Being

What is healing on a metaphysical level? Why does  something appear to be broken, sick or wrong? What does it mean to fix, heal or love something?

Hey people. This is frustration, pain and sorrow coming through me to communicate truth to you. It doesn't have to be pretty or happy to be true, and I cannot live from any other place. Love you all so much, and I believe many needs to hear this.

I'm sitting outside in my garden feeling strong emotions and a lot of presence. I talk about love, the substance of reality, creativity and more.

In January I did my 4-day retreat, going as deep as I ever have. Yoga, meditation and LSD were my good friends and together we ended up with amazing insights that have been compiled into these notes. I was nervous but also happy recording this. I love you for listening.

My experience of ten days of silence and meditation completely changed my experience of love. 

If you want to hear how I discovered what consciousness is, have a listen.

My dear friend and this episode's guest, Karl Håkon, shares his experience with finding purpose and dealing with challenges in social and individual situations. 

The title says it all. Facing my deepest fears, feeling my identity dissolving and changing, and facing chaos are themes in this episode. I discuss my recent insights and my struggles around accepting them.

What is the essence of being healthy or unhealthy masculine and feminine? How did I end up finding a balance? 

I had the pleasure of meeting Osiris just a few days ago. After showing me his healing gift through sound healing from Mexico we decided to record a conversation about life, death, healing and human consciousness. A meeting I will never forget.

After months of despair and confusion I finally realized why everything is as it is. Here's how it happened.

In this episode I talk to a fellow psychology student about two of his most memorable mushroom trips. What defines a good and a bad trip? What does it feel like when your sense of self and time ceases to exist? Is this something one really would want to put oneself through? And why are psychedelics not discussed more in our current society?

In this episode I talk to a person with bipolar disorder about having manic episodes and living with it in everyday life. 

In this episode I share my story from when I was depressed and how I got out of it. Remember that you're never alone.

In this episode I tell a story about a meditation session that made me feel like I was dying. I then talk about why consciousness work and meditation needs to be taken more seriously, and why I'm so frustrated about consciousness research today.

In this episode I talk about my experience with 5 grams of psychedelic mushrooms. A life changing experience I will never forget.