

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