My DoomsDay Proclamation

Made it to college. Mentally and Emotionally it's been a lot. I'll be fine though. It's nice to air out your emotions.

It's been a minute. I talk about where I've been and a little about how high schools treated me, AP exams, and how certain things come to be. More to come :-)

Hi all! I was out for a while and just never truly had the chance to back up my thoughts. Had so much going on outside. Likely for me this is a reflective time to just think about how far I've come academically and as a person. I recount all the events in simplicity from the month of May and thoughts about beyond.

I haven't made an episode in over a month so this is only fitting. I talk about where I've been in life and mentally. I bring up people pleasing, overthinking, and peoples perception of me and how I feel about it.

Tomorrow's my birthday and I recount how much certain things have changed in my perspective and just talk about where I'm at and maybe future references.

I jump from the topic of hot school lunch to what freshman year was like emotionally. I talk about what I learned and how it's possibly changed me. I also talk about and sing some euphoria songs because why not:D

Happy New Year to all my listeners! I got covid so I'm the second half of this I sound pretty dead. I just talk about how I've been feeling going into the new year.

I just talk about how my day went and how I know I shouldn't change myself for anyone

I just talk about how I've felt over the past week. I talk about my fears of the future as well as let out repressed emotions. Going through a rough patch pretty much.

heyy. The only excuse for me not posting is school. It's been kinda overwhelming to keep myself together and the fact I did this today gave me clarity on what I have to do moving forward. Listen in as Jelisa gives the scoop on her mental state after the first grading/marking period has come to a close.

I'm back in school and I just give a quick update if how my day went. My last 1st day of highschool :,)

I talk about the pandemic and how school could be like with my cousin Izzy. She's not really school oriented. We also give updates on what was going on when it came to going on vacation. I'll make a longer episode soon.

I didn't want to say this but this ones actually all over the place. My sister chimes in as well. Kinda all of my inner workings coming out and yeah. August isn't over so..

AHHHHHH so like I found time to watch the new Bo Burnham special called INSIDE and I am far from disappointed. This was extraordinary. So basically I give my opinion on it after I've watched it and share a few songs from it and sing along.

I haven't posted in a while so I talk about the last days of school and the beginnings of my summer endeavors. The 1st snippet got cut short bc someone came into the house and I rlly can't record with ppl around unless I'm totally comfortable around them.

If the numbers don't match idc. I just give an update of where I'm at with my life. This was all over the place and I'm not apologizing for it bc we all need to be disorderly sometimes to get our point across.

My podcast is one year old! (Technically it was yesterday but I made this today). I speak of how I've been feelings and share some poems I wrote during poetry club. Thanks to those who have listened over the past year!!:)

I give some insight into how I feel as a part of the youth during this pandemic. I also talk about how online schools been rough and how parents haven't a clue what we feel.

I give updates on where/how I've been recently. I talk about suppressing doubt as well as being anxious and about how our attention span is screwed up.

I give a rundown of my week. The explanation as to why I think depending too much on people's actions and thinking too much about the future could lead you down a hole of expectations... and I say why that sucks.

It's almost been an entire year later since George Floyd died and I recount the events leading to the closing statements and the verdict.

I talk about my SAT day and how it was odd seeing all those kids. I give the rundown on how I felt and how the overall experience was.

I talk about my experience with certain named people in my past ( I didn't necessarily name them but I offered a common name). I also talk about how censoring your personality can be a catalyst to someone bursting your bubble layer on.

This is a quick segment I thought I'd make because it's been a while. I talk about my take on the vaccine and Asian American discrimination and hate. I also bring up where I'm at recently with life.

I talk about what going back to school was like for the first time again from when it got shut down. Lowkey it isn't the best experience and I think everyone's there reluctantly and they just want to go home. But otherwise I get down to business and tell my experience going back a 2nd time.

I don't really talk about school until the end. I expose what I've been feeling for a little while. The daily developments and inconvenience of being low key a people pleaser and how we could just think of it as code switching.

I delve into a lot of random topics like The Great Pretender and how it's a solid anime. I also talk about what I may be lacking in my life whether it be social skills or the ability to learn from an experience.

This was cut short and I might post another snippet tomorrow. I basically sum up how I've felt at 16 and living through my 16th year of life. This was kinda all over the place but I hope I was able to get my point across.

I talk about how I've been using watching anime as a coping mechanism to stray away from my feelings. I also bring up people pleasing tendencies I've had in the past and what I've learned from them and how to go forward.

This is kinda all over the place but I talk about how I haven't seen the guys in my grade in like over a year and a half. I also talk about getting older and how it's unfair all this time has past.

I talk about how Society wants us to be robots and how we shouldn't stand for it . I give examples from my own experiences. I also just rant and make a mini song on the spot lol.

The inauguration took place today and I have my thoughts. I talk about my most played episode on my podcast. I also end with talking about how much I enjoy watching my hero academia.

I talk about how my Finals went as well as some emotional talk. The bare minimum comes in different forms but it's never wrong to try and be a better person.

I talk about how I want to feel love and be in love again (so cliche) yet I'm afraid of what it would do to me a second time. I talk about how the raid on the capital is ridiculous amongst other stuff

This was short. The better podcasts are when the house is empty bc having people at home is annoying. I just elucidate on the fact that 2020 was shitty and how in 2021 we need to be more vigilant of how we feel.

I talk about how I've been questioning the nature of how I am and how I react to the world. I try to gain self reflection by discussing my own emotional whereabouts.

I basically or mostly talk about repressed feelings I've had all year and about emotion as well as other random stuff.

I did this on a whim but I basically freestyle Megan towards the end but I talk about how schools exhausted me to a point where I'm caring less and less.

I talk about my trials and tribulations from my first relationship and talk about why I'm single. I give an outlook on what I've learned thus far about my self from it.

Yes this is very short but damn am I tired. Have a good one yall. Thank u for listening to me for all this time.

I basically talk about more remnants of my pain. I rant about how I anticipate things and stay in a gray area for most of my life.

I'm posting part one of this segment today and I'll continue part of it before the week ends. I speak of how I'm having these jumbled thoughts about perspective in my mind.

I talk about the election and how my days gone for two days. I also talk about some of the recent electoral votes as well as how this whole election and democracy could be a hoax.

I know this is posed as a question but I talk about love and how I feel there may be something wrong with the way I love and perceive love. Love is different for everyone but respect is key and getting with the times.

I talk about how the end of marking period one went. I also bring up how growth is taking affect in my life. Maybe some words of advice.

I basically talk about change and how you can do whatever you want. Also speak on my day.

I discuss how my week went. I also bring up how we don't question the world enough and how I got fed up bc of remote learning.

I talk about the forthcoming of my own pain and about pain in general.

I talk about how my day was during blended learning back in the physical building. I bring up how I felt and what I did that day as well.

Basically I talk about how we all have a subsided ego. I cut it short bc a paren came home early and I like doing these alone at home. I also talk about living in your head. I might make a part 2 which will be substantially longer.

I basically go off on a tangent. I bring up school and AP classes, some new anime's I've watched and a bit about relationships.