My Journey Through the Pantheos

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A personal journey to self-help and healing via the ayahuasca -- the most powerful psychedelic known to man.

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    • Apr 30, 2025 LATEST EPISODE
    • monthly NEW EPISODES
    • 1h 10m AVG DURATION
    • 54 EPISODES
    • 1 SEASONS


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    Latest episodes from My Journey Through the Pantheos

    Belief Through Disbelief

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 30, 2025 65:27


    Is it possible to believe in God while not believing in God? Let's find out.Support the show

    Differing Perspectives

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 25, 2025 222:54


    In this episode, I face a critic head-on. More to come.Support the show

    Lost and Found

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 27, 2024 101:37


    In this episode, we dive into the concepts of value and what really matters in life versus what doesn't. Spoiler alert! There is a central truth behind everything in existence which can never be lost. It can only be found.Support the show

    If God Exists, Why Does Evil Exist?

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 8, 2024 25:05


    In this episode, I answer the ageless question that has been haunting human beings since the dawn of time. If God exists and is all loving and all powerful, why does evil exist. Get ready for an answer that will blow your mind.Support the show

    Truth Be Told - The Truth About Synchronicity

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 13, 2024 123:02


    In this episode we dive as deep as possible into the mind-bending concept of synchronicity. Is it just chaos and pure coincidence or are there beyond-cosmic tie-ins? Is it God? Is it predestination? Is it all of the above? We will find out on this episode. Support the Show.

    13... The Number of Love ❤️

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 24, 2024 57:01


    It's time to catch you up on some of my latest developments... synchronicities abound!!Support the Show.

    Psychedelics and Addiction - Andrew's Story

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 5, 2024 89:28


    Does psychedelics cure addiction? Well, it depends on who you ask. Removing all of the hype and platitudes, Hugo and Andrew sit down to cut through the fog of addiction, recovery, psychedelics, God, and how it all pieces together This a collaboration with "My Journey Through the Pantheos" and "The 1% in Recovery Podcast"Hugo Vrsalovic is the founder of "The Recovery Freedom Circle" and host of "The 1% in Recovery Podcast"Hugo's Podcast Links:https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-1-in-recovery-successful-gamblers-alcoholics/id1580788856https://open.spotify.com/show/1KgCrWO7EPSnd4pwuJrvyL?si=qrhmSVfjRlORe_nzpGEJnQHugo's Youtube Channelhttps://youtube.com/@lifeiswonderfullove555?si=tdVh9-gPd-ABwJZ6Support the Show.

    Trip 15 - Forgive, Listen, Cry, Repeat

    Play Episode Listen Later May 31, 2024 106:57


    Brace for Impact

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 24, 2024 59:22


    Have you ever been in a train wreck? No? Well, brace yourself for one.Support the Show.

    A Heartbeat Away

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 12, 2024 99:08


    Please pray for my unborn daughterSupport the show

    Into the Astral - Becky

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 16, 2024 20:59


    In part one of my series on astral projection we hear from my friend Becky... someone who happened upon astral projection accidentally and dared to explore furtherSupport the show

    What the Actual F%*K?!?! - REDUX

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 27, 2023 127:18


    Today we are revisiting the Gateway Program, aliens, and The Galactic Federation to kickoff a series of upcoming episodes I will be releasing about astral projection. I have added A LOT more to this amazing story; so sit back and enjoy the ride!Support the show

    If I can do it, you can do it

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 12, 2023 87:46


    Today we dive deep into the depths of what we truly are. How much of the divine is truly in us? Let's investigate and find out!Support the show

    Knock Knock

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 11, 2023 129:45


    Who's there? It could be anyone with any motive. Protect yourself and let the right one in.Support the show

    Flowing with the Flow

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 29, 2023 49:36


    In this episode we get sucked into the flow and we flow with it... oh, and more proof of JesusSupport the show

    The Sound of Truth

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 18, 2023 51:24


    In this episode, we dive straight to the paradoxical heart of truth.Support the show

    WHAT JUST HAPPENED?!?!

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 5, 2023 19:35


    A literal miracle happened today... listen for yourselfSupport the show

    Do not listen to this. Nothing of importance here. Listen if you're dead.

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 3, 2023 118:11


    Celebrating 900 subs yall! That's it. There is nothing special about this episode. Listen only if you're dead.Support the show

    Stuck in the Joke

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 25, 2023 53:06


    Is the beauty of existence a trap? On this episode of My Journey Through the Pantheos, we dive deep into the joke of life and test the limits.Support the show

    Trip 12 - Beyond Belief

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 16, 2023 115:44


    There are no words to describe this trip. It's simply beyond belief. But you know me, I'm going to describe it anyway. In this one we get transported back to the dawn of time, we see a slice of heaven, shake hands with God, we get attacked by a witch, and we see the birth and evolution of the universe. Strap in!Support the show

    Infinite Lies, One Truth

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 14, 2023 98:37


    Have you ever wondered why there are so many theories and explanations for existence? The ballot box is being stuffed. Trust no one but yourself. But watch out.Support the show

    Faith is a Scar

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 15, 2023 52:23


    In this episode, we get punched in the nose, scarred by the riddle of faithSupport the show

    Death is the Punchline

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 19, 2023 76:36


    In this episode we will touch the face of death. And of course, we will realize that it is a big joke.Support the show

    How's it going?

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 6, 2023 63:46


    If you're wondering how it's going, I tell you in this episode.Support the show

    Trip 11 - The Intervention

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 25, 2022 110:33


    The stakes have just been upped... the assassins of the cosmic spiritual war are clearly after me... and they're after you too. But there is good news. Infinitely good news.Support the show

    Of God and Ants (part 2)

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 11, 2022 89:38


    In this episode we dive even deeper into the fathomless--infinity itself. With both scope and scale being understood, we examine the details, the specifics of what is "going on" within... and what we find there is unspeakably terrifying.Support the show

    Of God and Ants (part 1)

    Play Episode Listen Later Sep 19, 2022 74:06


    In this insanely epic unpacking episode, we peel the onion on the infinite to explore the waves of God's true form that I experienced on my last ayahuasca trip.Support the show

    Trip 10 - Beyond Infinity

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 30, 2022 142:38


    Let me ask you a question... do you think you know what infinity is?  Have you ever sat back and pondered what infinity really is? Well, if you've pondered and fell short of the answer, prepare to be delivered unto the answer of all answers... the answer to existence... the answer to the end... the answer to everything... the answer to infinity. But beyond that... beyond infinity.Support the show

    Trip 10 - The Infinite (TEASER)

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 21, 2022 26:19


    I give you the first ~20 minutes of "Trip 10 - The Infinite"Stay tuned for the rest of the episode coming soon!Support the show

    Science of the Gaps and A.I. Jesus

    Play Episode Listen Later May 15, 2022 80:15


    This episode is a companion piece to the previous episode "The Reason". In this episode we dive deeper into science vs. religion to find some middle ground and in so doing, we encounter A.I. Jesus.Support the show

    The Reason

    Play Episode Listen Later May 11, 2022 63:46


    Some people find it very troubling that another person would not only take a mind-altering substance, but also that someone would take a mind-altering substance and change their life for the better. In this episode, we will discuss the ultimate reason I got involved in psychedelics in the first place.Support the show

    Oh My Gosh Right Now

    Play Episode Listen Later Apr 28, 2022 62:34


    In this episode we take a deep emotional dive into what I'm going through right now.Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)

    Trip 9 - The Path

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 23, 2022 108:33


    You've been told you have a new path, but that's it! What is the path? Am I already on it? How much will my life change? It's a terrifying prospect. Join me on this epic journey through heaven and hell as I discover my true path.Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)

    The Bridge

    Play Episode Listen Later Mar 6, 2022 31:52


    In this episode we get into further reasons why I wanted to go deep into ayahuasca again. In so doing, we come across yet another synchronicity... a recurring one... one that may set the tone for the rest of my life.Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)

    I Quit

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 25, 2022 43:54


    On this episode, I cover the HUGE, tripless amount of time from April 2021 to November 2021... when I decided to quit my job. Find out why I took the leap of faith. It is a crazy and surprisingly trippy story!Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)

    The Nature of Evil

    Play Episode Listen Later Feb 1, 2022 62:36


    In this unpacking episode of the "Our Scars are Important" trip, we delve deep into the bowels of evil and examine the terrifying structure and mechanics therein. How do scars broaden the pathways for evil? How does evil seduce and infect? How do we as humans worsen what evil started? All of these questions and more will be answered on this intense installment of "My Journey Through the Pantheos".Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)

    Trip 8 - Our Scars are Important

    Play Episode Listen Later Jan 3, 2022 60:02


    In this installment of "My Journey Through the Pantheos", the future of the entire cosmos hinges on a broken bone I received in a 30-second long fight in junior high. Ghosts resurrect themselves from the dead, aliens travel thousands of light years, and God manifests himself once again to discuss a childhood fight and how that fight is a window into all human suffering.Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)

    Trip 8 Preview

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 28, 2021 12:36


    This is a preview episode for my 8th trip.Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)

    What the Actual F%*K?!?!

    Play Episode Listen Later Dec 8, 2021 50:40


    What do psychedelics, meditation, astral projection, and aliens have in common? Strap in, and I will tell you in this prelude to Trip 8.Support the show (https://www.patreon.com/pantheosjourney)

    Quick Update

    Play Episode Listen Later Nov 3, 2021 8:51


    Trip 7 - The Conquering

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 27, 2021 83:57


    In this trip, I get a giant dose of tough love from God. Strap in. It's a doozy!

    Trip 6 - Cups

    Play Episode Listen Later Oct 3, 2021 107:40


    This trip is about cups. Yes, you read that right, cups. It's also about life, love, evil, death, etc... strap in; it's a wild ride

    Realer than Real

    Play Episode Listen Later Aug 6, 2021 64:56


    So what's the deal? Why should you care about anything I'm sharing with you if you do not think that anything I'm experiencing on psychedelics is real? Well, you should care because it is real. And not only is it real, but it is realer than real and I am going to prove exactly that in this episode.

    No Joke

    Play Episode Listen Later Jul 12, 2021 70:43


    In this episode (the first of a new concept I'm calling an "Unpacking" episode) we will dive deep into fractals and how they apply to all aspects of my psychedelic trips, my transformation therein, and life in general.

    Trip 5 - The Answer

    Play Episode Listen Later Jun 4, 2021 111:44 Transcription Available


    Imagine seeing and feeling the most ghastly and horrific thing you could possibly imagine and also seeing the most majestic and breathtakingly beautiful thing you could possibly imagine. Also imagine that both experiences not only answering everything in your life, but everyone else's life who have ever lived... yeah. Enough said. Mic drop.

    Prelude to Trip 5

    Play Episode Listen Later May 24, 2021 24:11 Transcription Available


    So why in the world would someone want to continue with psychedelics after such hellish experiences? Well, bottom line, I hadn't received the answers I was seeking yet. On my 5th trip, I DEFINITELY got those answers and soooo much more. Trip 5 constitutes the turning point of not only my podcast, but most importantly, my journey and therefore my life as a whole. I will be recording the interview for Trip 5 on the weekend of 5/28 and it will likely take me at least a week or so to edit and finalize. So in the meantime, please ruminate on this prelude episode.

    Trip 4 - The Death

    Play Episode Listen Later May 3, 2021 78:20 Transcription Available


    In this installment, abound with otherworldly encounters, we are brought face to face with the brute, raw power of the universe itself. Come with me on an entrancing trip into voids the cosmos and the depths of your soul as we continue to Journey Through the Pantheos.

    Prelude to Trip 4

    Play Episode Listen Later May 3, 2021 9:37 Transcription Available


    In this prelude episode, we give the backstory for my next mushroom experience. This one is a doozy!!

    Trip 3 - The Inferno

    Play Episode Listen Later May 3, 2021 52:16 Transcription Available


    In this episode of "My Journey Through the Pantheos", we go down the rabbit hole with ayahuasca. It's an old-fashioned supernatural dust-up replete with jaguars, carnivals, bottomless voids, blazing infernos, goddesses... oh and regrettably... poop.If this episode leaves you doubting the purpose of ayahuasca, or the purpose of my journey in general, trust me, we are not done. Trips 4 through 6 will wrap everything up beautifully in a perfect bow. So stay tuned. There are more hellish and a ton more profoundly amazing stories ahead.

    Prelude to Trip 3

    Play Episode Listen Later May 3, 2021 22:36 Transcription Available


    In our second prelude episode we butter you up for my first dance with ayahuasca... one of the most terrifying things that has ever happened in my life.

    Trip 2 - The Light

    Play Episode Listen Later May 2, 2021 53:23 Transcription Available


    In this installment, we go deeper into the Pantheos... way deeper. Journey with me as I encounter snakes, shadows that are alive, goblins fighting each other, and last but certainly not least, God him/herself. All of the above and more on this episode of my quest for enlightenment and healing. Parts 3 and 4 get VERY intense. So strap in for a wild ride, yall!

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