Me vs Myself

Growing and Growing with the past, present and future. A vision for the future has provided me with the intention to create and foster life as a whole for the sustainable future I wish to leave this Earth with --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/jesus-guillen44/support

Recently felt I have been being led instead of leading the direction in my life. Grateful to share some of the work that's been happening on the path. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/jesus-guillen44/support

Ask yourself this question about the goals you have been pursuing, where does the desire to achieve these goals come from ? --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/jesus-guillen44/support

manhood --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/jesus-guillen44/support

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Celebrating the 100TH podcast episode of this show, This feels like a culmination and the beginning of a new chapter in the show. I think it is so crazy how this is my personal time capsule thank you to everyone who has taken the time to listen and be a part of this. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/jesus-guillen44/support

Been doing a lot of healing work, lots of internal in self observing, thought therapy, overall shift in mindset paradigms. I love that this platform is here for me to uplift you with my learnings of self. As I keep embodying these changes I've accepted as valuable for me, I know that the next upcoming months will come with a lot of growth in finance, health and lifestyle. I am no longer just focused on my self desires, I want a family and to step into that work needs to be done. https://www.instagram.com/jesus_spiffy/reels/ --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/jesus-guillen44/support

Audio and memory card issues, I am looking to get back in the rhythm of posting consistently --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/jesus-guillen44/support

Hi it has been some time since you heard of me, listen to find out where I have been --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Recap of a year of ups and downs  --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

hi ily may 31 2022 --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Thats it --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

enjoy from me --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

stay on the path --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Hello, I am sharing some thoughts behind my year's theme of "self-sufficiency" as well as the benefits of trusting yourself and believing in your long term life plans --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

It has been a wild past few months. I've done a bunch of internal work getting over several limiting beliefs, as well as I've revisited past traumas to break current cycles and I catch myself in. I am working on a bigger mission and I am letting go of the crutches I lean on for comfort and security. Thank you for your support. Guest podcasts on the way --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

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I've had a lot of time to dedicate towards looking internally to understand who I am and why I want to reach the goals I want. Thank you for your continued support. Instagram: @Jesus_Spiffy --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

hi i love you friends --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Hello it's been a little bit of time. I have been avoiding talking to myself and avoided being real about certain things. My life is great but several things need to be tweaked. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Helllloooo, we had a great week and went to two live events this week. Life is treating us very well, I'm very thankful for your support and constant viewership. Thanks for being interested in what I've got to say. Instagram: @spiffy_jesus --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Changed the layout of my room and got new equipment for the podcast hehehee @jesus_spiffy on Instagram 04:15 benefits of thinking abundantly 08:36 My reason for waking up everyday 09:33 My inspiration for creating a podcast 13:01 How life has been treating me lately 15:38 guest podcasts 19:06 would 12 year old me be proud of myself 21:10 A few goals I have right now 22:36 Song of the week 22:58 favorite verse in a song 23:54 shift in awareness 25:19 Goals for the podcast 27:34 thoughts on weed dependency --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

How's it going, going over the past week and my experience with surgery. Feeling a lot better now overall feeling great and excited for the future. Instagram: https://instagram.com/jesus_spiffy?r=nametag 05:00 Dealing with passed mistakes 06:48 How to stay focused on you 10:00 Thoughts on teen pregnancy 11:50 Universal Studios 14:24 Surgery 23:35 69/100 days thc free 29:30 Blue belt --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Feeling better about my injury, feeling great looking into the future. I also shared some insight on my past relationship. I'm excited to keep growing and keep on improving myself. INSTAGRAM: @jesus_spiffy --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

This is another bump in the road. I hadn't had time to journal or been able to write, so this is the first time I gather my thoughts on the matter. This will give us time to spend some time alone, and give us new lessons to learn from. Huge thanks to everyone for supporting me and lending me strength. I'll be getting surgery in the next two weeks and will be back before you know it

7-13-21 Super great week, feeling tremendous. I'm very thankful for your support. I hope you enjoyed last weeks videos, I will continue doing more interviews more often. Instagram : @Jesus_Spiffy 00:00 Intro 03:03 Feeling stressed about school 05:24 5 year relationship ends,girl has a new bf a week later 10:30 Experience that changed my life --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Thank you, I know last week I felt very burnt out. I had a great week for myself and I've felt super good to start this week with this clear headed mindset. I'm so happy for the growth and what's coming to the next coming weeks. I am glad to be where I am at. I'm happy and excited to keep on doing the things that have been benefitting me these past months. Muah Instagram: Jesus_Spiffy YouTube:Jesus Guillen --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

 This passed week, I've let the momentum i had been building slow down. I'm very appreciative for you allowing me to be vulnerable. I appreciate being able to share this journey as it might not always feel the best. I sometimes struggle with getting in my own way and it's okay and important that we let these feelings be felt. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Hello, Today is Monday June 14th,2021. This past week was very refreshing, I had two very much-needed family days as well as got to take a psychedelic experience. I am super stoked to see the growth of the Podcast, I continue to improve myself, and every day I feel closer to the goals I have been working towards, and am getting better day by day. The support on the last episode was amazing, thank you. I am glad you enjoyed the new segment it fits in very well. Jesus Guillen on youtube --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

New podcast segment: pick my brain, ill give insight and my opinion on thingssituations you may face in hopes to provide a unique perspective. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Apologies for audio Feeling really good and confident moving forward. June 1st is upon us and I am ready to challenge myself and reach a new height. I'm so thankful for everyone who listens, i encourage everyone to join me in giving something valuable up for the next 100 days. Let's push ourselves and see a new behavior develop. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Monday, May 24th,2021 Today we talk about some of the valuable lessons I have learned this year. My quality of life is so amazing and I am blessed to be able to live the life I live. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

I've been working on myself and I've gotten results I'm happy with, I've felt very happy with all of my recent experiences and I'm happy with who I see in the mirror. I love and appreciate this platform to speak my mind and let out ideas I bounce back and fourth inside my head. Thanks for your support, i love you --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

I know it has been a while, I want to apologize for the absence although it has been well needed to realign with the things I want for myself. I'm aware of some work I need to do in order to confidently say I've walked the walk. Be right back... --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Back from Arizona, also the beginning of a new month. I still feel amazing about life, I’ve felt so happy and have been so clear minded about the things I’m excited about. I’ve took the time to improve the way i deal with disturbances as well as the way i deal with expressing and sharing more of myself with others. Thank you for your support Ways to listen: https://linktr.ee/Jesusg44 --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

hello world, today we talk about how life is about balance . thank you for believing in me, and continuing to suport me in all my endeavors. You mean a lot to mr and I am excited for the future. Listen to audio and visual video only formats: https://linktr.ee/Jesusg44 --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

A couple of things came up on Monday therefore i was not able to record on my usual day. I’m very happy and excited to bring you this episode of the podcast. I talk about some challenges that have came up recently and have hindered my progress. None the less the grind continues. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

The new year has begun, I have started microdosing and I've become more self-aware about certain patterns in my life that no longer serve me. I'm thankful for the experiences I got through this past year. I feel sharp, I feel like I am on the right path. Discipline will take me far this year. IM EXCITED FOR THE NEW CHANGES I'M GOING TO IMPLEMENT. Thank you for your support.  https://linktr.ee/Jesusg44 for YouTube video version --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Ignacio Guillen @Ignacioclarinete, 21 year old clarinetist. Ignacio is my older brother and for his birthday i wanted to bring him back on here to talk about his ideas and feelings for turning 21. The new year has started and im very thankful for your support. I appreciate you. I wish you all a Happy New Year! Listen on YouTube: https://linktr.ee/Jesusg44 --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Do you, only you understand your struggles. Only you understand the feelings,thoughts and battles you deal with. Sometimes we tend to complicate our lives and we tend to feel misunderstood but that is normal because nobody can feel your worries and stresses. Remind yourself that this is your battle and that you must find comfort in some of the aspects of being alone. Do you, for you --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

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These past few weeks, I've been in a state of peace and it is really showing  in every aspect of my life. I am blessed to be where I am at mentally as this uphill battle I've been fighting for a while has seemed to calm down. Thank you for your continued support. I love you all  --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

ive been at peace, I feel so much clarity right now. Im in control of my life so I am aware of what I need to be doing to really get where I want to be. I am also aware that in order to get where I want I do need to sacrifice the present for the future. stay tuned, more to come. --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

 Preparing for new habits, I am ready to continue growing/reaching new goals and heights. I’ve been falling back on bad habits and i know it’s only a short time before I become the best version of me. Preparing for change, preparing for new habits - ME VS MYSELF PODCAST #62 https://youtu.be/y7ZGMtQV7VQ --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Last week was really hard mentally, I’ve been a lot better now, and have had a lot of time to process and deal with these problems. I’m doing okay and am happy. I’m so happy you guys are here for me and are always supporting me. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

It is so important to address the way you feel and why you may be feeling that way. This past weekend I dealt with some feelings of insecurity, and jealousy. I’m so thankful to be able to sit with my thoughts and feelings to address why I feel the way I do. You have no idea how much I appreciate this platform for me to let out these built up emotions. It’s so important to allow yourself to be vulnerable as the walls you build up when running from your emotions will only hold up for so long. I appreciate your constant support. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

A lot has been going on. A lot of things Ive been dealing with I’ve kept to myself as I haven’t felt like I really wanted to talk about them. I’m finally ready to start uploading every week again. New podcast episodes every WEDNESDAY. Thank you for your support, I appreciate you so much --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

On today's episode, I discuss everything from material items,consumerism, acquiring wealth, ideas and feelings about turning 19 in a month. I've been learning a lot about myself on this 75 day sober streak. I discuss my feelings about girls, and feeling pressured to continue "grinding". Thank you for listening to this episode, I think its one of my favorites. I love you all. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

I've been doing a lot of thinking and reflecting. My life has changed so much in these past months, I've allowed myself to experience and feel all these emotions. I've learned a lot from this sober streak, I'm working on addressing a lot of the feelings I still keep bottled up. I am still working on me. Enjoy and thank you for your support. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Hi, not so much has been going on, I’ve redone some systems i want to try and enforce to move me forward. Thanks for listening. Finally hit 41 subs on YouTube thank you :) please watch the two most recent YouTube videos ive posted. Thank you for your support --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support

Today, I’m sharing some insight on the things I’ve been confronted with in my experience with several psychedelic experiences. Psychedelics are an amazing medicine that provide a lot of insight and perspective on our own lives and consciousness. Psychedelics have shown me so many different perspectives that have made me a better person, as well as they have shown me sides and powers of my brain otherwise I’d not have tapped into. These are my experiences and my way of reflecting on those experiences, not everyone will experience these same teachings. Psychedelics are not for everybody and I advise everyone to do their own research when it comes to these substances. Thank you for continuing to support my podcast, and for continuing to watch and listen. You guys mean so much to me I’m so blessed to share my experiences with you guys. Thank you and i hope everyone is staying safe. LINK FOR OTHER WAYS TO LISTEN HERE: https://linktr.ee/Jesusg44 --- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/jesus-guillen44/support