Crazy Station With Anthony Luckett

HAVE A GREAT FRIDAY!

Hi, I missed you guys and wanted to just check in.

hi, it's been a while. i'm back from my impromptu break and i have quite a bit to share…….

the day has finally come. i have things to talk about.  this episode we're going to discuss this new era of my life i'm entering, and why i think its extremely vital to me becoming better. 

I've seen a lot of people on my YouTube explore page talk about their experience with a dopamine detox. As someone who is EXTREMELY addicted to their phone right now, I'm looking into trying that soon.

my last first day of highschool recently happened. it's bittersweet to say the least, but i am ready to graduate. that's what we're talking about 

another episode of me just picking my brain. hopefully by next week i'll actually have something interesting to talk about, but for now, it's going to be my problem with entitlement.

after talking about everything under the sun for the past two years, i've really been struggling on things to talk about on here, so enjoy me rambling my ass off for 30 minutes. love you, hope you enjoy

with the release of barbie, a lot of people have been excited about the movie, as have i. it's become this sort of cultural phenomenon, that i think has led to the resurgence of cinema. thanks for listening! love ya 

i've traveled a good amount in my lifetime, but specifically in the airports, there are many things that piss me off. today we're going to be talking about why i hate TSA, airport snacks, and why lining up to board the plane is pointless. love ya

somone once said everything is embarrassing, and I completely agree. as I go about my daily life, doing basic human things, I realize that everything truly is inherently embarrassing. today we list off the things I find embarrassing..... love ya

i recently went to a party and made a huge mistake. i was barely social and wasn't really interacting with everyone there. looking back, i'm embarrassed because i left a really bad impression on the people there. in todays episode, i'm going to tell you what not to do at a party, and my game plan to ensure that i have the best time. love you

when i would watch the news as a little kid, the main question of why do bad things happen to good people would always pop in my head. i've struggled with this many times throughout my life, and there really isn't a definite answer. today we analyze that question and reflect on times where bad things have happened to me, someone who considers themselves as a morally “good” person

looking back on some of the friendships i had when i was younger made me realize, i was neglected as a friend. naturally as a person who really values friendships, i always gave my all, but never received any of that energy back. we all hated it when our friends didn't appreciate us. in this episode, i do a deep dive into some of the friendships i had over the years, how spending lots of time by myself strengthened my ability to make friends, and the importance of having a balance within yourself of hanging out with people, and giving yourself enough time to recharge.

when i first started this podcast, i did an episode about some of my biggest pet peeves, and we are back with another installment. as i was writing the outline for this episode, i realized that a lot of mundane things annoy me. anyway hope you enjoy! love you

after i finally finished my junior year of high school, i was trying to relax my mind from such a busy year. through this though, i found that i was starting to constantly feel anxious and it was because i was spending all day scrolling on my phone and not being productive. one day i looked at my screen time average and it was 15 hours, then and there i decided that something had to change. i switched up my routine in order to further disconnect myself from social media and the virtual realm. in this episode, i share what i've been implementing to get me off my phone and my screen time down, ipad babies, growing up with technology, and how old people freak me out. love you

todays episode is a topic i've wanted to talk about for years, but just never felt comfortable doing. now that i'm almost 18 i feel a lot more comfortable talking about it and can organize my thoughts on sex in a better way. today is the sex episode. my introduction to sex was a horrible experience and i tell that story. this episode, i discuss my introduction to sex, why i don't believe in porn, becoming more comfortable with my body, learning about vaginas for the first time, and my annoying elementary school bully. love ya

piggybacking off of the last episode, today we are talking about another mature topic; alcohol. alcohol is really interesting because the line of social gatherings and alcohol is blurred and they are intertwined. as a kid, i also thought having a glass of champagne was like the fanciest thing ever, and i romanticized alcohol culture. in this episode, i share my own personal stories with alcohol, why restaurants serving alcohol are a scamming people, social events, and my experience with non alcoholic euphoric drinks. love ya.

growing up i've experienced weed as a child usually does, and many of my family members smoked weed (cigarettes), but it's always been something i didn't want to try because it scared me. my anxiety is a big part of why i don't partake in smoking weed like my teenage peers do. in this episode i talk about all things weed, my personal experience, weed culture, and the pressure you feel at a social event to not ruin a curated vibe where weed is present. now that i'm getting older i want to dive into more mature topics like this.

surprise surprise, i literally have nothing to talk about. this happens to me a lot where i'll have a run of really good thought provoking ideas for episodes, and then after that i just completely blank and have nothing to say. with that being said, here's life update #11. I'll just be filling you guys in on what's been happening in my life recently and i hope you find this even the slightest bit interesting.

during my trip to new york, i did a lot of people watching. not in a creepy way, just watching people stroll by living their life. i noticed how different people in new york are compared to the people i'm used to. in this episode i'll be discussing things i found interesting about new york and dissecting them.

has anyone else felt like there has been a shift in coachella these past 2 years ever since the pandemic. i think after 2 years with no coachella (2020-2021) people have realized a bunch of things regarding it and the culture kinda changed. in honor of coachella weekend 2 ending, i'm going to be analyzing some of the changes i've seen, and the evolution of the music festival 11 years ago to now.

i had recently been in a creative rut, and not knowing what my next project is going to be. i've teetered with a few ideas, some i've never started, and some i've scrapped. it's been quite a struggle. i've also noticed in media, everyone is doing the same things nowadays. when it comes to music, youtube, and other forms of media, there is nothing that stands out right now. in this episode i talk about how i believe there is no creativity present within media spaces right now.

being a healthy individual has been a really important thing for me since i was a kid. i prioritize my health pretty much all the time wether that be working out, or eating healthy. today i wanted to share why i don't really believe in over the counter medicine like dayquil, my experience with plant based eating, working out and finding what works for me, my obsession with health products, and my hatred for juices/ wellness shots in plastic bottles. i hope you enjoy love you

the past couple of weeks have been really odd for me because i've had some really bad, weird, and embarrassing things happen to me. i don't know if it's because something good is coming in my life, but nonetheless it's all been really weird. this episode im going to share the things that have happened to me including: items breaking that i just purchased, accidents in bed, embarrassing myself at work, and my Postmates disaster. love you and thank you for listening

before recording this episode i was talking to my family and i said “ one thing about me, i'm gonna have fun”. i think making everything in your life fun, even the most mundane things, is a great way to have a good outlook on life, and it's really helped me. for example, something so simple like making my morning coffee is fun for me because i make sure that i am intentional with that time, and make it a relaxing experience. this episode, i share this recent discovery of mine, how i make everything enjoyable for myself, and some of my favorite activities that i do, and force me to have fun. it has truly helped my mental health and i hope you take some advice from this. love you

my self esteem journey has been rough, especially when I was in middle school. there was a time where my self esteem was so low and i wanted everyone to be my friend to make myself feel good. this ultimately led to all of those friendships falling out. when i was in elementary school though, i didn't have the same problem. in this episode I do i deep dive into my experience with self esteem from elementary school- now, and also some weird things that have been going on like me constantly getting canker sore's( i promise i'm not a disgusting human being) and me getting scammed at the gas station. love you hope you enjoy

i shop on amazon absolutely way too much, and over the past couple of months i've accumulated a list of stuff i bought off of amazon that have changed my life. if you are looking for inspo on what to buy, i hope this episode helps you next time you are aimlessly scrolling. love you!

I haven't posted on YouTube in 3 months, which I think is the longest I've gone without uploading a video. I've been doing YouTube for 5 years uploading every week. Ofc I've always loved creating content and editing, but it got to a point where it was just getting to be too much. I needed to give myself a break without a return date. This episode I talk about why I haven't been uploading, how my relationship with YouTube has changed, exploring other hobbies, and flaws within YouTube's system.

i just got back from seeing sza live in concert, and it was a life changing experience. i have been a fan for so long, so to finally see her live, the memory will be with me forever. i saw some pretty interesting stuff though. this episode i talk about tik tok and the music industry, my appreciation for performances and visuals and the importance of not recording everything. we also need to issue omar apollo an apology. Love you!

this is probably one of the truest phrases i've ever heard because it happens to me all the time. if i want to end a friendship, i block and delete everything about the other person and it's like they don't exist. this happens with my siblings too sometimes which isn't good. since they don't live with me i forget that they exist sometimes and it makes me feel like a terrible person. anyway, this episode is all about “out of sight, out of mind”, the psychology behind it, if it's a good thing or not, and how it could cause more problems in some cases.

Yes, I am still only 16, but I've thought quite a bit about the possibility of me having kids when I'm older. To be honest I still don't really know for sure if I'll be ready for that when I get into my late 20's early 30's. I feel like that time from 16-25 is a time where you are supposed to figure your life out and make mistakes, to then learn from them. Kids are also a huge responsibility, and keeping them safe is a daily gamble in todays world. All of the money, time, and attention you have to give to a child takes a toll on a young adult. This episode we're gonna dive into the parenthood and why it's a hard job.

obviously because the sun sets very early and it's cold outside, we have no motivation to do anything remotely productive. i've complied a list of things you can do to build better habits for the winter to keep yourself busy and not fall into a depressive episode. the winter always takes a toll on me and my mental health but i've found that keeping yourself busy with things you enjoy makes it go by faster. so before winter ends very soon here's some thing that can help you build better habits for the winter. i love you!

to be honest this episode was made because i had no other ideas, but i also haven't done one of these in a while so i guess it was good i didn't have any ideas. today i'm going to be updating you on what's been going on with my life, and to be honest it's not much. very mundane things like my fashion and school, but i also share an embarrassing story when i went to get sushi recently. i hope you enjoy and i love you!

i feel like once upon a time or even now, we've wanted to be apart of a certain aesthetic for a long time. i've went through so many aesthetics throughout my life. i started out with preppy, then moved to sporty, back to preppy, to extreme preppy, to not having a style, to e- boy, to beachy, and then back to preppy. i would say right now i'm definitely more of a minimalist mainly because i don't know what my style is right now and i'm still trying to figure it out. this got me thinking about different aesthetics and why people are so obsessed with them and i am guilty of being like this in the past. i also saw a couple instagram posts that talk about aesthetics which inspired this episode. it's always been such a mystery to me about why people go to such extreme lengths to be apart of a certain aesthetic, but i get it now. people want to feel like they belong and express themselves in other ways they can't. in this episode i talk about why aesthetics are so popular, how they can become toxic, how nothing is truly “trendy” anymore, and how solely basing your identity off of an aesthetic is a terrible idea. love you and hope you enjoy.

happy new year! i hope you all are having an amazing 2023 so far. it's weird because for me it doesn't even feel like a new year and idk if that good or bad. anyway, i'm not usually one to make new year's resolutions but this year i decided i want to get better at setting up boundaries with people and things. when he was younger i was really bad at it and it caused me to develop social anxiety and people walked all over me in friendships. after the pandemic, i developed a sense of normalcy and got really good at setting up boundaries with people. this episode im going to share with you all how i set up boundaries with people and things, why setting boundaries has a negative connotation, and how i was really good at doing it in 6th grade and then lost that ability in 8th grade. for anyone struggling with this subject i hope this episode help. love you and happy new year

as the year closes, i've found myself in my “quiet era”. basically i'm just not doing anything with my life and sort of hibernating in a way. i actually really love it believe it or not. it completely contradicts what i was saying a month ago about not doing anything with my life. i think it's because it's getting colder out and the holidays are coming, i just don't have the desire to really do anything. it's not a bad thing either i really like it. this episode i discuss what my season of quiet is doing for my mental health and how it's making me appreciate what i have. i feel like everyone should experience a season of quiet because it's doing really good things for me. love you! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

recently i've been having lots of trouble reinventing my style. i don't even have one right now to be honest so i've been searching for fashion creators on youtube to try and get some inspo and i stumbled upon drew joiner. he make very good fashion videos and my favorite that i've watched was his take on trendy vs timeless fashion. it inspired me to create my own version of it for this podcast. today we are going to discuss what makes something trendy and what makes something timeless. you might not agree with things in this episode but that's the beauty of fashion, it's subjective. hope you enjoy and love you. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

ok so the past couple weeks for me have been a mental roller coaster. i mentioned before that i struggle with seasonal depression but recently it's developed into something i had never experienced. derealization. basically what that is, it's when you feel like you aren't living in your own body and you feel like you are a ghost watching yourself exist. to say the least it freaked me out and it led me to a very dark place mentally. in this episode i'm going to talk about that more in depth and ways that helped me out of that period like going to dinner parties with friends and going to get my haircut. i also posted a youtube video on this so if you wanna watch that you can. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

ok, by first glance this looks like it's going to be a morbid and dark episode but i promise it's not. i recently went to a funeral for my great aunt and it made me realize a lot. it put a lot about death in perspective for me. i realized there are many facets to death and it's a very interesting thing to talk about. this episode i break down my recent thoughts about death and how it changed my way of thinking. love you lots. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

i've had Tik Tok since late 2019 probably like everybody else. i've enjoyed the trends and the fun of it, but a year ago i got really sick of it due to all the drama and negativity on the app. i would feel drained after scrolling on that app for too long, so a month and a half ago i made the decision to delete the app off my phone as a whole and it's the best decision for my mental health i've made. at first i was a little apprehensive on deleting the app due to FOMO, but i got myself out of that mindset. in this episode i share with you all how i got to this point of hating Tik Tok, everything wrong with it, and how it's been better for me all around. love you --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

this is my favorite holiday of the year and i'm excited to talk about it today. this is the one day a year that most people can be creative, which is why i love it. i love dressing up into costumes, going to parties, etc. this episode im going to give you guys advice on how to pick out a halloween costume, how to be safe a parties, and how to have a fun time alone on halloween. since all of these things are useful i thought i would share. I love you --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

it's been a while but we are back with another life update. this time around there is not much for me to talk about considering NOTHING has been going on in my life, but some things that have happened to me these last 2 weeks i felt like i needed to share. and because i had no other ideas. enjoy me talking about my recent crying spell, my newest youtube obsession, and my new espresso machine. i love you enjoy --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

recently i was scrolling on my instagram explore page and saw a post of a kid getting a cooking set for Christmas. you've probably all seen it, but anyway i look at the comments and all i see is people being very mean and hateful. comments like “ that kid is going to grow up to be gay”, or “stop giving boys girl toys for Christmas”. it really upset me because it's a shame that people are talking about a literal child and being unrealistic. cooking is for everyone. this got me thinking about how everyone wants men and boys to fit into this masculine mold. in this episode i'm going to be talking about that, why it's very toxic, and how i've avoided it, and how forcing boys into a masculine mold can fuck up a relationship and parenting. love you guys always. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

recently, i made it a plan for myself to start exercising every morning again. this lasted 1 day and by day 2 i was really busy so i had to skip it. this caused me to get in my head about it and made me think about how toxic routines are. routines can be very toxic because we often times set unrealistic expectations for ourselves and that leads to negative self talk. this episode i share tips on how you can create a routine that is healthy and realistic, and how social media has influenced the way we make routines and the unrealistic standards we strive to follow in order to fulfill said routine. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

it's been such a crazy and emotionally draining couple of weeks for me due to preparing for my first homecoming. since i didn't go last year the whole process was so new to me, and now that i have experienced it, it's time to share. i'll be talking about how me going came about, the process on choosing my outfit and going with Miu Miu, what went on inside the event, and the aftermath. i hope you enjoy me ramble, i love u. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

hey guys, i just got back from a trip to chicago and i can confidently say i've found a new favorite place to travel to. on my trip i experienced a new lifestyle that is some peoples everyday reality. going on this trip really opened my eyes to how much homelessness goes unnoticed, the terrible traffic and how life there is very different from my own. i hope you enjoy love you! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

over my little break from this podcast, i watched an asmr video titled “my june favorites” or some shit like that. it inspired me to create my own list of products and things i've been living to share with you all. why? i'm not really sure but i thought this would be useful to somebody. i will be making a part 2 to this at some point but here you go. i hope you enjoy and hopefully this inspired you to pick up some of the items that i use. love you --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

i feel like you guys know my story with how i got started on youtube. i've been doing it for almost as long as i've been doing podcasts, but recently i had hit a wall with youtube. a constant cycle of editing and uploading along with trying to grow my channel caused me to experience burnout and i needed a break. this episode i share with you guys why i took a break, how i recovered from my burnout, and how i got my inspiration back to start making videos again after a month break. being original on the internet is hard since there are so many creators, but this time around i have regained my passion for youtube. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

usually at the end of summer i try to reflect on what i've done. i did that a couple days ago and realized i didn't do shit, along with other summers in the past. i got to thinking about it and the question of is summer overhyped came about. this episode i discuss why i think summer is very overhyped and why, also giving you guys some suggestions to be more productive over the summer. hope they help and i love u. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app

for some reason, the journey of me being comfortable with my style popped in my head, and the thought of it made me want to record an episode about it, so here you go. my style journey is not the best due to conformity at school and being in quarantine, but now that i know my style and am comfortable wearing it, i thought i would share to hopefully inspire some of you that are struggling, along with sharing some of my favorite clothing pieces right now and what the future of fashion looks like to me. i love you. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app