Thoughts of a relapsing drug addict

Not much but I'll do a real episode later --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message

Son doing imaging episode with some new people and if you like the personalities let me know I'll get them back and all that stuff so thank you everyone --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message

Just me talking about life and what's going on well I can't get a new bedroom in the new apartment in order and that was before I found out I had to leave said new apartment --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message

We'll talk about YouTube channels, codependency relationships rock bottom rehab and some other things as usual --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message

Just a boring update about the going ons of me --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message

shouting out people --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message

Just a few segments of talking about stuff got stuck out in the cold and was thinking about a lot of things --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message

Rambling about what's been happening And how I don't know if I should be worried if I should be mad --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message

Update --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message

Just a quick talk with knight rider right after midnight so are the first hours of 2022 we talk about all sorts of things like imagine if someone was living in your attic and you didn't know about it --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message

Just a multi segments of randomness and updates about my life and goings-on followed by the segment that I'm calling late night talks with nico and Millie --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message

Just a great telk --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message

Just me and my girlfriends bullshitting while driving around and running errands --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

OK and I reconnect after not speaking with each other for fuck probably almost 2 years and we both been through a lot in those two years and as usual we talk about everything from the college duty toxic gaming community to talking your family about your drug use and everything in between so here is another unedited unfiltered uncensored long ass talk between us. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

in this episode Lee and I catch up after what feels like way too long. Lee shares his medical issues with us on top of still working full time, we discuss a new withdrawal medication lofexidine that is essentially Tylenol for withdrawal. As well as the usual touch on topics of drug use such as what type, how much, how we administer, and a lot more you'll have to listen to find out. And we bring a new guest on named Cody Mendoza whom I met on instagram after reaching out to me, not doing so well because of a mutual friend that we both lost way to soon. If you're a regular listener than Im sure you know who that friend is. RIP Kennedy. join us for you're morning dose of laughs and inspiration and remember life is shit sometimes but being rich with homies like this makes the shit smell like roses. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

New relationship status and hardships we are facing early on but overcoming and getting through it --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Talk about lots of things from secret conspiracies to video games to a new lady in my life. On the last segment I am going to say trigger warning of all sorts of things I know my podcast has trigger warnings all the time but we get into all sorts of sexual innuendos abuse rape male and female domination and others so listen with care I'm not trying to offend anyone the views and opinions expressed in this podcast do reflect my beliefs and that's all I have to say about that --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Just me venting about some stuffs. Then me fucking with my computer --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

some random stuff --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Bitch about roommates talk gaming alil about life and a lot of nothing --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

In this episode we talk about everything from my new PC gaming addiction to Reese’s purse to operating systems to Anna the girl he bailed out of jail and her birthday she’s been a guest a handful of times we talked about how we need a new cohost for different podcasts and God knows what else so just check it out --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Had a different episode recorded but decided to not release that one so here is a short new year update --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

So in this episode I elaborate on the story started last week about my new girlfriend and talk about the new sensation of blues and traveling and being the rock it a girlfriend family funeral. I’m on all our other normal shenanigans --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

I just update alil and talk about my new friend and we talk about a crazy thing that happened through the night --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Me and a friend Just talk back and forth about a lot of stuff. Sorry for sound quality i didn’t have the mic with me. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

My first episode in quite awhile so I talk about the election halloween and then I went off on my beliefs about religion. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Well I’ve reached 10000 listens so thanks everyone and I’ll get a full episode up in the next few days I love you all --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

We talk methadone updates shout outs more shout outs updates and general ramblings --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

We talk methadone treatment and how my early recovery is going. The 1 year anniversary of when Kennedy passed away. The state of the world along with van updates and a bunch of nonsense rambling as usual. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

A talk with my friend Smokey about all sorts of everything from the beginnings of addiction to everything else --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

sex,Hookers,needles,death,love,and a lot in between --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Just letting everyone know that I’ll be going live on Facebook at 10 PM mountain time roughly and hope to see everyone there --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

I don’t remember what I talked about i recorded this a few days ago --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

I just thought id do a quick little episode to test my new microphone out which i think sounds great --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

We talk plans what’s going on or mental state and all in all just positive outlook for the future --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Random talk about the state of the world and basic everyday stuff Anna banana makes a quick appearance and we take Phelony on a walk --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Can you talk a bit about me and some things about how I am becoming more comfortable with who I am and we talk about some societal changes as far is the world being more open to certain things and a talk with my friend oh I was away from for a bit and now we’re back together --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Just alil about how the pandemic is going --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

A brief update of my situation before court. I’ll update when I get out. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Just babbling on about my arrest and clean time --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

We talk about life and it’s goings ons and we have special guest back nodded out Anna mumbling alil bit and we about my talk sexual preferences among other things --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Just 3 parts of me rambling about what’s going on sorry took so long been super busy and will get all the affiliate links up and going on the next episode I’m sorry I’m slacking today https://www.facebook.com/donate/478467159478429/?fundraiser_source=external_url --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

We talk about how van life is treating me. How christmas was for me. We look back and remember Kennedy for the beautiful human that she was. We talk vein health and some harm reduction stuff.part 3 up on the roof top oasis in downtown --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Well it’s me ranting about stuff while driving and then alil talk about the current situation of my #vanlife adventures --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

We talk about some serious shit so trigger warning please respect and be nice --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

Talk about holidays and all sorts of things --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

My arrest story beginning of my book Walmart shoplifting incident --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

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We vent about road partners and talk about how I helped a family --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

I finally talk to James from Korea about nitrous mafia football handicapping teaching becoming drug therapists and more --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support

check out the episodes ive already started making and planning for this week im at this buddhist retreat place its possible ill leave here a better person maybe ill work through some issues or something who knows. I do know that I will 100% run out of stuff with no way anywhere to go so there for forced to stop using for alil bit which is good and I have subs and bas and other meds to make detox a bit easier well enjoy the episodes. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/relaspingaddictpod/support