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A first person, scripted ASMR podcast exploring the complexities of a toxic relationship. Experience the highs and lows of this dark romance first hand, as you the listener are taken on extravagant dates, partake in jealousy ridden arguments, and are love bombed into oblivion. Note from the author: This story is based on my own experience in a toxic relationship. While it was incredibly addicting and had it's amazing moments, it was more often than not a horrible experience. My hope is that sharing my story helps listeners understand why leaving someone like this can be so much more complicated than it seems. Society can be so quick to blame the person being treated badly, so I thought I could share some of what my memories are of it all, and why it was hard to walk away from. If any of this sounds familiar to you for your current relationship, I highly suggest that you try your best to leave as soon as possible. If you need help in doing so, please call 1 800 RESPECT. Thank you for listening!

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    • Apr 15, 2023 LATEST EPISODE
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    • 7m AVG DURATION
    • 20 EPISODES
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    Ep. 19 Toxic Boyfriend Protects... & Manipulates You [Trigger Warning] [Protective] [Mdom] [ASMR]

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 15, 2023 13:36


    TRIGGER WARNING: Mention of sexual assault. This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much.Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 Dreams Become Real by Kevin MacLeod is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 license. https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/ Source: http://incompetech.com/music/royalty-free/index.html?isrc=USUAN1500027 Artist: http://incompetech.com/

    Ep. 18 Toxic Boyfriend Makes You Change + Standing Up To Him [Flinch] [Argument] [Mdom] [Narcissist]

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 7, 2023 7:43


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary.If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much. Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 Dreams Become Real by Kevin MacLeod is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 license. https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/ Source: http://incompetech.com/music/royalty-free/index.html?isrc=USUAN1500027 Artist: http://incompetech.com/

    Ep. 17 Head Massage + Phone a Friend [Aftercare] [Love Bomb] [Toxic] [Dark Romance] [Narcissistic Relationships]

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 31, 2023 19:01


    00:00 Calling Best Friend Beth For Advice02:56 Toxic Boyfriend Blindfolds You05:46 Surprise Reveal 08:56 Massaged By Toxic Boyfriend17:14 Spa Attendant LeavesWARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and narcissistic abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. Listen on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqAqQzdU383poTUSQCBQVOQ/If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much. Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1

    Ep.16 Toxic Boyfriend Gaslights You [ASMR] [Flinch] [Gaslight] [Mdom] [Argument]

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 24, 2023 10:03


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary.Listen on Spreaker: https://www.spreaker.com/show/the-toxic-boyfriend-podcastIf you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much.Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6ooBuy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1Music Credits:Dark Walk by Kevin MacLeod is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 license.https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/ Source: http://incompetech.com/music/royalty-free/index.html?isrc=USUAN1100468Artist: http://incompetech.com/Dreams Become Real by Kevin MacLeod is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 license. https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/ Source: http://incompetech.com/music/royalty-free/index.html?isrc=USUAN1500027Artist: http://incompetech.com/

    Ep.15 Toxic Boyfriend Won't Let You Leave [Flinch] [Trigger Warning] [Gaslight] [Mdom] [Angry] [ASMR]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 29, 2023 5:50


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much. Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1

    Ep.14 Examined by Doctor / Bathed in Toxic Love [Exam] [Bath] [Possessive] [Mdom] [Aftercare] [ASMR]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 23, 2023 7:22


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much. Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 Dreams Become Real by Kevin MacLeod is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 license. https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/ Source: http://incompetech.com/music/royalty-free/index.html?isrc=USUAN1500027 Artist: http://incompetech.com/ Heartbreaking by Kevin MacLeod is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 license. https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/ Source: http://incompetech.com/music/royalty-free/index.html?isrc=USUAN1100208 Artist: http://incompetech.com/ ---

    Ep. 13 Toxic Boyfriend Rescues You From Sinkhole [Flinch] [Kissing] [Possessive] [Mdom] [ASMR]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 18, 2023 9:07


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much. Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 ---

    Ep.12 Toxic Boyfriend Snaps [Flinch] [Argument] [Mdom] [Angry] [ASMR] [Punishment]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 15, 2023 7:40


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. This is the quiet version of my audio, meaning no musical score. To listen to this video with a musical score, visit: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Gn4kf0YpX4&list=PLLkBl0imfyMXu1ysWHDUyv8Eke94UWv6_&index=13 If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much, Pet. Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 Sound Effects from Pixabay

    Ep.11 Toxic Boyfriend Controls Christmas Shopping [Controlling] [Argument] [Mdom] [Angry] [ASMR]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 14, 2023 5:47


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. This is the quiet version of my audio, meaning no musical score. To listen to this video with a musical score, visit: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Gn4kf0YpX4&list=PLLkBl0imfyMXu1ysWHDUyv8Eke94UWv6_&index=13 If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much, Pet. Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 Sound Effects from Pixabay ---

    Ep.10 Toxic Boyfriend Drags You Away From Friends [Flinch] [ASMR] [Kissing] [Gaslight] [Mdom] [Angry]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 14, 2023 7:12


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 ASMR only (no musical score) versions of all my audios are available as well. Hear more on my Youtube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqAqQzdU383poTUSQCBQVOQ ---

    Ep.9 Toxic Boyfriend Pins You Down [Flinch] [Toxic] [Mdom] [Angry] [Controlling] [ASMR]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 14, 2023 6:21


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 ASMR only (no musical score) versions of all my audios are available as well. Hear more on my Youtube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqAqQzdU383poTUSQCBQVOQ

    Ep.8 Toxic Boyfriend Breaks Your Belongings [Flinch] [Toxic] [Mdom] [Angry] [Jealous] [ASMR]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 14, 2023 7:26


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 ASMR only (no musical score) versions of all my audios are available as well. Hear more on my Youtube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqAqQzdU383poTUSQCBQVOQ

    Ep.7 Toxic Boyfriend Pacifies You [Sucking] [ASMR] [Spicy] [Mdom] [Aftercare]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 14, 2023 7:42


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 ASMR only (no musical score) versions of all my audios are available as well. Hear more on my Youtube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqAqQzdU383poTUSQCBQVOQ

    Ep.6 Toxic Boyfriend Ruins Sub Celebration P2 [Flinch] [Angry] [Mdom] [ASMR] [Toxic]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 14, 2023 7:53


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 ASMR only (no musical score) versions of all my audios are available as well. Hear more on my Youtube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqAqQzdU383poTUSQCBQVOQ

    Ep.5 Toxic Boyfriend Ruins Sub Celebration [Flinch] [Angry] [Mdom] [ASMR] [Toxic]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 14, 2023 7:18


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 ASMR only (no musical score) versions of all my audios are available as well. Hear more on my Youtube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqAqQzdU383poTUSQCBQVOQ ---

    Ep.4 Toxic Boyfriend Demands an Oath [Possessive] [Fire] [Mdom] [Toxic] [ASMR]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 14, 2023 6:07


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 ASMR only (no musical score) versions of all my audios are available as well. Hear more on my Youtube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqAqQzdU383poTUSQCBQVOQ

    Ep.3 Toxic Boyfriend Warns He'll Be Rough [Spicy] [Drunk] [ASMR] [Mdom]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 14, 2023 4:34


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 ASMR only (no musical score) versions of all my audios are available as well. Hear more on my Youtube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqAqQzdU383poTUSQCBQVOQ

    Ep.2 First Morning at Toxic Boyfriend's Estate [ASMR] [Toxic] [Mdom] [Possessive]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 14, 2023 3:30


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 ASMR only (no musical score) versions of all my audios are available as well. Hear more on my Youtube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqAqQzdU383poTUSQCBQVOQ

    Ep.1 Moving into Toxic Boyfriend's Estate [ASMR] [Toxic] [Mdom]

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 14, 2023 5:22


    WARNING: This video may trigger past traumas. Please do not listen if you are in danger of that. Please never treat another person this way. It is wrong and evil, and if you do, you are a horrible person. This audio is for ASMR comfort and abuse awareness only. If your partner treats you this way, please try your best to safely exit the relationship and contact domestic violence support organizations if necessary. If you would like to send some love through a tip, you can do so at these links. I appreciate it very much Stripe: https://buy.stripe.com/eVag2Y7qqfGd6DC6oo Buy me a coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ObeyASMR?new=1 ASMR only (no musical score) versions of all my audios are available as well. Hear more on my Youtube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqAqQzdU383poTUSQCBQVOQ

    Trailer [ASMR] [Toxic] [Boyfriend] [Mdom]

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 2, 2022 1:19


    A first person, scripted ASMR podcast exploring the complexities of a toxic relationship. Experience the highs and lows of this dark romance first hand, as you the listener are taken on extravagant dates, partake in jealousy ridden arguments, and are love bombed into oblivion.Note from the author: This story is based on my own experience in a toxic relationship. While it was incredibly addicting and had it's amazing moments, it was more often than not a horrible experience. My hope is that sharing my story helps listeners understand why leaving someone like this can be so much more complicated than it seems. Society can be so quick to blame the person being treated badly, so I thought I could share some of what my memories are of it all, and why it was hard to walk away from.If any of this sounds familiar to you for your current relationship, I highly suggest that you try your best to leave as soon as possible. If you need help in doing so, please call 1 800 RESPECT.Thank you for listening!

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