Auto Amune Life.And Challenge.

Trying to be cautiously optimistic about this second round .And yes I lost it in front of strangers at chemo I could no longer hold it in I feel like I have been put through the chemo. No one wants to go down this road .But your not alone

How certain meds from chemo make you feel. And seriously when I can't get out of the house.When all my all you can do is stay home and chemo is holding you hostage. It feels like this.

Katruda ,I know I'm not pronouncing it right .but this is some wicked shit!

Same.......

Katruda

Groceries delivered.Pain in my legs till 6 months after I stop chemo .So not fair.Oh well no pain no gain.

Logical about my life .That I have cancer.

One week off and I still feel sick when I stand up.

Just talking about my experience makes me feel better.

Chemo is bad to get rid of cancer it will destroy something else.

Futon mattress cover and coffee machine.

That's all I have to say

Chemo induced bladder problem.Pressure constantly painful.

Pooping razor blades isn't fun.im so whipped I have no strength.

Can't stand much more of this.

Everything working against lossing weight.

I professed that I really liked someone And I think he's dating someone else.

Chemo is different every time I go through it but it doesn't last long then the third day I'm really resting and can sleep better.

Celiac,dating,back ground check dates. And my gremlin aka my tumor.

No adequate pain meds.

Not the way I wanted it done.

It might bite you in the a.......

People shouldn't live and suffer with pain.

They are so wrong and that's ok I don't care . Everyone has an opinion.

But they wouldn't do it themselves. And my best time of year before Halloween

Last shot. Food haul and rating on line let go.

Everyone!

Will people leave,you betcha!

Picky eater.No just saying food should be enjoyable .And nowadays I have fewer choice's.

But he thinks I'm diabetic He never took into consideration I have Auto amune .They never do!!!!

Health care is , should I say the word!

But at what cost.

My cancer is on the left hand side and right under my heart so no radiation it has to be chemo.

When someone tells you ,you don't have a choice in your health care I beg to differ.

It's as simple as that!

Getting drugged in the 80 no thank you .It's one reason I never got drunk

You move forward.Forgive the people that hurt you forgive yourself your human .

Random thoughts.....

Prescription drugs and dating

Don't ever allow a doctor to dismiss your health concerns.If they do dump them and find a better one that actually cares about your well being and health.

And how to contribute to me getting well .Thank you In advance to all reading my story I want to be around a long time.

Take the higher safer road.I do what I can to survive and be safe.

Not as bad as I expected.

What's really in it.

Took all day but someone has empithy while talking on the phone.

Is better then half truth.

Refurbish what you have and upgrade appliances.Down size your clothing put pictures in new photo albums.

Selling your house .A perfect time.to go live your dream.

Get it in writing.

My my what one gentleman found in public bathrooms.

So glad the old lawyer sent the paper.