A personal journey to self-help and healing via the ayahuasca -- the most powerful psychedelic known to man.
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Is it possible to believe in God while not believing in God? Let's find out.Support the show
In this episode, I face a critic head-on. More to come.Support the show
In this episode, we dive into the concepts of value and what really matters in life versus what doesn't. Spoiler alert! There is a central truth behind everything in existence which can never be lost. It can only be found.Support the show
In this episode, I answer the ageless question that has been haunting human beings since the dawn of time. If God exists and is all loving and all powerful, why does evil exist. Get ready for an answer that will blow your mind.Support the show
In this episode we dive as deep as possible into the mind-bending concept of synchronicity. Is it just chaos and pure coincidence or are there beyond-cosmic tie-ins? Is it God? Is it predestination? Is it all of the above? We will find out on this episode. Support the Show.
It's time to catch you up on some of my latest developments... synchronicities abound!!Support the Show.
Does psychedelics cure addiction? Well, it depends on who you ask. Removing all of the hype and platitudes, Hugo and Andrew sit down to cut through the fog of addiction, recovery, psychedelics, God, and how it all pieces together This a collaboration with "My Journey Through the Pantheos" and "The 1% in Recovery Podcast"Hugo Vrsalovic is the founder of "The Recovery Freedom Circle" and host of "The 1% in Recovery Podcast"Hugo's Podcast Links:https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-1-in-recovery-successful-gamblers-alcoholics/id1580788856https://open.spotify.com/show/1KgCrWO7EPSnd4pwuJrvyL?si=qrhmSVfjRlORe_nzpGEJnQHugo's Youtube Channelhttps://youtube.com/@lifeiswonderfullove555?si=tdVh9-gPd-ABwJZ6Support the Show.
Here it is... the trip that broke me... in all its splendor and glorySupport the Show.
Have you ever been in a train wreck? No? Well, brace yourself for one.Support the Show.
In part one of my series on astral projection we hear from my friend Becky... someone who happened upon astral projection accidentally and dared to explore furtherSupport the show
Today we are revisiting the Gateway Program, aliens, and The Galactic Federation to kickoff a series of upcoming episodes I will be releasing about astral projection. I have added A LOT more to this amazing story; so sit back and enjoy the ride!Support the show
Today we dive deep into the depths of what we truly are. How much of the divine is truly in us? Let's investigate and find out!Support the show
Who's there? It could be anyone with any motive. Protect yourself and let the right one in.Support the show
In this episode we get sucked into the flow and we flow with it... oh, and more proof of JesusSupport the show
In this episode, we dive straight to the paradoxical heart of truth.Support the show
A literal miracle happened today... listen for yourselfSupport the show
Celebrating 900 subs yall! That's it. There is nothing special about this episode. Listen only if you're dead.Support the show
Is the beauty of existence a trap? On this episode of My Journey Through the Pantheos, we dive deep into the joke of life and test the limits.Support the show
There are no words to describe this trip. It's simply beyond belief. But you know me, I'm going to describe it anyway. In this one we get transported back to the dawn of time, we see a slice of heaven, shake hands with God, we get attacked by a witch, and we see the birth and evolution of the universe. Strap in!Support the show
Have you ever wondered why there are so many theories and explanations for existence? The ballot box is being stuffed. Trust no one but yourself. But watch out.Support the show
In this episode, we get punched in the nose, scarred by the riddle of faithSupport the show
In this episode we will touch the face of death. And of course, we will realize that it is a big joke.Support the show
If you're wondering how it's going, I tell you in this episode.Support the show
The stakes have just been upped... the assassins of the cosmic spiritual war are clearly after me... and they're after you too. But there is good news. Infinitely good news.Support the show
In this episode we dive even deeper into the fathomless--infinity itself. With both scope and scale being understood, we examine the details, the specifics of what is "going on" within... and what we find there is unspeakably terrifying.Support the show
In this insanely epic unpacking episode, we peel the onion on the infinite to explore the waves of God's true form that I experienced on my last ayahuasca trip.Support the show
Let me ask you a question... do you think you know what infinity is? Have you ever sat back and pondered what infinity really is? Well, if you've pondered and fell short of the answer, prepare to be delivered unto the answer of all answers... the answer to existence... the answer to the end... the answer to everything... the answer to infinity. But beyond that... beyond infinity.Support the show
I give you the first ~20 minutes of "Trip 10 - The Infinite"Stay tuned for the rest of the episode coming soon!Support the show
This episode is a companion piece to the previous episode "The Reason". In this episode we dive deeper into science vs. religion to find some middle ground and in so doing, we encounter A.I. Jesus.Support the show
Some people find it very troubling that another person would not only take a mind-altering substance, but also that someone would take a mind-altering substance and change their life for the better. In this episode, we will discuss the ultimate reason I got involved in psychedelics in the first place.Support the show
In this episode we take a deep emotional dive into what I'm going through right now.Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)
You've been told you have a new path, but that's it! What is the path? Am I already on it? How much will my life change? It's a terrifying prospect. Join me on this epic journey through heaven and hell as I discover my true path.Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)
In this episode we get into further reasons why I wanted to go deep into ayahuasca again. In so doing, we come across yet another synchronicity... a recurring one... one that may set the tone for the rest of my life.Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)
On this episode, I cover the HUGE, tripless amount of time from April 2021 to November 2021... when I decided to quit my job. Find out why I took the leap of faith. It is a crazy and surprisingly trippy story!Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)
In this unpacking episode of the "Our Scars are Important" trip, we delve deep into the bowels of evil and examine the terrifying structure and mechanics therein. How do scars broaden the pathways for evil? How does evil seduce and infect? How do we as humans worsen what evil started? All of these questions and more will be answered on this intense installment of "My Journey Through the Pantheos".Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)
In this installment of "My Journey Through the Pantheos", the future of the entire cosmos hinges on a broken bone I received in a 30-second long fight in junior high. Ghosts resurrect themselves from the dead, aliens travel thousands of light years, and God manifests himself once again to discuss a childhood fight and how that fight is a window into all human suffering.Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)
This is a preview episode for my 8th trip.Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)
What do psychedelics, meditation, astral projection, and aliens have in common? Strap in, and I will tell you in this prelude to Trip 8.Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)
In this trip, I get a giant dose of tough love from God. Strap in. It's a doozy!
This trip is about cups. Yes, you read that right, cups. It's also about life, love, evil, death, etc... strap in; it's a wild ride
So what's the deal? Why should you care about anything I'm sharing with you if you do not think that anything I'm experiencing on psychedelics is real? Well, you should care because it is real. And not only is it real, but it is realer than real and I am going to prove exactly that in this episode.
In this episode (the first of a new concept I'm calling an "Unpacking" episode) we will dive deep into fractals and how they apply to all aspects of my psychedelic trips, my transformation therein, and life in general.
Imagine seeing and feeling the most ghastly and horrific thing you could possibly imagine and also seeing the most majestic and breathtakingly beautiful thing you could possibly imagine. Also imagine that both experiences not only answering everything in your life, but everyone else's life who have ever lived... yeah. Enough said. Mic drop.
So why in the world would someone want to continue with psychedelics after such hellish experiences? Well, bottom line, I hadn't received the answers I was seeking yet. On my 5th trip, I DEFINITELY got those answers and soooo much more. Trip 5 constitutes the turning point of not only my podcast, but most importantly, my journey and therefore my life as a whole. I will be recording the interview for Trip 5 on the weekend of 5/28 and it will likely take me at least a week or so to edit and finalize. So in the meantime, please ruminate on this prelude episode.
In this installment, abound with otherworldly encounters, we are brought face to face with the brute, raw power of the universe itself. Come with me on an entrancing trip into voids the cosmos and the depths of your soul as we continue to Journey Through the Pantheos.
In this prelude episode, we give the backstory for my next mushroom experience. This one is a doozy!!
In this episode of "My Journey Through the Pantheos", we go down the rabbit hole with ayahuasca. It's an old-fashioned supernatural dust-up replete with jaguars, carnivals, bottomless voids, blazing infernos, goddesses... oh and regrettably... poop.If this episode leaves you doubting the purpose of ayahuasca, or the purpose of my journey in general, trust me, we are not done. Trips 4 through 6 will wrap everything up beautifully in a perfect bow. So stay tuned. There are more hellish and a ton more profoundly amazing stories ahead.
In our second prelude episode we butter you up for my first dance with ayahuasca... one of the most terrifying things that has ever happened in my life.
In this installment, we go deeper into the Pantheos... way deeper. Journey with me as I encounter snakes, shadows that are alive, goblins fighting each other, and last but certainly not least, God him/herself. All of the above and more on this episode of my quest for enlightenment and healing. Parts 3 and 4 get VERY intense. So strap in for a wild ride, yall!