AllSmashedTogether

AllSmashedTogether PodCast: Knowing My Failures Only Made Me Stronger! Recently had someone in my life try to throw my failures in life in my face as a way to harm me emotional after things were said when they weren't around. I sit here& confront myself about the things I have gone in life and acknowledge that even though I may have failed in certain aspects of my life. Those Failures only made me stronger as a human being. I never pretend to be perfect, but believe my feelings as a person matter and should be considered especially those who I love and believe they love me in return. I am unapologetic about relying on those people that I love never thinking my own failures would be thrown at me to cause emotional damage. I've grown and a few years ago it would of been catastrophic to my mental health. The thing to push me over the edge, but that's not who I am anymore.

AllSmashedTogether S3 E3: Being named after my Dead Beat Dad, My last name, and how it shaped me! Is my story of what it was like growing up with a deadbeat dad that I was named after that also lived in the same town as me most my life. How it affected me with my Family in Puerto Rico! (My Dad's Side!) What it taught me and how it shaped me as a man and a FATHER!

AllSmashedTogether S3 E2: What I learned when I was Single, Boundaries, Self Love, and More is an Episode where I speak on what i experienced after my divorce while I was single.

Season 3 Episode 1: Blessed and Still Grieving (Life Update)

Just giving ya a life update, my co-parent situation and even though it seems easy.. My point of view as a DAD

Just exploring and explaining my concept on the 5 love languages. Speaking on relationships and how I see them and realizing that I am enough regardless how I feel. Self Love is important and sometimes the only thing that will keep you going!

Life been rough lately and I didn't know who to vent too. I needed to talk about my dad and how his condition is going and battle with cancer. I'm trying to be strong, but feels like I'm barely hanging on! Check out my podcast and watch the VOD on Fb.gg/SmashOTG and likes, shares and or follows are greatly appreciated! Thanks in Advance!

My stepfather who raised me since I was six has been Ill lately and I wanted to just have him on my Podcast and have that experience with him! He has been fighting cancer for about to be 9 Years! Every Victory we faced as a family always comes with more bad news. Thanks for taking the time out to listen to my podcast! Follow, Like and Share if you liked it! We speak about him as a father, drunk, husband, and overall how awesome he is! My Dad Rene Santos... Share his journey with Cancer as well

January 1st! New Year and How I want to handle Life going into 2021! Talking about resolutions and Mind state and goals I have for this year!

After a long time I update everyone about life from the house, to dog, to relationship! Talk about one of my dear friends I lost! How to self love yourself and what I want and expect from myself going forward! Even about the lost of King Chadwick Boseman! Thanks in advance for listening please like and share with other you think would enjoy the podcast!

My Podcast about #BLM #SexualHarassment and Mixer Closing!!!

I go into deep about how OnTopGaming became what it is. The struggle of forming the clan, the pain and betrayal of members leaving while also dealing with the responsibility of being deemed the LEADER! Speaks on CBG and first time having to kick a member out! Talks about recent departures and the direction in which I would like this clan to head. Definitely a must hear for those who want to be OTG and for those who want more insight of the clan in general! If you like the Podcast please be sure to share!

Victor "Smash" Girau for his third episode decided to talk about something that he does almost every single day! STREAMING! Partnered Mixer Streamer talks about his journey and give advice on how he thinks you should approach it!

In the world we live in it seems to be such a scary thing to TALK about Depression, but it is a real thing! I voice myself for those who are scared of voicing their selves! I share my darkness with you GUYS in hope for you to not feel alone and to see it is Perfectly Normal to Struggle! Watch the VOD on MIXER.COM/SMASHOTG or on Youtube

Just an Introduction into the Life of Victor "Smash" Girau! Father, Combat Veteran & Partnered Mixer Streamer! Leader of OnTopGaming (Gaming Clan)