Look In My Life

In this episode, I talk about the new movie sinners. I give a brief summary of what the movie is about in the main characters. I've been go on to talk about some of the themes of the movie. I've been go on to talk about the multiple relationships in the movie. I talk about my feelings towards the movie. I talk about the many love stories inside of the movie.#movie #moviereview #sinners #sinnersmovie #michealbjordan #love #lovestory #music #musicreview #blues #bluesmusic #smokestack #smokestacktwins #twin #twins #smoke #smokesndannie #annie #stack #stackandmary #mary

In this episode I share some things that I have learned about anger . I share my experiences and what I've learned

In this episode I talk about a question I've had for years:”why do some people find it easy to be cruel”? I share some of my personal experiences with people being cruel. What I have learned in my quest for the answer to my question.

In this episode I talk about the new year, new me expectations I have. I talk about what I have discovered about myself this year and what I've been up to this year.

In this episode I talk about one of my favorite movies: The Joy Luck Club. I give a description of the movie. I then talk about why I love this movie, how I identify with some of the characters.#asainmovies #chinesemovies #asain #chinese #movie #moviereview #review #story #life #relate #relationship #family #relationships

A Song For MommaIn this episode I talk about the loss of my grandmother/mom death on December 3, 2019. I talk about the good times we shared. I talk about the songs that remind me of us. I share good memories. I describe a dream I had about her after her death and what that made me realize.#song #memories #happy #happiness #drive #remember #inmemory #iremember #love #mom #grandmother #today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ANGEL 11/11In this episode I talk about the birth and 7th birthday of my son.

In honor of October being pregnancy loss and miscarriage awareness month; I'm sharing a poem I wrote for the baby I lost due to miscarriage in September of 2019. It's the most personal poem I've ever written. In honor of my baby.

LIFE CHANGING SURGERY *UPDATE: in this episode I talk about the results nearly a year later after the surgery I had. With the hopes that it would change my life for the better.

POETRY HOUR: In this episode I share a poem I wrote titled:No Longer. This is the first poem I've written that I share on this podcast. It's the start of many. I also talk about what I was thinking and feeling when I wrote this.

In this episode I talk about the “myth” of “fixing people”. I describe how at one point in time I thought I could “fix” yin my life and how I thought I could be “fixed”. I share some past experiences and how I came to realize “fixing people” isn't possible. #fix #fixyou #life #love #mylife #truth #truestory #storytime

In this episode I talk about how I wish I could tell my younger self that (some things) that seem so important in the moment won't be when I get older. How relationships aren't always ment to last (forever). I give examples. I talk about what I've discovered about myself. #teen #teenyears #life #love #mylife #mystory #lifelessons #lessons #evolve #forever

In this episode I talk about a movie, “Like Water For Chocolate” and how I realized how much my life resembles the main plot of the movie. In this movie the last daughter of her mother has to spend her time in service of the mother until the mother dies. She isn't allowed to have a life of her own. SOUND FAMILIAR?!? #movie #favorite #life #review #mylife #mylifestory #marriage #tradition #single #mother #sacrifice #mysacrifice

In this episode I talk about the book, the movie (1984), the musical and the new (2023) movie:THE COLOR PURPLE. How this movie impacted my life. How I identified with it. How a song from the soundtrack of the musical helped me in my life. #thecolorpurple #purple #movie #music #musical #life #mylife #mylifestory

In this episode I talk about how over sharing is a trauma response. How I discovered that's what's going on with me. How I am finding the line between sharing and over sharing. What that means for my podcast. #sharing #trauma #healing #life #mylife #mylifestory #truth #truthteller

In this episode I talk about two guys named Ricky. I talk about who they were/are to me and how I profoundly relate to them. I talk about my life experiences that are why I identify with them. #identify #identity #life #truth #truestory #mylife #family #diffrent

In this episode I talk about a surgery I just had. That I'm hoping will change my life for the BETTER. This episode was recorded in “real time” the morning of my surgery (my thoughts getting ready to go to the hospital and emotions) and (almost) 24 hours after my surgery (how I'm feeling, what I had done, mishaps, pain etc). I am planning a part 2 to this 6-12 months later to let you know if the surgery was a success for me and my health journey. #surgery #health #journey #reproductivehealth #mylife #mystory #real #reallife #mylifestory

In this episode I talk about how I learned that “feelings” don't matter. How people don't care about being fair and considerate.

In this episode I talk about how life shattering events and experiences can change your life FOREVER. How it's not something that you can “just get over”. I share some life altering experiences that I now know will stay with me FOREVER. #life #journey #mystory

In this episode I talk about how no matter what you do (NEGATIVE) people will always have something to say about it. I give examples from my own life experiences that prove my point. How I realize that what other people say is irrelevant. #young #life #live #learn

In this episode I talk about how I wish I could tell my younger self that when someone is mad they will tell you how they truly feel about you. I give examples of how I discovered that anger is a truth serum. #anger #truth #life #young

In this first episode of season 5 I talk about how people will do the exact same thing they did with you behind your back. I give examples of this from my life experience with this very subject. #talk #gossip #betrayal #life #lessons #learn

Gearing up for season 5. I let you know what to expect. #new #season #teen #teenager #life #truthfully

In this episode I talk about how (some) families only want to show up to the funeral;without having been in that person's life. I share personal experiences with this happening. #reallife #life #truthfully

In this episode I talk about if I attract the drama. I give real life examples. I share what I learned about myself when reflecting on this. At the end of this episode, I give a MAJOR EXCLUSIVE about this channel, talk about future episodes, and what changes are coming. #exclusive #selfhelp #life #truth #truestory #drama

In this episode I talk about how I now hold grudges against people. I talk about what that means to me. I give examples (from my life) of what happened when I didn't hold grudges. #life #truth #truthteller #mylife #grudges

I'm this episode I talk about my dating history. I clear up a misconception that I “went behind a “certain” someone”. I discuss the difference in a sexual encounter, dating and a relationship.

In this episode I talk about how “some people” have spoken negatively about my life. I talk about what failure means to me and if I consider myself a failure. I offer advice about not being where you want to be in life.

In this episode I discuss the saying “what happens in this house stays in this house”. How impactful going by this can affect your life. How and why I overcame believing in this.

In this episode I give three definitions of the word soft. I talk about how I have been accused of being “soft” in a derogatory way. I talk about what being “soft” means to me and if I would describe myself as soft.

In this episode, I discuss validation. It's meaning and what it meant to me. How craving validation impacted my life. How I got over craving validation. #mylife #mylifestory #reallife #truth

In this episode I talk about standing on my own. Being an army of one. How I got to this point and what it's taught my about life. #armyofone #healing #learning #life #mystory #mylife

In this episode I discuss how I'm independent and free. How I became this way and what that means to me.

In this episode I talk about how FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER I'm NOT a nice person anymore. I explain the difference(to me) between being nice and kind. I talk about why I'm ecstatic about not being nice anymore. How I came to be this way and what I've learned.

In this episode I talk about how for the first time in my life I'm not forgiving and forgetting. I talk about my eagerness for KARMA to affect those who've wronged me.

In the first episode of the new season, I talk about my first time experience as a mom. I share about my journey and what it's taught me.

For The First Time In Forever, I've got a BIG ANNOUNCEMENT to make and I'm telling it ALL…

In this episode I talk about the importance of “the past” when it comes to personal growth. I discuss how talking about “the past” on this podcast and therapy has helped me understand things about myself and how it's helped me grow.

In this episode I talk about what I've recently discovered about myself in the past couple of days after the drama. STAY TUNED UNTIL THE END: I ADDRESS SOMETHING THAT NEEDS TO BE SAID

In this episode I talk about my journey in trying to heal from past trauma and deciding to get therapy. I talk about some of the thing I'm trying to heal from. I talk about my feelings and experience with therapy so far. I talk about the steps I'm taking towards the “me” I want to be.

In this episode I talk about how being a shy introvert caused me to not speak up for myself. I share some life experiences that changed my perspective on speaking up for myself. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

In this episode I talk about how others judgement/ perception of you can have a lasting effect. I share my biggest experience in people judging me and what it costed me. I also share how my opinion of being judged has changed. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

In this episode I talk about forgiveness. Why everyone insists you forgive those who've wronged you. I talk about seeing my grandmother/mother forgive countless people and how that affected me. I also share what happened the last time I forgave someone who didn't deserve it. The lessons it taught me and where I stand now on forgiveness. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

In this episode I talk about being an outsider, not following the norms. I share experiences in my life about being an outsider and how I realized that being an outsider is okay. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

In this episode I talk about strength and what it means to me, what I've learned about (inner) strength. I share some life experiences and what those experiences taught me about strength. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

This episode is about the lessons I've learned about bullying. I also share a memory of being bullied and a memory of the one time I bullied someone. I also give advice on when you get bullied. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

I'm back recording episodes! I'm giving a recap, update and telling what's coming up. I will be continuing Season 3: Lessons Learned. Thank YOU so much for listening and MUCH MORE to come VERY SOON!! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

In this episode I talk about how to spot the people who are not you friends --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

In this episode I talk about the toxic family I was (unfortunately) born into. I talk about some experiences I had with them. I also, talk about what I learned about toxic families, how that affected me and the best way to handle it. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

In my third season of my podcast I will be talking about experiences, telling my life's story and the lessons I learned from each experience. It's going to be interesting. It's going to be REAL! It's MY LIFE…Come take a look with me --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

In this episode I talk about being accused of stealing, cutting up clothes, breaking things and devious and depraved acts. Here's what really happened. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app