Jd Staying Off the Cigs

I talk about my very good friend, Robert. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

In this episode, I had my usual existential crisis as COVID - 19 cases surges. Don't forget to wear your mask and sanitize? --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

One of my favorite songs from my favorite album Coloring Book. A song about childhood memories. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

In this episode, I talk about my longing for home and how much I miss the good old days. And also, my new journey to nicotine sobriety. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

Happy New Year to you. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I have a new microphone. And yes, I am back. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I'm just in a very good mood now. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

My all time favorite John Mayer song. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

Have you been in love with someone you known for so long but haven't been able to tell him or her what you really feel? This song is for you. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I talk about the things me and my significant other are doing to try and fix the relationship, and the Lakers awful game 3. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I am here and away from home again. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

A song for people who are second options. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I always wanted to be an NBA analyst, and that's what I did this episode. Let's go Lakers! Mamba on 3! 1-2-3 Mamba! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I'm ready to go back to my past and I hope things go better now that it did back then. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

Its not always bad going back to your past. Its only bad of you're going back as the same person as you were. You always need to be constantly getting better and mature. I talk about that here. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

Technology has come a long way. It even is restricting me from logging in my Google account. They are taking over this world! Thankfully, I was able to find a work around. Also, I wasnt able to properly record a previous episode I was supposed to publish. What a waste of saliva. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

It's now officially official. I am going away very soon and I need to adapt to a familiar place and faces. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I recorded a special "outside of the house" episode where I appreciate the beauty of sunrises. I also talk about my plans for my entertainment career, because I'm speaking it into existence. Yes, the Law of Attraction! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

Today, I talk about my man, LeBron James, and my thoughts about current social media personalities. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

Today, I gave my first ever imaginary TED talk about how I deal with my withdrawal and gave out some tips also. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I talk about exes, corona virus and a message for a missing friend of mine. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I talk about the state of horror film formulas in modern horror stories and the effects of my dreams in my everyday life. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

Having trouble finding mutual romantic connections? Me too, so join me as I talk about it. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I've finished the pack I recently bought and I just feel awful. Hopefully, I could really stay off the cigarettes permanently starting tomorrow. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

Today, I talk about my religious point of view and how I become an agnostic. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

No, this isn't a suicide letter. Its just me listing things that I want to be done when I die. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

The inevitable happened... --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

People, stop hating and start loving. On this episode, I talk about 9/11 and the day it happened from my perspective as a young boy, and how much I hate 'hate'. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

Just got the confirmation that I will be going back to work and going away from home again, and I have mixed feelings about it. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I didn't have any notes for this episode. I talked freely about what came into my head and it felt nice. Who reads this anyway because I don't honestly know what to put or write here. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

Did you know you cant water snake plants every day? How weird is that? Listen how I relate it to today's "cancel culture". --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

If you feel like you are about to do something you are not passionate about, but its the right thing to do, do it. Your passion will always be with you, but you also need to understand that in this trying time in history, it's every working man for himself. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I ALMOST broke my goal and I felt like I loss control of myself. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

Have you ever been exerting effort and time into something you can't quite figure out? I do and I talk about it here. Also, watch The Invisible Guest. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

On this episode, I talk about my dream of being a film maker/writer. And also, what's up with unnecessary nudity in Narcos? --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I watched the Netflix film 'Horse Girl' and it was a trip. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I talk about one of my favorite topics to talk about which is my childhood and how it shaped the man I am right now. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

On this episode, I talk about the things that worries me and things that I need to just live with, and how I approach my future. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

A week off of the cigs and I honestly feel like my best self in months. I've accepted that things are what it is, or at least the bad stuff, and I have been feeling great since. Also, podcast shoutout (not that it needs any), listen to 'Conan O' Brien Needs a Friend'. Hilarious podcast, would surely brighten up your day. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I had a haircut and its a very monumental day for me --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

Ever listen to upbeat music but manage to make yourself feel sad. Well I have. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

And there she is, my crippling depression wanting to get back with me. 5th day into withdrawal and I am indulging with the negative feelings that comes. Thankfully, I'm still able to fend them off and survive. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

I talk about the gradually intensifying cravings for cigarettes, amplified sadness or negative feelings and why I feel less crazy now that I'm doing a 'podcast' (basically me talking to myself but with an audience). --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

On this episode, I talk about how and when I started to learn smoking cigarettes, the benefits I get from smoking and the start of my journey to nicotine sobriety. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/jd-delos-santos/message

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