Erosis

Day of wrath that will dissolve the world...   erosispodcast@gmail.com

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I held it truth, with him who sings To one clear harp in divers tones, That men may rise on stepping-stones Of their dead selves to higher things. – Alfred, Lord Tennyson

An update on the publishing schedule for Erosis. Please stay healthy, happy and hopeful.

A message of hope amidst these formative times: see this COVID-19 Crisis as an opportunity – the opportunity to confront your addiction head-on and truly begin passing through it. The opportunity to look into the darkness, into the difficulty, into your suffering and see hope. If you would like to reach out, I would love to hear from you: erosispodcast@gmail.com Erosis – the odyssey of overcoming addiction – will continue on June 1st. Until then, please: stay home, stay healthy, and stay hopeful. – Bosco  

Two weeks ... two wakes ... two funerals ... and my wedding. EROSIS | VOLUME 1 | EPISODE 2 | REQUIEM CITATIONS: INTRO [0:06 – 0:28] Inspired by the text of the Requiem Mass [0:35 – 0:48] Dante | The Divine Comedy: Inferno | Translator: Mark Musa | Canto 3: 1–3 | Indiana University Press [1971] / Penguin Books [1984] [0:48 –58] Dante | The Divine Comedy: Inferno | Translator: Mark Musa | Canto 2: 121-122 | Indiana University Press [1971] / Penguin Books [1984] [0:48 – 1:08] Virgil | The Aeneid | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 1: 233-234 | Penguin Books [2006] [0:58 – 1:23]] Virgil | The Aeneid | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 1: 238-241, 244 | Penguin Books [2006] [1:20 – 1:37] Virginia Woolf | Mrs. Dalloway | Houghton Mifflin Harcourt Publishing Company [1925] [1:23 – 1:36] Joseph Conrad | Heart of Darkness [1899] [1:36 – 1:48] Joseph Conrad | Heart of Darkness [1899] [1:38 – 1:42] Dante | The Divine Comedy: Inferno | Translator: Mark Musa | Canto 3: 21 | Indiana University Press [1971] / Penguin Books [1984] [1:43 – 1:49] Joseph Conrad | Heart of Darkness [1899] [1:51 – 2:05] Dante | The Divine Comedy: Inferno | Translator: Mark Musa | Canto 2: 139-140, 142 | Indiana University Press [1971] / Penguin Books [1984] [2:06 – 2:12] Joseph Conrad | Heart of Darkness [1899] [2:13 – 2:27] Dante | The Divine Comedy: Inferno | Translator: Mark Musa | Canto 3: 7-9 | Indiana University Press [1971] / Penguin Books [1984] [2:22 – 2:28] Virgil | The Aeneid | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 1: 302 | Penguin Books [2006 ACT 1: [3:22 – 6:02] Radiohead | How to Disappear Completely | Kid A | Parlophone / Capital [2000] [5:22 – 5:24] Reference to Karl Barth’s Doctrine of “Nothingness” [6:09 – 6:11] John Donne | No Man is an island | Devotions Upon Emergent Occasions [1624] [6:15] James Joyce | Ulysses | Episode 10 [1922] [7:31 – 7:40] Dave Matthews Band | You Never Know | Busted Stuff| RCA [2002] [8:31 – 8:38] Virgil | The Aeneid | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 1: 302 | Penguin Books [2006] [11:52 – 12:22] Nat King Cole | Stardust | Love Is the Thing | Capitol [1957] [12:40 – 12:47] James Joyce | Ulysses | Episode 6 [1922] [13:19 – 13:24] Pink Floyd | Empty Spaces | The Wall | Harvest / Columbia [1979] [13:25 – 13:30] The Office | Night Out | Season 4: Episode 15 | NBC [2008] [13:41 – 13:45] Muse | Map of the Problematique | Black Holes and Revelations [2006] [13:45 – 13:55] The Office | Lecture Circuit: Part 1 | Season 5: Episode 14 | NBC [2009] [13:55 – 14:00] Pink Floyd | Comfortably Numb | The Wall | Harvest / Columbia [1979] ACT 2: [14:20 – 14:41] Inspired by the text of the Requiem Mass [14:47 – 14:52] Homer | The Iliad | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 24: 39, 41–43 | Penguin Books [1990] [14:52 – 14:59] James Joyce | A Portrait of an Artist and a Young Man | Chapter 5 [1916] [14:52 – 14:54] James Joyce | A Portrait of an Artist and a Young Man | Chapter 5 [1916] [14:59 – 15:04] Homer | The Iliad | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 23: 274, 278 | Penguin Books [1990] [14:59 – 15:02] James Joyce | A Portrait of an Artist and a Young Man | Chapter 5 [1916] [15:05 – 15:32] John Milton | Paradise Lost | Book 12: 614; 603–604; 581–587 [1674] [15:35 – 15:50] Homer | The Iliad | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 23: 257–258; 205 | Penguin Books [1990] [15:35 – 15:49] William Golding | Lord of the Flies | Chapter 12 | Perigee Books / Penguin Books [1954] [15:50 – 15:56] James Joyce | A Portrait of an Artist and a Young Man | Chapter 5 [1916] [16:03 – 16:07] Coldplay | Spies | Parachutes | Parlophone [2000] [17:29 – 17:46] Radiohead | (Nice Dream) | The Bends | Parlophone / Capital [1994] [18:02 –18:06] System of a Down | Aerials | Toxicity | American / Columbia [2001] [18:08 – 18:16] New Girl | Coach | Season 3: Episode 7 | 20th Century Fox Television [2013] [18:17 – 18:21] Allusion to: Teresa of Avila | Interior Castle | Translator: E. Allison Peers | Ave Maria Press [2007] [18:33 – 18:37] Arrested Development | Bringing Up Buster | Season 1: Episode 3 | Imagine Television / The Hurwitz Company / 20th Century Fox Television [2003] [20:11 – 20:13] Reference to Karl Barth’s Doctrine of “Nothingness” [22:32 – 22:35] James Joyce | Ulysses | Episode 4 [1922] [22:36 – 22:58] James Joyce | Ulysses | Episode 6 [1922] [22:57 – 23:22] Isaiah 43: 1–3 | New American Bible [23:00 – 23:22] James Joyce | Ulysses | Episode 6 [1922] [23:31 – 23:55] Josh Groban | Believe | The Polar Express: Original Motion Picture Soundtrack | Warner Sunset / Reprise [2004] Inspired by the text of the Requiem Mass [28:06 – 28:17] Mark Twain | The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn | Chapter 1 [1885] [28:08 – 28:19] Dave Matthews Band | Rhyme & Reason | Under the Table and Dreaming | RCA [1994] [32:33 – 32:41] Dag Hammarskjold | Markings | Translated by: Leif Sjoberg and W.H. Wuden | Vintage Spiritual Classics [1964] [34:12 – 34:20] Earnest Hemingway | The Old Man and the Sea | Simon & Schuster Inc. [1952] [35:35 – 35:41] My Chemical Romance | Welcome to the Black Parade |The Black Parade | Reprise [2006] [35:41 – 35:48] Goo Goo Dolls | Name | A Boy Named Goo | Warner Bros. / Metal Blade [1995] [35:49 – 35:55] Dave Matthews Band | Beach Ball | Little Red Bird EP | RCA [2009] ACT 3:  [36:31 – 36:54] Inspired by the text of the Requiem Mass [37:01 – 37:20] Homer | The Odyssey | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 5: 175–179, 188 | Penguin Books [1996] [37:20 – 37:38] Exodus 4: 21-23 | New American Bible [37:23 – 37:39] Kendrick Lamar | Bitch Don’t Kill My Vibe | Good Kid, M.A.A.D. City | Top Dawg Entertainment / Aftermath Entertainment / Interscope Records [2012] [37:39 – 38:02] Homer | The Odyssey | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 5: 223–225, 227-230 | Penguin Books [1996] [37:49 – 37:52] James Joyce | Ulysses | Episode 4 [1922] [37:52 – 38:02] James Joyce | Ulysses | Episode 6 [1922] [38:02 – 32:15] Kendrick Lamar | Bitch Don’t Kill My Vibe | Good Kid, M.A.A.D. City | Top Dawg Entertainment / Aftermath Entertainment / Interscope Records [2012] [38:15 – 38:40] Homer | The Odyssey | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 5: 230–236 | Penguin Books [1996] [38:19 – 39:16] Homer | The Odyssey | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 5: 236, 238–248 | Penguin Books [1996] [40:23 – 40:27] Roberta Flack | The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face | First Take | Atlantic [1972] [45:21 – 45:44] Ecclesiastes 3: 1–2 | New American Bible [45:33 – 45:34] Into the West | Annie Lennox | The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King | Reprise [2003] [46:20 – 46:21] Reference to: Dag Hammarskjold | Pamphlet Written for the Reopening of the United Nations Meditation Room [1957] [47:49 – 48:09] Genesis 1: 26–28, 31 | New American Bible [48:18 – 48:53] Philippians 2: 1–12 | New American Bible [48:58 – 49:32] Gospel of John 15: 9–12 | New American Bible [51:25 – 51:27] Genesis 2: 24 | New American Bible [52:31 – 52:40] Teresa of Avila | Interior Castle | Translator: E. Allison Peers | Ave Maria Press [2007] [53:10 – 53:17] Dante | The Divine Comedy: Paradiso | Translator: Mark Musa | Canto 33: 144–145 | Indiana University Press [1984] / Penguin Books [1984] [53:36 – 53:39] St. Therese of Lisieux | Story of a Soul | Third Edition | Translator: John Clarke, O.C.D. | Manuscript B: Chapter 9 | ICS Publications [1898 / 1996] ACT 4: [56:11 – 56:34] Inspired by the text of the Requiem Mass [56:42 – 56:56] Herman Melville | Moby Dick | Chapter 9 [1851] [56:46 – 56:58] Herman Melville | Moby Dick | Chapter 9 [1851] [56:58 – 57:14] The Epic of Gilgamesh | Translator: N.K. Sanders | Penguin Books [1960] [57:01 – 57:07] Isaiah 22: 13 | New American Bible [57:01 – 57:07] Dave Matthews Band | Tripping Billies | Crash | RCA [1996] [57:08 – 57:16] Thomas Merton | The Seven Storey Mountain | Part 1: Chapter 1 | Harcourt Brace [1948] [57:16 – 57:28] Herman Melville | Moby Dick | Chapter 9 [1851] [57:28 – 57:45] J.R.R. Tolkien | The Fellowship of the Ring | Chapter 2 | Mariner Books / Houghton Mifflin Harcourt [1957] [57:32 – 57:36] J.R.R. Tolkien | The Fellowship of the Ring | Chapter 2 | Mariner Books / Houghton Mifflin Harcourt [1957] [57:37 – 57:46] J.R.R. Tolkien | The Fellowship of the Ring | Chapter 2 | Mariner Books / Houghton Mifflin Harcourt [1957] [57:46 – 58:00] Herman Melville | Moby Dick | Chapter 9 [1851] [58:01 – 58:13] Thomas Merton | The Seven Storey Mountain | Part 1: Chapter 1 | Harcourt Brace [1948] [58:04 – 58:12] Herman Melville | Moby Dick | Chapter 10 [1851] [1:01:17 – 1:02:22] Brooke Fraser | Orphans, Kingdoms | Flags | Sony / Wood and Bone [2010] [1:02:27 – 1:02:42] Tom Petty | Wildflowers | Wildflowers | Warner Bros. [1994] [1:02:53 – 1:03:00] Dave Matthews Band | Two Step | Crash | RCA [1996] [1:04:00 – 1:04:20] Mumford and Sons | I Will Wait | Babel | Island / Glassnote / Gentlemen of the Road [2012] [1:04:41 – 1:05:03] Inspired by the text of the Requiem Mass EPILOGUE: [1:06:27 – 1:07:40] Stardust

Through all the long and lonely years trapped in addiction, I lived in fear of the darkness within me. But then, inspired by my fiancée and a sermon, I turned and faced my greatest fear: I looked into the darkness and attempted to exhume light. How? By writing. I began writing daily logs detailing the successes, failures, triumphs and tribulations I faced in my daily war to overcome addiction. I had no idea the Odyssey that I had begun – an Odyssey that would not only pass through the darkness of addiction, but to the very precipice of death itself. In this episode: the Odyssey begins… EROSIS | VOLUME 1 | EPISODE 1 | K.T.L. CITATIONS: INTRO [0:08–0:28] Inspired by: John of the Cross | The Living Flame of Love | Angelnook Publishing [2012] [0:35–0:39] Isaiah 8: 23 | New American Bible [0:39–1:03] Matthew 4: 15-16 | New American Bible [0:41–1:19] Robert Barron | Word On Fire Sermon 681: Land of Zebulun, Land of Nephtali [2014] ACT 1: [1:47–1:58] Homer | The Odyssey | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 1: 1-2, 117 | Penguin Books [1996] [1:50–2:00] Kendrick Lamar | The Art of Peer Pressure | Good Kid, M.A.A.D. City | Top Dawg Entertainment / Aftermath Entertainment / Interscope Records [2012] [1:47–1:58] Homer | The Odyssey | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 5: 16, 34–35 | Penguin Books [1996] [2:02–2:06] James Joyce | Ulysses | Episode 1 [1922] [2:07–2:19] Kendrick Lamar | Bitch Don’t Kill My Vibe | Good Kid, M.A.A.D. City | Top Dawg [2:10–2:21] Kendrick Lamar | Sherane a.k.a. Master Splinter’s Daughter | Good Kid, M.A.A.D. City | Top Dawg Entertainment / Aftermath Entertainment / Interscope Records [2012] [2:20–2:35] James Joyce | Ulysses | Episode 4 [1922] [2:21–2:36] Kendrick Lamar | The Art of Peer Pressure | Good Kid, M.A.A.D. City | Top Dawg Entertainment / Aftermath Entertainment / Interscope Records [2012] [2:36–2:51] The Odyssey | Homer | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 5: 173–175 | Penguin Books [1996] [2:37–2:52] Exodus 2: 23-24 | New American Bible [2:51–2:58] Exodus 3: 7 | New American Bible [2:58–3:08] Exodus 3: 16-17 | New American Bible [2:52–3:08] James Joyce | Ulysses | Episode 4 [1922] [3:55–3:57] The Office | Product Recall | Season 3: Episode 20 [2007] [4:34–4:38] The Beatles | A Day in the Life | Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band | Apple [1967] [4:39–4:42] Dave Matthews Band | When the World Ends | Everyday | RCA [2001] [4:42–4:45] Dave Matthews Band | Crash Into Me | Crash | RCA [1996] [4:45–4:53] Busta Rhymes + Janet Jackson | What’s It Gonna Be? | E.L.E. (Extinction Level Event): The Final World Front | Flipmode / Elektra [1998] [4:53–5:05] O-Town | Liquid Dreams | O-Town | J / Trans Continental / BMG [2000] [5:06–5:12] The Rolling Stones | Rocks Off | Exile on Main St. | Rolling Stones [1972] [5:12–5:20] The Beatles | I Want You (She’s So Heavy) | Abbey Road | Apple [1969] [5:20­–5:24] The Beatles | I Got a Feeling | Let It Be | [1970] [5:24–5:44] Lady Gaga | Sexxx Dreams | Artpop | Interscope [2013] [4:45–4:53] Busta Rhymes + Janet Jackson | What’s It Gonna Be? | E.L.E. (Extinction Level Event): The Final World Front | Flipmode / Elektra [1998] [5:51–5:58] Thomas Aquinas | Summa Theologica | II-II | Question 154 | Article 5 [5:58–6:06] Radiohead | Nude | In Rainbows | Radiohead [2007] [13:32–13:35] Dave Matthews | Too High | Some Devil | RCA [2003] [13:51–13:53] Bosco | By Bread Alone [2008] ACT 2: [14:52–15:12] Inspired by: Friedrich Ruckert / Gustav Mahler | In This Weather | Kindertotenlieder [1834 / 1904] [15:14–15:27] Thomas Merton | The Seven Storey Mountain | Harcourt Brace [1948] [15:27–15:38] The Epic of Gilgamesh | Translator: N.K. Sanders | Penguin Books [1960] [15:28–15:59] Herman Melville | Moby Dick | Chapter 1 [1851] [15:38–15:59] Thomas Merton | The Seven Storey Mountain | Harcourt Brace [1948] [15:28–15:59] Herman Melville | Moby Dick | Chapter 1 [1851] [16:00–16:17] J.R.R. Tolkien | The Fellowship of the Ring | Chapter1 | Mariner Books / Houghton Mifflin Harcourt [1957] [15:59–16:16] Herman Melville | Moby Dick | Chapter 7 [1851] [16:17–16:36] Thomas Merton | The Seven Storey Mountain | Harcourt Brace [1948] [16:19–16:37] J.R.R. Tolkien | The Fellowship of the Ring | Chapter 2 | Mariner Books / Houghton Mifflin Harcourt [1957] [21:21–21:30] O-Town | Liquid Dreams | O-Town | J / Trans Continental / BMG [2000] [21:49–21:51] Lady Gaga | Sexxx Dreams | Artpop | Interscope [2013] [21:30–21:58] Thomas Aquinas | Summa Theologica | II-II | Question 154 | Article 5 [21:58–22:03] The Rolling Stones | Rocks Off | Exile on Main St. | Rolling Stones [1972] [22:03–22:11] The Beatles | I Want You (She’s So Heavy) | Abbey Road | Apple [1969] [21:12–22:19] Thomas Aquinas | Summa Theologica | II-II | Question 154 | Article 5 [25:46–25:49] Dave Matthews Band | Rhyme & Reason | Under the Table and Dreaming | RCA [1994] [28:08–28:11] Louis CK | One Night Stand | HBO [2005] [28:11–28:18] Bosco | By Bread Alone [2008] [31:02–31:05] Coolio featuring L.V. | Gangsta’s Paradise | Gangsta’s Paradise | Tommy Boy / Warner Bros. [1995] [31:03–31:06] Star Wars: Episode III – Revenge of the Sith | Lucasfilm, Ltd / 20th Century Fox [2005] [34:22–34:25] Brooke Fraser | C.S. Lewis Song | Albertine | Columbia [2005] [34:53–35:52] Bosco | By Bread Alone [2008] ACT 3: [35:58–36:18] Inspired by: Friedrich Ruckert / Gustav Mahler | I Often Think | Kindertotenlieder [1834 / 1904] [36:19–36:44] John Milton | Paradise Lost | Book 12:646–649 / 641–642 [1674] [36:22–36:49] James Joyce | A Portrait of an Artist and a Young Man | Chapter 5 [1916] [36:55–37:05] Homer | The Iliad | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 24: 924-925 | Penguin Books [1990] [36:44–37:06] William Golding | Lord of the Flies | Chapter 12 | Perigee Books / Penguin Books [1954] [37:05–37:17] Homer | The Iliad | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 24: 613–614 | Penguin Books [1990] [37:18–37:20] William Golding | Lord of the Flies | Chapter 12 | Perigee Books / Penguin Books [1954] [41:01–41:23] Dave Matthews Band | Rhyme & Reason | Under the Table and Dreaming | RCA [1994] [45:20–45:23] Dave Matthews Band | Seek Up | Remember Two Things | Bama Rags [1993] [48:32–48:36] Dave Matthews Band | Jimi Thing | Under the Table and Dreaming | RCA [1994] [50:48–50:51] Louis CK | One Night Stand | HBO [2005] [51:16–51:45] Bosco | By Bread Alone [2008] ACT 4: [53:27–53:46] Inspired by: Friedrich Ruckert / Gustav Mahler | Now I See Well | Kindertotenlieder [1834 / 1904] [53:47–54:13] Dante | The Divine Comedy: Inferno | Translator: Mark Musa | Canto 1: 1–2, 5, 7–9 | Indiana University Press [1971] / Penguin Books [1984] [54:01–54:17] Dante | The Divine Comedy: Inferno | Translator: Mark Musa | Canto 1: 130, 132 / Canto 2: 7, 32–33 | Indiana University Press [1971] / Penguin Books [1984] [54:13–54:19] Virgil | The Aeneid | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 1: 1, 4 | Penguin Books [2006] [54:19–54:26] Virgil | The Aeneid | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 1: 48, 57–58 | Penguin Books [2006] [54:26–54:34] Virgil | The Aeneid | Translator: Robert Fagles | Book 1: 143–145 | Penguin Books [2006] [54:29–54:35] Joseph Conrad | Heart of Darkness [1899] [54:35–55:10] Virginia Woolf | Mrs. Dalloway | Houghton Mifflin Harcourt Publishing Company [1925] [37:18–37:20] William Golding | Lord of the Flies | Chapter 12 | Perigee Books / Penguin Books [1954] [55:51–55:55] Blind Willie Johnson | Dark Was the Night, Cold Was the Ground | Columbia [1927] [58:57–59:53] Ed Sheeran | I See Fire | The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug | WaterTower / Decca [2013] EPILOGUE: [1:02:36–1:02:57] Inspired by: Friedrich Ruckert / Gustav Mahler | Now the Sun Wants to Rise as Brightly | Kindertotenlieder [1834 / 1904] [1:03:48–1:04:12] Inspired by: Friedrich Ruckert / Gustav Mahler | When Your Mama | Kindertotenlieder [1834 / 1904]

I remember it well, the first time I ... came. I remember feeling the ecstatic ecstasy suffused with bewildering shame.  I remember it well, the first time I saw ... porn. Eyes wide, mouth dry, in disbelief with what I was seeing. Exhilaration ... titillation ... but also overwhelming humiliation. Do you remember your first time? Join me as I begin the journey deep into – and through – the heart of addiction. EROSIS | VOLUME 1 | EPISODE 00 | OVERTURE CITATIONS: PART 1 [0:03 –2:20] Inspired by: John of the Cross | Dark Night of the Soul | Translator: E. Allison Peers | Dover Publications | 2003] [0:27–0:46 / 1:07–1:26 / 1:47–2:06] Inspired by: Loreena McKennitt | Dark Night of the Soul | The Mask and Mirror | Quinlan Road / Warner Bros. [1994] [2:21–2:25] Kanye West | The New Workout Plan | The College Dropout | Def Jam / Roc-A-Fella [2004] PART 2 [2:31–2:53] Louis CK | Chewed Up | Image Entertainment [2008] [2:42–2:51] Louie | Come On, God | Season 2, Episode 8 |FX [2011] [2:53–2:56] John Hamburg | I Love You, Man | De Line Pictures / Bernard Gayle Productions / The Montecito Picture Company / DreamWorks Pictures [2009] [2:56–3:00] Seinfeld | The Contest | Season 4, Episode 11 | NBC [11.18.92] [2:59–3:03] St. Vincent | Birth in Reverse | St. Vincent | Lorna Vista / Republic [2013] [3:03–3:17] Louis CK | Chewed Up | Image Entertainment [2008] [3:06–3:09] The Office | Night Out | Season 4, Episode 15 | NBC [2008] [3:10–3:17] The Office | Lecture Circuit, Part 1 | Season 5 Episode 14 | NBC [2009] [3:85–3:24] Lady Gaga | So Happy I Could Die | The Fame Monster | Interscope [2009] [3:21–3:25] Radiohead | Thinking About You | Pablo Honey | Parlophonoe / Capitol [1993] [3:24–3:28] Carly Rae Jepsen | Party For One | Dedicated | Interscope [2019] [3:26–3:31] P!nk | U + Ur Hand | I’m Not Dead | LaFace [2006] [3:28–3:32] Lady Gaga | Dancin’ In Circles | Joanne | Interscope [2016] [3:31–3:35] Tweet ft. Missy Elliott | Oops (Oh My) | Southern Hummingbird | Elektra [2002] [3:33–3:37] Britney Spears | Touch of My Hand | In the Zone | Jive [2003] [3:37–3:40] Lady Gaga | So Happy I Could Die | The Fame Monster | Interscope [2009] [3:37–3:41] Divinyls | I Touch Myself | Divinyls | Virgin [1990] [3:40–3:44] Lady Gaga | Dancin’ In Circles | Joanne | Interscope [2016] [3:44–3:53] Louis CK | Live at the Beacon Theater | Pig Newton [2011] [3:53–3:56] Coldplay | A Rush of Blood to the Head | A Rush of Blood to the Head | Parlophone / Capitol [2002] [3:56–4:01] Kendrick Lamar | Lust | Damn | Interscope [2017] [4:00–4:04] Damien Rice | Woman Like a Man | B-Sides | Vector [2004] [4:03–4:08] Swans | Some Things We Do | To Be Kind | Young God / Mute [2014] [4:08–4:30] Louis CK | One Night Stand | HBO [2005] [4:10–4:27] Thomas Aquinas | Summa II-II | Q153. A.5 [4:31–4:47] Louis CK | Conan | Episode 466 | Conaco [September 19, 2013] [4:49–5:14] John of the Cross | The Living Flame of Love | Angelnook Publishing [2012] PART 3 [5:15–7:40] Inspired by: John of the Cross | The Living Flame of Love | Angelnook Publishing [2012] [5:15–7:40] Inspired by: Plato | Allegory of the Cave | Republic | VII 514 a, 2 to 517 a, 7 | Translator: Thomas Sheehan [7:14–7:18] Matthew 4: 15 / Isaiah 8: 23 PART 4 [7:50–8:05] The Beatles | I Am the Walrus | Magical Mystery Tour | Parlophone / Capitol [1967] [7:53–8:01] P!nk | Stupid Girls | I’m Not Dead | LaFace [2.7.06] [7:53–8:04] Lady Gaga | Beautiful, Dirty, Rich | The Fame | Interscope [2008] [7:54–7:59] St. Vincent | Huey Newton | St. Vincent | Lorna Vista / Republic [2013] [8:06–8:10] Kanye West | Hell of a Life | My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy | Def Jam / Roc-A-Fella [2010] [8:10–8:14] Kevin Drew | Love vs. Porn | Dark Was the Night | 4AD [2009] [8:15–8:19] Kanye West | Hell of a Life | My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy | Def Jam / Roc-A-Fella [2010] [8:19–8:27] How I Met Your Mother | Everything Must Go | Season 3, Episode 19 | CBS [2008] [8:28–8:31] Family Guy | Family Goy | Season 8, Episode 2 | Fox [2009] [8:30–8:49] The Internet is for Porn | Avenue Q | The New Group / Vineyard Theater [2003] [8:31–8:49] Damien Rice | I Remember | O | Vector [2002] [8:50–8:57] Ronald Reagan | “Evil Empire Speech” | National Association of Evangelicals [March 8, 1983] [9:02–9:10] The Office | Moroccan Christmas | Season 5, Episode 11 | NBC [2008]

I came to be a union of contradiction Exiled against myself in binding addiction Are you bound in contraddiction? EROSIS | VOLUME 1 | PROLOGUE