The Big Little Podcast

Description: On this episode of the Big Little Podcast we talk to some awesome friends about what it's like to be a mommy, both personally and professionally. There's a headspace to it, but it varies from person to person, situation to situation. We discuss those variations, including the appeal of taboo play. We talk about […]

Description: Growing older is mandatory, growing up is optional. In a fetish that often seems all about youth, growing older can present both challenges and opportunities. Our panel discusses the issues, both real and imagined, in aging as an age player. From dysphoria to ageism, growing up isn't easy. But doing so can also come […]

Description: Age play never rests… except when it's time for a vacation. Our guests share how bringing age play to their vacations opened up new opportunities to relax and play. From a cabin in the woods, to the happiest place on Earth, to the good old fashioned staycation, learn how to prepare and make the […]

Description: Join us for a long, luxurious personal interview with a fascinating age playing couple who are the hosts of the excellent Love In Brief Podcast as well, creators of the song Radiant, as well as the fun closer music at the end of our shows. We discuss how they met, philosophies on love and […]

Description: For many, ageplay is a respite from the difficult realities of the real world. Unfortunately, sometimes those realities come crashing in anyway. This past year one of those realities was the passing of our dear friend and prior podcast guest Andrea (littleryakitty). Her loss has been felt deeply by so many little and big […]

Description: Exhibitionism and voyeurism sound like simple topics, but our guests teach us just how rich the idea can be. Learn about the astounding volume of variations of exhibitionism, how to mix it with age play, and how to understand your boundaries. Hosts: Mako, Spacey, and Mae Guests: Ashley and Mikey Recorded: July 20th, 2018 @ 9:00 PM […]

Description: It's no secret that the environment around us can have a tremendous psychological impact. On this episode, we talk with folks who have intentionally crafted environments to support their age play experience. From child-like bedrooms to full on age play convention spaces, we learn from our guests walk us through how to set up […]

Description: Our guests share their stories of age play and how their lives and experiences differ from the dominant culture in America. Along the way we learn a little bit about the ways our guest's ethnicities interplay throughout their lives as kinksters and age players, ways that play spaces and munches can be more welcoming […]

Description: On this episode we learn about the pros and cons of making and selling your own kinky / ageplay porn. Our guests share everything from why they chose to get started  and what keeps them going, to all that they've learned along the way. Hosts: Mako & Spacey Guests: Dolly Lilian Lee & Shokolada Recorded: September 15th, 2017 @ […]

Description: She found the leather community, figured out she was dominant, and went on to become a leather titleholder, twice, back in 1997.  Around the same time she became a part of a leather family, she met her first ABDL. Since Ms Pierced has worked hard to remove the stigma ageplay has had in the […]

Description: Age players are everywhere! We'll prove it – again – with another bevy of guests from around the world. Travel with us as we learn a little about what it's like to get little in lots of different timezones. Hosts: Mae, Mako, & Spacey Guest: Babylai, Eedoo, Naomi, DJ_PuppyPants, Felix, & Grey  Recorded: January 20th, 2017 @ 9:00 PM […]

Description: We didn't want to do it, but our guest panel of little sadists wanted to see us squirm. On this episode we learn what drives some sweet and innocent littles to enjoy tormenting bigs, other littles, and everyone else. Listen as even the hosts get a dose when introduced to things like Cake Farts […]

Description: She's charming, witty, elegant, and adventurous. On this episode Leah shares stories of her many journeys. From journeys of self-exploration and gender, to those of meeting people and nurturing her chosen family. Hear of and lean from the adventures of the philosopher, cam model, and so much more. She reminds us that we are constantly […]

Description: Chastity, cuckolding, small penis humiliation, sissy play, and so much more on this episode. From practicalities to issues of race and gender stereotyping, our guests are not afraid of any topic. Come learn (but don't cum) why so many people may like not liking it. Hosts: Mae, Mako, & Spacey Guest: Dr. Gloria Brame, Church Mouth, William Recorded: August 19th, 2016 […]

Description: Gender is a journey. On this episode we learn more about it and it's interrelation to age play with our guide, Lee Harrington. Hosts: Mae, Mako, & Spacey Guest: Lee Harrington Recorded: July 15th, 2016 @ 9:00 PM EST Show Notes A conversation with Nichelle Nichols Lee's book – Traversing Gender Website for Lee's book decolonizing trans/gender 101 The Not […]

Description: If you think every little must partner with a big to have a fulfilling relationship, our guests will help you think again. Hosts: Mae, Mako, & Spacey Guest: Autumn, Harvest, Krissie, and Valentalea Recorded: April 15th, 2016 @ 9:00 PM EST Show Notes Center for Sex Positive Cultrue Urban Dictionary LUSH Bath Bombs Squishables.com

Description: Diaper disciplinarian, age play author, erotic wrestler, and all around badass, Penny Barber sat down to give us a little insight into her life and work. We learn about how she finds the time and inspiration for all the amazing age play and kink projects she's a part of, how she finds balance in […]

Description: Maybe you crave a little more structure and organization to your age play. Maybe you like the idea of of an age play scene where you learn new skills, earn badges, and contribute to improving the people and community around. If so, when maybe age play scouting is what you seek. It seems in the […]

Description: We're pretty sure that one of the things Sam never every thought she would do is to be on a podcast about age play. Because she has a habit of doing things she thinks she'd never do, she joined us for a fun personal interview. Listen and maybe you'll be adopting that same habit. […]

Description: Maybe you remember the wonderful mess that was our crazy episode 21 or maybe you don't. Well, wee (wee) did it again. Join us for some absorbing conversation, as we talk with some of your favorite diaper connoisseurs about about come of their favorite things. Hosts: Mae, Mako, & Spacey Guest: Shokolada, Cargo Weasel, The Daddy, FruitKitty, Casey Strom (The Grand-Poop-A), […]

Description: Sourdough, the Golden Gate Bridge, Rice-A-Roni, and age play. San Francisco is known as a region that challenges social norms. Join us as we interview a panel of age players from the Bay Area to lean more about the culture of age play there. Learn about munches, play parties, scouting groups, and so much […]

Description: Many consider parenting to be some of the hardest, yet most rewarding work on the planet. For those of us who are parents and also happen to be age players, that work can be more challenging still. Our guests have children ranging from newly born to fully grown. Join us as they share with us […]

Description: As age players, the experiences of our play does not take place in a vacuum. Instead it's informed by our many experiences down all the roads we have traveled. Some of those common roads are nerd culture and kink culture. On this show we discuss the many was what we do is impacted by […]

Description: Mr. Sarah is an adult baby and regular volunteer at CAPcon, the Chicago Age Play Convention, where we first met him. It didn't take long before we knew we had to have him on the show. (It just took a couple of years to make it happen.) Come hear the story of his journey […]

Description: There are all kinds of ways that music can change or enhance your ageplay. On this show our intrepid panel of age playing musicians, and music connoisseurs take us on a musical tour with lots of amazing stops. We'll hear some ageplay anthems and songs that will make you cry, laugh, or perhaps just […]

Description: Come hear a personal interview with the incredible AB Jane. Jane age plays as an adult baby girl as well as a mistress. But that's just scratching this surface. On this show we chat with her about her amazing life — full of contradiction and ultimately joy. Hosts: Mako & Spacey Guests: AB Jane Recorded: January 9th, 2015 @ […]

Description: “Growing old is mandatory. Growing up is optional.” ― Carroll Bryant As much as many of us long for being younger, all of us are Adults. On this episode our panel of guests discuss the ups and downs of being a child in a grown up body. Through insight and stories they teach us how […]

Description: ATTENTION: This episode may be very triggering to some as it contains a frank discussion about surviving real life abusive situations. If you find this subject matter troubling, we recommend you skip this episode entirely. On this episode we talk to some amazing age players about life as a survivor of abuse. We'll learn […]

Description: She may just be a baby when it comes to kink, but she possesses a wisdom that's beyond her years. On this episode we learn bout her personal journey into kink and age play, her interests in playing both baby and mommy roles, her abiding interest in diapers, and how to have a slick […]

Description: We interview some of your favorite age play authors to learn all the tricks of the trade. Learn how they got started, how they create their characters, and what keeps them coming back. It's another long one, so settle in and get ready to learn more about writing, age play, and life. Hosts: Mako & Spacey Guests: Zorro […]

Description: For some people, sharing that they have an interest in age play comes as easily as sharing that they like Star Wars or Dr. Who. For others, gathering the courage and figuring out how to say took considerably more effort. On this episode we hear stories from people that finally took the plunge of […]

Description: Gather 'round class. Take off your shoes, have a seat on the carpet, and make a circle. Jimmy, you leave your sister's hair alone! It's time to tell you about the mystical, joyous, and fabulous world of age play. We brought some great guest speakers. Some of them are new to teaching age play […]

Description: We all started somewhere. For this show that somewhere was Chicago at the 2014 Chicago Age Players Convention. There we convinced some amazing peeps to spend some time with us telling their origin stories. Some additional updates at the end of this show: Concerning Littleton is Mako's new book available on the Amazon Kindle […]

Description: Porn. According to the song from Avenue Q, it's what the internet is for. We wanted to talk about it.  We wanted to get a good look at it.  For this episode we purchased some clips and reviewed them with some of our friends, including one who is a diaper porn producer!  We learned all about […]

Description: If language has power, then Mistress Morgana wields power skillfully. She is a professional dominant who also happens to have earned a PhD in psychology. In this personal interview, we dive into her experience of kink as a mistress interested in domestic discipline, feminization, and diaper dominance. We resurface having learned more about ourselves. […]

Description: Tall, geeky and a lover of diapers, Boogles helped to blaze many of the trails we take for granted as a part of the online age play community. In fact, without his efforts mako and spacey may never have met. In this personal interview we learn how Boogles got his start, what it was […]

Description: There are many ways to combine the sense of bondage and confinement with age play. Bondage can range from the natural to the outlandish, as well as from suggestively mental to inescapably physical. On this show we hear from amazing guests who share their knowledge of basic safety and equipment as well as their experiences […]

Description: Award winning pony? Check. Talented web designer? Check. Ageplayer? Check. Transgender? Check. My little pony Fluttershy fangirl? Check. Lego maniac? Check. Inspirationally self-motivated, pull herself up by her own bootstraps badass? Check! And now Natasha Lockhart is our terrific personal interview guest. Hosts: Mae, Mako & Spacey Guests: Natasha Lockhart Recorded: January 14th, 2014 @ 9:15 PM EST Show Notes: […]

Description: From facing fears to bettering our lives, we talk with some great folks about the year that was and the year we hope will be. Hosts: Mae, Mako & Spacey Guests: Katie & PrettyFlower Recorded: December 31st, 2013 @ 10:30 PM EST Show Notes: Let it Go Pretty Flower's new Kink arts for sale. Resolutions Likely to Fail Don't hide shit under […]

Description: They come in all sizes and kinds, but when it's done well, an age play house party is something special. On this episode we learn what it takes to put on a great part from the organizers and guests behind some of the most well known events: Abdulia and US Littles. Find out how […]

Description: From alleviating the pain of past trauma to finally accepting oneself as a whole person, there are many kinds of success to be had through the practice of age play. Our guests share their personal stories. We'll learn why they feel that age play has lead them to success and the struggles they overcame to […]

Description: Race and ethnicity can be sensitive topics. Ones we often fear to discuss at risk of exposing our own insensitivites and prejudices. And yet these topics are central to the experience of many age players. Our brave panelists of black, hispanic, asian, and jewish decent bravely agreed to open up and share their experience […]

Description: Thanks to a local TV show he saw during his early adolescence, our friend enfant used to do everything he could to avoid anyone finding out his deep dark secret: wanting to be a baby. On this show he walks us through his long journey of self-acceptance from early childhood memories to self-loathing to […]

Description: AlienSyndrome also know as Emelie, is a 24 year old femme from Sweden, although sometimes that's more like 3, 6, 10 or 14 years old-ish.  In our personal interview with her we cover topics ranging from her path from rejecting to embracing age play to learning about the kink scene in Europe to learning […]

Description: The spectrum of tickling ranges from light sensual touch all the way to bruising acts of torture. Almost everyone has some experience with tickling, and yet it's a topic rarely discussed. We'll change that on this episode as we talk with some amazing tickling enthusiasts. Enjoy their stories of amazing scenes, a vibrant culture, […]

Description: We, your podcast team, feel honored to serve you. To recognize this feeling we thought we'd make a show just for you, featuring your questions and comments. On this show we talk about group milestones, motivations for the podcasts, age play history, wearing diapers when it's hot out, and so much more. Thank you […]

Description: People seek many things when involving age play in their lives. Sometimes it's just about having a great time and keeping a youthful outlook. Other times, it's more than that.  Ageplay can be about teaching, learning, and even growing; whether by taking care of a little, being that little, or “parenting” oneself. On this […]

Description: On this show guest host Riley Kilo challenges us with another BIG question: What is age play pride and what does it mean? We wrestle with this question with the help of our your amazing discussion comments. Put on your thinking caps and join us. If you'd like to share your own thoughts on […]

Description: Mona a.k.a. Dead Cow Girl is more than the bovine undertaker her name suggests. She's also a dominatrix and mommy blogger all rolled into one. Mona was brought into age play though her role as a dominatrix. Over time she developed a taste for it as well as a skill for creating fantasy. In […]

Description: Some folks love age play so much that they just have to share that joy. That's just what our panel of age play educators from across the USA and Canada do. On this podcast they share with us their motivations, inspirations, as well as their tips and techniques for helping others learn about and […]

Description: Lauren is a slave. She's owned by another person, and renders loving acts of service unto her. She's also an age play exploring this role in terms of being a slave. We find out how she integrates this and other roles into her need to serve and learn a little something about ogres alone […]