OUT LOUD!

I can't wait for you guys to listen to this! also, I'm less busy now which hopefully will mean I get to work on this podcast more often, I cant wait. I hope you like this story about two ex-friends I met and a storytime about how I got drunk. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/olpc/message

IM SO EXCITED ABOUT HAVING MY FIRST GUEST ON THE PODCAST! We talked about being queer and spilled some tea. :D --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

It's been a long break from podcasting but I'm back and I can't wait to share what has happened since last time you heard me. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I talk about my not so successful love life. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I talk about the relationship I have with my coming out experience and how in comparison it to my cousins it hurts me. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

Mental health matters so much in having a healthy physical self as well. I talk about how I managed to have a gym routine and be consistent not by doing physical things like setting timers but something deeper more spiritual, --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I give an update on the situation with my dad and why I'm not talking to him. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I feel like sometimes I'm punished for trying my best even though that's what people say they want from you it doesn't feel true. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I talk about how language, music and just general conversation about the human experience. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I talk about monstrous people and question who they are. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

The title is self-explanatory --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I got into a heated argument with my mom. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I ordered new lenses for my glasses, but spending money hurts mostly when it's a lot of money, but why? --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

First episode in a series where I talk about menial things on a drive in traffic. This episode being about podcasting. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I talk about my dating life and thoughts surrounding romantic relationships. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I talk about my ADHD experience. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I talk about the meaning of family. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

My first time in college is not what I expected it's a lot more awkward than I expected but its not all bad. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

We are back and I'm glad to be back. I talk about fake “wokness” from big media companies and people on social media. HAPPY NEW YEARS! :) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I'm so excited to get back into working on this podcast. Hope you are too! :) --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

So I'm getting my shit together I pinky promise --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

So i've been busy with college but i'm settling in and ready to get back to recording episodes. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I talk about discrimination and self love. Hope u guys r ok! --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

My second week mostly consisted of staying in the house so not much happened but I got an unexpected call --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I describe my vacation in LA with my dad's grumpy nature and my nephew's stubbornness trying to enjoy what I can. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I summarize the reason why i'm on bad terms with some main characters in my family. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

So not much has happened maybe this is the calm before the story builds up. I give a breakdown of the highlights of my week. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I'm sick

I talk about my nephew and my fears about being a bad parent to him. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

One way people try to hide something is by overcompensating things cause they think doing the most of the opposite will throw people off the scent of their true intentions. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

ummm i had this done i just forgot to publish it

I define my self too much based on what others think of me. I know I shouldn't do that cause it's unhealthy but I'm getting better at escaping the thoughts. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

So i'm back technically I never planned to leave or anything kinda just happened

My parents are old-fashioned to say the least and they don't think children deserve rights and its draining when I go above and beyond to be a great child but they never think I'm enough and they barley do their job as a parent and think they deserve the world --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

Big talk for a parent who's not actually a parent. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I know I'm strong for getting through certain events in my life but I really don't feel strong. Am I doing something wrong? I have many expectations I always have to meet. I'm given responsibility for things I never asked, but I'm just 17 I just wanna be normal. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

Yeah I've been gone for like a month but I'm back...for real this time. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I talk about being gay and how I was kinda a trailblazer in making change to get people to accept me in my family and how that changed anyone's future experience. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I talk about not being taken seriously as a teen in the “real world”, and how toxic masculinity makes it hard to speak out about abuse towards guys. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

My job is kinda lame

Well my cat died, I cried and I feel alone inside. (Yes that rhymed on purpose, Ik it's kinda cringe but, oh well) anyways I talked about feeling dysphoric and being socially deviant. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I got my first ever job. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I summarize my last two weeks, and I talk about hypocrisy. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

So as I always do I summarize what's been happening in my life. Also #nationalcomingoutday was Oct 11 so even though it's late I'm recording this mainly focusing on love. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I brief you in on the last week of September and the 1st week of October. I talk about some changes in my life physically and emotionally. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I just give a rundown about my week. :/ --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

(WARNING EXPLICIT CONTENT) I talk about the stigma surrounding masturbation, and why I can't masturbate because of an unexpected mental block stemming from trauma. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I talk about my week, and give you a summarized version of my cousin Mia's life, And I go over why living in the US didn't work out for her. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

Like any teenager, I have crushes; I can't explain why they happen but they do. I explain my current situation and give backstory on my romantic experiences and finding out the people I like. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I talk about the place I live and it's racist past and some of my racist experiences in middle school. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message

I take you on my second day of school Corona edition of my senior year and i also talk about parents. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/olpc/message