REAL Talk: Exposed & Outspoken w/ Becka

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Season 3 back in the saddle...once again.....

Decided to split up the hour long segment I posted yesterday into a 2-parter! Here is part 2! Enjoy! Helpful and courteous feedback is appreciated! Follow me on Insta: @live_lovethrudarknoise AND Twitter: @REALTalk_Becka Email topic requests to or if you would like to recommend someone for the show or even yourself to: realoutspoken2473656@gmail.com

Check out Lecrae and Andy Mineo's MUSIC VIDEO COMING IN HOT on YOUTUBE!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uLS-WE4K8q0 VERSES USED TODAY 1 JOHN 4:7 MATT. 7:1 & 2 CORINTHIANS 3:17

Hey so this is an update that i know sounds crazy and rambley but that's just me unfortunately. Uhm...ill try and due the othet update soon. Prayers.and good vibes appreciated!

I was taken for a ride that had me thinking i was kidnapped!! Turned out to be hilarious...take a listen! #YouCantmakethis

Please check out BARLOWGIRL's full song "NEVER ALONE" for more impact! Will be coming back with more soon Lord willing...!!Outcasts and the black sheep of the family we focus in this part of the SOCIALLY unACCEPTABLE series here at Outspoken RealTalk4Jesus! I talk briefly with my mom Cindy, about her personal experience and views when she was growing up. I want to remind everyone that the perception my mom has is for herself. We are in No way endorsing suck it up and move on, there are always different caaes, circumstances and avenues and ways to get thru the hurts and troubles of the past that seem to overshadow us daily. What I am promoting is: We, everyone in this world, every state, city, country, county, etc etc of this earth, we are NEVER ALONE. No matter what you are feeling, there is definitely someone feeling the same and sometimes going thru a similar experience you are or have been thru! Jesus loves you, remember that! Also, if you feel just like how my mom does and are relieved you don't feel like the only person to feel that way, then praise God! that's another main thing We love to put out there, that we all are not ao different and we all have gone thru similar things in our lives and have felt and thought just like YOU. MUCH AGAPE REAL listeners! and be outspoken and REAL!

Shoutout to Cannibal Ed!

Do you have a relative who is in and out of jail, prison, trouble? I do. It's my nephew. He also has mental illness that is untreated and is using drugs and alcohol to cope with his troubles. I grew up alongside as well as helped raise him. I am not the world's greatest aunt, but I also am not going to consider myself a version of Robin Williams' character in 'WORLD'S GREATEST DAD'. ( R 2009 ‧ Indie film/Drama ‧ 1h 39m 83% on Rotten Tomatoes) Though really, we are all very well capable of going about doing what he did. Anyhow, my point is: Do you see the pattern your loved one and dare I ask, yeah I will, your own patterns in dealing with things? Not only that? How or what do we ask in the exact words to any deity we may or may not believe in, for help in these times where we have absolutely no control how to go about handling them it or just us? Recently I have been frustrated, frightened, belly up in hysterics, quite silently as I do not want to alarm any of my loved ones how I am freaking out. But at any rate I was ranting on about it the best and only way I knew how: Writing. I wrote it out. And what came to mind today was I was asking for a willing heart. Now there's only 2 wills that are in this equation: Mine. And His. Mine is destructive, misguided, prone to be warped and messed with badly when I am not extra careful. His is right. Never wrong. But cannot be seen. And easy to overlook. See how complicated My will sounds? And how His will sounds so simple? How is that even possible?! Cause He's God. He created everything. He doesn't get warped. He has a better will, plan, and change of strategy to get us the scenery we may not understand and may not all be to our liking, but it's His deal. And since we trust Him well enough to handle us with His will, as hard as it can be, why can't we ask for His willing heart to be put in others? My Will -DC Talk https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yIFHnPJjKFw Released: 1998 Genres: Christian/Gospel, Pop

Latest episode of REAL Talk: Outspoken REAL Open w/ Becka

Hey Outspoken Real Talk Listeners! I am a day late, #honestycounts so I forgot yesterday to edit and upload the final part of this 3 part segment but hey, better late than never, right? Anywhoozle, be sure to stay tuned for more Outspoken Real Open Talk! Much agape ya'll! -Beckie Pan ;) Song at end of Segment: LaRue - Unite from their album: Reaching 1 John 1:8 (ESV) English Standard Version If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. “Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed—not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence—continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you to will and to act in order to fulfill his good purpose” (Philippians 2:12-13).

Hey Outspoken Listeners!! Here is part 2 as Promised! Love you guys, keep me in prayer and have a blessed listen and rest of the week! Nehemiah 8:10 Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength.

Hola! Buenos Dias, Tardes, Noches...etc... So this past weekend I recorded one of the best men of God I have ever had the pleasure to meet and know Tomas Shockey! He is an orphanage director in Mexico who currently houses and 40 children ranging from age 5 to 18. I have been going 3-4 times a year with a group of people from different churches to travel all the way from Chino Hills where we meet up typically on Friday afternoon, to Ensenada, MX and stay all weekend to visit and spend time with the kids at the orphanage! James 1:27 Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world. (KJV-King James Version) The devotional ran a bit over, as always, so I am uploading it in 3 parts. I present to you part uno of: The Tomas Shockey Devotional Experience on LEGACY and Living RADICALLY For Jesus! Recorded on October 7th 2018 at around 9am in Ensenada, MX! Blessings and enjoy! And be sure to submit some questions or comments to have them featured in the next segment of this episode series! Call (562) 774-4194 and say your name, what city you are from and what your question or comment is! Love you Outspoken Listeners! --Beckie Pan -Outspoken Rebel Talker For Jesus! Col. 3:3

Hey guys! Here is Friday's interview, very chill and laid back! It is with my new friend Film Director 26-year-old JAMES CULLEN BRESSACK! Director of Horror flick BETHANY and 27 other projects! He is so amazing, blew me away with how down to earth he is and just so chill! Follow him on Twitter @JamesCullenB AND Check out for FREE his animated film CarGo on AmazonPrime.com Ed Asner, Jason Mewes and Haley Joel Osment!!! Be sure to come back for more REALTalk! And also you can send and leave messages via the ANCHOR app and I will gladly incorporate them into my next interviews and future segments! Also you can send any questions and comments to my email: realtalkbecka9177@gmail.com And check out our website: https://outspoken-real-open-93.webself.net/ I appreciate you all who listen and am very grateful to have gotten to chat with James! You're freakin' awesome bro! I'll be keeping in touch! Let's hang soon! -Becka #AREALTalker Love you RealTalkerz/Listeners!

Prayers for Demi Lovato! Living in a new city... Feeling the Lord working in and on me... Shout out to Jigsaw Joy Stephy Wesleigh Rushing James Cullen Bressack Rami Akhdab And of course the amazing and very much loved by God just like all of us, singer Demi Lovato! You're not alone girl! You're loved, you're wanted, you have so much more of a purpose to live out and for then what you have already accomplished! Love you girl! God bless you and yours! #REALTalk4Jesus w/ Becka Pan Love you guys! https://youtu.be/zCMnfRGHeto Never Alone by BarlowGirl @wesleighrushing @jamescbressack @ddlovato Clean Bandit feat. Demi Lovato Solo https://youtu.be/PUBW-McZTSs Words I would Say by Sidewalk Prophets https://youtu.be/8t9u-LOa3OI You Love Me Anyway also by Sidewalk Prophets https://youtu.be/y8BBCYFAYRI

I ramble and jump all over the place...I was nervous and sorry for the weird pauses.....it was more dramatic than I thought it would be..... Songs used both by Crash Coordinates A Radiant Composition and She Blinds Me Like Medusa WARNING: *SOME STRONG LANGUAGE USED*

Part Deux of this spur of the moment OFF Topic segment w/ my big brother/co-host for the night Erno, follow him on Instagram: @bweinstein666. Also we mentioned our brother the male model James follow him as well: @jamespaniagua. Songs played: BarlowGirl - 5 Minutes of Fame - Album: Another Journal Entry David Bowie - FAME - Album: Young Americans Blur - Boys and Girls - Album: Parklife Priesthood - Be 'Round - Album: Sprinkle Me Luv WARNING - DISCRETION ADVISED: Some mild language used. Opinions and discussion about #MeToo #Weinstein #KevinSpacey Geena Davis, Susan Sarandon, Cher, Brad Pitt, Chaz Bono, Laverne Cox, Anna Kendrick, Brittany Snow, Blake Lively & Ryan Reynolds.... If you can name the other people I will give you a shout out and a free t-shirt. It's a size small, and has the faces of Universal's Classic Movie Monsters! Get to it REALTalk Listeners! God bless you & Follow: Non-Profit Instagram: @Hupomone4RealTalk Please comment, subscribe & share! #RealTalkHost Becka

Hey guys! Here is part 1 OFF Topic segment I've been promising, unfortunately some recording difficulties became an issue for the @wesleighrushing interview. That one will be coming soon! Prayers, good thoughts and vibes appreciated! Part 2 will be following... be sure to check this out!....

I have no idea what I am doing. . I just hope to figure it out soon. -Becka

Stay tuned, and please keep listening! God is about to do some more amazing things with this podcast and I really would like to take you along with me on this ride and journey of a lifetime! Love you all! Jesus loves you! #LoveisLouder His love especially! Do us (Me & God) a favor and share this with everyone and especially Love is Louder's Brittany Snow and The Jed Foundation MTV and Courtney Knowles. I'd like to hear their views on every thing wr talk about at REAL Talk for Jesus and just spread love and not hate or judgement or force anything about Jesus or what not. Seriously it's everybody's own decision and will to do what they want or not want with God. He is a true gentleman, He doesn't force Himself on anyone. So yeah just letting you all know that, He wants you in on that piece of info, He wants everyone to know that info actually. And maybe one day you will believe and embrace it cause it's truth. He's truth bro! Lol ok! Much love! --Becka

Talking about Mental health with a great and awesome man from the UK! Thanks for talking with me buddy! God bless you and yours! --Beckie

So much encouragement and support and also relatable conversation with Ramisa! So amazing! Love you all!

Best interview ever so far....more coming soon! But this is one sooo freakin chill and blessed and awesomely insane and amazing!! OK, enough fan girling :P Enjoy!! And thanks for doing this Erman! You're cool dude! God bless you! Be sure to check out The Film Empire which is co-founded by Erman as well as Mixknowledgy and follow him on all social media platforms: @erman_la ! Side note: Also I was a little nervous during this interview and as for the background noise, please bear with me as I am trying to learn how to edit that out. DISCLAIMER: Also for the record of Christian movies: Their needs to be, in my own opinion, more hard hitting topics. We cannot always play it safe but we also cannot just sit back and tickle ears as well. So any options expressed were not meant for slander or down casting, just honest opinions. I apologize for any offense that was or is to br taken if any but instead of preaching to the choir we gotta say it how it is and show and share truth as well as no

The title says it all! Thanks Penny Hawkins for talking with me, it really was a pleasure! Maybe one day we can collaborate in person! Take care everyone! And Jesus loves you, as do I! Because I am made and called to do so!

Hey guys! Check this interview out that tells you a little bit more about me and also check out Sam's channel and episodes on here as well! Have a great day! And this Saturday I will be recording a new segment with LA producer Erman Baradi @erman_la follow him in Instagram, btw! Love you guys and most of all Jesus loves you!!

TRIGGER WARNING: Some brief mention on Sex trafficking and Demonic voices. Happy Cinco De Mayo REALTalk listeners!! Thanks for the support, and here is, as I promised, my friend Jamie "Sunshine" Tolstoy on the topics for my first, full length interview for REALTalk4Jesus: Extending His Ear to Listen to You! So, yeah! Share, download and follow this podcast please and I will see you next with with a brand new guest!! Jesus loves you! #StartReading #Keepreading #Stayreading War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy The House of the Scorpion by Nancy Farmer Be sure to check out those titles and of course Ephesians 3:20 is one of the verses Jamie referenced today so if you would like to look into that look up on the Apple store of Googleplay: YouVersion Bible App where they offer many translations and bible plans and other resources. *This episode is not sponsored by them but I just thought I would give a quick shout out! As well as: #LoveisLouder @BrittanySnow Anna Kendrick & Christopher Walken - B

Hey guys! Sorry I haven't uploaded anything new lately b it rest assured I haven't forgotten! Just getting thing together to also hire some people for the non profit organization God also wants me to put together in His name as well and I am very excited about that. But also because on Saturday I will be conducting my first interview with my sister in Christ and good friend Jamie Tolstoy! So be on the lookout for that hopefully sometime Sunday or late Saturday night! Thanks for those listening and please be sure to share with your friends and spread the word about this podcast as it is growing majorly fast in my opinion! So anyway, I love you, Jesus loves you And stay tuned! Peace and blessings! Bye

This is a test run interview with my dad, I hope you enjoy and also I pray you will give your thoughts on how we could improve, positive not too negative but like an open forum! Jesus is open and so are we! God bless!

REAL Talk's first segment!! A birthday shout out/apology to my sister in Christ Melissa "Voice" Moreno! Pray you had a blessed 27th birthday and I love you so very much, MelMel, Meli! Aka Baby Spice