Perpetually Healing

It is now time to share the full story of recovering from childhood sexual abuse. My wife Amy Moore co-hosts with me and we will honestly take a closer look at what it is like living with a survivor of sexual abuse. In this introductory episode, I share how a recent landmine effected the entire family. We discuss healthy and unhealthy coping techniques.    In the coming episodes we get honest about everything a survivor and the family that loves him/her/them goes through as the healing journey turns everything upside down.   

I fucking hate Sundays.

Continuing our journey to Florida.

Joe Lietsman talks about healing and coping with flashbacks. 

We have moved from Colorado to Florida. This is a story about what happened. 

Brian Cardoza, artist, author, thriver shares his story. www.brokenkneeclub.org Purchace his book on Amazon or Barns & Noble   https://www.amazon.com/Unexpected-Victim-Brian-Cardoza/dp/1684098513/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1486417210&sr=1-1&keywords=the+unexpected+victim

a story about a Springtime snowstorm. 

A story of desperation.

A story of hope and love during Christmas. 

This story accompanies the Broken Me/The Club. A view of a possible future.  

A candid look at what it was like to learn about my drug of choice. 

Gus Hoffman shares his story. 

A revealing interview with a special guest about the effects of sexual abuse. 

A very candid and honest interview with my wife Amy Moore about living and coping with a survivor of Childhood Sexual Abuse.

With your permission, I would like to start a new series and tell some stories about the “Broken Me.” The time before I began to recover the memories of childhood sexual abuse.

A new lesson learned, I hope to be a better person because of it. 

A day in my routine life. 

An emotional prepper.  

A story inspired while washing dishes.

An illustration of the importance of family. 

A Story difficult to tell. 

An 8 hour vow of silence

An effort at reconnection of the me's

An boy arrested. Time to go to the hospital.

What was hidden will become known. 

Forgotten Tranquility 

The set up for abuse. 

Grief goes into Grief

From the beginning. 

Sometimes taking a break can lead to new paths of healing. 

Memories only a body could experience. 

A question we all ask. 

Pieces of the puzzle click together

A fantasy of revenge. 

Learning to accept my emotions. 

A choice out of religious bias. 

If you are alone and need help please call the national suicide hotline 1.800.273.8255

Wouldn't it be nice to turn back time?

Strange new emotions. 

Confronting truth and denial

Chapter 18 An attempt at coping and rescue

My drug of choice

Emotions are evil and should be suppressed. 

I find help. www.wingsfound.org

Music brings me back to the "now"

The worst day of my adult life.

My first attempt at coping. 

A flashback that robbed me of a pleasant afternoon. 

An argument with myself.

A mysterious desire overwhelms me. 

Chapter 8