I'm a Late Bloomer

I had some revelations about how angry I used to be when I was a teenager and into my 20s. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

A few rants to get things off my chest. Nothing major, just little things that annoy me. I'll be the Asshole so you don't have to be. Love you all for listening. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

I come clean about someone that I have met recently. He's a great guy and so far has only fault, he lives in Germany. I also cover my issues in self esteem and my struggle to accept that I am worthy of a good person and to have a relationship without drama or having to make excuses for the other person, if they don't exactly measure up. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

In my defense its 230am and I'm a little punchy. I talk about the Rob Zombie Halloween II, a weird independent movie called Kill List, one of my favorite Youtubers, Phantom Thread and why is Michael Myers such a good driver? --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Another episode! This time I talk about being ghosted again, why its hard to find love after 40 and a rant about motor cycle riders. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

I go off script for this one. I talk about Halloween memories, the importance of elementary school lessons, pizza and candy. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

This is a rant about a ghost from the past that tried to back in my good graces. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

I got to ride in a Tesla this morning only to find out it was a the smallest car ever. I felt so uncomfortable and so incredibly huge when I got out of the car. Also I quit the dating apps. No more meeting weirdos for a little while. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Dating after 40 and finding someone to actually date is like looking for a unicorn. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Happy New Year! Have a great 2021. Thank you for listening! --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

The struggle of trying to find someone who likes all parts of you and who you are. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

I got an email from my ex boyfriend. We broke up four years ago, when does it end --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Welcome to a new episode! Im talking about anger and dating over 40. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

What do you nerd out on? What are you becoming obessed with? What gets your thorugh the day? In this episode I give you my answers and also a little more about my search for love in the big city. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Take the time to take care of yourself. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Ive meet so many guys who dont have a job! Its an epidemic. Get a job and be a grown up. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Breaking up with someone is never easy. It is made harder when the relationship isn't defined. Just tell the truth. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Have a plan, if you want to go out with someone have a plan. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Always be yourself. Be you and be the best you can be. Always be different and let your freak flag fly. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

The new year brings a new episode. Be confident and do what works for you. Have the best week. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Forgiveness is a valuable and precious thing. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

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You are somebody no matter what you are going through. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

My first guest and fellow Acehole and podcaster Jaiden Rivera joins me for this episode. We talk about ghosting, Intervention and the difficulty of long distance podcasting. Please listen to his show Talk Time Radio where you get your podcasts! --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

I have been through being ghosted too many times. If you dont want to be with me, tell me. Simple as that. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Confidence is sometimes elusive but always needed. Sometimes we have more as --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Shyness has always been something that I have dealt with in my life. It has taken a long time to over come it, if ever. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

I dont know how any Mom does it. It's amazing. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

Sometimes in modern life we feel like no one understands and that we are alone. Guess what? You are never alone --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

I've been different my whole life but it's never been a bad thing to me. Always be yourself --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

This week my little remembrance of Neal Casal. Also the power of music. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

My sense of humor and willingness to laugh have gotten me through. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

I owe this episode to my mom. She and I were having a conversation about living with your significant other. To think I was going to talk about Mindhunter. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

I start the episode talking about comfort. I ended up wondering how anyone is friends with there ex. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

This episode is about the importance of friends and my journey through being a late bloomer. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

The topic of loss has been on my mind lately. The loss of a family member and the loss of a relationship even the loss of your favorite band. Plus a mini rant on a scum bag. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support

The first episode of my show. A rambling introduction of who I am and my favorite things. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/martina38/support