I’m trying to be as honest and vulnerable as possible. Gay American thinking aloud.

Five months in Mexico found me eating, praying and loving. Ceviche, nude bees, art counters in police encounters, and Iowa Journey, where I saw myself in my energy body. Clarity on my own power. I saw myself becoming a God. I always was, but it's finally seen.

During seasonal work in Alaska, in the midst of hellish drunken squalor, i realize me, and all humans, be retarded

Losercore 2.0, a recent breakthrough in the sportsworld concept relating to somatism and haters

Comments on AI, UBi, education and entreprenuership discussion on recent Diary of a Ceo panel

After wheelchairing through international airports after a gout attack in Thailand, i come back to surrender, to let go, have faith as a guiding philosophy. Living the dream. I call it LoserCore.

Gratitude, the void, liminal space, chillin with no airconditionin'

A man who knows much becomes lonely. Carl Jung. Apple Music playlist by me https://music.apple.com/us/playlist/mcgee-is-me/pl.u-ND8kTBbvZG

Supplements, stationery, quitting YouTube made me lonely AF

Non-violence and Mario Kart. Suicidal ideation is trending so focus on diet and avoiding social media.

Accepting peace and boredom as the wave pool of the future

Talking about why I like tarot cards and astrology and paying attention to dreams. The eclipse brings up awareness of failures and fears.

I talk about my Vispassana meditation retreat. It’s a silent retreat for 11 days. I doubt my sexuality and mourn my dogs that I left behind. Then I take peyote alone in the desert and have a realization.

COVID-19 pandemic reveals that our society is based on a fear of death