Playlist of My Life

Yeahhhh so I been ducked off for 3 months and I wanted yall to know where I been. Not just physically but mentally as well. I just want to remind you guess its okay to not be okay, just as long as you move forward. Oh yeah, YSL, the whole world is watching. JT, girl i loved that interview with Angie Martinez. AMP i think you guys are my new obsession. The Central Cee concert is a vibe I'm definitely excited about. Updates on how it went coming out soon..

My friendships are so special to me, especially the childhood connections I formed that carried with me into my adulthood. I was a very complicated, adventurous, fast-paced child, I experienced life on a whole other level when I met my friends in middle school. I will never be ashamed of what I went through at the age of 12-13, that lost little girl was just trying to figure out who she really was, and as did my friends. Randall and Johnathon (John John) are two of many people who witnessed my growth from a young girl into a woman. While chilling with them on a Sunday, I decided to record one of our chill sessions where we reminisced on some of our 7th Grade (2008-2009) year memories at Bloomfield Middle School. We were some special kids man lol but I loved every minute of the skip down memory lane. Oh and excuse Randall, he funny as hell. lol

This is Part 3 (Episode 6c) of the 3-Part Mid-Season Special Episode from Da Bossman (IG @ilovedonta_)'s Rebranding Photoshoot. I, Laughalotsjay, was BTS interviewing for my cousin Da Bossman's shoot and this episode is centered around Da Bossman's professionalism, character, and brand as a personal stylist. This episode also includes an interview from Da Bossman himself.

This is Part 2 (Episode 6b) of the 3-Part Mid-Season Special Episodes from Da Bossman (IG @ilovedonta_)'s Rebranding Photoshoot. I, Laughalotsjay, was BTS interviewing for my cousin Da Bossman's shoot and this episode is the interviews from his support system, his mother Ms.Anitra, cousins (K, Tini IG @iluvtini, Danzie IG @danziestarr) , and his sister Tan ( IG @__thefacespace__)

This is Part 1 (Episode 6a) of the 3-Part Mid-Season Special Episode from Da Bossman (IG @ilovedonta_)'s Rebranding Photoshoot. I, Laughalotsjay, was BTS interviewing for my cousin Da Bossman's shoot and this episode is the interviews from the Assistant (Dee, IG @museofde), Models, (Taylor IG @babystubbs, Dani IG @_danibani, Ju IG @_juicywrld, Kayla B IG @kaylaalexandria__) and the photographer (Zhairie' IG @__whimsical_).

Y'all, when I tell y'all these relationship/life/friendship scenario battles was funny asf, intense asf, and JUST A GREAT ASS TIME! Shout out to everyone who hopped on the mics and talked they shit lol  Y'all really brought my vision to life ! And Special thanks to @nene2shiesty for being my Verdict/Final Decision maker.  Y'all, some real ass convos came out on this recording! And A FEW SECRETS! I ain't gon @ nobody but IF YA LISTEN, YOU KNOW! Lmao but it was all fun ! NOTHING TOO DEEP I HOPE !  

See the truth it needs no proof, either it is or it isn't. And you know the truth by the way it feels.. Today my Pops and I sat down and had an impromptu discussion about marriage and how much he loves, his baby, my mom. Mommy, your husband loves you honey. And he doesn't have a problem with letting the world know you're his baby. Happy wife, happy life. Ten-4!

Chanel's passion may be mistaken for aggression but no. Sorry not sorry. We're wrong for wanting better for ourselves? No. Sometimes we can get lost in people pleasing and we forget that we have to put ourselves first. Set those boundaries, demand your respect, or cut them off, that goes for family, friends, and lovers.  How are we going to pour into others when we have nothing left to give ourselves? HELL NO! Self-care and self-preservation is not selfish, it's a must for survival out here. Take my friends words and advice and apply it to your life. You deserve better. Take back your light and energy. And when you get it back, hit the ground like you never left. Go ahead and yo shit too! It's alright. We love to see it! 

I'm going to be honest, my mind has been in overdrive. God decided this month would be the start of a new chapter for me. He hit me with a lot at once because he knew how strong of a woman and fighter I am. Tonight I am walking you guys through my August, or the beginning of my Due Season. Listening to Starlight helped me connect with Dave, in the song he's having moments of realization, evaluation, preservation, and acceptance. The exact same motions I'm currently experiencing.

Playlist of My Life is Back ! Season 2 is HERE!!  Ashley and I are talking about where we've been, who we've been with, "wink wink' and what we've been up to and what's up next to come for the podcast !  Follow us on IG and Twitter :  Jada- IG and Twitter @Laughalotsjay Ashley- IG @asshhleyyy___

Ashley and I played a game of "Who's Most Likely To?". Since I'm a huge Jack Harlow fan and this song is so popular, I felt like it was only right. 

My co-host Ashley @asshhleyyy___ and I  sat down with Tone' (IG tone.22), Dee (IG @just.d), Chuck (IG @chuckthahuncho2511) , and Devon ( IG @piercegraphicz). I asked the ladies that follow me on IG and Facebook to give me some questions they would like the guys to answer. The guys were prepared to share their opinions.     

Dating has definitely changed over the years. Modern dating is not what its cracked up to be. Nowadays its hard to have a meaningful relationship. Dating apps and social media has made approaching someone easier but the process of falling in love is harder. Tonight Ashley, Mesina, Azariel, Robyn, Kovie' and I open up about our current dating lives. 

Tonight's Episode is focused on Season 2 of the HBO series “Euphoria”. Shout out to my friend Tiera for her input on the season. All the characters were finding themselves and we saw them navigate through their lives this season. If you guys have not watched the show, you should check it out, definitely recommend watching.  Apple Music Playlist

It's crazy how we can physically resemble a person who helped created us but still there is no connection between us. I am a walking reflection of my biological father but internally we are so different. I love my father and I wish he was the man I needed him to be but it's okay, my granddad did a great job being his replacement. Here's my story about my Dad. Apple Music Playlist

I've experienced toxic relationships, and it is hard to walk away. Am I toxic as well because I continued to allow myself to care for individuals who did not deserve my kindness and love? We all know love can make us stay in an unhealthy situation, but when is enough ENOUGH, even a fool get tired.  Apple Music Playlist

“Bossman was HERE”, tonight the Fashion Stylist Da Bossman aka Antwan “Donta” Love guest starred and he's also my cousin! He talked about his inspirations, future projects, and who introduced him to the fashion world. It was only right that we conversed through Drip or Drown by Gunna. “Designer down, drip or drown” Apple Music Playlist

 “Everyone from your past doesn't belong in your future”. Choosing to leave behind any unhealthy connections shouldn't be hard but when it's a friend you never thought would leave your side, a simple task becomes life changing. Tonight, my friends Tiera, Terence and I share some stories about breaking up with ex friends of ours. Apple Music Playlist

Visiting home is always comforting but sometimes it's hard to ignore the struggles my family go through. I moved away from my hometown back in 2014 to go to college and I was determined not to move back because I had dreams and goals I wanted to pursue. Sometimes moving away means becoming distant with your loved ones. Am I selfish for chasing my dreams and leaving my family behind? Apple Music Playlist

My cousins Rishae' (Meme), Shikia (Kia), and my bestfriend Terence sat down with me to discuss our love for music and how it makes us feel, my personal love interests, and how love can make us distracted from our goals. I'm so thankful for my loved ones and their diverse perspectives they shared. Apple Music Playlist

My great friend Chanel joined me for an insightful vent session. This weekend was a designated “Girl's Weekend”. Every time we link up, we reflect on life. I'm so excited for you guys to get to know me and my beautiful friend. While we express ourselves, our true and genuine feelings "comes to light". Apple Music Playlist

Dating can be strenuous especially when you and your partner aren't on the same page. Love requires patience and understanding, and I have all those qualities for the right person. Me and this guy have been dating since April and we were never on a consistent path. He decided to end things right before New Year's Eve. I guess he wanted to leave me in 2021. Apple Music Playlist

This will be an expressive outlet. A safe space where we release our thoughts. Judge-free. Honest Reactions. Debatable Topics. Comedic Entertainment. I love to passionately express myself, and I hope you guys are prepared to listen. Apple Music Playlist