Medusa’s Madhouse

A book of love scenes --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/medusa-oblongata/support

He: A Collection of Poems is a poetic compendium that draws analogies between the lover and mythological entities, some of whom have been consigned to the realm of forgotten lore and cultural oblivion. This book is intended to serve for enriching your cultural knowledge, captivating your imagination, and inspiring further research into the stories and influences behind each poetic piece. This collection is a personal tribute to the lovers who have impacted my life in such a profound way. The collection has the aim of enriching your cultural acumen, enthralling your senses, and inspiring a deeper exploration of the mythological stories and influences that underlie each poetic work. This collection represents a deeply personal tribute to the lovers who have left an indelible imprint on my life, whom I regarded with a devotion bordering on reverence and I venerated with an ardor tantamount to worship. Through this book, I seek to immortalize my lovers in a manner that is both epic and endearing, that is both grandiose and affectionate. This collection is a deeply personal exploration of the lovers who have shaped my existence, whom I regarded with a reverence resemblant to deification.https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0CFZ7HPCL/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/medusa-oblongata/support

A lesson in love and channeling your soulmate // soul tribe --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/medusa-oblongata/support

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FREE DEBBIE --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/medusa-oblongata/support

MEDUSA INTERVIEW BY POETIC-HY ON OG RADIO 11.2.23 --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/medusa-oblongata/support

*Brent Faiyaz— All Mine* I've become drunk on you The wine of our love And we whine Whine Your hips pressed to mine Your lips pressed to mine The sweet part of your lips Intoxicating kiss Our love made of fire My darkest desire And I'm consumed The thought of you The smell of you The taste of you I'm consumed It burns thru my skin Like your lips made of flame It will never go away It burns thru my skin From outside Within My darkest desire My sweetest dream It consumes me The palm of your hand Pressed to the small of my back Your tongue on my shoulder Your shoulder on my chest Your voice buzzing against my lips Words ringing in my head I crave you This mess you've made of my mind You leave yourself deep inside With me all the time The ghost of you Haunting my every move You consume me Flip me over Rip right thru me You consume me Our hours come like handfuls of sand Slipping thru our fingers Disappearing into the ocean of time And only in this bed you're mine Only in my mind you're mine Kisses from elbow, shoulder, back, shoulder, elbow Devour me Power over me You consume me My darkest desire The king of my dreams You consume me --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

It was a purple haze night He snuck in by the cool moonlight Wrapped his big black bear Self around me Paws in my hair He was everywhere There was no time There was no rest There was no time No rest was needed He proceeded Then retreated As we climbed to climax And eyes rolled back It all faded back to black A sweet succulent Sucking on lips And my honey dripping on his tongue Things were done and undone Thinking so fondly and free Feelings waves rush over me Thinking so fondly and free Lips tasting like berries Thinking so fondly and free I want to climb inside his skin The only place in this world safe and warm I want to live inside his lips So I can taste a world as juicy as his I want to love inside his heart

I guess for me Love comes first Trust comes second And if we're knocking On the doors of heaven I'd hoped we were Holding hands together But I feel like Im running Just a little faster Trippin Into disaster And if love Is patient And love is kind And love Is most surely and definitely Blind Then why did I see Only red behind How do I tame This beast of a man This feast of a man Consumed by his energy Thoughts get the best of me The worst of me All these insecurities I vomit into the chat And you just snap back Tryna put me in my place But where exactly is that? I could play this game with you You make me question your abilities Intentions The target of your attention The focus of your interest But “Me Can you focus on me Can you even see me” — H.E.R The love that this could be I'm trippin because I care I'm trippin because I care And maybe it's a little too much You always tell me I'm doin the most And maybe it's a little too rough I know we both prefer to coast On easy waters And breezy waters But my feelings start to feel like the darkest Oceans With treacherous waves And I start to misbehave And yeah Maybe it's just for attention And yeah Maybe you sick of this cycle And yeah Maybe I could do better And be better And maybe you could listen And maybe you could understand me Maybe we could understand each other And our priorities But I'm drowning in my tears And you're hardening in your anger This love is barely breathing Yes, it's become endangered I cannot communicate And you only think about yourself I don't know how to keep a man And you only care about wealth So I will say goodbye once more To a love that will never be And you'll just move on to her And blame it all on me --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

Every woman Is a wild beast Howling at the moon With blood between her thighs And fire in her soul She cannot be controlled Every woman Is a wild ocean Crazed crashing waves With depths yet to be explored And writhing about She drowns those unskilled for the uncharted Every woman Is a volcano Waiting to erupt With molten lava centers And ashes for tears She makes Pompeii seem graceful and elegant when she's done Every woman Is a mighty oak Swaying dances to the winds songs With secrets in her roots And changing colors every season She can never fall Every woman Is a chilling iceberg Immovably irrevocably sharp and solid With an unbreakable soul And a heart that is frozen She only melts to the blazing suns kiss Every woman Is a treacherous mountain Rough trippy terrain stumbling along With peaks reaching cloud 9 And valleys down to hell She will force cliffhangers to become divers Every woman Is a scream Into the blackest Void With silence as her sister And death as her mother She will take it all Every woman Is a star Exploding her whole life With lights flashing And shooting across the sky She is a cosmic phenomenon Every woman Is a barren desert Dried up wasteland And turned to sand She is the glass that makes a mirror only to be shattered Every woman Is the wind Leaving you breathless And without words She whispers across the world Every woman Is the moon Darkness is her throne And mysterious as the night She is the beauty and beloved She is the creator She is the destroyer She is the god --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

A conversation with myself --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

A feeling --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

Evelyn discusses her journey of being a mom of a deaf 4 year old daughter and the bonding from asl. She also gives insight into ways to control that fire

Medusa interviews Musa Man about being an Aries, his upcoming album, his newly released EP ONE TIME now available on iTunes, Spotify and all other platforms https://linktr.ee/Musaman1_?utm_source=linktree_profile_share<sid=54a84616-c2ad-46e3-82ad-44c22e93afef --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

Song by The Get Up Kids. Poem by Medusa --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

E2 Charlotte series --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

Charlotte series --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

*My man lookin like a bowl of brownie batter* Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde allusion because this is about an amazing Gemini man. He was the best of the worst. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

A discussion about starseeds --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

Poetry spell work to break past cycles and rewrite the future --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

My foolish feelings on display? I’d rather have a broken heart than a stone one. WHITNEY HOUSTON - *I HAVE NOTHING*

Shoutout to LeAnne Rhymes “Blue” I own no rights to her song but I do own rights to my song at the end and my poem. But oh well who really owns rights to anything. Especially human hearts. Don’t we wish we could have a deed to those? He has mine in his lockbox, that’s for sure

A tribute to Amy Winehouse

My mama made me My mama made me fierce you see That woman don’t play no muhfxin games Especially when it comes to my daddy My mama made me bold truth like a chokehold My mama made me smart Lion heart My mama made me My mama made me quick on my feet Never give up Never let them see you bleed My mama made me My mama made me my yes means yes And my no means no With just a slightly inflated ego But with prestine control My mama made me My mama made me soft Feminine Wilds Raiser of Childs prayer over wounds Nothing’s ever ruined No soul beyond repair Always fix your hair My mama made me My mama made me Love tough Never give enough Even when its rough We don’t never give up My mama made me Don’t take no shit from no man Don’t take no raised hand No raised voice If you can’t use respectful words You ain’t got nothing to say to me My mama made me My mama made me Keep on like that imma take you out back And they’ll never find ya My mama made me Straight shootin southern bell Give em hell My mama made me hotter’an dick’s hatband Colder’an a witch’s tit in a brass bra My mama made me My mama made me Family dinners and Family discussions And no matter if you’re right or you’re wrong You are still blood And My mama made me We never leave no one behind If one can’t eat nobody eating And if one is crying We all are weeping My mama made me Strong Beautiful Courageous Bold ostentatious Glamorous Loving Loving Oh so very loving My mama made me With a heart of gold Lies never told My mama made me Diamonds and glitter Yeah My mama made me just like her --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

And now, oh how we curse the clouds --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

*Just some thoughts* --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

I no longer wish to be the siren That crashes his ship in my ocean Now my goal is to be the port that he anchors in when he arrives HOME with a village of children rushing my bae Because they’ve missed him while he’s been away Hero on my shore I cry no more Except one week a month because, well, you know So he knows that week I need to hear, baby you’re beautiful just a couple more times than usual Because he knows me like that and he always says no way when I ask does this make me look fat And, my king, he listens to everything I say. Even when I’m not speaking to him I’m speaking to him And he plays me love songs And we dance together A rhythm inaudible to any other Let me see you 1,2 step Boy I love the way you move The way you walk into a room Shoulders as broad as his smile Baby won’t you stay with me a while? Let you get the Apple account, let’s just lay on my couch and you can play me all your favorite tunes Jam a Saturday away Like you’d ever take the time off And it’s funny cuz you’re just like me, And you think like me and you move like me And I want to just lay with you under plush blankets looking at each other’s eyes My bullheaded man This fire will surround you And I will be grounded by you I will guide you As you lead the way See submission was never a thing for me But I trust you enough to bow my ego down I’m down for you I swear whatever you command I’ll do But not in a I’m your captive kind of way In an I think this how God made it kind of way Where I let you take me by the hand and lead me because you know the way to go kind of way And I’ll remind you what it feels to escape the battlefield of your mind And let you lay in the paradise island of your heart Your skin caressing the rose petals of mine My waves crashing Smell of your sea salt skin I’m like a mermaid and you Peter Pan We can fly off to never never land Where you better never ever betray my trust And I’ll never ever go thru your phone Or come home without something sweet for you Give you all my sugar And you give me your life And you be my hubby And baby I will be your wife. And I’ve been waiting so patiently impatient For your ship to show up at my shore Trying not to question god “dang, what’s he taking so long for? And I hear him respond Be still Just trust me Because this is just a moment In the scope of a love eternally --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

I didn’t write out the words sorry guys. HAPPY THANKSGIVING

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#freeDebbie Y’all let me know what u think? Should I do a segment just catching up about my thoughts? How often should this be? A good morning message? Lol I wanna call it smoke signals after my favorite movie. Send ur responses to iMessage or email medusa@medusasmadhouse.com --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

Most of my life boys only liked me for my booty Like Judy That’s the only role I play in his movie Can’t get thru to he He lose me Then the cycle play around again you see And I’m sure my future husband out there just shaking his head And god shaking his head And the devil laughing and the angels shakin their head AND I JUST WANNA BE MARRIED I said Hell I rather be divorced instead Cuz at least I will have known I had a shot How many bodies u caught? Damn... I forgot. I been playing these games a decade & a half And if I sat down and thought about it I guess I could do the math See 1 plus 1 is 2 And us two making two That’s suppose to be 4 ever But I can’t barely carry the one I guess I’m no fun Or maybe I’m only meant for fun Maybe that’s why I’m never the one I was just made the amusements for the boys to play on Lay on Don’t stay too long Wait long enough to ghost so you don’t feel like an asshole But leaving every door open So you can escape thru your fox hole It’s not his fault tho I loved too easy It’s not his fault no I let my loneliness get the best of me It’s not his fault I’m just not the one I’m just dumb I light, I inhale Let the numbness come Whoa whoa whoa whoa WHOA BEFORE I LET THAT NEGATIVITY GET ON THE GO I let that go. Inhale Now go. GO go Can’t nobody love like me Touch like me Hug like me Thug like me Love made the broken woman Whole Destroying demanding ego Back bending down Falling apart to Rise up and only take the healthy pieces Shedding generational thoughts that have been nooses dragging ancestors by the neck Causing neglect Causing generational effects Bible verses Twisted into curses That created an evil more sly than the devil Because it was draped in a white robe And yes we did what we were told But I couldn’t do what I was told No I’m just a bit too bold A bit too wild Imaginative like a child And I live in this fantasy world Where we all smile And enjoy each other And when you take a lover You keep your lover And if you do it right in this lifetime In the next you get to grow up with them And grow old with them High school sweethearts in the 50s Only this time you’re on Mars And the ground tastes like candy bars And he wears leather jackets all the time It’s so hot And you’ll never be forget And when I’m gone you’ll forever be missin me And when I’m there you always wanna be touchin n kissin me And what’s on your mind is never a mystery But for now these daydreams will just have to do But for now I’m just gonna pretend that he’s you --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

#FREEDebbie *cure for Parvovirus is in this episode** -i ain’t no Doctor doe (somewhere on a beach

I cannot breathe inside these spaces The prison of the absence of your love Your light surrounding me I cannot breathe Your name The blessing The curse I say it over and over like Hail Marys Wishing you to appear in my mirror Even if it’s bloody to come kill me quickly It’s better than this silence that’s doing it slowly and deliberate Excruciating Ice king Turn back to me I’m on fire for you You ignited this flame Put your frozen heart in my hands I can heal you I can protect you My loyalty is greater than a queen My loyalty is that of a goddess I will answer your prayers Wish fulfillment Launch 1000 ships Plant 1000 kisses Go to war for you Battle every day To win an inch of ground Just to keep you around Come back to me Please My prince My King My Love I bow A slave to your touch A servant to your lips The greatest man I’ve ever known The greatest love there is I beg of you Please Don’t leave me like this --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

Hello my darlings and my sweethearts!!! Just a quick check in on what I’ve been up to!! More content coming soon! Thank you so much for your patience and for continuing to love and support me!!!! I adore each and every single person that has been drawn to my channel and I wish you blessings on blessings !! --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

Dear my Aries Best Friend --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

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You are so beautifully YOU The cracks and crevices of your dermis You’ve tried so hard to remove. Don’t you see woman? You are so beautifully you. The long blades of grass in the Sahara flow from your lion eyes Cheekbones high and strong for the waterfalls you will cry Over your sons and their sons Because growth only comes from pain Just as roses only come from rain Don’t you see woman? Don’t you see don’t you see? What you were created to be? Healer of earth of child of man Power of life force flowing from your hands Your lips juicy with the freedom of truth Setting captives free Can’t you see lion woman? Can’t you see? Let the ground shake harder Let the thunder roar Dig your heels in deeper I won’t take this shit any more This is my world These are my children I’ll love them back to whole Give them something real to believe in I am woman Lover of man Protector of children Teacher of love Can’t you see lion woman? Can’t you see can’t you see? Can’t you see lion woman that you are me? *i DO NOT OWN RIGHTS TO THIS MUSIC

Happy birthday Scorpios ♏️

God is a black man Deep mahogany skin Hands so big This colossal woman Feels tiny in Voice so deep His speech is like a swarm of honeybees Sounds just as sweet Lips as soft and smooth as coconut milk Quenching my thirst at 3 am Just the thought of him This must be the milk and honey The Israelites were wandering for for 40 years It’s only been 30 for me But life without you still felt like an eternity Legs like tree trunks and I want to climb Build my fort My inner child’s fortress Finally protected I whisper all my secrets into your walls And you are the keeper of them all God of a man Ode to the black man More beauty More melanin Black berry Sweet juice Dripping down my chin How How could this love be a sin How could my lips not utter in worship How could I not bow to you in submission I feel like you are all my prayers Come to fruition I Barr my fangs And I bare my claws The jealousy of my insecurities Threatening to ruin it all Your lion heart My Leo eyes Charming smile Making this roaming lioness Want to stay a while Soft chocolate covered marshmallow lips Oh what heavenly ecstasy it would be to kiss What glory it would be in those protective arms What miraculous phenomena to be called “mine” by that sweet honeycomb voice God of a man You said let there be light into my barren universe now there’s days with you No more endless nights But nights with you are just as beautiful Riddled with the stars that you are A million wishes and galaxies Milky and smooth I love you You are glitter & You are gold Exploding inside me Fierce and bold No matter what lies the world has told Beautiful black man this is your ode And I love you With all my soul #love #poetry #spokenword #ode #twinflame #twinflameseperation --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

//Lightening eyez -*(The daydream that is y o u...)* “I'm listening to the rain fall outside my window, wishing you were here to kiss me softly, sweetly, slowly. Wishing for your flesh tucked safely underneath me, feeling and knowing right where you are. The only time I feel safe in a storm. Hands on my face, hands all over me. Brushing the hair from my eyes, how you love the deep blue. But you just keep me lingering on the daydream of you.” -M.O. shoutout to @StardustVibes for the thunderstorm on YouTube. #thunder #thunderthighslighteningeyes #love #poetry #storm #missinbae #twinflameseparation #nofair #sadaf #lonelyaf #fuck.u.af --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

Gathering of Nations 2017 https://youtu.be/foXwLJKrJak --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

Deep and wide --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

A pray of gratitude

My soul fell down a wishing well I lost my sight and voice And with every penny I had I wished my friends well And with every blessing that I had They wished me straight to Hell My soul fell down a wishing well Hoping that I could get back up All of the wishes I made in vain Because my friends would pull the plug And let my light disappear down the drain My friends they said they mean well But when the time really came They pushed me down the wishing well So that my soul would not shine brighter than them --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

On the way to the gym. I go every day for two weeks then spend two months convincing myself I’m too tired of too busy. Lord, I’m lazy. But I dance every day so fuck the gym. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/medusa-oblongata/support

The audio is absolutely atrocious on this. This is a concept I came up with running