Lowered Expectations

Resetting these expecttions

Unequal is equal sometimes

Good fucking question...

Stop clinging

Responsibility

I need space

Finally

Be respectful

Sharing some wisdom for a good life

My new sub is a bit full of himself.

Discussing ways for Bubby to service me better

After a major breach of trust, we must say goodbye to one of Bubby's partners

Finishing up the convo from last week with Katelyn

A friend of mine is coming into her dominant own

A good day - Behind Closed Doors 55

Mr needs to balance the scales

We make it look easy. 

It's a fun episode. Enjoy yourself.

Bubby is having some problems with his boundaries and I'm just a mess. Yay.

Well... that was interesting.

It's time to check in again

I can't stop orgasming and it's pretty good.

My other pup comes back and I couldn't be happier.

We're flat broke, unemployed and full of love

California-based doctoral candidate and sexy mofo Ali Mushtaq stops by to talk about gay kink culture, being brown and mental health.

I'm not feeling as trusted as I think I should and it's time to finally get to the bottom of it. 

Bubby has a new play partner and is in need of some advice. 

We're getting married, but in our own way. 

Restarting an active D/s relationship means figuring out what works and what doesn't. So, we did. 

Now that everything isn't all doom and gloom, we've found some time to get back into an active kink life. Things got off the rails, but we got to a great destination regardless. 

As a Dom, remembering to stay open is important. Even the ones in charge need to feel loved.

Sometimes you need to give your partner a kick in the ass. For me and Bubby that time has come. 

A partner Bubby and I share recently came back into our lives and it sparks an important discussion. 

Everything sucks.

It's important to check in with each other. 

This week, I'm joined by a new friend of mine Devi Ward. You may know her from Sex is Medicine, her podcast on using sex as a tool to heal your soul. In this episode, we go deep into talking about what the soul needs to be satisfied. The answer may surprise you. Hint: It doesn't come from a store.

This week, I'm joined by Alicia Beth HIV, sex educator and former host of Raw Sex Radio. In this episode, the bulk of our chat focuses on lichen sclerosis, an autoimmune disease that attacks the genital tissue. We also venture into dating with this disease and similar ones that affect one's sexuality physically, as well as tips for partners of those affected. Support Behind Closed Doors: Patreon.com/KeepItSexy

Exploring body image, confidence and why it's ok to feel "meh" about your partner. Bubby and I love each other and have great sex. Yet, I'm ambivalent about his looks overall. We explore what this means for us and in general.

Pleasure is a tricky bitch. In this episode of Behind Closed Doors, we explore what it means to give and receive pleasure. Our guest, Garland Jarmon of Spiritual Eros shares his expertise on the topic and even helps me learn to open myself to the joy.

Support LTASEX on www.Patreon.com/keepitsexy Bubby was recently hospitalized after a suicide attempt and a major freakout. Dealing with that has been more stressful than I imagined it would be. Here's how we worked our way through it. 

This episode marks a turning point for Behind Closed Doors. I address this in the intro then we transition in to discussing what it means to sacrifice for your partner, remembering to enjoy the good times and what mature love really feels like.

Even when poly relationships start off smoothly, they can get off course quickly. Bubby's new partner is already causing trouble, so we talk about what to do.

I'm always happy to welcome new lovers to the family. Bubby recently got a new partner and it's going pretty well

Once the storm is over, it's important to get back to normal. Having fun is super important to maintaining long, strong relations.

Life with Bubby and his borderline personality disorder is often very tough. Even still, our relationship is strong and devoted, even if we forget sometimes.

Now that things are settling back into a rhythm within my relationship, we're taking some time to really get those lingering feelings out. Of course, it's with a kinky twist, though.

Mistress Morgana Maye stops by to discuss the lesser known, softer side of sadism. It's not all whips and restraints.