London girl. Bangladeshi, Muslim badass constantly dodging bullets and building things as I go along..

How white men gang up and attempting to bully

One of the many levels of Enabling Abuse - a description

Afterthoughts on How to Start your Own Podcast

Talking about making the transition from our child-like default state of vulnerability and being at the mercy of our environment and the people around us, to becoming responsible for ourselves.

Struggling With High Expectations of Yourself

CPTSD setbacks and trust after experiencing compounded racist abuse.

Cherish the friends you have but don't feel bad losing some along the way

Leaving an abusive situation, going through abuse leaves you traumatised. Feeling low even once you've left is okay.

The common thread between misogyny and racist in a misogynist and racist society

Creeps, Feminism, Dependency and Culture

A brief introduction to depersonalisation and disassociation

How being an individual with thoughts feelings and ideas of your own can be used against you.

Living with three white racists update

Men and Women in Islam and “Equality”

Finding a safe place to live as a child of immigrants in a racist society

It's coming up to 3 weeks since I had an argument about race instigate by a white middle class man. He is a psychopath, a narcissist a bully and a racist. That's the tip of the iceberg

An update on what it's like living with 3 not-so-covert white racists. Racism is toxic.