Memoirs of an Empress

I really don't know how to describe this episode. Just some more self help ish --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/npempress/support

First of the month check in part 1. It cut off at the end but God willing I will check back in at a later time. #MommyDuties --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/npempress/support

Where in the world is Empress? lol, only God knows. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/npempress/support

Energy Chart breakdown… --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/npempress/support

I was asked my philosophy on “daddy issues”.. poem recited: Rha-Jha -yoMcClam

I'm pretty sure the devil wants me to shut up. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/npempress/support

Haven't been here in a while. However I was led here tonight to share this with y'all. God willing all is well with everyone. --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/npempress/support

Maybe I do have a type. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

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In order to obtain relief, you must release -NPE19132 --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

August 2019. Baltimore Maryland. In the theater of the aquarium. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

“I smoke with cigarettes” - Latarian Milton --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

Cut the BS and just keep it real with me. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

How 2020 has been for me • --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

People funny as sh*t, some funny ass dummies.

Lonely is a journey. Having to carry all of the load on your own adds unwanted baggage. I’m just asking for a spouse to help come take my stress away if Allah wills. MashaAllah•Alhumdullah • I will continue to move forward regardless.. but a husband would be nice to have on this straight path with me. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

A quick question to my brown folk. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

10 week recap --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

Queen Asa is having a moment in the background if don’t you mind as well as myself . But for the most part..I can talk to y’all more as I becoming more comfortable opening up to the world. [sidenote: please don’t tell me how to run my sh*t, it’s MINE] --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

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The Mardiyah show is designed to educate empower and inspire listeners to achieve the best version of themselves through knowledge and self-awareness @shadeed_m76 (twitter) The Mardiyah Show Effect [The Woman’s Intuition Series part 2 • --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

Reaching out and sending A updated message about my life to my listeners. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

Iᴍ Fɪʀsᴛ ʙᴏʀɴ ᴛᴏ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ᴄʀᴇᴇᴅ Wᴇ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ Wᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ɪɴᴅᴜʟɢᴇ ɪɴ ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ ᴛʜɪɴɢs

I wrote this poem about my alleged father before I actually learning he’s not my biological father. DNA test confirmed the bull is not my pop! It’s sad yet relieving. I just want my brothers to still be my brothers. . . --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

I’m was just pondering on how I’ve been trying to link with my Uncle for almost a decade for our birthday... yes My Uncle 2 Chains and I share a birthday

Therapist My memory be playing tricks on me. I don’t know if I’m remembering something Or if was it something I was dreaming. Seriously De je vu Is my days time 2 Example What you saw today I saw months ago In my sleep I think My own dual reality got me paranoid Paranoid about Somethings I used to dream of, So now my dreams are apart Of my her-story. Cuz I can’t tell the difference I can’t tell the difference Between my dreams and my reality And I woke or am I Asleep? Is this real? Is it tangible ? Can I touch shit? But I do the same shit Just in a different world I’m my dreams Real shit My dreams be that vivid I live a completely different yet the same alternate reality when I’m asleep That shit be scary to me But I know most of my paranoia is beCuz of these sins that I’ve been sinning On some real not fake shit I’d be a liar to say Any thing different. I’m the alien in my dreams Highly blessed and giving out those keys Maybe I’m really running from myself I think I have to be because it’s always me It’s me that Keep thinking all these bad thoughts For no apparent reason, subconsciousy just to hinder my ambition. Tryna make a reasons to find excuses When really I ain’t winning cuz My Lord knows I’ve been sinning. It’s hard when you tryna stop the whispers of the shaytan But I been said fuck bull and his minions That’s prolly why my dreams are so vividly-vivid I was taught to be patient with our Lord So I pull all my trust in the most high And you cant learn that Expect thru the teachings of The Criterion But who am I to chat? Who am I to talk to y’all? Who really cares about my dreams? Who care about how I successfully caught my self before the fall, while in the trenches with it all.. But I am who they call an uneducated black woman Cuz I have no degrees I learned thru experience I’m not to impress with their titles Anyway Because I am what you call a student of knowledge I’m a real experienced learned thru the struggle thru the mud Swinging vines in the jungle educated black woman I’m just tryna deferentate My reality and my dreams Without paying for therapist. Because Their really expensive Let me get y’all outta my business. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

Adult Ears only... really explicit content... Y’all know I’m not good at describing what I’m talking about.. and I don’t know what to write .. But listen. I was structuring a poem I wrote earlier today and I wanted y’all to listen to the Jawn and tell me how y’all feel, what y’all think about it --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

I was mad when I had to google something for my grandmom and porn hub popped up and she referred me to a better site. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

I’m not really great at writing an intricate description of what I was just talking about on this lasted YoMcClam Philosophy.. I can say I want to know your take on the question of the day! -yoMcClam --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

Car Vibes with my relative Mar! Just a bunch of positive reassurances.. longest podcast I’ve mad so far. Just catch the vibe and hold on to the vibration. --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support

First thing first welcome to the first of many YoMcClam! Podcast! I am excited and new to this so lets stick this out and see where it goes! --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/npempress/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/npempress/support