American Comedy Suicide

Thanks for listening. Follow me @ericbarrycomedy1 on YouTube and EricBarryComedy everywhere else Support the show

So far, so good.Support the show

Does seo matter in these descriptions?Support the show

I'm trying to get Eric on the World out before Christmas Support the show

I'm walking and talking, it's cold, working on Eric on the World.Support the show

I'm feeling good about where Eric on the World could go Support the show

I talk about what I'm thinking for the new show Support the show

I also got in a bike accident all aloneSupport the show

The colonoscopy doctors did not like my jokes.Support the show

I'm having a colonoscopy tomorrow and took the bowel prep minutes before.My cousin died last week.I'm paralyzed by not knowing where to focus my efforts.Support the show

I'm sick, I'm doing daily news jokes, and my mom is kicking me off the couch.Support the show

I normally love it, but this year feels sad.Support the show

The process of death and dyeing. Support the show

Same old hair, same depression anxiety.Support the show

Good lord. Support the show

My body, my choice Support the show

Food adddict?Support the show

Physical activity has been one of the most reliable things to improve my mental health, but I know it's not easy.Support the show

The horror stories that could be told. Support the show

Again. I'm in such a bad mood. Support the show

TikTok won't let my podcast profile be discoverable because of it's name, my work has anti-vaxxers, and I'm dog-sitting again. Support the show

I started uploading things on TikTok @americancomedysuicideSupport the show

I need good health insurance. And a job. And money. Support the show

I forgot to post this last night Support the show

I eat a lot of Brie cheese.Support the show

I talk about being different than my family, needing a job, and kids being traumatized by my YouTube video.Support the show

I'm being confronted with how different I am than my family, I had alarmingly high blood glucose levels, and I'm curious what might make for good themed YouTube/Insta accounts.Support the show

**NEW RECORDING: apparently I uploaded the same audio as last week, it's fixed now.I got a job stocking vitamins and tampons, TikTok is earning they'll ban me because some asshole reported me, and my mom woke up and was sneak listening to me record this at the end.Support the show

I turned 37 and don't know what's next. Blah.Support the show

Cleanup on aisle me.Support the show

I feel like I have no motivation. No wins. Nothing - no videos, no running, no stand up comedy, gains any traction.Support the show

I got the latest vaccine, and some things shockingly didn't work Support the show

I get to be loud and proud on this podcast!I bit the (debt spiral) bullet and upgraded my phone-ware, which should be arriving in 5 weeks, and hopefully help when I need to record phone podcasts, not have my battery die—and oh, make VIRAL VIDEOS which I kinda-sorta-have now! (Thank you gay guys!)You don't have to travel far outside the Bay Area to find a rough, blue collar, and conservative crowd, and I've found that out going to bars, which oddly, end up being more expensive than many San Francisco bars.Support the show

BART sucks at connecting the Bay Area, and apparently can't handle this heat. San Francisco decriminalized hallucinogenic drugs. I'm trying to not run out of money and doing a terrible job.Support the show

It's 110 F/43.3 Celsius right now. I talk about a munch I went to, some open mics, my weekend, and my birthday.Guests to come soon. Keep listening! Support the show

I'm driving a car and talk about the first mic In the US i'm performing on.Support the show

I was able to free up some space on this laptop so that I can install editing software (both audio and video), and kinda-sort-of record stuff!So with all the rich, dulcet tones my voice has to offer, I talk about trying to get back into a groove here in the States, trying to eat vegan, be sober, and wake up at a reasonable hour, as I look for jobs so that I can leave the country as soon as possible.Support the show

I talk about being back home, and the numerous ghosts of the past I felt like I kept encountering on my journey home, and you guessed it: I cry!If you've had relationships or places you felt like you never had closure with, I'd really love to hear from you @ericbarrycomedy, and if you're okay with it, share it on the podcast.Support the show

The last one in Europe … for now.Support the show

Good god is London expensive, and with what will come as a shock to everyone: I cry a little in this episode. The existentialism is strong with this one.Support the show

All sorts of feels I haven't had the time to process. Follow me on Insta.Support the show

I had my final performance of “American Sex Brain” (for now) in Europe last night.I talk about the emotions of coming back to Berlin, knowing I'm going to be leaving it and Europe altogether because I never found my way here. And I can't help but consider these things without thinking about my ex, and how I may never see her again.Support the show

This is a very short and late episode, I apologize. I have lots of thoughts and experiences floating in my life, I'll share in more detail on the next episode.Support the show

I'm back in Germany, and I have a lot of feelings being back here since I was last, which I completely neglected to talk about.I have a knee that feels questionable. And I'm in Cologne to do my show! Next up is Berlin, and I'll be sure to mention the feelings I have about being there on the next podcast.Support the show

I take a literal walk in the park, in Vondelpark, Amsterdam. The last two shows were near fiascos, but the audiences and comedians I've worked with have been fabstastic.Next up: Cologne!! Come see me and Dennis Woste on Thursday August 4 at Expat Cafe, and In Berlin at Z-bar August 10!Support the show

I made it out of Lisbon alive! I forgot to talk about the amazing goodbye roast I had, I'll do that next episode. I was walking on my way to my Barcelona show, and there ended up being quite the fiasco there, so I wasn't able to upload last night.Support the show

This is my last podcast from Lisbon.I had such an incredible night at the premiere of American Sex Brain at Selva here. Thank you to Ash for opening up Selva as a venue, and for being a wonderful host, and to Miguel Neves for destroying as my feature.I did DMT yesterday, and I was left with two mantras. "It's okay," and "You can live this wonderful life."You can. I can. We can.Support the show

The premiere of my show “American Sex Brain” is tomorrow 9pm at Selva in Lisbon!Message me on Insta @ericbarrycomedy for details!I tell about the stresses leading up to it and leaving Lisbon.Support the show