Unforeseen

When going through a loss, the first year is big. Getting through the first birthday, holiday(s), anniversaries, etc. The asterisk means there may be firsts that happen after the first […]

I spoke on this topic last year. I revisit as part of the new theme for this podcast. At the end, update on how things are going. Some changes coming […]

As promised, first episode coming out on a weekly basis. There may be a few in between but the plan is a new episode every Monday. This is a long […]

Short update

Some of the best news I’ve had in a long time. Been grinning ear to ear since 2:17 PM PT! (strong language. Get your ear muffs)

Which will it be? Also, a shift is coming. A few hints in this episode with more details to follow. Nothing bad. All good!

Taco is now a way of life for me. From being in the moment to who I want to be with. A lot of work and thought has gone into […]

Breaking one of my golden rules. Aren’t rules meant to be broken? This is a long episode. Have plenty of snacks nearby.

Had a very lazy and productive weekend. That is an example of the power the word “and” has. The two can coexist. I also got my first rejection and I […]

I have got something figured out that I am happy with!

Season 2 of After Life was a good and at times, still, a tough watch. If you do watch it, be forewarned, especially if you are early in this journey. […]

More positive growth from a chance encounter and how I responded once I found something out. Really happy with where I am at and headed.

Finally. It’s almost been a year in the making but I finally wrapped up the book. A few details of what will be coming and what it means for this […]

This episode tells the story and emotions and lessons learned behind the last episode, I DID IT! Still riding high and foresee that ride to continue for a very long […]

I am beyond excited!!!!!

A fun project I had been wanting to do for a while. Spent most of my Sunday working on this. This audio clip explains the picture. The post will be […]

This is a very long episode. Like really long. It might not make sense to you. As long as it does for me and that is what really matters. Again, […]

I know these will happen. Getting better dealing with them but they will trip me up from time to time.

I believe there is a shift in my life that began April 4, 2020. I share some of those thoughts. It’s a bit lengthy with some colorful language. Be yourself. […]

So I am trying to label future episode with how I am moving forward. Suggestions, Rants or Personal Update. Hopefully it might help to find content you want to listen […]

New direction of this podcast. 1. Offer suggestions to those on this journey of being widowed. You are not alone. I offer hope and inspiration. 2. I will vent and […]

Just when I think I have it figured out, I am reminded of what I am going through but more importantly, something I have missed hearing on the daily. I […]

So according to our government, my spouse was worth $255. You can’t put a price tag on someone’s life. But $255. One time. Ok.

I continue to learn on this journey. Recently, I had another eye opening conversation. It’s what is right for me. I hope this finds you safe.

What a joke. What an absolute joke of an experience it has been for me. It may be for others. Some may have found love again. Me? Nope. Lost my […]

With the current climate surrounding a certain current event taking place, I’ve actually been in training for the past year. Working from home the past five. Being on my own […]

Never thought I would ever say that! Clarity is continuing on this journey as I continue to find myself. I have missed me and glad he’s coming back.

Feeling better about the new direction I am taking. 2020 is all about me. And that is not to sound selfish. For me, it’s the right thing to do.

I lost my way momentarily. Continue to learn. Lot of looking in the mirror lately.

It’s time. I share how I figured that out and what I’ve done to start.

Surgery may be on the horizon. I wish she was here for this. Continuing to learn, continuing to use my tools when things hit. Continuing to live and be kind […]

An update. Things are going, well, hit play and find out!

Looking back in the last big milestones and surviving one year since losing Erin. What 2019, more specifically, death has taught me and plans for 2020 and this podcast. Thank […]

I almost did not go through with something I had planned today. I am thankful that I did. Also, I know the next episode will be December 29th, 2019 as […]

A decision I made regarding school in 2020 and a CES update. Very happy with the decisions.

Really did not have a title for this episode. Was going to say unknown title and last minute just made something up. But some good things have happened recently. Warning, […]

One year anniversary is approaching. Have that feeling coming on. Working to manage it. Knew this was coming.

My approach to a topic that is on all of our minds in this club. It’s taken almost a year to get to this point. I do not proclaim to […]

A TON of lessons learned on what was my first “real” trip on my own in driving some place. Let’s roll the tape! Thank you for listening and I hope […]

Finally making my way into a new venture and really excited. This episode is simply sharing that. Because you know, no one here to share it with. Thanks for listening!

I have two. A fun one and a serious one. It’s been a few good days. That does not mean that is how I am despite making progress. Day at […]

Another bittersweet day. What is it with the universe this past week? Last week, moving to Vegas 10 years ago and losing my brother 20 years ago on the same […]

48 years. Never one surgical operation. That is about to change. Yet there were some positives that came out of an ER visit.

A dream last night. Up for interpretation. What matters is what it meant to me. This episode talks about that and two big take aways. Hope this finds you well.

Sharing a bit about my brother who died 20 years ago today. Miss him.

Progress is being made with clarity and purpose. I have got this and have had some awesome help along the way!

I tuned into a mindful meditation clip and something strange that I can’t explain just happened. And it felt good. I really am not sure what or how else to […]

A few updates on what was a fun day. Time to do more and speak less. Well, I will keep speaking but there has to be an equal amount of […]

Working on it and so much more. Slowing down. Working on my mind. Falling down. Getting back up. Surviving each day.

Major teaching moment occurred. This podcast will end Jan 1 or 2, 2020. When is the last time you did something fun for yourself. Oh, take care of your self […]

lord grief and I continue to do battle. This time, a dream about Erin. She was happy. The what if, what should have been was the battle this time. The […]