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Let's talk murder, madness, and the macabre! Every week we'll be delving into another gruesome case. Want us to cover a particular case or have a story you'd like me to share? Drop us a line at forihavesinnedpod@gmail.com Don't forget to check out our links below!

For I Have Sinned Podcast


    • Apr 28, 2021 LATEST EPISODE
    • monthly NEW EPISODES
    • 51m AVG DURATION
    • 52 EPISODES


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    Andrei Chikatilo Part 2 (episode 1 re-do)

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 28, 2021 42:27


    We're back with part 2 of the maniacal Andrei Chikatilo, aka The Butcher of Rostov. In this episode, we get down and dirty and talk about all of the murders... and mutilations, so major TRIGGER WARNING there. This maggot did not hold back one bit. We loathe him and you should too. Thanks for listening, and stay tuned for part 3!

    Andrei Chikatilo Part 1 (Episode 1 Redo)

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 31, 2021 34:59


    Hey Sinners! We've decided to re-record our first two episodes. Since Jess was solo for them, we thought it'd be a good idea to start over so we could have a conversation. We begin with Andrei Chikatilo, aka The Butcher of Rostov and the case that affected Jess the most. This dude was all sorts of messed up. Because of him, Russia had to admit they had their first documented serial killer on their hands and face the terrors that this psycho committed. Thanks for listening and stay tuned for part 2! We apologize for the sound, as well. The internet decided to have a bit of a freakout while we were recording.

    Local Lunatics: The A-Train Ripper (mini episode)

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 8, 2021 10:29


    In this short, solo episode, Jess tells us about a very recent case from her and Lauren's homeland, New York. The A-train Ripper case is a terrifying tale of a madman running rampant on the subway... where there's no place to go. We don't know about you, but that makes our skin crawl! Thanks for listening, Sinners!

    Episode 30: The San Ysidro McDonald's Massacre

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 2, 2021 50:04


    t's Jess' turn, and she's got a seriously messed up case for you! Imagine going for lunch with your family, it's just a normal day. You're enjoying your food, when suddenly, a crazed lunatic walks in... and he's armed! The San Ysidro McDonald's Massacre was an absolute tragedy and it brings up some interesting conversations in this episode. We touch on guns, conspiracy theorists, and more. Thanks for listening/watching!

    Cults: Jared Leto is a Prophet?

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 21, 2021 36:41


    That's right, folks... Jordan Catalano is a cult leader, and we're not too sure how we feel about that. While there hasn't been any murders (yet?), this is just plain old weird! Lauren tells us all about it and Jess kind of freaks out! But, how can you not? Thanks, Sinners!

    15 Minute Murders # 10

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 5, 2021 36:52


    Happy New Year, Sinners! It's been awhile since we've done a 15 Minute Murder, but we're back with a vengeance. This episode is pretty bonkers. First, Lauren tells us about the Covina Christmas Massacre, a terrifying case that will make you detest Santa Claus! Then, Jess finishes up covering the Hello Kitty Murder, which is totally grotesque and gives us Junko Furuta vibes. There are some sick people in this world! Thanks so much for listening/watching!

    Episode 29: Ricardo Lopez - The Bjork Stalker

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 23, 2020 53:01


    Imagine becoming so obsessed with someone you've never met that you start to lose your grip on reality. Imagine thinking that this person you've never met is meant to be with you. Now imagine finding out that this person you've never met has a new lover, so you decide to take drastic measures to get revenge. Most of us couldn't imagine any of this, but Ricardo Lopez did just that and more. Listen to find out what his descent into madness resulted in. Thanks, Sinners!

    Urban Legends - 1 Year Anniversary Special!

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 17, 2020 52:34


    Hey, Sinners! Happy anniversary to For I Have Sinned! We are super stoked (and kind of shocked) that we're already at a year of bringing this podcast to you. In this special episode, we've decided to bring you something a little different... Urban Legends! We've all heard them, lots of them have creeped us out, and we've all heard different versions of them. Let's jump in with two stories and find out what they're based on. Thanks for listening! We appreciate you!

    Episode 28: The Murder of Bobbi Jo Stinnett

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 9, 2020 42:29


    Hey Sinners! In this episode, Lauren covers the tragic murder of Bobbi Jo Stinnett, a young woman who was also 8 months pregnant at the time. Who would do such a horrible thing and what was the motive behind it? Tune in and find out!

    Cults: Aum Shinrikyo

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 19, 2020 55:23


    Welcome to our first Cult episode! Cults are extremely fascinating and terrifying, at the same time, so we've decided to start a new recurring segment dedicated to them! Today, we start with Aum Shinrikyo. A Japanese doomsday cult lead by a murderous madman. How did this cult become one of the fastest growing religious organizations in the history or Japan, and why are the people of Japan still scared of it today? Let's dive in!

    Episode 27: Marcus Wesson's House of Horrors

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 13, 2020 37:23


    *TW* abuse, child molestation, incest Welcome back, Sinners! In this particularly infuriating episode, Jess covers the absolutely repulsive Marcus Delon Wesson. This man takes the cake for being one of the most depraved individuals we've ever heard of. The case takes a look into cult mentality and how people can be so easily brainwashed... or, in this case, is it just all that they know?

    Local Lunatics # 1: The Miet Van Bommel Murder (mini episode)

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 7, 2020 9:22


    In this mini episode, Jess shares a hometown murder that a Dutch listener sent in. A true whodunnit?! Also, where is Lauren? Thanks to Job from the Netherlands!

    Episode 26: What Happened to Evelyn Boswell?

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 14, 2020 47:35


    We're back, Sinners! Welcome to Episode 26! On February 19, 2020, 15-month-old Evelyn Boswell was reported missing... but she hadn't been seen in 2 months! As Lauren covers this case, find out what happens - so far - in this infuriating case. Was she found? Who was she last seen with? Was someone in her family responsible for her disappearance? Let's jump in and find out!

    15 Minute Murders # 9

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 19, 2020 29:01


    Hey Sinners! In this episode of 15 Minute Murders, Lauren starts us off by covering a deadly car accident... by an autonomous car!!! Jess finishes up and tells us about Jesse Pomeroy aka The Boston Boy Fiend, a case dated back to the late 1800s! Thanks for listening!

    Episode # 25 - The Torture & Murder of Sylvia Likens

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 12, 2020 57:41


    Disclaimer: Disclaimer: Around 8 Minutes, there's some audio overlap for about a minute, and I'm not sure how that happened. Sorry guys, still getting used to video editing/video-to-audio conversion. Hi sinners! In episode 25, Jess takes the wheel and covers the absolutely horrific torture and murder of teenager, Sylvia Likens. She had so many chances to be saved, but ultimately nobody came to her rescue. Cases like this make us question society. TW: Abuse, Torture

    15 Minute Murders # 8

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 4, 2020 38:53


    Hey sinners! We're back and it's time for another 15 Minute Murder episode! In this one, Jess covers the Seminole Heights Serial Killer, an otherwise mild-mannered man who may have snapped. Lauren then tells us about two teenage murderers from the UK, who were sentenced the day we recorded this episode. We also chat about the differences in sentencing and prison time in other countries, which we find extremely interesting! Enjoy!

    Episode 24: Anthony Sowell - The Cleveland Strangler

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 14, 2020 72:28


    Welcome back, finally!!! After a brief hiatus, we're back with Episode 24! Lauren covers The Cleveland Strangler Case in this one. This case is bonkers and it's shocking it didn't get much coverage. This is a case about a rare black serial killer. His victims, who were poor, black, and addicted to drugs were pretty much placed on the back burner because... well, racism. Listen to find out if his victims get the justice they deserve!

    15 Minute Murders # 7

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 24, 2020 45:51


    Hey Sinners! It's time for another 15 Minute Murder! In this episode, Lauren, sticking to her usual pattern, covers a very recent Florida fishing massacre. Then Jess covers a hometown murder case that is, literally, too close to home. Thanks for listening! Join us on Patreon for some rad perks: patreon.com/forihavesinnedpod FIHS Official Website: forihavesinnedpod.com YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9B8UmqiGG0fYnAi5xG3ppQ Instagram: @forihavesinnedpod Twitter: @forihavesinned3

    BONUS EPISODE: The Golden State Killer pt. 2

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 20, 2020 68:56


    Hey Sinners! Welcome to part 2 of the Golden State Killer case! We talk about the arrest and trial of Joseph DeAngelo. We also talk about the awesome True Crime Author, Michelle McNamara, who wrote I'll Be Gone in the Dark, and basically solved this whole case herself! This is a pretty wild ride, and you don't want to miss it! *DISCLAIMER*: This audio is from our first full length video recording. There are a few technical difficulties, but we'll get the hang of it ASAP!!! Also, you can watch this episode on Youtube! Just search, 'For I Have Sinned Podcast'!!! Thanks for listening!

    BONUS EPISODE: The Golden State Killer pt. 1

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 10, 2020 55:36


    Welcome back, sinners! You wanted us to cover Joseph DeAngelo aka The Golden State Killer, so here you go! In this episode, we switch off and talk about the killers early life and then his active years. Stay tuned for part 2, coming soon. Also, we're now on Patreon! Check us out and help support us! You get some pretty cool perks, if you do.

    Episode 23: Women Who Kill - Andrea Yates

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 4, 2020 55:40


    Welcome back! In this episode, Jess sticks to the subject of mental illness and covers the case of Andrea Yates. This is a devastating case dealing with mostly untreated diagnoses. Had she stuck with the help she needed, the horrible crimes she committed most certainly could have been avoided. We also chat about our own struggles with depression and anxiety and hear from a special guest, Tyrion the Corgi. Thanks for listening. *TRIGGER WARNING* Child murder, Self-harm, Attempted suicide

    15 Minute Murders #6

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 2, 2020 33:41


    Hey Sinners, Mental illness is common among many criminals. In today's 15 Minute Murder, we touch on that subject with both of our cases. Jess first tells us about Sylvia Seegrist, who went on a murder spree at her local mall. Next, Lauren covers Thomas Scully-Powers, a man from Long Island who possibly had a psychotic break. Mental illness needs to be taken more seriously in this country, and these are just a couple, out of MANY events explaining why. Thanks for listening!

    Episode 22: Killer Kids - Jasmine Richardson

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 27, 2020 56:56


    Welcome to our 22nd episode! In this one, we jump back into our Killer Kids segment and Lauren tells us about Jasmine Richardson, a little girl (literally) from Canada. Was she born evil? Was she influenced by certain people she let in her life? Listen to hear our thoughts. Thanks, Sinners!

    15 Minute Murders # 5

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 20, 2020 56:54


    After a brief hiatus, we're back with a new installment of 15 Minute Murders. In this episode, Lauren covers the recent (and extremely savage) attack and death of Mayan Natural Medicine Specialist, Domingo Choc. Then Jess tells us about Rachel Wade, a young girl from Tampa who got caught up in a heated love triangle, and ultimately made the biggest mistake of her life. We also talk white privilege, Black Lives Matter, and (sorry) we get a bit political. These are crazy times! Thanks for listening!

    BONUS EPISODE: We Need To Talk About George Floyd!

    Play Episode Listen Later May 29, 2020 48:30


    Hey sinners! We felt it was very important to record this bonus episode and start a conversation. Before getting into it, Lauren gives us an update on Gabriel Wortman. You remember him. That sicko rampage killer from Canada, who Lauren covered in our 2nd installment of 15 Minute Murders. Now onto the real issue... The murder of George Floyd was unjustified. The murder of George Floyd was brutal. The murder of George Floyd was an act of racism. The murder of George Floyd is, unfortunately, not the first time something like this has happened. Quite the contrary, in fact. How many times must this happen before something changes? Thank you for listening. We encourage you to speak out and take a stand!

    Episode 21: The Torture & Murder of Kelly Anne Bates

    Play Episode Listen Later May 26, 2020 44:49


    Hi, Sinners! Welcome to episode 21. In this one, Jess covers the excruciatingly sickening torture and murder of Kelly Anne Bates. We also get into a serious talk about abuse in relationships, that we feel is very important for everyone to hear. *TRIGGER WARNING* - This episode contains very graphic details. We really appreciate you listening.

    15 Minute Murders # 4

    Play Episode Listen Later May 20, 2020 36:24


    Welcome back to our 4th installment of 15 Minute Murders!! In this episode, Jess covers the case of Wanda Jean Allen, a woman who was most likely doomed from the start. Next, Lauren stays on theme with her cases, as she tells us about the horrific murder of Wilma Andersson. Thanks for listening!

    Episode 20: Drew Peterson - Part 4

    Play Episode Listen Later May 14, 2020 53:39


    Sinners!! We're back with the conclusion of the Drew Peterson case, and it's definitely official... he's a total POS! Check it out to hear how it all goes down. Thanks for listening!

    15 Minute Murders #3

    Play Episode Listen Later May 3, 2020 42:38


    Hey Sinners! In this episode of 15 Minute Murders we talk about bad reviews and a crazy cat lady, before Lauren covers the very recent and nausea-inducing case of Tatiana Pyanova. Jess then gets into the mysterious death of Elisa Lam. Thanks for listening!

    Episode 19: Drew Peterson - Part 3

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 29, 2020 70:15


    Aaaaand we're back with part 3 of the Drew Peterson case! This guy just gets worse and worse and, yes, you guessed it, WORSE! Lauren went in deep with this one. Enjoy listening, and stay tuned for Part 4! Thanks, Sinners!

    15 Minute Murders # 2

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 26, 2020 37:17


    We're back with our second episode of our 15 Minute Murders series. In this one, we go international! Jess takes us to Italy and covers the Beasts of Satan Murders, while Lauren brings us to Canada and talks about the VERY recent rampage committed by Gabriel Wortman. Thanks for listening, Sinner!!!

    Episode 18: Drew Peterson - Part 2

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 18, 2020 41:59


    Welcome back! In this episode, Lauren dives deeper into the Drew Peterson case, which will also have a 3rd part. Without even knowing the whole story, by the end of this episode, you'll really start to hate this POS! Thanks for listening, sinners!

    15 Minute Murders - # 1

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 11, 2020 24:19


    Hello, sinners!! We're trying something new this week and adding a new series called 15 Minute Murders. Lauren had the rad idea so we can get some more content out for you all. It's basically our version of a mini episode. We hope you like it! In our first episode of 15 Minute Murders, Lauren tells us about a pretty gnarly case from Mexico, then Jess covers a lesser known high school shooting from the 90s. Let us know what you think!

    Episode 17: Drew Peterson - Part 1

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 10, 2020 40:29


    Hey, Sinners! This week, Lauren gets into part one of the case of crooked cop, Drew Peterson. An egomanic, who is a master of deception. We also talk about our new series coming soon, more Tiger King, and some movies we've been watching! Enjoy!!!

    Episode 16: Darlie Routier - Women on Death Row

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 31, 2020 66:50


    Hey Sinners! Welcome to episode 16. This week, Jess gets into the terrible tale of Darlie Routier. A literal female monster. What she did was probably the worst thing a woman could do. Was it for attention? Was she a victim? Was she just downright evil? Let's get into it.

    Episode 15: Samuel Little - The Choke & Stroke Killer

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 26, 2020 62:27


    Welcome back, quarantine cuties! We hope you're all doing well! This week, Lauren tackles the case of Samuel Little. A charming little old man who was capable of some pretty wicked things. He was dubbed the most prolific serial killer by the FBI. Can someone's crimes go unnoticed for so long because of who their victims are? Let's find out!

    Episode 14: Westley Allan Dodd - The Vancouver Child Killer

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 11, 2020 55:49


    In episode 14, Jess surprises Lauren and dives into the case of the sinister Westley Allan Dodd. An abuser by nature, he was very aware just how depraved he was. But was he truly remorseful, or just plain old evil?

    Episode 13: Karl Denke - The Forgotten Cannibal

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 4, 2020 47:22


    After taking a week off, we're back!!! We missed you guys! Lucky 13! This week, Jess is clueless, as Lauren takes us waaaaaay back in time and tells us the tale of Karl Denke. Sometimes the person you least suspect is capable of the most depraved acts you could think of!

    Episode 12: Killer Kids - The Abduction & Murder of Junko Furuta

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 18, 2020 69:06


    Welcome to episode 12! This week, Jess tells us the brutal story of the murder of Junko Furuta. A truly baffling case of enablement and revenge. When parents can't control their children, horrible things can transpire.

    Episode 11: The Murder of Cara Knott

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 11, 2020 64:50


    This week, Lauren tells the tale of the murder of Cara Knott. Sometimes what seems impossible becomes reality, such as being murdered by a law enforcement officer. Was justice served? Let's find out.

    Episode 10: Issei Sagawa - The Japanese Cannibal

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 4, 2020 65:55


    Hi Sinners! This week, Jess covers the grotesquely infamous, Issei Sagawa aka The Japanese Cannibal. A truly bizarre case about how wealth can help even the most depraved people. What makes a person want to consume another person? Is it mental illness? Genetics? We try to figure this one out, but will we find the answer?

    Episode 9: Killer Celebrity - The Case of Aaron Hernandez Pt. 2

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 27, 2020 101:05


    Aaaaaaand we're back for Part 2 of the Aaron Hernandez case! What a wild one. So many twists and turns. Enjoy listening, sinners!!!

    Episode 8: Killer Celebrity - The Case of Aaron Hernandez Pt. 1

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 21, 2020 78:20


    We're back with a two-parter and it's a whole lot of messed up! There was way more to Aaron Hernandez than most of us knew. Lauren takes the mic and gets into his background, revealing what made him who he was. Part 2 coming this week!

    Episode 7: Richard Trenton Chase - The Vampire of Sacramento

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 13, 2020 63:26


    In this episode, we cover Richard Trenton Chase, a creepy dude with a serious case of bloodlust. It doesn't get much worse than the things he did! *Trigger warning*: child murder www.forihavesinnedpod.com

    Episode 6: Ricky Kasso, The Acid King

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 6, 2020 77:10


    This week we head to our homeland of Long Island and cover Ricky Kasso aka The Acid King! Don't do drugs, kids!!!

    Episode 5: Vince Li - The Greyhound Bus Murderer

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 31, 2019 57:33


    We have some exciting announcements before we get into the horrific Greyhound Bus murder. Warning: **VERY GRAPHIC DETAILS!!** RIP Tim McClean!

    Bonus Episode: Don't F**k With Cats - Luka Magnotta part 2

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 24, 2019 83:28


    We're back to finish off the extremely exhausting, but extremely disturbing case of Luka Magnotta! Don't forget to check out the new docu-series "Don't F**k With Cats" on Netflix, if you haven't already! -Jess & Lauren

    Bonus Episode: Don't F**k With Cats - Luka Magnotta Part 1

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 20, 2019 72:25


    In this special episode, we discuss Luka Magnotta, the enigmatic and seriously sick individual behind some pretty disturbing snuff videos. The new Netflix docu-series, "Don't F**k With Cats" inspired us to bring you this bonus material. Here is part one. Enjoy, sinners! Jess & Lauren

    Episode 4: Killer Kids - The Murder of Shanda Sharer

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 17, 2019 42:53


    This is about 4 girls who savagely tortured and murdered the sweet, 12 year old Shanda Sharer. Listener Discretion is advised.

    Episode 3: Killer Kids - Alyssa Bustamante

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 9, 2019 34:59


    Welcome Lauren! My new co-host, so glad to have her!!! Here's our first recurring segment all about killer kids, and we're starting off with one sick individual, Alyssa Bustamante. Enjoy! PS, the sound is a little messed up, as we live in different states and we're recording over skype. Bear with us and we will (hopefully) fix this issue.

    Episode 2: Daniel LaPlante (Mini episode #1)

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 4, 2019 18:23


    The first mini episode is up and it's a doozy. Daniel Laplante was one creepy kid! forihavesinnedpod@gmail.com for questions, comments, suggestions, etc

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