Resilience

Minecraft again. Probably keep the volume low because I'm dumb and put the mic really close some times.

Life happens to me in the bad, infuriating, helpless way.

I have nothing to talk about.

I do some self-reflection and think on how I've become desensitized because of the media I consume.

My grandfather passed away and I was reminded about how sudden death can be. This is just a rant about that. Sorry for the fan noises in the background; summer is here.

Sorry for the background white noise. Ignore my parents please I can't afford to live alone yet. Research is hard and researchers should be respected. Is there a perfect solution? Is it attainable? I have two tests tomorrow, idk.

I was not roasted! Amazing! I talk about short stories; Talat Abbasi, Chekov and complain about all the work I get. (which I don't do)

I should just add a warning in my bio for self-pity. Spring is here.....! Maybe.

Take my irrelevant political opinions about Pakistan. (actually don't)

I didn't do anything much today except finish my minecraft house!

I play minecraft and fail to get a cat. Background noises but it's not horrible.

Voice cracks. My thoughts on Usman T. Malik. Go read his works, would recommend. I went to college after a whole year and SOCIALIZED. Pakistan is very investment-worthy but we kinda be corrupt. I hate myself if you haven't noticed.

Life gives me constant Ls but I was productive.

A lot of jittery background noises. Warning for self-hate. Minecraft buildings are pretty.

Full on sob story would not recommend just skip and go listen to something educational.

No this isn't thirty minutes to compensate for a missing podcast...that optometrist appointment is still pending. This one gets emotional and pretentious and gushes about into the spider verse (what a glorious movie). My brother walked in and i have been EXPOSED fijsiejreirjeijreij--

academic disappointments. Jonathan Stroud. The hypocrisy in literature? Or am I just dumb? Also my mom walked in, but she didn't hear me!!! The secret remains safe!

Stomach pain and headaches. Struggling on. Levi Ackerman. Ubik. Eating is essential and makes life better.

I complain about college.

Existentialism.

I am a bad daughter but what else is new. The internet is a scary place and I probably should be more mindful of what I say but then this would not be a journal. Frizzy hair that should not naturally be that frizzy. Bad studying habits. My philosophy on writing and art.

What do you mean there is a voice recording missing? Consult an optometrist. Teachers. Personalities. Taking things for granted. Teenagers. Heroes. Some kids are yelling in the background because they are experiencing life. (I don't make sense at all but I never made such a promise.)

Has two swear words. Memory problems. Loads of sighing. Disappointment. Trigger warning for death and dysfunctional families.

Weird background noises. PrOCraSTInAtiON. Philosophy as understood by an idiot. Research Methodology. Attack on Titan.

Procrastination. Importance of Being Earnest. Virginia Woolf (again). Attraction. My irrelevant opinions.

Poor time management. Inadequacy. Parkour. Birthdays. I tried to put an ad and make money but I don't think that worked so i apologize for the cringe.

Existentialism. Writing. Better voice quality.

More mumbling. A lot of Annoying background noises. This is not really worth the listen I just didn't want to lose my streak on the second day. Anxiety. Ineptness. Writing. Parents.

This episode: Mumbling. Virginia Woolf. Student life and being a woman. I googled what podcasts are; had an inspiration and decided to subject people to my vocal diary. I overthink a lot, am a young adult and English Major and I am bad at expressing myself. This is purely personal catharsis. I will talk about sensitive topics and my meager opinions on them sometimes (feminism, harassment, abuse etc.) so heads up for that.