Fun But Heavy

Jaliessa and kel come together a couple days after a rip-roaring full moon in Scorpio to talk about all the sh*t that surfaced and how they work with old patterns when they surface. What does it mean when we find ourselves back in an old loop? Are we a victim? Are we in the driver’s seat? How can we practice self compassion? How many times can Kelly reference rivers in one hour? All this plus some epic metaphors about emotional ownership, plenty of laughs, some thoughts on whales and the fae, and the importance of incremental change and grief in shifting out of the old and into the new.

Having hit this topic last year, the girls come back for round two. The trio gives the origins of the phrase and generally agree that we all deserve to spiritualize the gnarly shit we’ve experienced. We discuss the differences between individual vs collective spiritual bypassing and Kelly shares an epic spiritual initiation that was her cat disappearing. Can we tell anyone else that they are bypassing? How much responsibility do we actually have in relation to other people’s experience of reality when we disagree? We also talk a lot about the gift of meaning-making plus smore’s, alter ego’s and that pesky idea that everything we want is already inside of us.

In this episode, the gals go over their first conflict within fun but heavy….the Indian Food Restaurant Crisis of 2019, and how it demonstrates the differences in the girls’ attachment styles. We got the full insecurely-attached gamut among the crew...anxious, avoidant, anxious-avoidant (clapping). This is A VULNERABLE ONE but damn it feels good to laugh about the shit that hurts. We also dip into love languages, how peers play into our attachment systems and how our great great grandchildren will be robots. Tune into this wild ride of an episode of...FuNnNnNnn BUT HEeAAvvvYYY

If you've looked at instagram memes that list out 10 signs they're a toxic narcissist, or 5 signs you are carrying father trauma, this ep is for you!! The gals are talkin' all about Therapy Culture on social media. Is it causing more harm than good? What are the implications of constantly ingesting it? What is the magic here? They all have pretty hot takes on the matter, and they definitely have different opinions on this topic. Also, Kelly does a great impression of Jennifer Coolidge, and the girls chat early 2000s movies. You're not gonna wanna miss this episode of FunnNNnNnnn but HEeAaaAvvvVvyyyyy.

This week’s ep features some excellent vocal stylings specifically the dark song Christmas shoes. And ya know... they go into the concept of Imposter Syndrome - are we all imposters? What about certificates? The gals end up talking a lot about this idea of credentials and when it makes sense and when it’s unnecessary. They share about our own experiences with this metaphorical rat that nips at our ankles. They also touch on the relationship between choice and doubt. Eventually they go on a Tinder tangent and the importance of humanizing our teachers.

This week, the gals pick apart something that probably totally deserves it - SHAME. They get into their most recent shame spirals before finding a reason (Matthew McConaughey and how Ani knows him) to avoid the topic. They talk the relationship between shame and anxiety, the function of shame, how it can be a time machine that takes them back to painful moments, how it manifests in their bodies plus body hair, bodies in general, shame around sexuality and how children deal with shame and our idols of shamelessness. This ep also features a good deal of horse noises/references. Is shame useful? Or does it need to be abolished entirely? Oh yes - this ep fun, it’s heavy, it’s Fun But Heavy!

The whole point of this episode is that Kelly says “harkens” unironically. Then, the gals go through some common spiritual buzzwords and phrases and discuss what they mean to them. Is truth and belief the same thing? Is standing in one’s power always something to strive for if we all have different definitions of power? Who the hell are we to speak on any of this, anyway? Does anything really matter? Also discussed: personal responsibility/discernment, extraction vs integration, the responsibility of a “leader”, morality, the concept of harm and protection, and how everything is jello and most likely a simulation...maybe.

In this ep, the gals discuss needs vs wants vs desires! Join them as they go into Maslow’s hierarchy of needs, where and how desire fits in, the disrespectful man that took back his wine and lost her dog at Ani’s dinner soiree, friendships vs romantic relationship needs, texting, and even the concept of being “needy." Also discussed: movies, naked hot spring adventures, and the difference of being raised on the East Vs West coast. Let's get needy on this Episode of FunNNNnnn But HeeAaAAvvvyYyy.

The gals did ANOTHER! CHAOS! EP! BUCKLE UP, BABIES! They talk about everything from "ghost pie", to SATC (hint- Jaliessa is *so* Miranda mixed with Samantha even though she'd never admit it)Emojis, accountability and the Justin Timberlake sitch, the responsibility of artists/media and how it impacts our culture, and where does one's own critical eye come into play? Also discussed - Ani gave an entire speech on her IG stories while her bush was accidentally out and visible, Jaliessa talks about online presence and what happens when it all crumbles, and Kelly talks about her experience of absorbing the problems of fictional characters on TV!! And, of course, they spiral about the very wild evolution and future that is unfolding right now. CHAOS WE SAY! CHAOS! Come down the rabbit hole on this ep of FUnnNnn But HeAAvvvYYYYyy

In this episode, the gals are talkin' about pain! Is it necessary? What's worse - physical or mental or emotional pain? Can they even be compared? Do we claim pain when we claim love? Would Jaliessa be sad if Ani died? Can we transcend learning through pain as a species? Listen as the gals discuss hopelessness, anger, death, and numbness. And ya know, for some reason, it's one of their most fun episodes. Let's get real on this episode of FuNNnNnnn but HEEAaaavvVyyyYy

In this wild episode, the gals are talkin' all about the concept of a wild women. You may know the stereotype, the primal, sexually empowered, earthy goddess who knows how to stand in her power. But what does that look like beyond the aesthetic? Can you be wild and still go to Dunkin' Donuts? Listen as the gals talk about when they have felt the most wild, the times they've seen someone else embodying that authentically, and even the times they have experienced the wild woman stereotype that ended up being more binding than liberating on this episode of FunnNNnn but HHEaAAAvvVvyyyYy

IT's FBH'S 50th EPISODE! *scream cries* In this episode, you get a peep into what it sounds like when the gals just have a chat. We talk about cheese (do we like soft or hard cheese? Is cheese a valid reason to be ~alive~?), what animal we would turn into at a party, if censorship should be a thing, how Kelly resembles a “beautiful penis” and how penis talismans used to be used. Listen as Jaliessa talks about how she moves her skin suit to Coldplay for healing, Kelly reveals her "peanut theory", and Ani talks about finding God in a moment of reckoning on the dance floor to 80s music. We also ask the important questions; does having trauma make you funny/funnier? What is "harm"? Can you be Italian and eat clean? Is there such thing as "evil" and what is it if it does exist? Plus they share some really good deep laughs, and as always they hit up their childhood trauma. Let the gals know what you think of this wildly chaotic episode of FunNNnNnn but HEaaAAAVvvvVyyyy

In this episode, the gals are talkin’ PLEASURE. Beyond sexual, and into all the juicy experiences of pleasure life has to offer. Jk you know damn well they talk about trauma and the parts of their life where pleasure is the hardest and least accessible!! They also get into feeling pleasure in big emotions… and the times when that is impossible. Kelly shares an EPIC birthday release ritual story, Ani shares her story of depression vs what she calls “kinky sad”, Jaliessa goes deep into restriction of pleasure through different societal and religious contexts, and SO. MUCH. MORE. And they go into where they feel deep pleasure in the most out of the box places. This is a highly personal, super deep, beautifully informative, wildly pleasurable episode of FunnNNnnn butttt HEeAavvVvVYYY

This week, the gals talk about the biggest obstacles that dating as specifically *spiritual* bitch. Yes, there’s already attachment styles, traumas, and communication to work through in relationships… but what happens when you add energy to it? And what do you do when you’re a spiritual bitch dating in a muggle world? When do you come out of the spiritual closet? Do you even need to be in there to begin with? What does spiritual even mean, anyway? And do you have to date someone spiritual if you’re not? AND don’t even get the gals started on toxic dynamics in spiritual, conscious relationships, and allllll the shadow there. Let’s get into it this week on FUnnnNNn but HeeaaAAvvvyyyyY

In this episode, Jaliessa and Ani are DEVOTED to going deep into the concept of devotion - let's talk surrender, spirituality, the times when you feel like The Divine has given up on you even though you were in devotion, what they are devoted to, devotion in kink, sexuality, and in relationship, and so0o0oo0o much more. This episode is divine, and it is one wild ride.

In this ep, the gals are talkin' all about surrender. Is it sexy? Maybe. Is it necessary? Yes. Its it easy? Not all the time. Let's chat about the difference between complacency, surrender, and passivity. Can procrastination be a trauma response? Let's also chat about Jaliessa’s having a LOTR moment, surrender as presence, timeline hopping, God as a kinky Dom, and so much more on this episode of FuunnNNnnnn But HeeAaAvvvYYYYyy

In this week’s episode, we come all the way back around to one of our first conversations...JEALOUSY. We still think it’s a powerful emotional experience pregnant with all sorts of goodies that are there under the surface if we have the guts to dig a bit. Kelly talks about how her jealousy of Ani and Jaliessa led to her recognizing and claiming her own desires, how judgement is related to jealousy and what happens when We even talk about Jealousy as a reaction to issues of abandonment, the relationship to judgement and jealousy, jealousy as a conduit of repressed anger, and what stories we tell. Let's also discuss the SHAME that surrounds jealousy and how it simply...doesn't need to be there.

In this ep, the gals are discussing the concept of FAME. Is celebrity culture dying out? What’s the role of influencer culture in the world of celebrities? Do celebrities owe us anything? Where’s the line of idolization and humanizing “stars”? Have you ever even thought of the fact that we do call them stars? What is the role of inspiration in our culture? Also more on Kelly’s cat, our relationships to celebrities as kids and now, how Ani thought she was a famous child, also featuring a short rendition of Jesus take the wheel, fame as a dangerous drug, Celine Dion, goddess work, accessibility, projections, which celebrities we love and admire, and Ani is writing a book!

In this episode, the gals are talking about FRIENDSHIP! We love it! Join in on the conversation as they discuss their own friendship, transformation and conflict with friends, how they met, what they’ve learned and unlocked in each other, girl drama, prioritizing romantic love and the nuclear family, and soulmates as friends. They really gas each other up in this one... and if we're being honest, its not hard *hairflip*. Also mentioned - Kelly’s new adopted cat Sunny makes his debut, Ani got a synthesizer and is forcing Jaliessa and Kelly to drop an album, starting a petition to have Jaliessa wear hot pink, Jaliessa as a baby queer, romance in friendship, and essentially they break down how their triad has been about half and half...fun..and... heavy. Listen in and let them know your thoughts on friendship!!

In this ep, the gals talk about altered states of consciousness. Do we need drugs, plant medicine, and fasting to get there? Do we even need altered states of consciousness to be spiritual? What even are they? Do we think having altered states of consciousness were one of the things that cemented our spiritual beliefs? What does it mean to be “blown open” by these experiences and how to tend to ourselves in the wake of them? Is there enough work around after-care? Let’s talk Jaliess visiting from 5D and toothpaste is filled with sugar, Ani was kind of an intense kid, Kelly used to look for angels in her basement. And let’s also talk about the connection between mushrooms and pooping your pants ini this episode of FunnNNnNnn But HEeaaaavvVVvvyyyYyy

In this ep, Jaliessa and Kelly start off by demonstrating their psychic friendship before getting into the concept of forgiveness. Who’s it for? What purpose does it serve? What about self-forgiveness? Should we be forgiving people who haven't apologized? Should we be making our children apologize? Kelly’s experience has been steeped in values of forcing forgiveness and she’s not havin’ it while Jaliessa feels like our culture is more oriented toward stories of revenge. We talk navigating family relationships, somatic therapy, how feelings have colors and a bunch more in this week’s episode of FUN BUT HEAVY!

In this fun ep, the gals try to be lighthearted in a time of complete social collapse! Did they succeed? Honestly no one really knows. But they laugh a lot. Let’s talk about how to keep things light (teaser: Kelly has videos of adorable, relatively controversial, and diverse animals that has kept the gals afloat, Jaliessa’s couture purchase, and Ani ~shockingly~ stares at herself in the mirror!) Listen as the gals talk about the profound release in belly laughs, twerking to Iris by the GooGoo dolls, and when Kelly got mad at Ani for laughing at the most inappropriate time. Also mentioned: when the gals went to a yoni egg workshop fully prepared to drop trou and really missed the mark, ecstatic dance, and cringey spiritual stereotypes. And, they have their own hot tips for keepin’ it light on this episode of FUNNnnNNnn but HHeeAAAvvyyy

In this spicy ep, the gals dive into the hot topic of manifestation (as suggested by Stephanie Anastasi!). Is manifestation messing with natural law? Can we manifest on a collective level? What about privilege and mutual responsibility? What is the relationship to feelings and manifestation? Listen as they share their struggles and triumphs with the practice, share some hot tips and also debunk some of the most controversial ideas around manifestation, who can do it, and how it can be done. Strap in for a wild ride on this very informative episode of FUn But HeAvY.

In this doozy, the gals expose their most profound and painful experiences with….rejection. Is rejection a bitch? Is it protection? Is it redirection? Or… is it most of the time perception? Whatever way.. It can feel like the worst thing ever, so listen as the gals discuss what they do/have done when she comes knockin’ on the door. They also talk trauma responses, core woundings, friend support, the magic of rejection, and there’s even a sports analogy in there (Kelly was a soccer queen). If you’ve ever spent time loving unavailable people, pretended like being rejected didn’t affect you at all even though it crushed you, and/or want to hear very vulnerable stories of the times the gals have been told “no,” - listen in to this episode of FunnnNNnNnn but HHeeeAAAvvvVvyyyyy

In this episode, the gals are talkin’ about the big O - that’s right - ORGASM. This is going to be one of the most REAL conversations about the topic you’ve heard yet. First of all - are we putting too much pressure on the experience? Or not enough? What happens when you take it off the table completely? What happens when you find God there? WTF is a pussy sneeze? Listen as the gals talk about faking orgasms, pleasure as a way to overcome patriarchy, and how the deepest pain and the deepest healing can happen in these spaces. This conversation gets raw, real, and vulnerable about a topic that is so easily glossed over or glorified in all the wrong ways. Lets talk about giant portals, manifesting generators, bliss dimension, societal conditioning, self-pleasure, and of course, the most amazing orgasms the gals have ever had in this episode of FUnnnNnnn but HEeEAAavvVUyyyyYY.

In this episode - the gals are talking all about masculine and feminine energy. Is the masculine and feminine like taco dip? Should we be using different terms? How do you like Active and Receptive? Or Electric and magnetic? Do you identify with one or the other? Do you associate one with gender? Let's talk about these concepts and the intersections of race. Also - Ani teaches us of a former nickname and gives us the dish on her online dating life (it’s going really well). Jaliess tells us about a magical encounter with holy water in Avalon no big deal. And Kelly talks imparts her wisdom on everything in the best way as per usual. Join us for this very captivating, oh so important episode of FuuUNnNnn but HeeeEeAAaavvvVVvuYyyy

In this episode, Jaliessa and Ani discuss the ins and outs of good ol' self-doubt. Is it the best way to grow? Who does it serve? Is it necessary? Is it the same as self-judgement and self-worth? Are mistakes a real thing?! Listen as the gals get real about their experience with self-doubt, how it relates to seasons and cycles, how they work with it when it shows up, on this episode of funnNNNnn Buttt HEeEeAaaVVyy.

Smooching, snogging, swapping tonsils, tonsil hockey, smacking faces, making out, slapping faces, sucking face, necking, tongue wrestling, tie some tongues and grab a little consensual booty - let us discuss all things kissing with the gals this week! Is kissing more intimate than sex? Can we become multiple different people as we make out? Do you make out with your eyes open? Listen as the gals talk best (and worst) kiss stories, being intimidated by the person you are becoming, deconstructing the “late-bloomer” trope, and more on this episode of FUuuuuuuUnnNnn but HeeeEEaaaAaavyY

In this episode, the gals are talkin’ all about those three little words with a (possibly) big meaning - I LOVE YOU. Why are our ‘i love you’s’ so withheld? Should love be given more freely? Is there another way to show commitment and intimacy besides the emphasis on the three big ones? When someone say it...do we expect people say it back? Is there a difference between loving and be “in love.” Can you say other things in place of i love you? What about tone? Join the gals on a chat as they go deep about the world we live in and it’s emphasis on romantic love, and their stories of love and claiming it on this episode of… FUnnNN but HHHeeaAAvvyyy

In this episode, the gals are talkin’ about the oh-so-popular concept of Self-Love. First of all - wtf is it? Is it even possible to achieve? Do we need self-love to care for the collective? Are those destructive voices in your head worthy of love? Can you get rid of them? How much of this is conditioning, anway? Is the conversation of self-love limiting or helping us become more away? The gals talk about the spectrum of taking care of yourself and prioritization of self vs others, getting clear about what that means and what role avoidance plays. And, of course, Emotional maturity, reparenting ourselves, and self-resourcing. Listen to this wild ride of an episode of FUNnnnNNn but HEavvvyyy

In this episode, the gals are talkin' about the archetye of the "Chill Girl" - you know, the go with the flow dream woman of the early 2000s, and possibly beyond. Listen as they talk about their history (or lack thereof) of being chill and pretending to be chill. Is the chill-girl as a manifestation of patriarchy? Is not being chill the best way to attract people into our lives that can hold all of our complexities? Let's talk self-sufficiency and the implications of swimming against this current and disrupting connecting the chill girl to the love and light archetype in spiritual communities. What does carefree beach attire mean to you? Did you know Kelly used to wash her face with dish soap? Can the chill girl be reclaimed? All this and more on this episode of FunnNNnnn But HeaaaVVvVyyyYY Let the gals know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

In this episode, Ani and Jaliessa discuss the highly regarded, but so multifaceted topic of faith. Do we need faith in order to survive? How much faith do we naturally have in the everyday person? Listen as they talk about what they have faith in, how change itself is the ultimate god, cyclical living, how trauma and conditioning plays into it, having faith in life itself, PLUS - Ani tries to get rid of her east coast accent and her chow chow Anoushik gives her opinion, too. Listen to this deeply profound, oh-so-soulful, mystical and magical, episode of FunnnNNnnn but HeeeaAAaavvyYYY. Let the gals know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

In this episode, Ani and Jaliessa are talking allllll about the cosmic joke. The gals go deep into spirituality and humor - as in, where is the freakin' humor on this path? Can you be healing and make self-deprecating jokes? Can you be lighthearted and do shadow work at the same time? In a world that is filled with never-ending growth, is it possible to lighten up? Let's talk reality TV as ritual, learning to laugh at self and others as an okay way to exist, and what the gals send in their group chat on this episode of FUNnnnnNN but HHeeeaaVvvyyy Let the gals know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

In this episode, the gals are talking about REGRET. What is regret? Is it different than remorse? What is it like to experience regret as a state versus a feeling? What is the medicine regret gives? Is it rooted in insecurity? Or harm? Or both? How does one develop an empowering relationship with regret… or is there even such thing? And what do ostriches have to do with any of it? You wont regret listening to this pretty fun, pretty heavy episode of FunnnnnNNnn but Heavvvyyyy! Let the gals know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

DREAMS. We all have them. But, are dreams a portal to a different dimension? Can we do spiritual work in our dreams? Is the dreamworld where trauma can be healed? This week, the gals give you a broad-spectrum look into the sleepy world of dreamtime and how we can use it to: -find our life purpose -heal from break ups -connect with people who have died -have intergalactic orgasms And more Thanks for listening to another episode of FuN BUT heavy. wE LoVE yOU! Let the gals know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

In this episode, the gals discuss the idea of being a decent, good person. Do good people exist? Are there downsides to claiming that you’re a good person? Is morality even real? Is it more freeing to just claim to be a bad person? Does claiming being a good person make you less self-aware? Whose guidelines are all these things based on, anyway? Come and listen as the gals discuss how spirituality, dirty talk, and getting called out has to do with this all on this episode of fun….BUT….HeeaaAAaavvyyy. Let the gals know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

In this episode, the gals are talking about Optimism. What is real optimism? When does it get bypassy? Is it a trauma response? Or a fire under your ass to take action? What role does optimism play in the time of revolution? And how does privilege play a role? Let's discuss MLK, Howard Zinn, and how sacred/toxic optimism can be on this episode of FUnnnnnnnNN bUt HeeAaavVVyyyy. Let the gals know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

Today, the gals are talking about "spiritual bypassing" - what it is, what its implications are, and what place it has in the revolution (spoiler alert: no place). Join them on this discussion of what spiritual bypassing can look like, what love and light's place is in a world where Black Lives Matter, and how facing the depth of humanity is key to dismantling white supremacy. And let's talk about how all this spiritual work we've all been doing has prepared us for this exact moment. Let's get real on this episode of Fun. But. Heavy. Let the gals know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

In this episode, the gals are talkin' about the not so fun experiencing of GHOSTING. Tune in to hear about how we’re all becoming avatars, what ghosting means, why it happens, what the rules are, and what club penguin has to do with it all. AND each of the gals give advice on what to do when you've been ghosted or are thinking about becoming someone else’s ghost. Let the gals know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

In this episode, the gals discuss a topic that is a bit heated... the concept of "men are trash." This loaded topic covers everything from if they believe it, why they would believe it, and the potent question... is saying men are trash just another way to bypass men from being accountable? Come listen as they discuss tiny dogs and old men in matching sweaters, abandonment, suppressing emotions, and being human. Let's get real, deep, and raw on this pretty heavy, slightly fun, or at least hopeful, episode of... FUNnnnn Buttt HeaaaAAavvvyyyyyy. Let the gals know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

WE’RE. FREAKIN’. BACK. And HANGING IN THERE! In this episode, the gals talk about what’s alive in the world. From dessert videos, to tik tok boys, the stimulus package, and Gilmore Girls with a side of talking to trees. And…. the gals are the only ones who seem to be talking about THE ALIENS. Come join them and hear Ani try to pronounce Naruto, what have been their quarantine obsessions (coping mechanisms) and the first question they would ask ETs. Let’s reunite on this very fun, slightly heavy episode of…. FUNNNnnnnNNN but HEeeaaavvVVyyy

In this episode, the gals chat about not being okay... mostly because none of them were feeling particularly okay when they recorded the episode! From not being okay and still holding space for others, the tools we use and what happens when they don't work, to being not okay as season, not a life sentence, and the shame humans can feel when they aren't feeling great - and why it's actually important to feel it all. Also, they talk about Sketchers for like, way too long. Come be not okay with the gals on this episode of FUnnnnN but HEaaaVVvyyyyY. Let the gals know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

In this episode, the gals are talkin' all things mainstream. From validation from trying to be different, to hipster culture, to Kelly skating backwards in the 90s, to reptilians, to what we subscribe to when we support things that aren't totally in alignment with out beliefs...but everyone else is doing it. Is it that serious? Maybe. Is it fun? Yes. Is it heavy? Kinda! Come explore the depths of the mainstream with the gals on this episode of FUN but HEAVYYYYYY And let 'em know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

In this episode, the gals talk about the inevitable -- death. They cover everything from reincarnation, death as a friend and living life like you’re going to die, to how we grieve and what grief even is, Ani’s sequin sermon outfits, cyclical living, death as a transition, near death experiences, Jaliessa in a toga, and Kelly’s view of heaven. Let's explore the depth of death together on this episode of FunnnNNnn but HeeaAAvvvyyyyyy And let 'em know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

In this episode, the gals talk about one night stands! As spiritual gals in this modern world, what’s one’s personal responsibility in casual encounters? How does it impact our energy? Is it energetically safe? Where does self-trust and knowing come in? How do we even cultivate those things? The gals talk about their experiences and sexy (and not so sexy) times, energy exchanges, self betrayal, psychic attunement, soul-fucking, how they all learned to listen to their bodies, different lessons they’ve learned about it. This episode is the definition of so much FUN, but Heaaaavvyyyyyy.

In this episode, the gals are talk the ancient talk of Good vs Evil. Is there such thing as evil? If there's no such thing as evil, can there be anything that is pure good? Is it evil, or is it humanity? And how do we speak about evil from our own experience? This was a tough but profound episode to record for the gals - and they are sharing their findings with you. Remember - they are friends, not experts ;) And let 'em know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

Ohhhhh Yes - the gals are turning up and talking about partying this episode. What is partying actually? How does one define it? Does it always include substances? Is it a healthy release? Or a portal to your darkest depths? The gals talk about their own unique partying experiences and how they party hard now. Lets get rowdy on this episode of.... FUNnnnNnn but HEaavvVvvyyy And let 'em know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

In this episode, the gals are talking about the oh so threatening yet equally powerful topic of vulnerability. They talk about sharing true taboos, vulnerability as freedom, how authenticity plays a role, and the gifts vulnerability brings. Let’s get real, let’s get vulnerable, and let’s get in to this very profound episode of.... FunnnnNnnN but HEaaaaAVy And let 'em know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

The gals. Are. BACK. And better than ever. And this week, they are talkin' all about their experience at the Museum of Sex in New York. From wild vibrators with tongues, to a boobie bounce house in an erotic carnival, dildos in the walls, and watching porn with a bunch of perfect strangers in public - the gals had a time. And, of course, they talk about the powerful messages and history of all things sexuality, and what it can bring up. Enjoy this very fun, kinda heavy, welcome back episode of.... FUNNNNNN buuttttt HeeeEEEaaaavvvyyyyyy. And let 'em know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

In this episode, the gals are talking about the (big) green monster - you know, that annoying and kinda consuming one? Yeah, that's right, jealousy. The big question in this one is - can one cope with jealousy in a healthy way?T he gals go deep into topics like manifestation and jealousy, jealousy and boundaries, how to build a better relationship with jealousy, and the gifts that jealousy can give. Also, they sing Jealous by Nick Jonas. A lot. Go on this wild ride of an episode of FunnNn but HEeaaavVvvyYy. And let 'em know what your thoughts, comments, and questions are by commenting or tagging them on social media! @funbutheavy! Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US

Welcome, lover, to another week with the gals. This time, they are talking all about the spiritual hot topic of TWIN FLAMES and soulmates. First off - what are they? Is there such thing? In sacred relationship, are you holding people through their darkest times? Or are you letting them get away with treating you like shit in the name of spiritual connection? And does it have to be JUST romantic? The gals go deep with their experience with twin flames, soulmates, and witnessing others in that world do this very sacred, very confusing, but ultimately profound connection. Let's fall in love with this episode of.... FuuuNNnnNn But HeaaAaAAAAaavvvvvyyyyyy. Follow Kelly, Ani, Jaliessa, and the podcast on social media: Instagram: www.instagram.com/funbutheavy/ Twitter: twitter.com/funbutheavy Facebook: www.facebook.com/funbutheavy/ Donate: paypal.me/funbheavy?locale.x=en_US