Mercy Broken

Raw organic, no editting, in order that my seeds may remember me this way

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Join me while I talk about tables and expectations

Sharing my healing workbook journey from the book titled It Didn't Start With You....this question is centered around my Core Complaint...

we want the miracles....but do we enjoy the blessings

This is showing how deep the rabbit hole goes with family trauma being passed down...and how me and my daughter have engaged together on our healing process through this amazing book....my daughter is so bomb

I'm talking about the downside of pressure and how we allow our EGO to trade love and compassion for pressure....

Just talking briefly about how I failed with my EGO...but AWARENESS changed the direction and once again MERCY BROKEN showed up and have me a beautiful opportunity to learn a little heal more and evolve in the moment❣❣❣❣

What comes to mind when you hear that word....Ima share how that word showed places I needed to heal from

Just a little check in on where I'm getting it wrong and just grateful to know and learn

The maturity that it takes to love unconditionally and and how the power of love will teach you to become mature enough to walk it out....and I ask myself a deep question at the very end....Who do I love....or it is what they do that I love....the awareness can be painful...

So much awareness of how I have gained love lost love learned to love and don't know how to love....all wrapped up in one.....this is a tribute to my brother David Lamb....May Your Soul Rest In Peace..

Just a little food for thought about how we can function from such a low vibration of energy mixed with a little humor.

I am stupid mad at some people and I hate them to no end and I dont ever want to have forgiveness cause I've had forgiveness for them for waaaaay too long and I'm here to talk about it and I am going to be as raw as I can about it....The road to recovery is not a yellow brick road and it's not a place in Kansas....Please hit the favorite button to get notifications for when I release a new episode....thank you for helping me on my journey to wholeness...

Im Talking About Many Different Forms Of Fears And How This Can Manifest In Our Lives

Anger is just as seductive as sex......Join me as I touch upon the history of anger in my bloodline and how the Ego feeds off of our anger.....

Join Me How I Talk About How The Ego Thrives Off Of Our Shame

I just wanna take a minute to clear the air and make sure you get where I AM coming from....and where I AM NOT....cause I got such a loooooooooong ways to go

What are my HOPES FEARS and DREAMS....When is the LAST TIME I CRIED and WHY....Join me as I confront the questions that help define me....I've got such a long ways to go on my journey to self discovery....one day Ima get it right

Join me while I interview a great friend of mine...Lybiyah Hinton while we address What does it mean to be A Black Woman today..A Black Man today...A Black Child today..Also A Black Mother and A Black Father..And how have we failed each other...And what will it look like 50 years from now to be Black...I hope you enjoy this recording and I hope you find it beneficial in some small way

Did your parents teach you about race....When did it hurt most to be a Black Woman....Have you ever hated another Black Woman....Where does Colorism steam from....Who is the oldest Black Woman in your family and what do you know about her....What does it mean to be a Black Man today.....Should you forgive a rapist.....Tonight I interviewed a good friend of mine Uly Johnson..join me as I kick off this new series....I have tons of questions to ask on each new episode..so each episode will have new material....I'M VERY EXCITED FAM

Just quick quick check in...I been MIA all month....so sorry

So I'm checking in talking about my journey to find love and forgiveness for others...and stop making what I learn a ticket to getting your life straight..and that type of arrogance

Today I Exposed A Recent Struggle That Has Resurfaced I'm My Life. .. Not Only Are We As Sick As Our Darkest Secrets....Sometimes The ONLY REASON We STAY SICK Is Because Of A Dark Secret.... Simply Put. Light And Darkness Can't Exist At The Same Time

It's EXACTLY That....Me And A Dear Friend ....MR. DAMIEN POSTON Just Having A Conversation....We Cover Quite A Few Topics And This Is Through The Eyes Of A Black Man...You May Or May Not Agree...And That's PERFECTLY FINE...But He's Going To Explain How HE SEES Different Aspects Of Being A Black Man Through His Eyes And This Is EXTREMELY INTERESTING To Hear Him Speak Some Of His Views....It Gave Me A Lot To Think About....Some Of Which Had Never Crossed My Mind...I Hope You Enjoy This Conversation

SOOOOO EVERYTHING FROM LIQUOR TO WEED TO WHACK SMACK CRACK AND TACK.....AIN'T NONE OF THEM DRUGS THE SAME DRUGS FROM BACK IN THE DAYS.....PERIOD

Join me as I continue to ask certain questions that may cause you to have certain reactions....at least when I did when I was asked these things...

How do we define love....well it's up to each of to figure that out....and yes our definition changes throughout life....yeah it gets evolved by the good the bad and the ugly of our lives......but how do gather a general concept....I'm just offering a few questions that may point you in the direction of YOUR DEFINITION or help you refine it maybe....idk

Has buying "THINGS" become the goal vs the means to acquire a goal..why do we ask how much a famous person is worth....do we REALLY look out for each other anymore....DO THE THINGS WE OWN SERVE US OR DO WE SERVE THE THINGS.....wait now before you give an answer. ....lets talk about it

Real talk.... How many ugly things have I done to be called beautiful....

What Is THE ATTRACTION To The Bad Boys

SECTION 230 And Why It Matters......parents please be advised.

All That And a few More Thangs....A Conversation With a Dear Friend Who Specializes In Domestic Violence Issues And Authour Of .....GUIDE FOR THE FATHERLESS....Mark Snell....A Real Black King Talking About Real Black Love

So I go a little bit more into bringing up some of the questions we maybe should really think about asking....and I also talk about when we should be asking those questions...I talk about the honesty its gonna take to gather and gauge what and how you want this LOVE to be portrayed in a relationship.....one of the questions I ask is...not only DO I LOVE MYSELF.....DOES HE LOVE HIMSELF....if not....WHAT AM I DOING ......what are my expectations and what is my SO CALLED EFFECTIVE PLAN OF ACTION to reach my goal...getting him to learn to love himself....so I hope you can find SOME OF THE THINGS that we need to be getting REALLY RAW WITH as far as how we are defining creating formulating OUR VERSION or REALITY OF TRUTH about WHAT IS THE DEFINTION OF LOVE

It's been a sec....but I'm bout to pick the WHATS LOVE GOT TO DO WITH IT SERIES back up again and ima let yaw know what the next several episode titles are gonna be....

Tonight I talk about a conversation I had with a friend who lost 150 lbs... Her words were I LOST A WHOLE PERSON ....... and I couldn't get past those words....

I'm just doing a quick check in about the current process that I am in that is leading to a NEW AWARENESS awareness... My Truth IS Not always... THE TRUTH

A Wise Man Once Told Me If You Take A Light In A Room Full Of Darkness...That Will Them Consume Of Of That Darkness....But If You Take Darkness Into A Room Full Of Light....That Light Will THEN AGAIN CONSUME ALL OF THAT DARKNESS....May My Confession Be Good For Your Soul....May It Lead To A Path That Is Healing For The Nations.....

This is the conclusion of how my series of life events winded up bittersweet....lots of pain.....I wonder if I am truly done with the suffering.....are you done with your suffering.....when does your suffering become optional and how you gauge what makes pain minimal

So my addiction is in full swing...and I'm just reflecting on some of the good some of the bad and some of the ugly....... my new truth was .....I am at a point in life where now I'M CAUSING the PAIN and SUFFERING....and it WASNT MINIMAL by FAR

Fear .....EVEN IF the harm doesnt actually exist....it doesnt matter....the only thing that matters is the fact that YOU THINK it's real. Here is where my perceived fears took my life into a whole new level of existence

So my dear friend Lybiyah is talking about how her grandmother was her END-ALL and BE-ALL and how when the day she was no longer there....how not having anyone to support her hope help her face her fears and believe her dreams became a struggle to be strong for her children......this led me into many memories that I had forgot for at least 30 years.....and now they are all coming back because for me my grandmother was my living hell that predetermined the course of whole life.....a life filled with lots of pain and lots of suffering

In Pt 1 my kotee talks about the pain she suffered from from making a life choice that went against the grain of her parents..........her decision came with grave repercussions for many years following. .....this is the rest of her story. I gained even more insight on how The Black Woman can fear using her voice....but how do we view her story in a way that allows the healing to manifest........in other words how do we stop the suffering

The Struggle Is Real

Do we really understand all of the dynamics that may or may not be involved in this ongoing situation that happens to so many mothers trying to raise their teens. Tonight I have invited 2 good friends of mine to talk about some of the issues and dynamics we should taking a deeper look at. This episode is centered mainly around raising teen girls. This is not all about the child being wrong....sometimes we cant get answers cause we dont fully understand the problem. Sometimes we as mothers are also playing a part in the problem as well as the school system and the black community as a whole. So let's talk about this fam.

Please please please please.....PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO LISTEN TO THIS.....OUR CHILDREN ARE CONSTANTLY AT RISK OF BEING VIOLATED AND KILLED. .....HERE IS A QUICK UPDATE ON ONE MOTHERS WORST NIGHTMARE THAT IS NOW HER REALITY.

Join me while I am talking with two black men from my faith ....asking an array of questions I so desperately want answers to that I asked myself while watching Black Panther. I will be interviewing people from all walks of life .....hope you enjoy the conversation

I will be doing interviews with many different black men and black women concerning what has happened to the structure of the black family. Where did we go wrong. What were and what are all the many systems set in place to destroy us. I am going to be talking with different individuals concerning their views and perspectives and arguments wants and needs mistakes and milestones centered around revamping and rebuilding the broken structure of the black family in hope of reunification and the ability to heal change grow and evolve. How can we unite as a people if we cant unite under our own roof??? We will look at this from many views and aspects.....the good the bad and the ugly.

Here is the first part of the conversation between a close friend and myself concerning our experiences as far as what happened that got us involved into DFS and even tho our stories are soooooo completely different we both stood in front of a judge and forfeited our parental rights......What is that about......we are going to do quite a few conversations concerning our experiences. Here is Pt 1. We hope the viewers can find SOME FORM OF understanding and somehealing and some form of peace within. Please learn from our mistakes and may you avoid the tears that we have shed and for those who shed these same tears.....may this help those tears water your soul as we continue to become greatness despite it all.