The Sam-Eye-Is Show

My name is Samein.... I live on the 2nd floor. Lies! And I have been called plenty of things that kinda sorta sound like my name but aren't. I let it happen, seemed easier and it's not. Funny thing, I hate being called Sam... Truth.

Everybody has to go back to their spaces and get on outta of here. I had to have that talk to my girlfriend about her going back to the office and giving me back my space. I did this while not being an Ahole about it and no walk a tight rope.

It's me and it's all my fault. My family, most of them, don't deal with me... can you imagine?

I had a little bit of a run-in with SW Female. The S is short for sick! Ladies and gentlemen, drugs are bad... very bad.

I talk about "The Photograph." This is one of my new loves. There's something about this film that makes me rethink my life and want to get out of New Jersey.

Just chopping it up as 2020 comes to a welcomed end!

Thinking about the my life over the last few months with the 3 of us being home on lock down.

Just an overall look at the world and wondering how it's all working out.

Today I realize that my life may not have the same value as others. That's not exciting at all.

Watching the attack on Capital Hill and not feeling comfortable with how the world is looking right now.

Today I talk about how brown people speak to one another and at times it just doesn't work... for me.

Today I talk a little bit about how men can be better at making our women feel safe in dem streets.

Tonight I talk about rewriting some of the negative wiring in my life.

Tonight I'll talk a Little bit about money again and now I'm getting my daughter in on the conversation. Or that's my plan.

In this Episode I talk about a few different things. This time of the year gets funny and reflective...

Today I talk about being ok with being angry with the dead. I also talk about the lack of preparation for death.

12 Step programs are saving this dudes life. I am wearing down over these last 8 months and I'm losing my cool. I know it will all work out in the end... one day at a time.

I had a great talk about education and the intentional breaking down of the black man... light. I had to look up some of the things I was told and I was able to find 75% of it to be true. There is poison in the well.

Today I will talk about why I have reason to fear the vaccine.

Today I, gently, talk about having sex as a young person.

Today I had a talk with my girlfriend about the next 5 years and it ended up as a talk about my past and how we handled our life and made it work for the best.

Today I talk a little about addiction, parenting, white privilege and love. I was on of those days. 1/2 of the audio was lost and I was able to edit something pretty good together.

Today I talk about some of negative imprints placed on young boy and how that impacts the man they grow up to become.

Today I talk about the education and the difference between learning from school and learning from life.

Today I talk about the unspeakable in my house... money. It has become a bit of an issue.

In this episodes I talk about Denyse setting up a life for me that I wasn't man enough to set into. I figured it out towards the end... wasted a lot of time.

Talking about why I'm going to chill out on the travel for the next little and what leaving the U.S. does for me.

I hired a coach to get me comfortable with creating on YouTube and it became something else. She didn't know and that doesn't make it ok or horrible... just a lot uncomfortable.

I'm going to clear up some of the talk. I have been bad, great and everything in-between when it come to the women in my life. I'm just saying.

I have a talk with Sy about my real feelings ... kind of.

I'm stuck at home and I feeling out the new space with the family all working in the house. I'm losing the battle but the war isn't over yet.

In this episode, I talk about being responsible for my words regarding my feelings, thoughts, and behaviors