SISTERS WITH INVOICES

by always in my feelings

A update and audio version of our Nov 2022 newsletter.

Made this a year ago when someone had me ALL THE WAY FUCKED UP. I was heated, so I put those feelings in this mix - a collection of songs that say i'm that bish, i'm not taking no one's crap, at the end of it *looks left, looks right NOT ME, Not.The.One. So then, a year passes by and I never released it because I was in my head about it not being perfect. I'm letting it go out into the world because it's time to stop over thinking and I hope this reaches someone who can relate.. In the words of Queen Badu "i'm a artist and i'm sensitive about my shit".

Amelian and Justice have crash landed back on earth and we are invading your timelines with this brand new episode of Imposter Syndrome Survivors Club! The topic is Aliens! This episode features our first easy breezy Covergirl guest and an extraterrestrial witness Michelle Badillo. Michelle (she/her) is an actress and screenwriter with a role in season 5 of the HBO series Search Party and currently as a writer on the hit Amazon Prime series League Of Their Own. Yasss! Amelian and Justice go way back in time in this episode with Michelle to the college days where Michelle had their first spooky encounter with a being from another world. Tune in as we each share our own very close encounters and explore how our obession with space and the paranormal has shaped the way we look at the bigger picture, as well as our socio and political environments that just ain't earthly. Who are the real aliens among us? Can they take us away from this ghetto planet? Please tune in and follow @impostersyndromesuvivorsclub as new episodes will be airing soon!

Afroblock Juneteenth Workshop 15 Minute Writing Mix by SISTERS WITH INVOICES

This episode's theme is DRUGS. Amelian and Justice talk about how Imposter syndrome and how experiences with DRUGS/ MEDICINE help shape our perspectives in this journey called life. From sugar to fentanyl, we think it's whack how the general population carries judgemental mindsets that lack empathy for people who use as a form of grieving especially at the hands of the system at large evil companies *cough BIG PHARMA and THE UNITED STATES GOV'MENT. We are all born of this Earth and been inoculated with all types of ish-- vaccines, media propaganda. Whatever drugs you think you ain't taking you taking it, the bottom line is “drugs” ain't all powders and pills. Ego is a drug, war is a drug, shopping is a drug, othering and racism are all drugs. Have a dose of us cause it ain't you that's fucked up, it's the world that's got us all the way fucked up. Thank you to the Uhuruverse for schooling Amelian about the terms "addict" and "drugs". Truly a life changing conversation, your wisdom, compassion and intellect are greatly appreciated. Support Uhuru's dream house, a safe space in NOLA for Black trans and queer folk. Thank you Uhuru ! Sending love to FUPU, beloved SWI members that have contributed love and knowledge to the collective. https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-fund-the-new-fupu-album https://www.patreon.com/uhurudreamhouse

Welcome to the global grieving party! We just out here tryin' to function. Amelian Kashiro Hamilton (they/them) (@hoodmariekondo) and Justice Singleton (he/him) ( @darealpoeticjustice ) pour their collective hearts out about imposter syndrome's effects on societal grief. This episode is full of solemn emotions, Amelian's Afro-Optimism and Justice's rant on being a bitch ass nigga. Justice and Amelian dive into their individual journeys with being in a state of bereavement. Pandemic grief is real! Seeing and feeling ghosts is real! Deceased loved ones visiting us in our dreams is Real! Whoever you are, know it's okay to cry and grieve! You ain't the only one who feels loss the world is at a loss too. This episode is dedicated to Ginger Zurita and Ian Alexander Desdune II, two souls who kept it 100 and inspire us to say “love you” everyday. Manifest little manifesters! intro song: tell me where the road turns reverbed and slowed by mythical jukebox we do not own the rights to this song. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BM5sNXJYhbY&list=PLWZCtfkgzTv9v6MKxHC9zNqsNQbWWukjr&index=2

Imposter Syndrome Survivors Club is a comedic spiritual audio offering from creative soul mates and thought partners Justice Maya Singleton (he/him) and Amelian Kashiro Hamilton (she/her/they/them), the minds behind Sisters With Invoices ( SWI ). SWI is an intersectional community safe space for BIPOC LGBTQIA+ queer creatives and artists of color navigating through the fuck shit entertainment industry at large. Justice and Amelian's goals with this podcast is to dismantle “imposter syndrome” one dialogue spiral at a time by reminding all survivors to listen to the voice as a means to uplift their spirit. Listen to us as we shade these energetic forces that perpetuate spaces of harm and self affliction, because we refuse to let that get in the way of our joy. Join our survivors club, let us remind you that “when the world has got you fucked up, it's not you that's fucked up, but it's the world”.

Intention: To re enforce your importance, your value, your worth. You are worthy. Though the world, media and oppressive forces want to constantly remind you that you are not, you are. Take what’s rightfully yours - your freedom, right to peace, protection, freedom and abundance. We ask for light in these challenging times, we ask for protection. Love is the answer, universe hear our cries. Subscribe To Sisters With Invoices Multi Media Newsletter : https://sisterswithinvoices.substack.com/

A cute lil mix I made for episode of OnMomma's show Club Proxii. Check it out here - https://www.mixcloud.com/lowergrandradio/club-proxii-003/ Inspired by brown lipliner, clear gloss. Remembering what it felt like to get ready for the club with da gUrLz. The smell of weed, liqour, body glitter and expensive perfume.

heavy flow

#alwaysinmyfeelings a sketchpad of audio offerings that has warps between all the feels on the new moon + full moon, menses power each month. a dj mix, musical outpouring by SWI founder Amelian Kashiro Hamilton - a cancer moon that has been practicing celibacy and sobriety currently clocking in at 1 year and 3 months. the music weaves together manifestations, processing self and feelings, connection, day dreaming about love ( bell hooks style ) , abolition, sexx, self care, energy, senses, peace, the cosmos, dance floors, meditating on floors, imagination, freedom, fuck shit flash backs. the feelings are a deep heavy flow ALWAYS with wings of promise, hope and change. yes, that was a maxi pad analogy. get used to it. flier x produced by @sisterswithinvoices credit + roses - support these artists! : 1. I’ll never stop loving you by Yasmin Lacey 2. Emergency Equipment and Exits by Ganser 3. Nobody Else instrumental by Summer Walker 4. Pick Up Your Feelings by Jasmine Sullivan 5. Moving On, Getting On by Christelle Bofale 6. Mary Don’t You Weep by Prince 7. Yeah, I Said It by Rihanna 8. Gangsta’s Paradise ( accapella ) by Coolio ( for my karaoke fwendz ) 9. I Get High by Freda Payne 10. Ocean Breathes Salty by Modest Mouse 11. FlatBed Freestyle by Playboi Cardi 12. Whip It by Ikonika 13. Untitled ( How Does It Feel cover original - D’Angelo ) by Giveon 14. Waitin by Kelela 15. What You Won’t Do by Bobby Caldwell 16. Lately by Anita Baker 17. Nuestro Planeta - Kali Uchis, Reykon 18. Fall by DaVido 19. A.T.M by J.Cole 20. Play featuring - by Big Freeda 21. I Found A Good One by Chance The Rapper + SWV 22. In The Party by Flo Milli 23. Rolling’ Down My Face by Amerie (

Celebrating 2 years with a cute Indigenous House mix by our Sound Director @pas.telshade! Both interludes included! First Interlude Tracklist: 1. Give Me the Night (DJ Meme Deep In The Night Long Mix)- George Benson 2. Tangerine (Channel Tres Remix) [GODMODE] - Aaron Childs 3. Love Muscle (Feat. Nomi Ruiz)- Honey Dijon 4. Heal Yourself And Move (BEAT) - Theo Parrish 5. The Thief That Stole My Sad Days - Moodymann 6. Figure Of Jazz (Edit)- Todd Terry & Junior Sanchez 7. Push The Feeling On (Mk Dub Revisited Edit)- The Nightcrawlers 8. Both Of Us - Jayda G. 9. Heatwave - Amber Mark 10. Mystery of [Sweaty] Love (Butch Zurc Daft RMX) - Mr. Fingers 11. IN IN IN - Zebra Katz Tracklist: ⁣⁣1. IN IN IN - Zebra Katz 2. Pump Up The Jam [Scissor Future House edit] - Technotronic 3. La Femme Fantastique (feat. Josh Caffe)- Honey Dijon 4. 100% Pure Love (Dj Efx's Tribal Pump Mix)- Crystal Waters 5. 100% Pure Love - Crystal Waters 6. Got To Be Real (Lotrax Edit) - Cheryl Lynn 7. Houze Nation - The Housemaster Boyz 8. Sweet Dreams (Radio Edit)- La Bouche 9. Sume Sigh Say (Agent Orange DJ & Alexander Technique Remix)- Todd Terry & House Of Gypsies 10. Brighter Days (Cajmere's Underground Goodies Mix)- Dajae 11. This Is For You (feat Maurissa Rose)- Theo Parrish 12. Signs Of the Sun [Tamed Musiq] - DJ Nature 12. Carry On (Folamour Edit)- Martha Wash

Theme song by Nyah Wilson / @nyahhhh + mastered by Jaylon Mills / Field recorded by Archie Cajaou / @eihcra Audio Edited by Turay Pastel @pastelShade Moderated by our founder Amelian Kashiro Hamilton / @ameliankashirohamilton Logo by Billy Tsan / @tsansimma A Sisters With Invoices production

Reppin' @SistersWithInvoices, an afterhours set by @pastelshade recorded during BUFU's first global 24HR Cloud9 Party 3/29/20

Jordy Cohen, a LA based lawyer donates his time in conversation with black femmes, trans, GNC and marginalized creatives to give legal advice + generously answer questions pro bono. Theme song by Nyah Wilson / @nyahhhh + mastered by Jaylon Mills / Audio engineer, editor and field recorder - Archie Cajaou / @eihcra Motion graphics by Carrie Hargett / @hargogo Moderated by our founder Amelian Kashiro Hamilton / @ameliankashirohamilton Logo by Billy Tsan / @tsansimma A Sisters With Invoices production

Sisters With Brothers present BLACK INTERNET THEORY | [ Black Meme Labor, Emotional Response Erasure, Algorithmic Racism + Taking Control Of Media As A Form Of Reparations ] FT Academia by Kandis William, Mandy Harris Williams & Ruth Gebreyseus. This conversation was live recorded at NAVEL on Sunday March 31st 2018. Featured academia + theories presented by: Kandis Williams - @kandis_williams / @cassandra_press is a artist, partner in Cassandra Press and professor at Cal Arts. She presents her reader on the Mammy, Jezebel and Sapphire archetype and how this has blasphemed the image of the black woman, affecting our value /image in internet culture + marketing today. Mandy Harris Williams / @idealblackfemale is the founder and host of #BROWNUPYOURFEED on NTS, internet academic, educator and caption essayist. She speaks about her advocacy in the way the algorithm works against blackness, beauty standards all correlated with the meaning behind #BROWNUPYOURFEED - a hashtag Mandy created that gained global attention. Mandy also speaks to blackfishing, desirability politics and algorithmic racism. Ruth Gebreyesus - @root_g @kotetakotet is a writer (Fader, Guardian) , educator, producer and host of Link In Bio. Ruth presented her work on memes created by young black folks and their subversive power. She speaks on the challenge of archiving visual vernaculars that rely on distortion to remain alive. Also her efforts in archiving memes is very important. Additional featured conversationalists : Alima Lee - @alimalee Whitney Gibson - @whitneygibson Maceo Paisley - @maceopaisley Senay Kenfe - @senaykenfe Def Sound - @defsound Xavier Reed - @xreed32 CREDITS Theme song by Nyah Wilson / @nyahhhh + mastered by Jaylon Mills / Audio engineer, editor and field recorder - Archie Cajaou / @eihcra Motion graphics by Carrie Hargett / @hargogo Moderated by our founder Amelian Kashiro Hamilton / @ameliankashirohamilton Logo by Billy Tsan / @tsansimma A Sisters With Invoices production